Chapter 52: My Heart Is Restless
The pain spread to the bottom of my heart, magnified several times, and turned into a sour and astringent rush to the tip of my nose. Su Huihui took a deep breath, dragged and pulled up from the couch, and glared at him fiercely.
He still had no intention of letting go, and sat on his knees on the edge of the couch, disturbed by the hem of his clothes by her fierce movements, but his dark eyes were always fixed on her, and he wanted to see her in the bones.
As soon as he opened his mouth, tears flowed down his eyes. There were no bumps in the smooth carriage, and she didn't even have a chance to fall, and he grabbed her left hand and pressed it against the wall of the car, feeling that she had no chance to get home. Thinking about it like this, the tears fell even more fiercely, and I couldn't stop it.
There were a few more finger marks on his fair-skinned wrists, and Sheng Yunyi's strength gradually loosened, but he didn't want to fail. He almost had to let her say it, even though he knew almost every word she had to say.
He just didn't want to see her deliberately hiding it, it would make him feel like a fish in his throat.
Su Huihui closed her eyelashes and deceived herself not to look at him, she cried twice in front of him in one day, she really lived more and more, you must know that she has never done such a humiliating thing in front of outsiders since she was sensible.
He did it, and she hated him to death.
"Disagree?" Sheng Yunyi asked softly, "What did you say about what happened to me, I pulled you back from the Ghost Gate three times and twice, and showed me your face?" β
Su Hui lost all his senses, sobbed and choked: "...... You didn't say you wanted me to cry...... Can't you make it back now......"
Sheng Yunyi didn't expect her to come suddenly, she turned her head and smiled, and at the same time reached out to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes for her, and the moment she touched her face, both of them trembled.
In the unexplainable silence of the car, the copper bell rang, and Ji Wei's voice came from outside: "Childe, there was a traffic jam in front of Wucheng just after entering Wucheng, let's take a detour and slow down the two teas to the inn." β
Sheng Yunyi replied lightly: "Got it." β
He threw her a handkerchief, "The day before yesterday only counts, and it's useless to cry today." β
Su warmed her eyes unceremoniously, she was familiar with this veil, and it was difficult for him to keep lending it to her. She rolled up in the quilt and lowered her head and whispered:
"My grandmother is really ......"
The assassin's pursuit made her selfish and uncaring for others, and she simply fell ill and had a very bad brain, and only now asked the most important place, and she couldn't help but be extremely ashamed.
Sheng Yunyi said: "What the assassin leader said is right, I sent someone to check, and it was indeed locked from the inside, and she had been dead for a long time when she went." β
Su warmer hugged his knees, relieved for a while, his chest was still stuffy, and he forced himself to look up at him:
"The fire was set by the Assassins...... Just for that unwarranted talisman? β
Sheng Yunyi poured water and handed it to her, without speaking.
"I will bury her and General Lu together, and you can come and pay respects every year."
Su Huihui heard these two words, he was stunned for a long time, worship, she only saw her for the first time the day before yesterday, and she sat in the quiet room and talked to her the day before yesterday! She thought about taking her down the mountain and curing her of her amnesia, but all because she was disheartened by a word, and she only regretted it at the moment, even if she could say a word to her more, but she could never do it again.
Her heart ached from the feeling of dΓ©jΓ vu, her brow furrowed tightly in her hair, and all she wanted to say turned into a series of violent coughs, leaning on the edge of the couch as if she were about to cough out her lungs.
Sheng Yunyi held her shoulder, she was too cold, his fingers stayed on the cold skin for a moment, and a steady stream of hot air poured blood through the shoulder blades.
It is impossible for relatives who have only seen her for a day to have strong feelings, only those memories brought to her by the past, because they have brought her too much away, will be even more unable to accept the torture of gaining and losing.
She was a selfish girl who only thought about herself from beginning to end, because she was afraid, so she was indifferent, and because she was indifferent, she rejected people thousands of miles away. He saw through her thousands of miles away without hindrance, whether he was talking or laughing or tempting, but after all, it was not as good as this moment, and his pulse was beating under his fingertips.
It's so alive just a stone's throw away.
She covered her face, made the quilt wet in the corner, and suddenly raised her head again, her eyes covered with water were amazingly bright, and her voice was as weak as a leaf in the wind:
"They set the fire?"
Sheng Yunyi withdrew his hand. He actually wanted to hug her, didn't want her to cry anymore, but he didn't have a chance.
It was as if he had blocked a beam of light, leaving her with only a dark shadow, which should have shone into her eyes, but disappeared into the darkness.
He heard his own calm reply, "Yes." β
Su Hui warmed up but calmed down, and his nasal voice was thick: "Before you find something, why don't you break down the door and search, but set it on fire?" The inside is locked, can't you enter through the window? Will they do such a foolish thing? β
Her mind was in turmoil as the Assassins held her hostage, and she couldn't hear the rest of the information, and she couldn't remember any clues that flashed by.
