Imperceptible changes
I thought, perhaps, that I am much more adaptable to the environment than I thought. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info after deciding to create the same person,,My biological clock completed the transformation from a normal person to a night owl in a very short period of time.,And from a day student to a boarding student.,And after Mr. Yakumo broke into his life,I quickly adapted to the change of lifestyle and creation time of the same person.,Even my habit of writing homework in advance was quickly changed.γ And now, Han Ding, the agent who came after Yakumo Murasaki, has once again changed my life to a great extent. But, as with the previous two times, I was able to adapt to the change very well, at least, after the past two weeks, the heavy weight in my trouser pocket no longer caused any discomfort, and I basically learned how to disguise the existence of this one-pound iron guy in a thin summer school uniform, and the alternation of gun training and fandom creation became a matter of course. In some rare situations where I can be alone, such as the sports day held by the school in the afternoon and the art festival held in the evening, I will also secretly find a corner where no one is around, and keep repeating the action of shooting, which is almost becoming a habit that melts into my bones.
However, it has only been two weeks since I got this gun. It's incredible.
After secretly investigating on the Internet, I learned the model of this gun: domestic, Type 64. There are all kinds of data available on the Internet, but I don't have the ability to get the essence of the data at all. I remember hearing something like that in a game where a warrior doesn't even know the temper of the weapon he holds, then he's not qualified at all. Although I never wanted to be a qualified fighter, it was sad to think about it.
The relationship with Han Ding gradually became harmonious. Although I don't want to admit it, my dislike for him is indeed decreasing day by day. He didn't ask me any more questions, just taught me a few words about the use of firearms, or told me about his own past experiences. One of the most common is what to do after encountering an enemy:
"I give you a gun, which means that I trust you as a person and will not use it indiscriminately, but it does not mean that I expect you to be able to injure or even kill an enemy when facing him, which is simply impossible for a beginner. All you do is shoot quickly and pull the trigger, the sound of which will scare the other person a little bit and make him not act rashly - of course, you can't completely scare him. But that's enough. The next thing you have to do is run away, and I'll be there in time when I hear the gunshot, so don't worry. Ah, of course, don't use it in crowded places if you can, it will be a little tricky to deal with afterwards. β
Getting along with Teacher Yakumo is basically back to the state before Han Ding's appearance. Although when I saw her in the first few days, I always thought of those materials in Chechnya, and then felt a thorn in my heart, but this is also in the past. As usual, I corrected my class's chemistry homework and wrote about my fandom, while she watched quietly and waited for me to make her own comments when I finished updating. For me, basically nothing has changed......
"You've changed, Author-kun. β
But now, after reading my latest update, Yakumo-sensei frowned slightly, and a sad expression appeared on his face: "Really, you have changed, Author-kun." β
"I ...... Changed?" Pointing my finger to my nose, I said in disbelief, "What has changed?" or is there anything I wrote badly in this update, and if so, I can change ......"
"No, Author-kun. You're getting better and better at writing. Shaking his head, Yakumo slid his white fingers across the phone screen, "Really, you're getting better and better at writing." But...... You've changed. β
"Yakumo-sensei?" I was completely confused by the second monk now, "What do you mean? I've changed...... Where the hell have I changed? And, ...... And then what? I feel like I'm still me......"
Speaking of which, she doesn't seem to have commented much on my updates lately.
"Of course, you're still you, but it's definitely not the same person you used to be. As for where has changed...... I can't tell. β
ββ¦β¦ Did you you off?"
"No, of course not. It is because of your changes that the article is getting better and better. At least, I'm enjoying it more and more. The other party's words at this time were a little close to talking to himself, and began to gradually lower down, "I won't be angry...... Won't be angry. Why did I say yes in the first place? I shouldn't be so competitive...... No...... Yuyuko......"
"Yakumo-sensei, are you really okay?" Looking at the other party's grief-stricken expression, my heart seemed to be pinched, "Did I do something wrong?"
"No, it doesn't matter. It's not your responsibility. It's just that I feel that the author has been changed by others and improved...... Nothing, really nothing. At this time, Yakumo-sensei's words sounded upside down. What the hell was she thinking?" β
"No, it must still be my business, right?" Scratching my head, I was really starting to worry, "Since you said that I have changed, and I can't tell where I have changed." So, why did I change?"
"Han Ding. Teacher Yakumo's tone suddenly became extremely resolute, "You are because Han Ding has changed." β
ββ¦β¦ Han Ding: How is that possible? As you should know, my relationship with him wasn't very good at first, and now it's only a couple of words. I was abused by him every night......"
"There's no way you can lie to people in your own words. The other party's words were still in an unquestionable tone, "If you think that you have not been changed by him, why is the new character so similar to him?"
ββ¦β¦ The characters and images in the novel should be based on reality. It just so happens that there is such an unusual guy around, so it would be nice to design a character like this. Tapping my finger on my head, I explained, though even I felt it was a bit of a prevarication, "Gensokyo isn't a place that the average person can reach. Isn't that logical?"
