"Don't be too sad." The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info Yuelou stroked Congshan lying on his lap: "If Mother knew that you felt so guilty every year, she would also feel sad and painful underground." ”

"If I hadn't been willful, she wouldn't have died. The responsibility for her death lies entirely with me. How can I not feel guilty, not be in pain?"

"But have you ever thought that she drowned because she was saving her son? I'm sure she never regretted it. Far from regretting it, she will be happy because of your peace. You blame yourself for going against her will." Yuelou said naturally.

Actually, sometimes thinking about her mother's death may be a relief for her. She has suffered since she was a child, and after marrying her father, it was even more painful and bitter. ”

"If she hadn't died, she would still be suffering from those torments. Every day my heart is broken, every day I cry. ”

While saying these words, Satoshi and Yuelou were running on the winter snowfield. The snowfields are vast, vast and lonely. Looking at such a dry scene, everyone will be full of sorrow.

The car has stopped. Congshan and Yuelou picked up their things and walked towards the grave not far away. A few dead grasses swayed on the grave, adding to the loneliness and sadness of the scene.

"Mother, it's not that I don't come to see you, but I don't dare." Congshan knelt down with a 'plop' and cried bitterly.

"I blame myself for my actions every day. I hated myself for being so headstrong." Crying and beating his chest, he continued, "You've been suffering for so long. I should have worked hard to make your life happy. But I'm such a bastard! I should have killed myself......"

The more he spoke, the more excited he became, until at last he became incoherent. Suddenly, he lost consciousness and slammed down on Yuelou's shoulder. Yuelou and the driver were quick and helped him back to the car.

"Hurry up, hurry up to the hospital!" Yuelou urged.

Satoyama woke up while doing the second check-up. Although he had regained consciousness, he was still extremely weak. Yuelou and the driver continued to help him do various inspections. Yuelou was feverish, and her hands and feet were already weak, but she still gritted her teeth and insisted, not letting Congshan see her abnormality.

"You've worked hard". Congshan, who was lying on the bed, stroked Yuelou's hand and looked at her affectionately.

"Nothing. As long as you're okay, I'm at ease. ”

The doctor came in through the door, his expression looking very heavy. Yuelou and Congshan couldn't help but tremble.

Yuelou plucked up the courage and asked, "Doctor, what's wrong with him?"

"Alas, this is a disease that came from Africa. It's called 'Ganuhle', and within three or four months the organs of a person with this disease will slowly fail." Hearing this, Yuelou Congshan was taken aback.

"Isn't there any cure?" Yuelou asked with tears in her voice.

"Yes, yes, but ......"

"It's just what!" Satoyama said urgently.

"There is only one medicine that can treat this disease, but it is so expensive that many patients have to wait for death at home in agony. ”

"It's fine. As long as he is in good health, it doesn't matter how much money he spends." Yuelou looked at Congshan happily. Congshan also looked back at her affectionately.

"Then I'll go back and prepare something for you to eat?"

"Hmm. Just do what you like.

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"I don't like to be accommodating, and I don't like to accommodate others. ”

"Okay, then see for yourself." Satoyama said helplessly.

Yuelou put the ingredients on the coffee table and sat on the sofa herself. The past is presented in front of her eyes like a movie: the first time she met Congshan, the first time Congshan came to her home, the first time Congshan and herself climbed the mountain, and the first time Congshan kissed herself. Before she knew it, tears were already wet on her cheeks.

"What he needs most now is to take care of his body. I'll make him bone broth this afternoon." Yuelou held back tears, picked up the ingredients and walked to the kitchen.

The soup pot was steaming hot. Yuelou was still imagining: "How can organ failure be treated well by medicine? That doctor must be cheating money?"

Wrong wrong. Satoyama will definitely not have an accident. He was a strong, courageous man. Since God has made him suffer so much, he will definitely grant him happiness accordingly. When I marry him, I will love him well so that he will not suffer any more suffering." She thought as she added the spice to the soup.

Yuelou entered the ward with a food box, and Congshan looked at her with a smile.

"You must be hungry, aren't you?" Yuelou asked with concern.

"You're so pretty. As long as I look at you, I won't be hungry if I don't eat for ten days. ”

"You're pretty good at talking." Yuelou laughed with tears in her eyes. She brought the spoon close to her mouth and blew gently.

"I haven't given you anything yet, but I've let you serve me." Satoyama smiled apologetically.

"Come, open your mouth. We'll be husband and wife next year. I'll be mad at you for being so polite." Yuelou sent the soup into the Congshan Pass.

Somehow, as soon as Tang entered the Congshan Pass, his nose, eyes, and mouth were all squeezed together.

Yuelou looked at Congshan's tangled expression, and asked strangely: "Is the soup difficult to drink?" She lowered her head and said shyly, "I'll go back and boil it for you." ”

Cong Shan looked at Yuelou's cheeks, which were becoming more and more beautiful due to the redness: "It's okay, how can a big man be afraid of this sour taste." What's more, these soups are full of your kindness." Despite saying this, Yuelou's expression was still a little tangled when he continued to feed him soup. Yuelou watched and laughed non-stop.

"You don't use it at night. You're tired from the day today, go back and get a good night's sleep. I can take care of myself. ”

"Okay". Yuelou touched Congshan's two thick black eyebrows and said.

"It's so late, why are you here?" Yuelou asked Congshan as soon as he entered the ward.

"I'm still not worried about you. The doctor also said that your disease is very unstable and you need someone to be there for you all the time." Yuelou handed the peeled orange to Congshan.

"With a woman like you loving me, it's worth my death now. ”

"I want you to live. Don't talk nonsense. I want you to love me and take care of me for the rest of my life. I will always love you too. ”

"I will. ”

"When are you going to propose to Daddy?"

"You're going to have to wait until I'm well, right? Congshan joked: "My illness should be cured in March and April next year." ”

"Okay! Let's go to Phoenix Slope for a wedding. At that time, there were flowers all over the mountains and fields on the Phoenix Slope. We ran and danced and laughed in our wedding dresses in a sea of flowers. At night, we don't need any marriage beds, we just lie down in the fragrant sea of flowers." Yuelou felt that he had been lying in the sea of flowers with Congshan, holding hands and looking at the brilliant galaxy above his head, flowing with fireflies.