Chapter 60: The Present and the Future
Because of Grandma Chen's shout, Chen Xiao stopped hitting Taeyeon's father, but this does not mean that he can let go of all this in his heart. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
No matter what Dad Jin says, Chen Xiao always insists on his own ideas, no matter whether her grandfather is dead or alive, it has nothing to do with his family.
"In the past 40 years, he has not even fulfilled the responsibilities of a father, when our family was surrounded by the village people and did not dare to come out, where was he? When my mother and my grandparents did not hesitate to divide the family's fields and mountains to the gang of villains in the village in order to protect me, and our family had a meal but not the next meal, and where was he when there was no tomorrow today? Where was he when I was bullied by the children in the village and my nose and face were bruised and swollen? Now that I am almost dying, I remember me? What did he do more than 40 years ago?"
This is the most Chen Xiao said to Dad Jin, and these words also include his heart, including the grievances he has suffered since he was a child, and also his obsession with holding grievances for his mother.
One did not hesitate to give up all his dignity for the sake of his father, and begged the other party bitterly, while the other felt injustice because of the treatment his mother had suffered in the past, and refused to let go of his words.
The two sides continued to confront each other for this until the appearance of another member of the Chen family and it was resolved.
A wife, also known as a daughter-in-law, is the spouse of a man and an indispensable figure in the formation of a family.
And more often, the word wife represents another meaning.
Taeyeon once had such a memory of Chen Yu in her mind: Don't offend your mother if you offend anyone, although she usually seems to be kind and amiable, but when she is angry, even her father has to retreat, let alone himself?
Chen Yu's mother never knew about these things about the Chen family, because of the appearance of Jin's father, she knew these things for the first time.
And when she knew that Chen Xiao was unwilling to go to South Korea with Dad Jin to see his biological father for the last time, she became angry.
Dropping the dishes in her hand, Chen's mother pointed at Chen Xiao's nose and shouted: "If you are a man, you will take Xiaoyu to see him for the last time!"
"Don't mention that person to me! I wish he was dead now!" Chen Xiao shook off the hand pointing at him, and said without curiosity.
"You don't have a father, do you want Xiaoyu to have no grandfather? I didn't know before, but now that I know, you have to go!"
"It's impossible for me to go! He didn't support me! He didn't fulfill his responsibilities as a father! Why should I go?"
"Okay! Since this is the case, you don't want to admit it, and you don't want Xiaoyu to have a grandfather, then tomorrow I will let Xiaoyu have no father!"
"What do you mean?" Chen's mother's words made Chen Xiao retreat a little, after all, as long as she didn't provoke her when she was at home, she was basically fine, but once she angered her, Tianwang Laozi was not an opponent when he came.
"Tomorrow we will divorce! In the future, Xiaoyu will no longer have your surname! You will no longer be his father! That's all!"
“…… Is it necessary? Now this is my family's old grudge, what does it have to do with Xiaoyu?"
"Why does it have nothing to do with him? He is now from your family, and I am also from your family, so the past affairs of your family have nothing to do with the two of us? If you really think so, then you will divorce tomorrow! From now on, I will never ask about your family's affairs again!"
At this time, Grandma Chen also spoke: "Chen Xiao...... I have always felt that you need to know what happened back then, and it is necessary for Xiaoyu to know, so I will teach you Korean as soon as you can speak, just hoping that you can go to Korea to find your biological father when you grow up. But you hated him, and taught Xiao Yu badly, so that Xiao Yu also hated him. Anyway, even if he didn't raise you and didn't fulfill his father's responsibilities once, he ...... Always your biological father. ”
Grandma Chen's words shocked Chen Xiao fiercely, what he was looking forward to most since he was a child was to have a father, because other people's children have parents, but he only has one mother, and his father is far away in other countries, and he doesn't even know about his existence.
And when the other children laughed at him for being a fatherless child and a wild seed, he didn't know why, so he didn't care if he would be hurt, and desperately beat the children who laughed at him, but in turn he was beaten with a blue nose and swollen face.
Since he was a child, he fought every day because people laughed at him every day. Until he slowly grew up, grew taller and stronger, and almost all the children in the whole village were scared by him, and no one dared to say that he was a wild seed in front of him.
And at that time, the word father was completely erased from Chen Xiao's heart, because other people's children beat him, he beat the other party in turn, and the father of the beaten child would come to the door to scold him because there was only one woman in his Chen family, and even smashed his family's things, but his father did not come out to protect them.