"However, you said that you don't have a good relationship with him," I don't know why, Yakumo-sensei was particularly chattering tonight, "but in your description of the new character, I didn't read any negative emotions at all......"
"If the author is disgusted with the characters he has created, or has negative feelings about the characters, then his perspective on the characters must be one-sided, and how can he complete the creation of the characters?"
"But, when you describe certain characters, you obviously show some negative emotions!" Yakumo-sensei raised his voice slightly, as if he was not convinced, "This emotion is not necessarily disgust, but it may be fear, indifference, alienation, or whatever! For example, you ......"
"Don't say it! I know what I've written!"
"You've been deliberately distancing yourself in your last few updates about me!"
"I'm sorry, I'm going to go to the bathroom, let's get out of the way!"
Escaped. Escaped. Escaped. Escaped. It's ugly.
Perhaps, I've really changed. Whether it's estrangement, indifference, or fear, these emotions have seeped into my words and caused unimaginable damage to Yakumo-sensei, without me knowing it......
But is it really so obvious? so obvious that the corners of that Yakumo-sensei's eyes were a little moist when he left? Is it really all my fault?
I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't understand. I'm not the two of them, how can I understand other people's minds so clearly? I'm just an ordinary Chinese high school student! I'm not a superman!
"Yo, student. Suddenly, I bumped into a man head-on. Looking up, it was a familiar face, "What are you doing?"
"Nothing. Go to the toilet. β
"Hey, I'm going to leave the school building if I go again!"
"It's none of your business, leave me alone!"
Rushing to the playground in one breath, I sat down like a broken shelf, looking up at the sparse stars in the sky, the chaotic thoughts in my brain were mixed up, and my mind was unusually tired. It's been a long time since I've encountered this situation, and the last time it happened was just after the end of the monthly exam, and I was struggling with whether to give up......
Why is the reaction so violent? This shouldn't be Yakumo-sensei's doing......
On the other side of the teaching building, students are still in class, and every classroom is lit up. They are studying hard and working hard. The next monthly exam is the day after tomorrow, but I'm sitting here now, and there's really no problem...... Well!?
Suddenly I caught something that made my whole body tense. Is that...... Is it a figure? I wasn't mistaken, right?
There should be no mistake...... But where did it go......
Suddenly, I felt a chill in my back, and my body subconsciously moved: my right hand reached into my pocket, my feet were firmly planted, I pulled out my pistol, I strained my hands, I opened the safety, my fingers were on the trigger, and the speed of completion was very different from that of two weeks ago. On the other side, the black shadow didn't seem to anticipate this, and threw away the dagger and prepared to draw the gun......
ββ¦β¦ All you do is get the gun out quickly and pull the trigger......"
Shoot quickly. Then, pull the trigger. Don't try to hit, just pull the trigger, it's not too difficult to shoot-
With panicked thoughts, a much louder gunfire pierced the night sky than expected, and the whole world seemed to begin to tremble at the sound. Even so, the thinking did not stop.
And then what I should do is...... Escape, run away as soon as possible before the other party chases after you and Han Ding rushes over, as an ordinary person, you must give priority to protecting your own safety......
But it doesn't seem to be necessary anymore. In the field of vision, the dark shadow staggered a few steps, then turned and stumbled away, leaving blood dripping on the ground, showing a pitch-black look in the moonlight. Confirming this, I fell to my knees with my legs limp, my gun in my hand. Two weeks ago, the body in the attic resurfaced again, causing panic. Maybe it's because I don't get used to the recoil, and I feel pain in my wrist......
"You've really changed, Author-kun. β
When I heard this, I immediately turned my head. Just as I expected, Mr. Yakumo, who I had just met in the attic, appeared in front of my eyes. At this time, she was covered in a faint moonlight, her long hair was scattered, and the scene was just like what I imagined when we first met. And my consciousness was unexpectedly frozenβnot only because of Yakumo Purple in the moonlight, but also because of the heart-stirring sadness in her eyes at this time.
"Why, do you improve because you are changed by others......"
β¦β¦ Is it because of this reason that you are behaving abnormally because of that little bit of negative emotion?
No one answered this question that I put in my mind. The sound of gunfire quickly drew the person who should have appeared, like a summoner's incantation. Stretching out his hand to pull me up, Han Ding looked at Yakumo Teacher in surprise for a while, and then asked me, "Where are the people?"
"I was wounded and ran there. β
"Good boy, I'm so lucky to be able to get it. Pulling out his gun, Han Ding let go of the hand holding me and looked in the direction where the bloodstains extended, "You two go back quickly, otherwise it will be difficult to clear your suspicions." β
ββ¦β¦ Oh. β
Grabbing Yakumo-sensei's outstretched hand, I met her eyes again. It seems that tonight, it is completely impossible to fall asleep.
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