When he walked out of the Heart Cultivation Palace, the sun was still in the west, and when he walked out of the palace gate, Lin Xiaojue looked back and saw that the sun had unconsciously set in Bauhinia City. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

There are thousands of lights on the street.

By the time we got back to the hospital, everyone had already finished eating.

Qianniang asked her if she wanted to eat first.

Lin Xiaojue went to Tao Shengsan's house first.

"Provincial three?"

Tao Xingsan sat in front of the bed in a daze, looked at him, raised his arm slightly, wanted to speak and stopped, and then his eyes dimmed: "Princess, you are back." ”

The previous Tao Shengsan didn't wait to speak, his face was already red, and then he smiled back.

Now the smile had completely disappeared from his face, and he woke up.

Lin Xiaojue has never seen it.

Lin Xiaojue Road; "You're still not in good spirits."

Tao Shengsan didn't speak, and lowered his head.

At this time, Qiao Niang, who was sitting on the couch opposite the bed, suddenly cried.

Tao Xingsan hurriedly raised his head: "Qiao Niang, don't cry." ”

Lin Xiaojue sat next to Dao Qiaoniang: "Don't cry, he feels uncomfortable, if you cry like this, isn't she even more uncomfortable." ”

Tao Shengsan sighed, and didn't look away from Qiao Niang.

Qiao Niang cried even more, lying on Lin Xiaojue's shoulder: "Princess, you don't know, in the afternoon, he broke the bowl while I was away, and scratched the splinters between his toes and his body, ready to commit suicide." ”

Lin Xiaojue looked up at Tao Shengsan, there was no surprise on his face, but his eyes darkened, and his expression was a little unwilling and disappointed.

Tao Shengsan's face was embarrassed, and he called Qiao Niang: "Don't tell the princess about this." ”

Qiao Niang wiped her eyes: "Are you still afraid that the princess will know?" I'm biased to say. ”

Then he looked at Lin Xiaojue: "He feels that he is a waste, so he doesn't want to live, princess, what can I do?" ”

Tao Shengsan's voice was muffled: "Originally, he was a wasted person, and he didn't have the hand to commit suicide." ”

What's more, if you do anything else, you have to be taken care of by others.

Lin Xiaojue didn't say anything.

The room was very quiet, and Qiao Niang couldn't seem to persuade the princess anymore, and she cried even more sadly.

After being silent for a long time, Lin Xiaojue looked at Tao Shengsan; "It's painful, isn't it? I can't hold anything, I don't have any strength in my hands, and if it were me, I probably wouldn't be able to accept it. ”

Tears flowed from the corners of Tao Shengsan's eyes, and he slowly lowered his head.

Qiao Niang's voice choked: "Princess......"

Lin Xiaojue shouted; "Provincial three, the initial discouragement and despair will definitely be experienced, I can't say anything empty to you, because this is too cruel to you, after all, the wound is now on you, not on me."

Tao Province 3 Provinces; "It's better for me than for a princess."

Lin Xiaojue shook his head and said; "No, I wish it was on me, because I knew that even if I started to experience pain, pain, incompetence, and despair, I would definitely want to die, but I knew that it was just a process, and as long as I gritted my teeth and survived, it would be fine."

Tao Xingsan nodded slightly.

Lin Xiaojue saw that his eyes were empty, and he didn't think about it at all, obviously perfunctory.

She suddenly asked, "Shengsan, if you lost an ear, would you be as sad as you are now?" ”

Tao Xingsan and Qiao Niang were both stunned.

Tao Shengsan groaned and shook his head; "If you put on a hat, you won't be able to see it, and it won't be as painful as it is now."

Lin Xiaojue said proudly: "What if it's a nose?" ”

Qiao Niang touched her nose, Tao Xingsan glanced at Qiao Niang, her face was a little embarrassed, and nodded: "It's going to be uncomfortable, then I'll be a monster." ”

Lin Xiaojue said: "It's because you feel different from others, that's why you use the word monster." But they are all your organs, and they are part of your body when they are in you. ”

So all should be sad, or none should be sad.

Tao Province 3 Provinces; "I'm a man, and it doesn't seem to be difficult and painful to have no nose, but I don't have to move my hands, and I can't do anything in the future, so I'm no different from a wasted person."

Lin Xiaojue nodded: "The reason why hands are reused is that they are very functional, so what if these functions in your hands can be replaced by feet?" ”

"Can the feet be replaced?"

Lin Xiaojue nodded; "I've seen people eat with their feet, write, and handle all things in life."

Tao Shengsan's voice was faint; "Then he's so strong."

But not everyone can be that strong.

Lin Xiaojue saw that this Tao Province had some oil and salt that did not enter.

frowned; "So tell me, what exactly are you worried about? What is the worry that is more important than your life, and you even want to commit suicide for this worry. ”

"It's not that I'm worried, it's that I've become a waste."

Tao Province said in pain.