If people don't offend me, I won't offend anyone, although Chen Xiao's family is often chased to the door to crusade, but he never thinks that he is wrong, until someone scolds him for being a wild seed in front of his mother, which deeply stabs Chen Xiao's heart.
In order to protect his mother, he was only a teenager and almost injured the man who insulted him and his mother with a knife.
Thereafter...... Chen Xiao really hated his biological father, because of him, it would bring so many unbearable consequences to their family, his grandparents fell ill because of gossip a few years after he was born, and finally died, and only his mother raised him alone.
And now, Grandma Chen's words once again made Chen Xiao reluctant to face it, and the two words that he chose to seal appeared in his heart, and only then did he relent.
He said to Dad Kim: "As long as you are here, kneeling in front of my grandparents' spiritual seat, and kneeling until tomorrow morning, then I will go to Korea with you to see him for the last time." ”
Taeyeon and Hwang Mi-young's stop did not stop Kim's father's determination, in order to let his father not die with any regrets, he chose to put down his dignity and knelt down in front of the spiritual seat of Chen Xiao's grandparents......
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Late at night, at one o'clock in the morning, on the platform on the roof of Chen Yu's house, a figure sat on the edge of the platform, one hand on his knee, while his eyes followed the starry sky, not knowing what he was thinking.
I don't know how long I sat like this, but there was a very slight sound of footsteps behind the figure, which would hardly be heard if it weren't for this silent night.
"Sure enough, as I thought, as long as you are at home, as long as you have something on your mind, you will definitely sit here, and you are not afraid of accidentally falling?" the footsteps stopped behind the figure, and then said the words as if they were accustomed to it.
"Heh, you won't die if you fall, there's such a big fish pond down there. The figure chuckled softly and didn't look back, "It's Sister Taeyeon, why haven't you slept and come here to find me?"
Taeyeon was stunned, as if she didn't expect Chen Yu to call her sister. But she didn't speak, and sat down beside him.
After a long time, Taeyeon said slowly: "Chen Yu...... I'm sorry. ”
"Why are you saying sorry to me? The people who should say sorry should be me and my dad, not you. After Chen Yu looked at Taeyeon, his gaze turned to the sky again.
"I said it for my grandfather, if he hadn't come to the Celestial Empire back then, and with your grandmother...... If it weren't for that, we wouldn't be where we are today. ”
"You don't have to apologize for your grandfather, after all...... Without him, I wouldn't be where I am now. ”
"You...... Do you hate him?" Taeyeon asked cautiously, looking at Chen Woo as well.
Chen Yu didn't look at Taeyeon, just shook his head: "If you want to talk about hate, I haven't even seen what he looks like, and I can't talk about hate at all." At most, it was influenced by my father, who knew that he was an illegitimate child and had been wronged so much when he was a child, it was inevitable to hate your grandfather. ”
“……”
"But I know my father, although he seems to hate your grandfather very much on the surface, in his heart he actually wants to see this father who has never met before, but he doesn't want to admit it. And when your dad appears in front of him, when he sees your dad's face that looks very similar to his, his first reaction is to know who your dad is, so he rushes up to hit him. ”
Why is he reluctant to admit it? Blood ties can't be broken if you want to, let alone ...... Now my grandfather is dying, and he just wants to see your father before he dies. ”
"Probably...... It's because of what your dad is doing right now...... You don't know, I once heard my dad say that his grandparents, who were my great-grandfathers and great-grandmothers, forced my grandma to get rid of the baby when they knew that they were pregnant before they got married. And grandma would rather die than do this, I don't know why, and my great-great-grandfather was very angry and forced grandma to kneel in front of the ancestors' spiritual throne for a whole day and night, just to use this kind of corporal punishment to drain the child. ”
"Huh?" Taeyeon was a little surprised, she hadn't heard of these things, and she hadn't heard Chen Yu's father say this when she was in the living room in the afternoon.
"Grandma knelt for a day and a night, and when she got up, her legs were like they were broken, and she couldn't use any strength at all, and I heard that she fell down, and the reason why she is a little lame now is the root of the disease left at that time. Probably because my dad was hard-lived, not only was he fine, but he was still very healthy after birth, and he hadn't had any illness until now. ”
"I'm sorry......" Taeyeon was a little embarrassed, she didn't expect that her grandfather had done something wrong and would leave so much trouble for Chen Yu's family, and she also understood why Chen Yu's father finally made such a request, as long as her father could kneel in front of his grandparents' spiritual seat until dawn, he agreed to go to South Korea with her father to see his grandfather for the last time.
