heartache

She had to go to a night club to get drunk and let the alcohol and men anesthetize herself. Time has passed, looking back, I really want to go back to the past, comfort myself at that time, hug myself, and be stronger!

Of course, nowadays, the feeling of heartache is less obvious, more emotional.

Wen Jiayan said softly: "Time will make everything pass, but how painful it was at the time, how unbearable it was, time passed, you will find that it is nothing more than that, this is the human heart, no matter how deep the love is, it will pass, it will pass!"

"But I can't get over it in my heart, as long as I think that he has nothing to do with me in the future, he will marry another woman, he will kiss other women and go to bed, I want to die with heartache, Aunt Wen, you tell me, am I changing*, am I too selfish, I know I shouldn't think like this, but I'm really sad!"

"If the pain can be said and cried, it is not pain, the real pain is that even crying is a luxury, and the only thing you can do is either die or fall. Yaya, you are still so young, you want to open up, and there will be better boys to love you in the future. Wen Jiayan's eyes welled up with tears.

Xiao Meiya is as beautiful as herself back then, but she withered when she was in full bloom, and she didn't want Xiao Meiya to become the flower that withered prematurely.

"There won't be, desperate love, once is enough, in the future, I will only be left with a lifetime of loneliness, even if I meet the right person again, or get married and have children, it will be just the right person, not the person I love the most!"

The person you love the most is unlikely to be your boyfriend or husband, but someone who is related to you by blood. For example, parents, children. Yaya, believe me, the one who loves you the most, and the one who deserves your favorite, is definitely not Chu Xinzhe. Imagine if one of them, Chu Xinzhe and Zhuang Beichen, one of them must be killed, which one do you hope it will be?"

"My brother, of course. Xiao Meiya said almost without thinking, "I don't want anything to happen to my brother, but if something happens to Ah Zhe, I will die with him!"

Her face was resolute.

Wen Jiayan suddenly laughed, the more she laughed, the louder she laughed, and she burst into tears, "If you have ever experienced the death of your favorite person in front of you, you will know that it is countless times more painful to live than to die." ”

"Why?"

"When a person dies, there is nothing, no matter how much they love each other in life, when they die, both of them have turned into the decay of this world, becoming a part of the land under their feet, without life and thought, dead is dead, but alive, that person is at least still alive in memory, and will be remembered for the rest of his life. ”

"Aunt Wen, you, have you ever lost a lover?"

"What do you think?" Wen Jiayan did not answer the rhetorical question, using the question to attract her attention.

Xiao Meiya looked at her seriously, "Maybe there is." ”

Wen Jiayan smiled softly, her smile was extremely desolate, like fireworks competing to bloom on this Chinese New Year's Eve, beautiful and desolate.

"When I was younger than you, I had a fiancé who loved each other very much, he was the most gentle man in the world, no matter how bad my temper was, he would be gentle and tolerant, he always said, Jiayan, why haven't you grown up? He always smiled tolerantly and helped me clean up the mess no matter what I broke into. ”

"And what about him now?"

"He's dead!" Ms. Wen said briskly.

"Dead?"

"At that time, you were not even born, there was a very fierce criminal police drug case in H City, Lin He, Lin He was unfortunately taken hostage, and then ...... He's dead!" Every time she thought of Lin He's death, Wen Jiayan felt as if her chest was blocked.

Xiao Meiya's eyes widened in surprise, "Lin He, did you say Lin He, was it in Lingshan 26 years ago, that is, the villa where I was kidnapped." ”

"yes, how do you know?"

"After I came back, I specially checked the relevant information and knew that in that shootout, the hostage was called Lin He. Jiayan, compared to you, I, my pain doesn't seem to be much. I'm sorry, I, I didn't mean to stir up your sadness. ”

Wen Jiayan smiled, "It's been more than 20 years, it's okay." ”

"Aunt Wen, then you, do you still love him?"

In fact, people do not love only one person in this life, the human heart may not be divided into several petals, but life can be divided into several paragraphs, 18-year-old I love Lin He the most, and I am over 40 years old, I already have a new family. Wen Jiayan did not answer her directly.

Xiao Meiya also knows that it is unfair to compare the dead with the living.

She pursed her lips and said, "Thank you, me, I think I'll forget about these unhappiness soon." ”

"Aunt Wen, Yaya, you are here. Wen Wan and Ouyang Xiang finally came over, and they were relieved to see that Xiao Meiya's mood had stabilized.

"The fireworks have already been set off, and it will be midnight if it's any later, so why don't we find a place to sit down and have a drink and wait for the New Year's bell to ring while eating. Ouyang Xiang suggested.

Wen Wan: "Yaya, what about you, do you want to go back first?"

"No need, it's so crowded, how boring it is for me to go home alone!"

