2 Dependent arising voidness

With a series of 'pop' sounds, Congshan walked down the stairs. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info

I saw that he was holding a white letter in his hand and said, "Zhang Er! ”

He called a guy who was putting porcelain on the shelf: "Please send this letter to Yuelou, and say that I will ask her to go to the theater to watch a play in the evening." ”

"Okay! I'll deliver it right away! ”

In the living room, Mr. Lin was playing chess with an old friend.

"You're here!"

"Well, my uncle has been in good health lately. Here are some of the tonics I bought for you, please take them. ”

Mr. Lin nodded slightly and motioned for the maid to put away the gift.

"This is"? The guest tapped his forehead, but he couldn't remember who it was.

"This is the man I often mention to you that my daughter has helped, he is a very capable young man, but in a few months he opened a large porcelain shop with the money given by Yuelou, and he runs it very well."

"Oh, what a young talent! There must be a lot of women pursuing him with a man like this. Why don't you hurry up and marry your daughter to him?" The guest said earnestly.

"Huh"! Mr. Lin turned his head to a maid and said, "Why don't you come to Yuelou when the guests come?" Hurry up and call Yuelou over! ”

Yuelou twisted her slender waist and walked into the living room, Ying Ying bowed to the visitors and Congshan, and then sat next to Congshan. Satoyama turned his head and smiled at her, and her eyes flowed with a smile in return.

The visitor was not like Mr. Lin, he was an emotional person, and he could already see their admiration from the eyes of Yuelou and Congshan.

The guest looked at Mr. Lin, then at Yuelou and Congshan, and laughed: "You two are really talented and beautiful, a match made in heaven!" Hahahaha......"

When Yuelou and Congshan heard this, they lowered their heads with red faces.

"Hehe, you two go out for a walk first, I have something to talk about with your Uncle Li." Mr. Lin also looked at them with a smile on his face.

The cobblestone path is full of fallen leaves, and Yuelou and Congshan feel soft and comfortable when they walk up.

"So you like to watch theater too!" Yuelou asked with a side face.

"Oh". Satoyama was stunned for a moment, and slowly replied, "I only look at it occasionally." ”

Yuelou observed Congshan's expression and said dissatisfiedly: "Actually, you don't have to be like this, we can do something that we both like." ”

Yuelou suddenly said such a thing, Congshan was stunned, and after a long time, he said happily: "Then what do you like?" ”

"I like to go to quaint places, such as the Summer Palace, summer resorts. I also want to see the sea once, blow the sea breeze, and pick up shells. ”

As she said that, she laughed to herself: "That's right! I'm going to go to the grassland again, I love horseback riding very much, and I just went to Changpingpo last month. ”

Congshan really didn't expect her to have so many faces, she is gentle, elegant, cute, kind, calm, quiet, romantic, and versatile, but she likes excitement and is not tame.

A gust of wind blew and rolled up dead leaves all over the ground. Yuelou turned her face and raised her sleeves to cover her eyes.

When the wind stopped, her clothes were covered with leaves, and she didn't care, but she still smiled behind her back and continued to move forward.

Unconsciously, they came to a large lake. There is a building in the middle of the lake. Yuelou and Congshan walked up the stone bridge together, and to Congshan's surprise, the decorations on the bridge were the decorations. It was a white crane carved from the finest white marble, and there were more than 100 on the left and right sides!

"You sit down first, and I'll make you some tea."

Looking around, Congshan found that this building, which was indistinguishable from more than a dozen other buildings, was full of ancient scrolls, paintings, ivory carvings, jade carvings, Tang Sancai, Ming porcelain and other treasures.

"Actually, I've always wanted to ask you a question, but I don't know whether to ask it or not, and where to start." Yuelou looked at Congshan Road.

"It's okay, you ask!"

"I've never been able to figure out one thing." Yuelou frowned and said, "How could a knowledgeable, wise and elegant person like you be reduced to begging for food on the street?" ”

"I don't want to talk about the past, but I've learned a lot from it."

Yuelou listened intently.

