Chapter 425: Long Pain Is Better Than Short Pain

I smiled bitterly in my heart, I can't run away now, I've been hiding from Sister Shan for so long, but in the end, I still can't run away, I didn't expect her to bring me in this way.|*.*|

Now that I've seen Sister Shan, I can't turn around and leave now, otherwise wouldn't it be too bad to give Sister Shan, although I am indeed hiding from Sister Shan, but I can't do too much.

In fact, my heart is also very painful to do this, anyway, it is true that I have had a relationship with Sister Shan, and she is also the first person to appear in front of me and Song Xiaoxiao and rescue us, I can't even forget the night in Shishi, I and Sister Shan were by the windowsill, lingering for a long time, all the way to the bedroom.

But Sister Shan and I are not all the way after all, and she will not have the same feelings for me as Lin Shishi and me, but she is in need, and I happened to appear, a coincidence in the dark, but the gap is too big, it is still impossible for me to be with her, unless I give up Lin Shishi and Xu Jiao, but I can't do that kind of thing.

"Forget it, let's make a break today. "I thought to myself, I owe Sister Shan a lot, if Sister Shan needs my help in the future, I will do my best, but if I continue to entangle like this, it will really not benefit anyone.

I thought to myself, I just walked into the private room, the waitress closed the door, and suddenly only me and Sister Shan were left in the room.

The private room is relatively closed, the sound insulation effect is very good, except for the sound of air conditioning tuyere, it is very quiet, there is a pink lamp hanging on the ceiling, which makes my heart suddenly feel a little awkward, damn café, nothing to do with such an ambiguous light.

"Sister Shan, you don't have to be like this if you want to see me, in fact, I" I took a deep breath, thinking about it, or the first to speak, and decided to break the current deadlock.

But before I finished speaking, a faint fragrance penetrated my nostrils, Sister Shan took a step, narrowing the distance between me and her, her slender arms directly wrapped around my neck, a pair of moist red lips directly blocked my next words, with the sweet fragrance into my mouth, Sister Shan's lilac tongue also drilled around like a loach, constantly teasing my nerves.

"Shan. "I wanted to speak, but Sister Shan didn't give me a chance at all, it was like a flame that wanted to burn me out, I couldn't help but feel a little dazed under Sister Shan's strong movements, I couldn't imagine that I would be like this after seeing Sister Shan, Sister Shan was like a demon.

Sister Shan's tongue was like a fire, and her arms were even more around me, I had a feeling of being out of breath, and kept retreating, and happened to touch the edge of the leather sofa, and her body stumbled and sat down, and Sister Shan's whole person was pressed up.

This time, the touch is even stronger, the long hair like a waterfall is even more drooping on my face, accompanied by the fragrance of hair, Sister Shan pressed on my body, one leg has knelt on the sofa, my legs opened involuntarily, Sister Shan pressed me, I can clearly feel the full feeling of Sister Shan.

I was a little overwhelmed by Sister Shan's tidal attack, my head was hot, and I had an urge to respond to her, but I don't know why, I suddenly remembered my original intention in my heart, if I responded, then it would be impossible for me and Sister Shan to break off.

No way!

My head suddenly woke up, and I grabbed Sister Shan, widened the distance between me and her, took a deep breath, and my head was a little paralyzed until now, I admit that I am enthusiastic about Sister Shan, I really have that kind of thought.

"Sister Shan, calm down. I said with difficulty, glancing at Sister Shan, that cold face was very familiar, and at the moment the long hair was falling, which gave me more of a gentle taste, and it also gave me a desire to conquer.

After I finished speaking, I was stunned the next moment, because there were tears flashing in Sister Shan's eyes, and she said hoarsely, "How can I be calm, Xiaozhi, what did I do wrong, you have to avoid me all the time, you don't answer your calls, you don't reply to text messages, even if I went to look for you, you refused to pay attention to me, I can only see you in this unsightly way, how can you let me calm down?"

"I'm sorry, Sister Shan. I froze, and lowered my head in shame, Sister Shan is right, I am indeed avoiding her, and even if I had known in advance that it was Sister Shan who came to me today, I would have left here a long time ago, "Sister Shan, I just think we shouldn't continue to entangle, you have your life, I also have my life, I am just a passerby in your life, we will not have results." ”

Saying these words, I really want to give myself a slap in the face, these words are so irresponsible, I have done a very irresponsible thing since I was with Sister Shan, although the first time we were together, it was not me who took the initiative.

But after that incident, I should have forgotten about it and just had a dream, but I was controlled by my own desires, and I wanted to possess more and more completely.

I didn't expect that one day I would become like those scumbags, messing around outside, but now it's too late to say anything, and I've hurt everyone.

"Xiao Zhi, I know what you said, but I don't know why, I just want to see you, and I don't want to ruin your life, as long as it's the same as before, okay?" Sister Shan spoke softly, making me tremble, that kind of pitiful tone actually made me feel that Sister Shan at this moment was a little unfamiliar, once upon a time, that cold and arrogant woman would become so compromised.

Is it because of me, but I can't figure out what I did, it will make Sister Shan have such a big touch, I am a ** silk, Sister Shan should not look down on me, it was just an accident that I took advantage of Sister Shan, even the next morning, it was because I was stung by Sister Shan's words and hurt my self-esteem, so I would treat her so domineeringly.

It stands to reason that if I possess her so savagely, she should be very angry and fix me fiercely, but not at all, I have repeatedly interfered in Sister Shan's affairs, and I don't even give her cigarettes to smoke, nosy, but Sister Shan is not angry with me.

I thought about it, but the more I thought about it, the more frightened I became, how could I not have found so many before, after I did those unreasonable things, Sister Shan actually didn't get angry, or was it that I was the first person to be so domineering to her?

"That's not fair to you. I responded to Sister Shan with a wry smile, is it the same as before, doesn't that mean that I can treat Sister Shan as a free-range lover, just to solve my physical needs for myself? This kind of thing, I can't do it, after all, I don't want to hurt Sister Shan from the bottom of my heart, I just hope that Sister Shan can also take my relationship with her as a dream, after all, she really doesn't need me that much.

"I don't care!"

"I care!"

After Sister Shan finished speaking, I also raised my voice, "Sister Shan, you are so good, as long as you are willing, there are more men who are better than me, why bother, don't you also want me to leave Sioux City and leave your world, you just think I have left Sioux City, isn't it." ”

I smiled wryly and said, I had mixed feelings in my heart, maybe I should have left Sioux City in the first place, instead of staying and further having a relationship with Sister Shan, which deepened the connection between me and her.

This can be regarded as a sin of my own making.

"Sister Shan, I'm sorry. I whispered, reached out and gently stroked Sister Shan's face, sighed in my heart, and got up straight.

"I won't give up on you, Yang Zhi. "I was just about to open the door, but Sister Shan's voice came from behind, very firm.

"Why bother. I smiled bitterly, and my hand that was about to open the door trembled, and I almost turned back without holding back.

However, when I think of Lin Shishi and Xu Jiao, my heart hurts, I am very greedy, but I don't have that kind of strength, after all, I have to make a choice, now my relationship with Sister Shan is not deep to that extent, long pain is better than short pain, end all this as soon as possible.

Perhaps, I can only say sorry to Sister Shan.

Thinking about it, I sighed in my heart, opened the door of the private room and walked out, took a deep breath, my heart hurt inexplicably, I don't know why, seeing Sister Shan's appearance and hearing her voice, my heart will be like this.

"Forget it, it's all over. I muttered to myself and walked towards the door.

However, as soon as I was in this café, two figures appeared in front of me, and I stopped suddenly.