"Okay, then let's go to the sun bar over there, they have newly renovated the glass ceiling, and you can see the scenery outside when you sit indoors, the owner and I are still familiar with each other, so they should be able to make room for us." ”

At the suggestion of Ouyang Zha, the group went out of the Emerald Hotel, and walked about a hundred meters to the sunshine bar she said, the whole bar is a very artistic, all-glass four-and-a-half-story building, the first and second floors are facing the street is a Western restaurant, and the back is a bar, and the gallery, the layout is extremely stylish, it can be seen that the aesthetics of the operator is quite unique.

"I'm sorry, there are really no vacant seats downstairs today, so I can only grieve you on this terrace. "The proprietress is called Orange, she is a very amorous woman, with red clothes, red lips, wavy long hair, and quite a good figure, and she is envious of Wen Wan.

"Orange is polite, the terrace is your own special, it is already a great honor to be able to give us, it is really unworthy of the name to say that the grievances are not true, and the hospitality is almost the same. Ouyang Xiang said with a smile.

In addition to the lobby on the third floor of the river, the layout of the hotel is a private room on the fourth floor, and the outside of the private room is half a floor higher to make a terrace, and the terrace is an arched glass ceiling, which looks like a crystal ball from a distance.

Juzi was not polite and smiled, "Ouyang is still so good at talking, okay, the drinks and meals will be served in a while, you can sit down for a while, you can ring the bell directly if you need anything, there are too many guests today, so I will be out of company first." ”

The proprietress Orange is gone. Several other women admired the decoration on the terrace with amazement and couldn't help but praise it.

Ah Jiu suddenly pointed to a half-length statue of a girl and exclaimed: "My God, this bar is so profitable, you see, this is the real work of the famous Italian sculptor Lang Siqi." The latest art auction shows that another similar piece of his sold for 50 million. There is also a thin tire jade carving, which is also a priceless thing, ah, I found out, there is no way for me to drink well here, in case I get drunk, initiate a drunken madness, and smash a piece casually, I have to pay for one of my plays!"

"You still have research on this. ”

"Ah Jiu studied architectural design in college, so I'm quite familiar with these things. Ouyang Zhan received it.

"Ah Jiu actually studied architectural design, how could he enter the entertainment industry. ”

"Hehe, it's hard to give up on being born beautiful, anyway, every famous artist will tell the public that I am accompanying my friends to do something, and then my friend was not selected, or he was found by a talent scout while walking on the street, and then opened the Avenue ......of Stars" Ah Jiu smiled, after getting acquainted, she is also an easy-going person.

Wen Wan: "In this way, Ah Jiu's acting career should not have started like this." ”

Ah Jiu smiled, "Mrs. Zhuang is so smart, how can there be so many good opportunities, because when a star makes money quickly, I am quite the right audience, wouldn't it be a loss if I don't take this road." ”

"You're being honest. ”

"There's nothing to hide, now that the Internet is so developed, not to mention these experiences, even if you wrote bad things about a classmate when you were a child, you can be dug up. The power of the paparazzi is very powerful!"

Wen Wan agrees with this.

Everyone chatted with each other, and the atmosphere was quite hot, but Zhuang Nankang had been thinking about it all night, and looked at Xiao Meiya from time to time, which was very strange.

The relationship between Wen Jiayan and Zhuang Nankang seems to be very indifferent on the outside, and they don't like to get tired of being together like other newlyweds. For example, Zhuang Beichen will take advantage of people's unpreparedness to shake her gentle hand, or brush the hair on her shoulders. Wen Jiayan and Zhuang Nankang, on the other hand, are very polite and detached, just like ordinary friends sitting together and having fun.

In addition, Zhuang Nankang looked at Xiao Meiya from time to time, which made people mistakenly think that they were a couple.

Wen Wan asked Wen Jiayan in a puzzled whisper, "How are you and Zhuang Nankang?" ”

"It's a lot of old people, is it necessary to be as tired as people and young people?" Wen Jiayan said indifferently.

Gently laughed at her: "Call me old, you are embarrassed." ”

"I'm your aunt, I'm a generation older than you. ”

"Alright!" Wen Wan shrugged.

Zhuang Beichen and Ouyang Zhan have also been friends for many years, and the two have endless topics to talk about together, Ah Jiu is an easy-going person, and he quickly mingled with several women, and the atmosphere on the scene was also harmonious.

And in this world, there must be people who work hard for leisure, such as bartenders, such as doctors on duty in hospitals, or patients who have not recovered and still need to be hospitalized at the age of Chinese New Year's Eve.

Because it is Chinese New Year's Eve, there are no relatives and friends to visit patients, and the medical care on duty has been halved, and the whole hospital seems deserted, especially the long corridors, which seem particularly quiet and exude a strange sense of depression.

A tall, lonely figure sat alone somewhere in the aisle, his eyes never leaving the screen of his phone, on which a small video was playing silently.

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