Congshan pondered for a long time, Fang Zi raised his head painfully and slowly continued: "I feel that each of our lives is predestined, what kind of era, what kind of country, what kind of family we are born in is not something we can decide, but it is precisely these things that determine our genes!" Nature! Destiny!

Our character, emotions, willpower, and so on, these subjective things are originally just like what Buddhism says.

Dependent voidness.

They are all projections of external objects in our minds. It is these things that come in from the outside that give rise to the so-called 'me', our love-hate feelings, behaviors and even 'me' are illusory. My so-called 'me' wasn't me in the first place, and your so-called 'you' wasn't you in the first place.

Everything rises and dies in the harmony of causes and conditions. Everything is not fixed! Everything is fake! Everything is long dead! All things will perish! ”

Congshan stood up suddenly, trembling violently, like a sand pong on a high mountain.

He slammed the teacup on the ground and said, "But why do I still feel boundless pain!" Boundless sorrow! I often feel like a marionette, my soul is burned to powder like a crystal close to the sun, I feel like my body is about to be trampled into flesh by giants......"

Yuelou looked into his eyes. She had never seen such sadness, helplessness, loneliness, pain, grief, depression, despair in her eyes.

She lowered her head, as if she was afraid that her heart would be burned by this look.

She didn't know when she hugged Satoyama.

She hugged him tightly and didn't say a word, just hugged him so tightly.

She listened quietly to every word he said, quietly rising and sinking in his sorrow.

Horse!

It turned out to be a horse!

Congshan didn't expect her to lead a horse and walk out!

"Didn't you say let me get out and start the car first, and you'll come out in a moment"? Satoshi Hill Road.

"Yes! Didn't I come out 'in a moment'"? Yuelou said with a smile.

"But you didn't say you wanted to ride a horse!"

"Can't you ride if you don't say it"? Yuelou didn't care about the authentic way.

"Now it's all cars, rickshaws, who are still riding horses in the streets". Congshan pinched the bridge of his nose with his hand, and still couldn't help but say a sentence, "Aren't you too ostentatious like this?" ”

Yuelou smiled elegantly, and then swept on his horse at great speed in Congshan's astonishment.

"Do you just want to be a worldly person? restrain one's behavior because of the eyes of others"? She patted the horse on her back.

Cong Shan looked at Yuelou's slender figure and sincere expression, and hesitated for a while before getting on the horse.

The neon lights on the streets, the cries of vendors, the chatter and laughter of pedestrians, and the rubbing of clothes converge into a flowing river.

Yuelou is very fond of hustle and bustle, and she feels a joy from the bottom of her heart when she looks at people's brisk steps and glowing faces.

At this time, she was looking at the street vendors and pedestrians passing by the roadside.

"How do you see the two of them riding horses? It's a pity that such a beautiful girl has a problem with her brain." A young man in a millet coat said to the girl beside him.

The eyes of the others were all focused on them, as if they were standing against the sun like the Buddha.

Yuelou didn't care about people's eyes, just smiled and looked at the tall buildings and surprised passers-by on the side of the road.

"Look how lively the streets are! You should also go shopping, eat some street stalls, and buy new clothes. Playing the piano and reading novels at home all day long, it's hard to have fun. ”

She looked at Congshan, who didn't seem to see the slightest light at all, and didn't hear any sound. Yuelou felt like he was trapped in a small, dark box.

The people scattered to both sides as if they had been cut open by scissors, and then the sound of gongs and drums was heard. At the head were several black cars, followed by a majestic groom on horseback.

As soon as Satoyama saw this man, he dismounted.

He didn't nod and bow to either side like the usual bridegroom, but he didn't even smile at all. He threw his head up, as proud as the horse on which he sat down.

"Do you know who this is? This is the governor's son-in-law!" The chestnut man said loudly. The bridegroom smiled at the maroon man, and the maroon man immediately smiled.

A stout man got out of the car, he walked straight to the moon tower, and said, "Do you know what mistakes you made?" ”

Yuelou didn't look at him with a straight face.

