Chapter 130: The Beginning of Change

Now my memory tells me that I am a world-famous savior, saving an existence that is admired by thousands of people in the world. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

But in fact, he knows, it is only a memory that appeared in this world, no one is already so big when he has a memory, and he already has such an adult body, so Bai Ze has already understood that if there is no fault in his memory, it is covered by this false memory.

Often lying on the bed, or walking on the street full of people, the loneliness that springs up from the bottom of my heart continues to erode my heart, looking at the night sky that is either bright or with dark clouds, and constantly imagining in my mind, what kind of person I was in the past?

Am I evil, or am I the same as I am now, or am I actually a pervert?

Now, the fragments of memories that continue to overflow have finally made me have a conjecture about my past in just a few words.

Working at the construction site, but the boss ran away with the money, and wanted to report the case, but it was delayed again and again, until the companions who suffered the same as themselves withdrew one by one with a desperate and helpless expression, and the blood and sweat of a year flowed away in vain.

endured the beating and scolding of the boss, had merit for him, had his own pot, and watched the beautiful colleagues sit there with nothing to do every day and get a high salary, while he could only keep struggling in the copywriting and paper, and then at the end of each month, he got the salary that was deducted and there was not much left, and he went back to his parents and showed a warm smile in front of them.

I never dared to fall in love, because I had never had extravagant hopes, and I was also afraid, afraid that I was living in such a difficult way at present, if I took my wife and daughters at that time, would I be able to support them?

Standing on the balcony, standing on the road, standing on the Ferris wheel, looking at the distance from the ground, but not having the courage to jump down, after so many years of crawling and rolling in society, so far still nothing, what else can be done? Even the woman he loves the most can't grasp it, he can only look at him from afar.

How long has it been since you have shaved your beard? How long has it been since you have changed into this suit that has begun to turn white? How long has it been since you found a job? Parents at home are still asking if you have found a girlfriend and when you will get married?

It's all about it... What to do...

The helplessness that accumulates in the bottom of my heart and does not want to be seen, the smirk on my face that is always maintained, suppresses everything in my heart, at this moment, even if I only know a little fragment of memory, I can feel it, I am in the deepest part of my heart, hiding in the darkest corner with my knees, bearing the rain, my eyes seem to be short-sighted and can barely see anything, and nothing can be shown on the black-rimmed glasses.

Why does it have to be like this? Why is it not a woman? Why is it easy for others to get everything that I have worked so hard for? Why is it unfair to people to be born? Why are my parents not big money? Why do I have to work so hard until now? Why do I have to raise two old people? Why don't I want them to know my situation? Why do I have to forcibly support them?

Why are you afraid, why don't you dare to take it, why don't you dare to grab the person you like?

Is it because you are too weak? In front of money, you are a fart, in front of power, you are a fart, in front of fame, you are a fart?

I have no money, no power and no power, and the things I have are favored by the people who have them, is there any other way than to give them away?

Yes... I'm too weak... If you are rich and powerful, who else would dare to kick your nose in the face? Who would dare to roll your eyes at yourself?

Is that me?

The resentment and anger hidden in his heart, as well as the expansion of desire caused by the fact that he now has absolute power, all made Bai Ze's head hurt more than one degree.

No, you can't... If that's the real me, I might as well let him never appear, at least now, here I am the best performance, the right and bright.

That kind of darkness will give me a sleep forever!

With such a thought, Bai Ze suddenly lost consciousness in a white boundless light. But in fact, he didn't realize that the black mist rising in his consciousness stained his white tofu-like state of mind with a little ink, and then began to distort the whole thing.

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"Who are you?" Supporting Bai Ze, who suddenly lost consciousness, Yan looked back at the purple robed woman standing on the high place, and couldn't help frowning. At the moment when one super soldier after another has popped up on the earth, it is imperative that the guys who appear here are not simple things that can be dealt with.

"From the universe... No, it's an angel from the West, it's an internal battle between the East, please don't meddle. The twisted green flames in his hands outlined the twisted faces of the rising sword, and it seemed that he knew how intense the pain he had encountered before his death, such a strong negative emotion made Yan can't help but feel the alarm bell in his heart, the human life in this guy's hands will definitely not be less than a million!

"I'm sorry~ I'm involved as a friend now, and I don't know what you said about the West~" Hiko grabbed the flaming sword that suddenly appeared with one hand, and the armor on his body was slowly distributed in the rapid dress, and the helmet with red tassels also appeared on Hiko's face.

"So we can't reach a consensus?" Although I couldn't see her appearance, I could hear the dissatisfaction in the words revealed under the purple robe.

And Yan's movements were more direct, after handing over Bai Ze's body to the big D who ran over, Yan snorted coldly, and the figure came to the woman with a series of afterimages and slashed down with a sword!

"Space transfer?" Yan raised his eyebrows: "Don't think that my speed will lose to you! The Thundering God of War is not afraid of anything, and what he is best at is speed!" As he spoke, an extremely fast speed flashed in the air, and the woman began to flash without outdone, and for a while in this space, it was completely impossible to see the movement of the figure between these two people, often it was still here before, and the next second it appeared in another place that was completely irrelevant!

"Take advantage of Sun Wukong's serious injury now!Xiao Lun, lift the ban on your current thousand-ton power and burst out the hidden power in your body. Dukao's eyes revealed a resolute meaning: "Rena Jace protects Bai Ze, Yuqin!"

Yuqin nodded, her fingers fluctuating quickly on the strings, and streams of pure healing energy flowed inexhaustibly throughout Bai Ze's body.

"What to do?!" Xiao Lun, Cheng Yaowen, Da D, Meng Meng and others rushed towards Sun Wukong and asked at the same time.

"How do you understand Sun Wukong? Then pour your thoughts into this blow and convey it to his heart!"

"Turn Sun Wukong into a Monkey King!"

PS: Small Theater: Xiao Lun touched his head: "The one who marries a wife and has children with a long tail, and dyes his hair if he doesn't agree? I know~ I'll convey it immediately!" Dukao: "..."