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"I said that there is no need to say sorry to me, and...... The fact that I can sit here and talk to you now is also because of your grandfather's relationship, so there is really no need to apologize all the time. Chen Yu didn't take it to heart, "When I saw your dad for the first time in the afternoon, I saw that he looked very similar to my dad, and immediately remembered what my dad had said, so I decided that your dad was the child of the person who hurt my grandma's lame person for most of her life, and also thought that it was because of your grandfather that my dad was isolated and bullied by people in other villages since he was a child, and scolded him for being a child without a father, and this was because my dad said that he hated your grandfather to the bone, so I would have such a move, and you don't take it to heart." ”
"I didn't ...... I didn't take it to heart. Taeyeon panicked for a moment, then saw Chen Yu's bandaged right hand and asked, "Your hand...... Are you alright?"
"Small injuries, not in the way, compared to the injuries caused by my dad when he usually trained me, this is a small thing. Chen Yu looked at the bandages on his hands, and felt that it was easy for people to misunderstand that his injuries were very serious, but when he just wanted to remove them, he remembered something, and put down his left hand that had been stretched out again, "It's just that Shiyao is making too much of a fuss, she just shed a little blood, so she has to wrap it up with a bandage." ”
"Speaking of Shi Yao, are you two really together?"
"Thinking too much about you. I'm 15 years old now, I'm only 16 years old, and Shi Yao is only 13, so it's too early to be together. Now it's just the old way, her parents are busy working outside all day to earn money and pay off debts, so I just ask my parents to take care of her. I just want to grow up with Shi Yao like this now, until we both reach the same age before confessing, and then, when we reach the legal age of marriage, I plan to propose. ”
"What's the difference between the two of you and piercing that layer of window paper? Isn't it just that you haven't reached your age yet?"
"I'm not sure if she has me in her heart. After all, she is still young now, eight years behind her in the future, and her mind is also very different. ”
"I don't think it's any different, before she goes to bed at night, she knows I'm Korean, so she asks me about it, isn't it the same as the future?, and I'm curious, why does she still like her instead of our girlhood ......after you've been with her for so long?"
Why...... Why would she subconsciously say a group name that she had never heard of? Why would she say they were girls' generation instead of girls' generation?
"Hmm, Girls' Generation, haven't I heard of this group, a new Korean girl group?" Chen Woo was also a little strange, and his head, which had been looking at the sky, also looked at Taeyeon.
"Girls' Generation...... Girls' Generation......" Taeyeon's mouth repeats the name, I don't know why.
In her mind, a large pink glow stick was waving, shouting loudly, and those chaotic voices slowly formed an orderly voice in the end.
And in that sea of pink, in the midst of that deafening cheer, she seemed to hear someone shouting her name, and at the same time, she also saw four huge Korean characters made up of the crowd, that is, - Girls' Generation!
She was a member of Girls' Generation, why did she have such an image in her mind, why did she know that she was a member of Girls' Generation?
"Chen Yu!" After detaching himself from his thoughts, Taeyeon hurriedly called Chen Yu, "Do you remember what I once told you that I got your future memories?"
"Of course I remember, if it wasn't for that time, I wouldn't know what happened to me in the future. "Chen Yu is a little strange, didn't he know these things a long time ago?why do you want to bring it up again now, and it always feels weird to mention it again, if it were someone else, I'm afraid that what Taeyeon is saying now is either crazy or a dream.
"You also got memories that time, after I hit you on the head that day, right?"
"Uh...... It seems like this, I remember that after the two of us bumped into each other that afternoon, a lot of things appeared in my mind about the future, if it wasn't for this, how could I know that I would be with Shi Yao in the future?"
"But I now find that in this memory that originally belonged to you, there is actually my existence. ”
"Ah, won't it? When I got the memories from you, all the memories added up to only Shi Yao alone, at most Shi Yao's parents and parents, nothing else. Chen Yu was a little surprised, his memory, how could there be a memory about Taeyeon?
"But I do see it now, and I hear my own name very clearly. Taeyeon was also a little hard to believe, but this was indeed the image that appeared in her mind, even if those images had nothing to do with her, but she couldn't hear the voice of Kim Taeyeon wrong, because it was her own name!
