Tao Xiushui was sitting on the bed and crying, and she didn't pay attention to Chu Yi who suddenly entered the house. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

She was licking the pain in her heart alone, like someone who lost everything in an instant, making her fall into a chaotic world, so everything turned black, without the guiding light, and without the hope of life.

Chu Yi cautiously came to the bed and looked at Tao Xiushuidao, whose eyes did not have any focus:

"What's wrong? Did something happen? You told me I'll help you out?"

Tao Xiushui is not a cowardly person, even if she dies and is reborn, her grief is not so much.

At that time, because I was worried, I didn't feel terrible.

Now that concern is gone, her heart is empty, and she doesn't know what to fill it with.

It took a while to hear the voice before looking up, "You...... Why are you here", she heard Ah San say that Chu Yi had eyes around him all the time, and it was inconvenient to come to see her at any time, so she could only find time to come secretly.

She knew that Chu Yi was afraid of causing her trouble, so she didn't care too much.

Chu Yi looked at the person in front of him with both eyes, his big crystal eyes were covered with a layer of dark dust, like a layer of mist glass, which made people's hearts tighten, and he hurriedly sat down, raised his hand and rubbed the hair of the person in front of him, and said for a long time:

"There are many helpless and unexplained things in the world, but we have to look forward, and we have to grit our teeth and try to live"

Tao Xiushui looked at the resolute and tough face in front of him, and smiled reluctantly:

"I'm just tired ......", she has been through so much, endured so much, did she finally forget her for the sake of her aunt?

Chu Yi sighed when he heard it, he thought so when Mo Rou died, he was tired, tired, and didn't want to live, but in the end he had to survive, and even now he can't even remember Mo Rou's appearance clearly.

It took a long time before he said leisurely: "Do you know that I have a fiancée named Mo Rou?"

Tao Xiushui didn't expect this person to mention this, like a person who showed her a bloody scar being revealed, she didn't listen to this, and she didn't want the person in front of her to hurt.

Looking up at the person in front of her and shaking her head, "I don't know, I haven't heard of it", she really only listened to everyone's trivial discussions, and the truth was not clear.

Chu Yi looked up at the dark night outside and said softly:

"I grew up with Morou since childhood, it's not an exaggeration to say that it's a childhood sweetheart, I thought I could marry her when I grew up, and she thought she could marry me when she grew up, at that time I didn't have too lofty ambitions, I just wanted to guard her in this life and live my own small life. ”

"But who would have thought that at that time, the political situation was unstable, the first emperor died of illness, the new emperor ascended the throne, the internal and external troubles of the DPRK and China, the barbarians attacked in one go, and occupied several of our cities on the border in a row, and there was no one available in the DPRK and China for a while, so he sent his father to lead the troops to go out in person. “

But at that time, the barbarians had already been strong and strong, and they had been planning for a long time, and my father fought with them several times and returned defeated, and lost several cities in a row. ”

The new emperor was furious, and said that if his father did not recapture the lost city, he would kill all the people in the general's palace. ”

"At that time, I had no choice but to recommend me to help my father before the battle, at that time there was no one in the court, the new emperor agreed, and I relied on my youth and vigor to go to the north for a while and really recaptured three cities in a row."

"The momentary honor made people complacent, so I neglected to take precautions, and I don't know who actually notified Morou to go and marry me, and I didn't know it at that time, but I didn't know until Morou arrived in the north and was kidnapped by the barbarians, but it was too late"

Tao Xiushui quietly listened to the man in front of him uncover his scars, and let himself see clearly, what is his pain compared to this, after all, my aunt is still alive, and not recognizing her for a while does not mean that she will not be recognized for a lifetime, why can't she think about it for the better, her thinking is too narrow in comparison.

"And then, didn't you lead the army to save it?" She wanted to know what the man would do, and although she had guessed the end, she also wanted to hear what the man had to say.

Chu Yi's face was miserable, but his voice was still calm, and now he said that there was no pain like before.

Looking back at the man in front of him: "Go, the barbarian also gave me a war letter, let me go to a mountain stream to lead people"

"It's a trap, isn't it?"

Tao Xiushui forgot about his pain and asked anxiously.

Chu Yi nodded, "It's a trap, but I don't have a choice"

"I know that the barbarians want to harm you...... Are you going too?" Tao Xiushui asked cautiously for some reason, hoping that this person would go, and that he would not go.

After a long time, when Tao Xiushui thought that this person would not say any more, Chu Yi sighed and said:

"Yes, I went, the mountain stream was surrounded by mountains, and the barbarians went to a lot, almost all over the mountain, and I shouted loudly for Mo Rou, but the barbarians laughed heartily back to me, until at last, I shot several barbarians with my sword in a row, and they were in a hurry, so they ordered someone to hang Mo Rou's body on the top of the mountain......"

Mo Rou was naked and fluttering in the wind on the mountain, her eyes were red with stinging Chu Yi, and her internal organs and abdomen were burning like fire, and he wanted to kill everyone until he finally killed himself.

Chu Yi thinks about it now, the pain at that time seems to have gone away with time, he doesn't feel anything anymore, and his brain only remembers some vague images.

Then he said: "I thought I was crazy at that time, I didn't care about anything, I was stunned and led the soldiers to kill a large number of barbarians, but I almost couldn't come back, and finally my father led the soldiers to rescue me."

Tao Xiushui knew that this person was simple, but he didn't know what kind of pain, remorse, and despair this person was at that time.

The sky is full of killing, and it can't pay tribute to the soul of the lover.

The eyes of the person in front of him became cold and bloodthirsty, looking outside, as if he had returned to the battlefield at that time.

Mo Rou is the eternal pain in this person's heart, and I can't imagine that he will completely tell himself.

Tao Xiushui didn't want to listen anymore, all the pain had passed, and she didn't want to tear apart the pain of the person in front of her again.

In that way: "Don't say it again, I know, I understand" She leaned her head on Chu Yi's shoulder, patted the person's back with her left hand and comforted him softly.

If your favorite person is killed by the enemy, you will be crazy yourself!

After killing the enemy in Beixi for ten years and not returning to the capital, and turning himself into cold-blooded and ruthless, he blamed himself and felt guilty!

Tao Xiushui patted the man's back and said: "Everything is over, life is still beautiful, you can start again, I think Mo Rou will think the same way!"

She didn't know how to comfort people, so she could only tell Chu Yi her thoughts.

The room was quiet for a long time before Chu Yi eased up and said, "You're right, it's all over, so don't be so sad."

It turned out that this man was trying to convince himself by putting aside his wounds and showing himself.