It snowed for several days and the road was extremely slippery. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Today is the day of Congshan's move.

"I'll take a hand too." Yuelou had just moved the chair down, and when he came back, he saw the porter and Congshan moving the bed.

"I'm sorry for you." The porter said apologetically.

"We're bothering you!" She carried the bed vigorously, and there was no such thing as a showy girl.

"You really have a good wife!" The porter looked at Cong Shan with envy in his eyes.

"If she were a good wife, my store wouldn't be sold." Congshan said disdainfully.

Yuelou's heart was dripping blood, and she felt that he didn't understand her heart at all.

Yuelou said: "Then how is your wife's temper?"

The porter hung his head, and after a long time said, "My wife, although she is not as beautiful as you, she is a good person." She was able to keep all the household chores in order and never had an unpleasant relationship with her neighbors. ”

"You are really a blessed person!" Yuelou couldn't help but praise, "What does it matter if you are not beautiful, and you don't just look at one face to live." ”

"You say yes". The porter said with a smile and scratching his scalp.

"The piano is at the front". Congshan commanded the porters, "You guys have also worked hard, let's go!"

Yuelou was standing next to Congshan, and she felt very uncomfortable.

Whenever Congshan looked out the window for a long time, she would always see the tears in his eyes in the mirror.

"Miss"! Hong Xing shouted from afar.

Looking at the red apricots in fresh clothes, Yuelou couldn't help but smile: "What are you doing here?"

"The master finally gave the money!"

"Oh? that's great." Yuelou couldn't help but take the passbook over, "It's 500,000!"

"You don't have to sell the house! Dad has brought the money!" Yuelou ran to Congshan excitedly and showed the passbook in his hand.

Cong Shan slammed Yuelou to the ground and yelled, "You don't understand at all! If you can get the money now, why didn't you take it earlier."

Do you know how painful I am? I was an orphan who grew up suffering from loneliness. Now I finally have my own store and a place to live. But I had to sell it myself.

I was afraid that when I had nothing, I would become decadent, that I would be more miserable, that I would leave me, that terrible loneliness alone.

You don't understand anything, you don't understand what pain is, what despair is, you don't understand what I'm afraid of, what I'm afraid of. ”

"I don't understand. I'm a big lady, and I don't know what sadness is or loneliness when I was a child.

I've learned everything since I fell in love with you.

I understand loneliness and pain, but also love and helplessness. My joys, sorrows, and sorrows have long been drawn by you.

Do you know?

Do you know how I feel?

If you really understood, you wouldn't say these things and do these things." Yuelou said with tears in her eyes, and after saying that, she fell on the snow and cried.

"Miss, why are you angry with this kind of person? Since he doesn't love you, let's go." Hongxing punched Congshan in the chest and went to help Yuelou, but Yuelou didn't get up.

Looking at her pitiful appearance, the anger in Congshan's heart had long been extinguished. He walked over guiltily and squatted down to prepare for Fuyue Tower.

Hongxing slapped herself in the face. Congshan didn't hide, but tears flowed out.

Yuelou stood up on his own, turning his head not to look at Congshan.

Satoyama stared at her, not knowing what to do.

"Then we won't sell it, okay?" It took a while for Yuelou to sort out her mood.

"Now that it's been sold, how can there be any reason to change?" Satoyama said sadly.

"I almost fell out with my father to borrow money from you. ”

"You're going to borrow it again?" Congshan said in amazement.

Yuelou shed tears, "Can you be cheerful, don't be so lonely and lonely." ”

"But loneliness was my destiny. ”

"People can change their fate!" Yuelou's eyes showed the arrogance and rebellion of an eagle.

"Didn't I say I didn't believe it? Where is the house you rent, let's go"! He mustered up the courage and didn't dare to hold Yuelou's hand, but Yuelou took his own.

The carriage was warmer than usual, and their hands were clasped tightly together, as if they had forgotten what had just happened, and as if they were complaining about each other in their hearts.

As soon as Hong Xing came, even the porter was much more relaxed, and I saw her move the piano to the Red Mansion alone.

"If we had known, we wouldn't have hired a porter." Satoyama quipped.

"Do you know what I want to do?" said Hongxing, slamming the piano on the ground.

"That's more than 300,000 pianos!" Congshan ran over and stroked the piano with pity.

