On the night of the seventeenth day of the first lunar month, knowing that Ruhan was leaving the next day, Zhao Gang took Ruhan to the supermarket to buy food, and was going to take it with her and eat it on the way. Walking to the toy shelf, Ruhan was attracted by a big Y doll, stopped in front of it, and refused to leave.

"Husband, this kt is so cute, much bigger than the one at home, take it home, I can sleep with it in my arms, it must be very comfortable!"

"Baby, there is already a kt at home, buy another one, it's useless, it still takes up space. We don't want this anymore, my husband will give you another gift. Zhao Gang took Ruhan's hand and tried to pull her away, but Ruhan just didn't move, broke free of Zhao Gang's hand, and held KT in his arms.

Zhao Gang didn't want to buy it for her, but seeing that Ruhan liked it so much, he couldn't bear to refuse, so he took it from Ruhan's arms and put it in the shopping cart.

"Okay, baby, you've beaten you, we want it. Go over there and grab some snacks and go home. In the small city of Hulin, every time he took Ruhan out to shop, Zhao Gang was very uneasy, he looked around and made sure that there were no acquaintances, so he took Ruhan's waist and walked towards the food area.

After buying things and returning home, Ruhan put the two Y dolls together and said mischievously: "Husband, this is our baby, we have two daughters, this is called Yaya, what is the name of the newcomer?" ”

"You take it, you can call it whatever name you like." Zhao Gang said casually.

"No, I want my husband to choose a name, and my husband can call it whatever he likes!" Ruhan begged.

"That'...... Let's call it Tiantian. Zhao Gang casually said a name and didn't take it to heart. Ruhan's little girl's behavior made him feel funny. He wouldn't understand Ruhan's mood, in Ruhan's heart, he dreamed of marrying Zhao Gang and then giving him a baby. It's best to be a girl, and if you have chosen a good name, it's called Zhao Wenya.

"Good! It's called Tiantian, Tiantianmi, I like this name, husband, you are so good! Ruhan kissed Zhao Gang on the face, and continued to hold her KT baby.

At night, Ruhan lay on Zhao Gang's shoulder and put the KT baby between the two of them. It's like a family of three.

"Husband. There are you and the baby. I feel so happy! Looking at the sleeping Zhao Gang. Ruhan muttered to himself.

Early the next morning, Ruhan got up early and wrote a poem. Published in her space, commemorating the arrival of her and Zhao Gang's another KT baby, after writing it, she herself felt funny, and couldn't help but sigh her sentimentality.

I think: there should be a forbidden area in everyone's memory, and no one else is allowed to touch it, I think: many people have lost a lot, and there is always a period of time that cannot be erased and will be forever I think: even if I forget everything, I will not leave you in all the earthly winds.

I was once swept away by the invisible carvings and other years of perspective outside the window, and I will remember it when I get old.

Wait until I'm dead. I'll always reminisce about it.

I will believe that at that time, we really loved so much in Ruhan's eyes, Y is the testimony of her and Zhao Gang's love, from the first KT doll "Yaya" I bought in Xingling to KT sheets, KT alarm clocks, KT bags...... Every doll has a good memory behind them. She loves Y, but what she wants most is a baby who is as cute as KT - the crystallization of her and Zhao Gang's love. I don't know when this wish will come true, she just looks forward to it, fantasizing about the day that will come.

When immersed in illusory happiness, Ruhan forgot about his humble and poor identity as a junior.

In fact, for married men, they fall in love with a woman other than their own wife, not necessarily because they are unhappy in their marriage or love the affair woman too much. When a man expresses his love outside of marriage, he only wants to possess this woman in his heart, he does not naively think of marrying her, he feels that his wife is good. And when women express their love, they often have in their minds the scene of two people standing in the church in wedding dresses. This world-wide difference of mentality constitutes a huge psychological difference between men and women when it comes to extramarital affairs. He has a wife who is very satisfied with him and trusts him, and this trust spurs him to speed up the pace of finding a confidant. He can't say that he has no love for his wife, he even has a heavy sense of responsibility for the family, he will pay a lot of effort for the growth of the child, and he will saddle the horse because his wife suddenly got sick one day, he is definitely a good husband and a good man in front of his family and outsiders.

Ruhan didn't know that when she secretly cried because she couldn't marry Zhao Gang, in the frolic with her son, Zhao Gang would forget about her existence, he wanted to possess Ruhan, but he didn't want his wife to be hurt, he didn't want the family to be affected, Ruhan's pain, he rarely thought about it.

On the afternoon of the eighteenth day of the first lunar month, in the farewell to Zhao Gang, Ruhan stepped on the bus back to Haicheng and left Zhao Gang, and the drive of several hours seemed extraordinarily long. It was already night when he arrived in Haicheng, standing alone on the noisy platform, Ruhan felt desolate and helpless, took out his mobile phone, called his cousin, and learned that his cousin was at the station, Zhuo Jun immediately drove out and arrived at the gate of the station in less than twenty minutes.

Looking at Zhuo Jun who hurriedly got off the car, Ruhan's tears flowed down uncontrollably.

"Hanhan, when did you go out, why did you come back so late. Why didn't you say it earlier when you came back, how good it would be for me to come out and pick you up early! Zhuo Jun trotted over, with a worried face.

"I went out to see a friend, the bus in the afternoon, just arrived, I didn't want to look for my brother, but I was alone, it was dark, I was a little scared." Ruhan said timidly, tears rolling in his eyes.

"Alright, it's okay! Listen to my brother, don't do it again in the future, the station is very messy, you are a girl, and it is very unsafe to be alone. When you come back from going out in the future, you must call your brother, no matter where your brother is, he will find a way to pick you up. Did you hear that? Putting his hand on Ruhan's shoulder, Zhuo Jun discussed.

"Got it, brother, there's a brother, I'm not afraid!"

"That's right! There's a brother! Look at your poor little look, give the bag to my brother, let's get in the car! Zhuo Jun took the bag in Ruhan's hand and walked towards the car parked not far away with her in his arms.

"Brother, I'm hungry and want to eat something delicious!" Ruhan said as he walked.

"Haha, I don't know anything about your snacks, I booked the restaurant just now, it's too late, let's not eat barbecue, there is a porridge shop near my house, the porridge is very delicious, I'll take you to eat, after eating the porridge, you don't go home, come to live at my house, and send you to work tomorrow morning." With the thoughtfulness and love of his cousin, Ruhan forgot the pain of leaving Zhao Gang for the time being, the brother and sister chatted, and after a while, they arrived downstairs at Zhuo Jun's house.