My name is Jun Haoyu, I was born in a family of military generals, and my mother said that the day I was born was a full moon, so I named Haoyu. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

My father taught me from a young age that only the strong deserve what they want, and the weak only have the share of hope.

My father was very strict with me, he was the concubine of the family, so he only married his mother, and I only had one child, and he wanted me not to be disliked because of my identity.

My father fought countless battles in his life, and I began to practice martial arts since I was a child, and my childhood memories are only happy when I face my mother, but my mother is frail and sickly, and I rarely see her.

My father said that if I could have the opportunity to see my mother.

Since then, I have understood a truth, when you see the person you love, you must put in the effort to get the qualification of love.

There are many children in my family, and I don't live in my own family, although my home is called Wangfu, and although my father is a prince, my grandmother and grandfather don't care about him.

I would get up early every day to go to my house to say goodbye to my grandparents, rain or shine, even when I was sick.

My family has a lot of children, and my father asked me to have more contact with them, but I didn't know how to express my feelings.

"Second brother, pick up my sword. The eldest brother of the family spoke.

I immediately ran to pick up my eldest brother's sword, when suddenly a man stretched out his foot and tripped me, and I fell to the ground, and my clothes were stained with mud, and then several children laughed behind me and said, "Look at him, he looks like a girl, and he has no strength at all." ”

The eldest brother of the family came over and looked at me: "Are you going to cry your nose?" ”

I got up and patted the dirt off my body, picked up the sword on the ground and handed it to him, and left without saying anything.

All I know is that they are laughing happily in the back, and I hide behind the rockery and watch them frolick, and I am just an outsider.

"Your hand hurts!"

The voice of a boy behind me startled me, and I put my hands behind my back to leave, but he grabbed me.

"I'll take you to clean your wounds. ”

I tugged at my hand, "No. ”

"The injury hurts a lot, and your clothes are dirty, I'll take you to change it. ”

Looking at the boy in front of me, I didn't know what to say.

His name is Jun Ruize, he is the son-in-law of the family, his father said that his grandmother likes him very much, and he will become the head of the Jun family in the future, and his father hopes that I am better than him, and I hope that I can be close to him.

But I don't want to be close to him, I don't know how to get along with people, I'm used to living alone, but he always likes to follow me, and when I say hello to my grandmother, I always go before him, and I want to avoid him.

He was five years younger than me, just below my shoulders, but like a little adult, he always wore dark clothes.

I slowly retreated, widening the distance between the two, the previous children seemed to notice this, and when they were about to come over, I immediately turned around and ran away, who knew that he also chased after him, and shouted while chasing back: "Brother don't go! Brother wait for me!"

There was a sound of clattering footsteps behind me, and I also quickened my pace and ran towards the door, and at this moment, there was a "pop" sound behind me, and he seemed to have fallen.

I stopped, turned around and looked around the corner, and sure enough, he couldn't cross the steps because he was too hard, so he fell.

He was the head of the Jun family, and after he fell, the maids in the distance rushed over when they saw him, helped him up, and were very concerned.

I didn't come forward, I knew that there is a difference between people, from the moment I was born, I knew the difference between me and him.

When I get home, I will work harder every day to practice martial arts, and I want to be the best person, so that I can be with my mother and not be looked down upon by others.

I will have a lot of wounds on my body, because I am like a boy, some people say that I am like a mother, but this kind of face is born on me, but it has no meaning.

However, time passed so quickly that I could not become good enough, and my mother became seriously ill.

That day, before I had finished the swordsmanship taught by my master, my father came and took me to my mother, and I looked at her pale face, which became very haggard and emaciated, and I began to cry, the first time I had cried so sadly in my memory.

"Mother, the child is not filial, it is the child who has not done a good job and cannot share the pain of the mother. ”

My mother stretched out her hand to touch my face, still smiling and said to me: "Yu'er, don't cry, my mother is going to a far away place, there is no pain there, it's not that you did badly, my mother didn't grow up with you, it's my mother who is sorry for you." ”

I threw myself into my mother's arms and cried, and my mother's body was still warm with the familiar smell, a faint aroma of herbs and buckwheat.

My mother loved buckwheat pillows, so I used to smell the aroma of buckwheat on her.

"Yu'er, you take this ring, and when you meet your beloved girl in the future, give it to her, and your mother will bless you and live happily ever after." ”

I held the ring tightly and held it tightly: "Can my mother not leave?"

"My mother didn't leave you, but I just changed my way to love you, and my father will accompany you in the future, you have to be obedient, if you are wronged, remember to come and talk to your mother, even if your mother can't answer you, but your mother will definitely be able to hear it. ”

My mother touched my face with her slender hand and helped me dry my tears, and my father came into the house to take me away, but I grabbed my mother's hand and refused to let go.

"Yu'er, be obedient, my mother has something to tell your father. ”

I let go of my mother's hand, and my mother led me out of the room, and I heard my mother's voice in the room getting weaker and weaker, and finally there was silence.

After a long time, my father opened the door and told me that my mother had passed away.

At that time, I realized that the so-called death means that there is no such person in this world who will care about you.

At my mother's funeral, I knelt there to keep vigil for her, and I thought that if one day I also died, I would not tell the one I loved, and I would leave quietly alone, because I knew that the living were far more painful than the dead.

After my mother passed away, I studied and practiced martial arts even harder, and I believe my mother will see it.

I would go to my grandmother's house every day to say goodbye, and my grandmother seemed to be very fond of me, and she cared more and more about me, and I found that my younger brother also got up earlier and earlier, and he always went with me to greet my grandmother and grandfather, and every time I said goodbye, he would ask my grandmother to allow me to accompany him to practice martial arts and read books.

Jun Ruize is the fifth in the family, and I call him the fifth brother, but he always corrects my title and repeatedly asks me to call him Ozawa.

Anything given to him by the family, he will give it to me, and he always asks me to check the homework assigned by my husband, and sometimes I read in the palace, and he will even come over to do my homework in my study.

"There are many brothers and sisters in my family, why do you always come to me?"