"Isn't our young lady still worth a piano? She tried her best to borrow money from you, but you pushed her to the ground! You pig and dog are not as good as that"! Hongxing angrily grabbed Congshan's hair with both hands and shook it violently.

"You let go, let go!" Congshan's eyes lit up.

"I don't want to let it go! What can you do to me!"

Congshan didn't say a word, his eyes were as angry as the sun.

"Hongxing, you hurry up and let go! What are you doing?" Yuelou ran over from the staircase and took Hongxing's hand down.

"I just want to give you an outlet! You've cried so many times in front of me, and he's done this to you!"

Hearing Hongxing's words, Congshan's eyes slowly softened.

He looked at Yuelou gently and said, "Why don't you tell me about it?"

Yuelou bit her lip, her eyes were already full of tears: "Hongxing, go back!"

After she finished speaking, she went upstairs without looking back.

Congshan hesitated for a long time, and did not dare to enter the bedroom, and after a long time he knocked on the door, only to find that the door was not closed at all.

Yuelou was already asleep.

This was the first time he had seen the sleeping Moon Tower. Her head rests on her hands, and her long, straight hair rests neatly on the quilt. The two ears are delicate and clear, and the eyelashes are as beautiful as fish fins.

The sleeping Yuelou is not as reasonable and generous as usual, but needs the caress of her mother like a weak baby.

He wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and looked at her quietly.

I don't know how long it was, how long it was, he stripped naked and hugged her naked.

"Get up and eat!" Yuelou shook Congshan's body and said.

"I don't want to eat". Congshan's eyes were red and swollen.

"Why don't you eat some?" Yue Lou pleaded.

"Go eat it. ”

Congshan was still asleep when Yuelou returned, his shoulders twitching slightly.

She rested her head on his waist and said, "Eat well! The doctor said that your illness will be cured soon, and as long as your body is well, everything will be fine." ”

Satoyama didn't speak, but the trembling of his body was even more intense.

She has always thought that Satoyama is strong. She never imagined that he would be so cowardly when things really happened.

She didn't understand that orphans were inherently cowardly, especially when they were terrified by the pain of falling to the bottom.

Yuelou kissed Congshan on the nose and went to unbutton him. Satoyama hugged her and responded to her movements.

Their breathing became rapid, their whole bodies were hot, and their lips and teeth touched tenderly. Satoyama greedily buried himself in her arms, licking every inch of her skin, looking for a long-lost sense of belonging in her.

When he woke up, Congshan was gone, and Yuelou was so anxious that he didn't know what to do.

She walked to the window and found that the car had also been driven away by him.

"It's so early now, it's naturally impossible for him to go to a friend's house, and he doesn't need to drive to buy breakfast for morning exercises, so where might he go?"

She kept pacing the room, her palms already breaking out in a cold sweat.

"Will he go to the cemetery?" Thinking that Congshan might go to the cemetery, Yuelou packed up his things and set off.

It's still the cold snow of winter, and it's still the cold sky. Yuelou's eyes ingested the cold wasteland, and her mood became sad and depressed.

From afar, she saw Satoyama kneeling in front of the grave, his eyes swollen as he cried and drank.

"Cheer up! You are a capable person, you opened a porcelain shop two or three months ago, what are you afraid of when you get well?"

"I feel like I'm completely hopeless, let's break up." Satoyama said bitterly.

"Don't give up on yourself, if you go bankrupt, you will go bankrupt, what are you afraid of, it will be good to make any more money?" Yuelou's heart was like a knife.

"I used to feel that money was just a pile of waste paper, but now I know that I hate poverty in my bones, and I know that I am an incompetent person. ”

He was already drunk, he was not drunk in a thousand cups.

A person tends to indulge in times of pain, and his true nature is revealed.

Yuelou watched him drink cup after cup, and her heart became even more sad.

She didn't dislike Satoyama's cowardice, maybe out of motherhood, she actually wanted to take care of him forever.

Congshan swayed and muttered to himself, "Orphan, why am I an orphan? Why do I have to endure pain that no one else has suffered? Why do I have to grow up in loneliness and loneliness?"

"It's all my life! It's my fate that I can't change! I'm destined to be born in pain and die in loneliness. Don't follow me, you'll suffer. ”

Yuelou looked at him crying and laughing, and tears were like rolling balls.