In order to understand what is going on and find out what is going on, Taeyeon thought about it and asked Chen Woo, "Do you want to sing such a song in Korean called "The World Meets Again", and this is the beginning of one of the paragraphs. ”
"Loving you is how I feel you~The process of wandering lovers that I once depicted~"
"Repeated sadness in this world ~ Say goodbye now ~"
"On many unknown paths ~ I follow that hazy light ~"
"I'll be with you forever ~ My world of reunion ~"
Taeyeon sang the song "The World Reunion Again" that first appeared in her memory in Korean, but she didn't expect that after she finished singing, Chen Yu actually nodded, "This, I can sing, it has appeared in my memory, and I have memorized it myself several times, and I always feel that this song is like I often sing, and I will sing it after listening to it a few times." ”
"Really?" Taeyeon was really shocked, "So, this memory of yours is completely in common with my memory, otherwise this song that only I have heard will not be known by you who have only obtained the part of Shi Yao's memory." ”
“…… I didn't know that less than a year after I gained my memory, Shiyao moved to my neighborhood. And when we first met, this song came to my head, and I remembered it after that, and I often can't help singing it. ”
originally thought that this song was just a song of a nine-member girl group in the future, but Chen Yu in the future happened to be able to sing this song, and Shi Yao also liked to listen to this song, but he didn't expect this song to be so deep in Chen Yu's memory that he would sing this song after he got the memory and met Shi Yao.
"If, I mean, if I'm not mistaken, this memory of mine has some connection to you, otherwise I can't explain that you have the same small part of your memory after hitting your head. ”
"It seems like that's the case. Chen Yu also nodded, he couldn't think of any reason to explain this phenomenon, after all, this kind of thing was the first time he had encountered it.
"I have an idea, since it was me who hit your head last time to let you have a memory, and that time there was only a moment of contact, then this time we will touch our heads together, and the time will be longer than that time, to see if the memories of the two of us will be shared as long as there is zero contact, so that you and I have the same memory.
Taeyeon's words made Chen Woo fall into deep thought, and then Chen Woo stood up: "Then try it, as long as you don't hit me with your head like last time." ”
“…… you, uncle!"
"My dad is an only son, he has no brothers, where is the uncle. ”
“……”
After the joke, Chen Woo and Taeyeon slowly approached, and their foreheads leaned against each other.
Unexpectedly, at the moment when the two of them leaned together, many never-before-seen pictures appeared in their minds at the same time.
So that's it...... So that's really the case......
No wonder she thinks that this song "The World Meets Again" will be so easy to remember, will be so easy to sing, no wonder that high note will be so suitable for herself, no wonder that dance she will dance out so easily, it turns out that this is her, belongs to their song and dance.
Girls' Generation!They're Girls' Generation!She's Girls' Generation! No wonder she blurts out the name Girls' Generation because she's a member of Girls' Generation!
After two or three minutes of contact, Taeyeon's mind has a lot of memories, and she clearly knows one thing: she is a member of Girls' Generation, and "The World Meets Again" is a song of Girls' Generation......
"What are you doing?"
With a question, Chen Yu, who was holding Taeyeon against his forehead with Taeyeon, seemed to be frightened, and separated from Taeyeon like an electric shock, and then said to the person who questioned the two of them: "Shiyao, don't get me wrong, we didn't do anything, we really didn't do it...... Ah!!!!!!!!!!h
"Chen Yu!"
"I'm fine, I can't die!"
It turned out that at the moment when Shi Yao spoke out just now, Chen Yu quickly separated from Taeyeon, and when he explained to Shi Yao, he explained while retreating, but he forgot that there was nothing behind him, and he fell from the fourth floor with one foot in the air, and fell directly into the fish pond downstairs.
"you!" seemed to be very angry with Chen Yu, even Shi Yao didn't care about him when he fell downstairs, and after dropping such a sentence, he ignored Taeyeon and walked straight back.
"Damn! I must install a guardrail on the roof of this building in the future!" Chen Yu, who was wet, swam out of the fish pond, took off his clothes and roared unwillingly to the sky.
"Stinky boy, what time is it and you don't go to bed!" was woken up by Chen Yu's roar, Chen's mother let out a roar from the house, so frightened that Chen Yu immediately turned into a mouse who saw a cat, and he didn't dare to breathe.
Looking at Chen Yu's miserable appearance downstairs, Taeyeon said silently in her heart: "Chen Yu, come on, Shi Yao was obviously jealous just now, as for how to settle her, it depends on your own performance, I'll go back to sleep, good night, don't catch a cold." ”
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