"The talisman is not on the Lu family, and the people in the Rain Hall should not be able to ask about it."
"Then why set fires?"
"Kill people and kill people."
She said coldly: "I'm afraid that she will remember it by chance and leak the news to others?" Since it is locked, it means that my grandmother herself has no intention of surviving, who knows if she is sober or not? Will the people of the Rain Hall kill without asking for verification? β
The reason is ambiguous, and she doesn't blame her for not believing him. He'd done so many things that made her untrustworthy, and this time, he had no reason to believe her.
Sheng Yunyi didn't care about these at first, but at this time, he understood that if he said it without reservation, there would be no room for maneuver.
He didn't want that outcome, even if it took some time.
Su Huihui's eyes were on the top of the mountain, and he protected her in front of the assassins, preventing her from seeing her dislocated wrist, and sped all the way on her back...... It's all for them to see, and he tells her not to be afraid, and it's all about categorical use. How did those emotionless eyes pretend to be so focused and gentle? I was so focused that she only felt sad when she saw it.
He doesn't need to know that she hates others to lie to her the most, there is no need to know if she is sad, and there is no need to confess to her, but who is he, he can be at the mercy of her?
The car was brightly lit, and her whole body was wrapped in chaos.
Su Huihui took the teacup and sipped his saliva, listened to the pulse, and said, "Your Majesty got the talisman?" β
"Nope." Sheng Yunyi said quietly, "The Lu Clan's talisman has long been missing, maybe it is buried in the ground of some battlefield. Even if they find it, it is of little use, and it is never the dead that people are loyal to. β
Su warmed up and laughed sarcastically: "Then Your Majesty is still running over after a tiring journey?" β
Sheng Yunyi was silent for a moment and said, "I came to Qingtai Mountain to worship. β
She leaned back in her place, unable to ask anything more, and did not have to waste her words.
Sheng Yunyi continued: "Behind the scenes of the Judgment Rain Hall is the Yue Domain, ten years ago, the Lu Jiajun was scattered in the pockets of all forces, he wants to point directly at the side of the Qingjun in the capital, he must have some manpower, isn't it?" There are still remnants of the Yuan clan in the capital, and there is a military talisman, so it is easy to make a fuss, and the Yuan clan is the first to bear the brunt, after all, it was the Lu family soldiers who they killed back then. β
Su Hui warmed up and said: "Your Majesty is willing to sue me for this?" β
Sheng Yunyi saw that she had made it clear, and said helplessly: "I don't know where the talisman is, I didn't lie to you about this." I arranged for someone to be with your grandmother, and that's true. β
She wiped away her tears and couldn't help but say hatefully: "Then why is this happening!" I don't care what you've lied to me, but can't even this so-called truth guarantee that she's safe? β
Sheng Yunyi held his long eyelashes, covered the look in his eyes, waited for a while, and said, "I'm sorry." β
Su Hui smiled angrily: "Why should you say sorry to Weichen, your Majesty can even talk to me calmly on the Qingjun side, what else am I dissatisfied with?" The bitter taste of the medicine in her mouth was about to overflow, and there was no momentum in her speech, and the breath she exhaled was scorching, as if she was about to burn again.
"Your Majesty didn't get the talisman, and it was implied that the talisman was on me, and that group of assassins and behind the scenes must not think that my grandmother was at odds with the court...... His Majesty came in the name of worship but got nothing, of course, he wanted to win over me, a descendant of the Lu clan who suddenly appeared. She pursed the corners of her dry lips and gasped twice, "Since they have decided that Princess Li Guo is at odds with the court, it is a good opportunity for them to fight back, and it will be easier to gather the remnants." Is this what Majesty wants to explain to me? I'm very dizzy now, and I just said what I thought, and don't blame it. β
There must have been other reasons, but she didn't want to delve into it further. He had orchestrated the whole day for her, making her enter the temple late, climb to the top of the mountain in the night, reveal to the Assassins what he wanted them to know, and then jump down before the fog cleared...... The body temperature that reassured her when he held her in the pool was still burning in her skin, it was real, so real that she was around the quilt, but her bones were exuding a chill.
She never wanted to experience this terrible feeling again.
"I have no reason to complain, speaking of which, His Majesty gave me half a ride on the river, and someone arranged a place for me to stay, I am very grateful. But in the future, Your Majesty will not have to give these favors again, and I can't bear it. β
Su Huihui finished speaking slowly, opened the curtain and looked at the retreating low houses outside the car, the sunlight pierced the pupils and curled up with a tingling heart.