"But we don't mind, there are so many of us, which one can't take care of you?"

Especially when it comes to money, the princess never spares money.

Qiao Niang nodded; "Nobody thinks you're a waste."

Tao Xingsan's face was pale and he shook his head: "But I don't want to be a waste person, and I don't want to look at the sympathetic eyes of others." ”

Lin Xiaojue never thought that such an honest Tao Shengsan would be so stubborn.

She said: "I understand, what you are worried about is dignity, I feel that everyone pities you, and your self-esteem can't stand it." ”

Tao Shengsan didn't speak.

Qiao Niang was in a hurry; "People feel sorry for you, where is they pity you? Do you hate pathetic? More pitiful than the beggars outside? ”

Tao Province three muttered; "If it weren't for the princess, I would have been reduced to a beggar."

Because he had no family business and his hands were broken, of course he lost the means to make a living.

Lin Xiaojue shook his head and said; "But I don't think you would be a beggar without me."

Tao Xingsan raised his head and looked at her.

Lin Xiaojue Road; "The reason why you feel that we pity you and sympathize with you is because you feel that you have lost your value."

Tao Shengsan was thoughtful.

Lin Xiaojue continued: "Do you think that a pair of hands is all the value of your life? Don't you feel worthless when you lose your head, feel worthless when you don't have hands, and all your value is reflected in your hands? ”

She had always had a bad temper, and her voice was a little stern when she asked about the back door.

Tao Xingsan thought about it and shook his head silently.

Qiao Niang said; "You're still a good person, and you still have so many medical skills in your stomach, why are you useless?"

Lin Xiaojue was just about to say something.

Tao Shengsan looked at Qiao Niang and said suddenly; "Qiao Niang, I know that you are good at the enemy and me, but I am obviously not worthy of you now, our business is ......"

He is shy by nature, if he thinks that he will never mention himself and Qiao Niang in front of the third person.

But now that he had mentioned it, he said it very calmly, and it was obvious that he had thought it through.

Lin Xiaojue shook his head when he heard this.

Qiao Niangbai stood up with this face: "You want to be a negative man?" ”

"Qiao Niang......" Tao Shengsan's voice was very helpless.

Qiao Niang pointed to Tao Shengsan's hand; "Because of these hands, you don't think you should be with me, it turns out that my happiness is not worth mentioning at all compared to your hands, you are such a person, so why didn't you tell me earlier?"

As he spoke, he was about to run out.

Tao Xingsan hurriedly stood up, but he couldn't go to pull Qiao Niang.

Lin Xiaojue grabbed Qiao Niang.

Qiao Niang cried and turned around: "Princess, he doesn't want me anymore, and I don't want to live anymore, don't pull me." ”

Let's just do it, why do these people think that death is so worthless, everything seems to be more important than death.

Lin Xiaojue had a stomach full of anger in his heart, but he couldn't express it yet, and comforted: "If you really die, he will definitely die." ”

Qiao Niang looked back at Tao Shengsan, teary eyes.

Tao Sheng's three eyes were also red.

Lin Xiaojue thought about it and looked at Tao Shengsan; "I can understand the depression for seven days or eight days, but I can't accept it if I keep looking for death and life, your hand is likely to recover."

Tao Shengsan said: "Isn't that the princess comforting me?" ”

Lin Xiaojue Road; "Can I comfort you for the rest of my life?"

If it really can't be recovered, he will know later.

Tao Shengsan's eyes were slightly hopeful just now; "Can it really be recovered?"

"It's sure to be able to move, otherwise you see, if the veins are not connected, wouldn't your hands have rotted by now?"

Now it's just swollen and not rotten yet, Tao Xingsan looked at his hand.

Lin Xiaojue said again: "And I think your greater value lies in your medical skills, without hands, you still have a mouth and brain, you can't practice medicine by yourself, can't you be a good gentleman?" Have you forgotten what I told you about why we read? The purpose of studying medicine is the same. ”

Tao Xingsan looked at her: "Ask heaven and earth to establish a heart, establish a life for all people, continue to learn for the saints, and open peace for all generations." ”

After saying four sentences, he felt his chest stir and his feelings slowly.

Qiao Niang kept nodding.

Lin Xiaojue said: "Yes, even if you can't do anything else, you can still do it big for the sake of continuing to learn from the saints, and this is already very great, so do you still feel that if you lose your hand, it is worthless?" ”

Tao Xingsan didn't say anything, Lin Xiaojue knew that he needed to digest for a while, and told Qiao Niang to take good care of him and not to force him, and then said; "I'm going to eat." And he went out of the room.

Tao Shengsan and Qiao Niang both watched her back disappear at the door before retracting their gaze, Qiao Niang closed the door and looked back at Tao Shengsan; "The princess is also in a difficult situation."

Tao Shengsan nodded; "I know, you let me think for myself."

Qiao Niang returned to the couch and sat down, and the room was really quiet.