"He's so drunk, he can still think of me!" Yuelou mused.

"Fool, how could I leave you? No matter how great the pain is, as long as we hold hands, isn't there nothing to be afraid of?" She carried Congshan on her back, feeling that with him, her life would be complete.

Satoyama wakes up to find himself at home, and the sound of chopping vegetables can be heard in the kitchen.

He got up, walked to the living room, and shouted, "I'll go out and come back in the evening." ”

"Then I'll go play with you, okay?" Yuelou jumped out of the kitchen and said with a coquettish smile.

"I want to go alone. ”

"You're not in good health right now, what can I do if I don't follow you?" Yuelou ran over and said with concern.

"Don't worry, I'm fine. I'm leaving, you can eat alone." Congshan looked at the dishes on the table and bowed his head.

Satoyama parked his car in front of the bar and stared blankly at the red men and green women entering and leaving. It was a moment before he walked into the bar with the youths.

Inside the bar and outside the bar are two completely different worlds. Flickering lights, stimulating and impetuous music, strong and pungent alcohol, scantily clad girls......

All of this did not infect Congshan in the slightest. He felt a sense of nothingness that he had never felt before, as if the whole world and his flesh had become a weightless, textureless mirage.

He picked a corner table and sat down: "Three bottles of whiskey." ”

"Yo, how boring it is to drink alone!"

"Yes, we sisters are with you!"

Two bewitching girls came over with a smile. Satoyama didn't speak.

The girl sat down, poured wine for herself and Congshan, handed the wine glass to Congshan's lips and said, "No matter what you have on your mind, get drunk and relieve a thousand sorrows!"

"Yes, wine is a good thing, even if you fail a woman, you can't live up to wine. ”

The two of them hugged Satoyama on the left and right, as if they were going to eat him.

"You guys are so flattering, if only all women were as supple as you. ”

Satoyama took one of the girls in his arms, and the other girl obediently leaned on Satoyama's shoulders.

"If you want, our sisters can be with you for the rest of your life!" the girl's voice was dripping.

"Ahh

"Drink! Don't think about those sad things. Isn't a man a fool if he still wants to be sad when he has wine and a woman?"

"You're right, when a man has a woman, he should just drink." Satoyama kissed the girl's cheek and said.

"Oops! you're so bad!" the girl smiled and bit Congshan's chin.

He and the two girls stumbled into the hotel.

The sound of the girl taking a bath and talking and laughing came from the bathroom, and Satoyama felt as if her body was about to explode.

The girl came over, and the two girls came naked.

The creamy jade skin, the firm and full chest, and the fair and slender legs are even more dazzling and charming in the light.

Satoyama's breathing seemed to have stopped, and his eyes were fixed on them.

"Hey, look at you," the girl chuckled.

As she spoke, she sprayed the aroma on Satoyama's face. The other girl didn't seem to be very sophisticated, holding her chest and sneaking a glance at Satoyama.

When they grind their ears and temples and enter each other's bodies, the cold winter also turns into a warm spring. A warm current surged from the tip of Congshan's tongue to his heart, as if he was having a sweet and charming dream.

It was late at night, and Ke Yuelou was still waiting for Congshan on the sofa. She didn't turn on the light, and she didn't know what she was thinking in the dark.

Suddenly the doorbell rang! Yuelou rushed over like an arrow and opened the door.

Then she saw the girl and the drunken Satoyama.

"Oh, my wife is so beautiful and still doing that kind of thing." The girl looked at Yuelou's tears and sneered.

"He said you'd give us money". The other girl hung her head and said softly.

Seeing Yuelou standing there in a daze, the girl pushed Congshan to the ground: "If you can't afford to pay money, don't prostitute casually!"

Yuelou breathed rapidly, and tears flowed down uncontrollably. She threw the money to the girl and slapped Satoyama hard.

"Yuelou! Yuelou! Where are you!" Congshan shouted eagerly in his dream, and even the corners of his eyes burst into tears.

Hearing this, Yuelou suddenly burst into tears: "Do you really love me? I have suffered so much for you, in exchange for your indulgence?"

Although she resented Congshan, she couldn't bear him sleeping on the ground. She helped him to the bed, took off his shirt, pants, snow pants, and socks for him, and hid under the covers and sobbed quietly......