Chapter 15: Breathing

Approaching the end of the year, even if Girls' Generation is 'mushy' in 2014, the location is there, even if you can't star collectively, you can't escape being an MC. For the rest of 2014, in Girls' Generation, there are basically things except for sensitive people. Yoona will be the MC of the KBS Song Festival, Seo Hyun will participate in the recording of '66 Song' of "Infinite Challenge", and Su-young will attend the MBC Acting Awards as MC, followed by Sunny's FMdate year-end party......

It stands to reason that at this time, as a broker, it should be very busy. Ah Jiu is indeed very busy, but he is not busy with the schedule of Girls' Generation, because he resigned.

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S.M, Studio, Taeyeon is preparing to record the Christmas version of the choral track "breath" with SHINEE lead singer Jonghyun on December 31 at the MBC Song Wars, and the lyrics have been changed a little, so they will be re-recorded. Recording songs in a recording studio is different from a live performance. The duet songs of two people can be recorded separately and edited together. Today's situation is to record separately, and SHINEE's activities in Japan are not over yet, and Jonghyun will be back tomorrow.

"He resigned?" Taeyeon looked at Chief Choi with a look of disbelief.

Chief Cui spread his hands: "Don't look at me so surprised, I don't know anything, someone like him...... Can I manage it? Chief Cui sighed, Ah Jiu resigned, and his extra income every month was gone: "I received a phone call in the morning, and then faxed a resignation letter, all the procedures are available, and he doesn't want the salary, it seems that it's not a joke, okay, I'm just here to inform you, the company will arrange a new agent to fill his vacancy, you continue to work." ”

As he spoke, Director Cui said hello to Yu Yongzhen. Turned around and left.

Taeyeon sat down with a sheet of music in her hand, her eyes turning red.

Yu Yongjin was not far away, and he heard the conversation between Director Choi and Taeyeon in its entirety. He was equally surprised. But as a producer, he doesn't think about the singer's personal issues, his first task is to finish the song today, within the planned time. It's not ruthless. This is a real society, everyone will have a low feeling because of something, but as a 'social person', you first have the responsibility of being in your position. It is his job to be responsible for the work. Also as a singer, Taeyeon should also express the song in its entirety. If everyone delays things for personal reasons, then there is nothing to be done in this world.

Yu Yongjin got up and came to Taeyeon, dragged a chair and sat down, and went straight to the point: "Do you want to cry?" ”

Taeyeon looked up at Yu Yongjin. Tears were already rolling in her eyes, but Yu Yongzhen's long-standing majesty made her dare not say what she thought in her heart.

"If you don't say it, I can probably guess what you think in your heart, it's just that I'm afraid of being scolded and don't dare to say it." Yu Yongzhen sighed and said, "I am in my forties, and half of my life has passed, and now I, as a senior in life, would like to share an experience with you." ”

"My first love was when I was 19 years old. More than twenty years have passed. In the past 20 years, I have been in nearly 30 relationships, and among these relationships, there are times when I was dumped. There were also times when I took the initiative to break up, and there were times when we felt that it was not appropriate for each other to separate. All things considered, in my own feelings, do you know what kind of girl is the person I want to run away the most? ”

"A bad-tempered girl?"

Yu Yongzhen shook his head and said, "No, it's the girl I feel indebted." ”

"Indebted?" Taeyeon is incomprehensible. frowned and said: "Why, I think I shouldn't work hard to compensate for the debt......

"No," Yu Yongzhen waved his hand and said, "It's just your naΓ―ve idea." You might be thinking, if you owe something, it's good to make up for it, right? ”

Seeing that Taeyeon nodded stunnedly, Yu Yongzhen smiled and said, "This kind of thinking is suitable between friends and relatives, but it is not suitable for lovers." How to compensate for emotional things? There is no way to compensate, let's take what happened to me back then, the economic crisis that year, my relatives died of illness, and the family owed a lot of money, at that time, my girlfriend and I had already reached the stage of talking about marriage, and suddenly so many things happened, I felt that she and I could only suffer, so I proposed to break up. She washed her face with tears all day long, saying that she could work with me, but I didn't agree...... All she wanted was to be with me, but I couldn't. I can't do it, I will feel guilty, but I can't help it, she cries, I feel uncomfortable, I still can't help it, what do you want me to do? ”

"I'm just going to have to run away."

Taeyeon was a little angry: "But you ran away, isn't she even more upset?" ”

"You're wrong again." Yu Yongzhen seemed to recall something, and sighed again: "All sadness and sorrow have time. Just like the expiration date of food, after this expiration date, no matter how sad it is, no matter how deep the pain, it will pass and heal...... That year, my relatives died, I fell out of love, and they all piled up together, and I thought about whether to die or not, and the Han River Bridge at that time had no guardrails...... But in the end, did I die? No, I've lived to this point, and I'm living well, that girlfriend, she's already married, her husband treats her very well, and she has twins, and she's living a good life, I can't give her that kind of happiness. A qiΔ“ will pass...... Because life will go on? ”

"If we continue to be entangled back then, maybe I don't have today, she doesn't have today, I can't give her happiness, but I can help her stop the loss, so that she doesn't waste time on me, she may be in pain for a while, but she will come out in the end, this is the only thing I can do for her...... Although I don't know what happened to you, I think that with his character, he should not do things that start and end up abandoning, he must have his own troubles, and there is one thing you probably don't know yet, it is that he paid 800,000 call options to Li Xiuman, and bought your Solo and Girls' Generation's return next year. Otherwise, do you think the old guy will be so idle and come back to be an executive producer for your album? ”

Taeyeon was speechless in a daze, and was conflicted. She hated Ah Jiu for leaving so resolutely, and she didn't know how to face this qiΔ“ he paid silently. She couldn't deny Ah Jiu's love for her, and hated the promise he couldn't give......

"Okay, you go back and think about these things slowly," Yu Yongzhen got up and pointed to the recording studio: "Now your love is good, try to record a paragraph,"

"Okay," Taeyeon nodded, and entered the studio with the sheet music.

The music starts and Taeyeon looks at the lyrics, and her vision blurs again.

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Because it hurts so much, we make an agreement to let go, but occasionally when I think of you, I hope I can hear even if it's just the sound of breathing......"

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Breathing, opening your eyes, and like this another day, I dare not tell you that this is more painful than death...... I'm afraid you'll be worried, so I'll be like a fool, huddled in the corner, crying and ......" (To be continued.) )