Sheng Yunyi handed her a glass of water and took advantage of the situation to hold her hand that wanted to break free, "You don't have to be grateful to me." You think I'm unpredictable, yes, I'm that kind of person, but my favor isn't so cheap. β
Su Huihui frowned, the wind poured into the carriage, she rested for a moment, threw the cup neatly out of the window behind her, and returned a clean porcelain to him.
Sheng Yunyi's face was extremely heavy, "But I was negligent, you were begging me to talk about business." β
Dare to say that what she said is not serious?
Su Huihui smiled and said, "Since Your Majesty admits that you are not a good person, then we can talk about anything now." β
Sheng Yunyi poured a second glass of water. Her tears had not dried, the corners of her eyes were still shining, and her pale face was haggard, but she tried to make a stubborn smile.
It's not that hard to get him angry.
He leaned over, jerked her with the quilt in front of him, pinched her chin and poured half a glass of water. She choked and coughed, and her body fell limply on the edge of the couch, he picked it up and put it on his chest, lowered his head and gritted his teeth, and said:
"yes, you can talk about anything. Doctor Su, you owe me a few lives, let's talk about how to pay it back. β
The familiar heartbeat rang in his ears again, and Su Huihui pushed him out as if he was scalded by boiling water, but he was sick and couldn't help himself, and he was pressed there and shouted angrily and panicked:
"How many more do you want me to post upside down?"
Sheng Yunyi encircled her in his arms, he couldn't control it so much, she would cry if she wanted to, he took it, he finally understood what the stronger and stronger, irrepressible and lossy feelings were.
He laughed with satisfaction, stroked her drooping hair and said, "I counted a total of four lives, Doctor Su has thought about how to pay it back?" My current request is just to ask you about what happened yesterday, and if Dr. Su is aware of the current affairs, it would be better to tell the truth as soon as possible. β
Su Hui took a breath and didn't smoke it again, "Where did the four come from!" Once in a cave on the top of the mountain...... I said yes, let go first! β
So I sweated profusely and went back to the original question.
Sheng Yunyi was determined to go against her today, she couldn't figure it out for a while, the posture of holding the quilt and leaning on his shoulder did not move at all, her blood-colored lips trembled, and she pretended to be calm:
"Your Majesty asked me how I could tell the disguised assassin? In fact, I didn't have time to think too much about it, and I wouldn't go with anyone who came in. β
Sheng Yunyi said "um" above his head, "It's hard for you to remember what I asked just now." β
"His name was very vague in his words, and he followed my words, what I said was what I said, when did the river drum guard be so polite to me? He was in too much of a hurry to ask me for something, but I had nothing to give him to save my life, so I could only fill it with a bottle, and he came to get it, and I only had ......" Her left hand came out of his palm, climbed up his wrist bone, and the three nails went down with all her might, "In this way, take the opportunity to take the sword and make a cut." β
Sheng Yunyi said quietly: "The tendons are broken, and your strength is not small." β
"The clothes of the river drum guard are all black, I didn't see the blood on my shirt before, but then I looked at the light, it was all dark blood, it stands to reason that so much blood coming out of his chest can kill people immediately, he is in good spirits."
Sheng Yunyi pulled up a lock of hair, "What did you deceive him?" β
She tugged at the corners of her mouth and asked, "When did you go back to the cave?" Didn't hear? β
"It turns out that in the eyes of Dr. Su, I have always been a person who hides from the sidelines and watches the excitement."
She slandered a villain, she couldn't tell the meaning behind this sentence, and simply said nonsense: "Lie to him that the talisman is on you, you are about to lose your strength and go out to move the rescuers, and throw me here alone because I think I am a burden and useless......"
Sheng Yunyi stared at her curled eyelashes, as long as she lowered it a little lower, she could touch it, "It seems that your master has not taught you how to trick people." β
"I said that I turned my face with you, and the disaster is comingβ" She bit the tip of her tongue in time, and the painful tears dripped down again, her face was hidden in the heavy quilt, but her ears were red.
What a death. She was so embarrassed that she couldn't maintain a calm appearance anymore, and quickly made excuses for herself, "...... The one staged on the top of the mountain has to be rounded. β
Sheng Yunyi covered her forehead, and it was a little hotter, and he blew next to her small earlobe, "It's okay, I don't care." β
Su Huihui couldn't bear it anymore, "Your Majesty's play can end here, I don't want to accompany me anymore." β
His lips brushed over her smooth forehead, and he closed his eyes and said, "Okay." β
Feeling her kicking and kicking in the quilt, and the wetness of her neckline spread to her collarbone, he hugged her tighter, "Have a good rest, and ask you to check someone's pulse the day after tomorrow." β
Sheng Yunyi carefully traced her exposed side with his eyes, the same as he remembered, when he woke up from a coma, it was this quiet face that guarded him.
At that time, he subconsciously took her hand, and at this moment he hugged her.