"Now rich people drive cars, only people like you who have no money and want to save face will pull a horse and slip away, hahaha, what's more serious is that you know that the governor's daughter and son-in-law are here, but you still don't get off the horse!"

"Who he is and what does it have to do with me"? Yuelou pointed to the groom's official and said, "Isn't that person also riding a horse?" You have what it takes to get him down! ”

Far from being angry, the groom also bowed to the moon tower. Yuelou didn't appreciate it, and turned her head away from him. Seeing him bow, Congshan couldn't help but laugh.

"Come here"! The groom's official called the big man over like a dog, and gave him a slap on the head.

"Do you know who she is? She is the daughter of the richest man in Shaanxi, and even the provincial governor has to respect her for three points. ”

"Humph"! Yuelou sneered, grabbed the horse's body and continued to move forward.

"Why do you want to dismount?"

"After all, he is the governor's son-in-law!"

"Who he is and what does it have to do with us? He goes his way, you go your way, you're always so worldly. ”

"How can people in society always act according to their own ideas?"

"He won't kill you, what are you afraid of". Yuelou said angrily.

The play has already begun, and the old people are drinking tea and eating melon seeds, while laughing and talking about the appearance and performance of the play.

Satoyama had already set his seat, right in the middle of the first row.

"Do you know what kind of play this is"? Yuelou asked Congshan with melon seeds. Satoyama smiled bitterly and didn't say a word.

"I knew you didn't like to go to the theater." Her tone looked a little unhappy, "As long as people have the ability, they should do what they like, and there is no need to wronged themselves for anyone." ”

"But we were born to wronged ourselves!"

"The more you think about it, the more unhappy you will be, you just let the experience kidnap you, how good a house you want now, how luxurious a car you have, not all at your fingertips? What you have experienced is nothing more than a nightmare, and when you wake up, it is still spring, and the fragrance of flowers is still fragrant. ”

Her eyes were beautiful and clear, and Congshan just looked at the play and sighed bitterly.

Seeing that Congshan was a little sad, Yuelou said: "This play is called 'Sanniang's godson'." ”

Xue Guang went to Zhenjiang to start a business, and asked the villagers to bring the money back to his hometown. The villagers embezzled the money and made Xue Guang's wife and concubine think that he was dead. Then the family fell into the middle of the road, Xue Guang's wife abandoned her son and returned to her hometown, and another concubine also left home. At this time, Sanniang shouldered the heavy responsibility of raising other people's children, and tried her best to train him to be a champion." Yuelou looked at Cong Shan tentatively, and at this time, Cong Shan looked lonely, and Yue Lou didn't say a word.

Coming out of the theater, the streets were already sparsely populated, and the moonlight covered the long street like broken gold, and Yuelou suddenly felt a strong loneliness sweeping over.

"Hey! I'm going to step on your shadow"! Yuelou raised her foot and lightly stepped on Congshan's shadow.

She said coquettishly: "You let me step on your shadow!" ”

Congshan had been looking at Yuelou gently, and finally couldn't help laughing.

He walked over and slowly took Yuelou's hand: "Let's go to the café, shall we?" Have you been? ”

"No, but I'd love to go!"

Yuelou's heart immediately became soft and trance-like, and she agreed to him against her will. They hadn't taken a few steps when the horse behind them suddenly neighed, hooking her soul back.

"The horses are still there"! Yuelou pointed back shyly.

"It's okay, the café is just across the street from that cross."

Before he arrived at the café, Yuelou saw an old woman in tattered clothes. She fell to her knees, her body shaking. There was a newspaper in front of the old man, and there were about twenty roses on the paper.

Yuelou quickly ran over, took out the money and handed it to the old man.

"How many do you want"? The old man raised his head slowly, slowly, and a few strands of white hair trembled in the autumn wind.

"I want it all!"

The old man looked at Yuelou in surprise, and the corners of his tense mouth finally showed a bitter smile.

Yuelou handed the rose to Congshan, helped the old man up, and pointed to the café opposite: "You can go in with us!" It's warm inside, and you have some coffee. ”

The old man smiled dismally and said, "I don't have any money." ”

"It's okay, I'll just pay for you."