Chapter 347: I Can't Find You
She likes An Xiaomo's persistence, his kindness, his talking, his unexpected encounters and obscure care.
It's just that some things don't just get by liking them. Liu Chengcheng knows her background very well, and she feels in her heart that she is not worthy of An Xiaomo, An Xiaomo is a young master in a rich family.
And she is just an orphan, with no money and no power, and now she has no education to work for a living. What can she use to match An Xiaomo.
Liu Chengcheng has always known what she wants and what she deserves, not that she likes to be content with the status quo and does not pursue it, but she is still too young now, and she can't and can't force some things.
The only thing you can do is to become better and stronger, so that you can decide your own destiny.
So now Liu Chengcheng can only bury this feeling deep in his heart, and from now on he no longer thinks about An Xiaomo, the person who is in two parallel worlds to himself, after finally having some intersections, he goes in the opposite direction, going farther and farther, who knows? Maybe you will never see each other again without fate.
Liu Chengcheng packed up her mood and moved on with her life.
As everyone knows, when we see all the despair behind all these illusions, we will understand that after such a long journey, we will see the depth of suffering experienced alone, and finally we will survive, it turns out that I have walked alone for so long.
Although I was forced into a despair, and the beginning and end of this despair was never the result I wanted.
Years later, the youth of Shaohua flowed like a stream, and the pebbles at the bottom of the stream were separated by the feet, or painful, or itchy, or heartbreaking. But as the youth passed, when I looked back and looked again, I found that there was only a deep valley left in front of me.
The deep valley is youlan, but it blocks the way.
People, no looking back. We will also understand not to be too sensible, not to be too involved in the world, not to love too much, not to sleep too late, not to eat too much, not to be too nice to others, not to believe too much.
Time flies like flowing water. Two years later, An Xiaomo returned to China from studying in Germany.
"Xiao Mo, when are you coming back, haven't you all graduated?" An Yutong made a transatlantic call to An Xiaomo. urged An Xiaomo to go home early.
"Mom, it's going to be a few days, and I've been going through the formalities for the past two days. An Xiaomo is now standing in front of the window, looking at this long-lost city and talking to An Yutong on the phone.
"Then did you buy a ticket, when?" As people get older, they have more things to worry about, not that they like to nag, they just can't let go.
"Mom, my good mother, don't worry, I'll be the first to inform you when I buy a ticket. An Xiaomo felt that his mother was old, and now she always likes to nag.
"Okay, then you pay attention to safety on the road, don't worry about us, me and your father are fine. Then you buy a ticket and send me a message as soon as possible, and I'll pick you up when the time comes. An Yutong didn't seem to feel that he was nagging at all,
"Okay, I see, then you and Dad should pay more attention to their bodies. I'll just hang up the phone first, there are still some formalities that haven't been completed. Bye. An Xiaomo hung up the phone without saying a word, and his ears were finally clean.
It's been two years, An Yutong is looking forward to the day when his son will return to China is getting closer day by day, and An Yutong now calls An Xiaomo almost every day to ask him when he bought the ticket.
But every time An Xiaomo always answered her by postponing the date of returning to China for various reasons, An Yutong said that she was helpless.
An Yutong listened to the busy tone on the phone, looked at Qin Leng next to her, and a look was enough to express her current mood. The time she and her son have been talking for less and less now, and An Xiaomo will always hang up the phone in a hurry.
"Okay, don't worry, maybe my son is really busy? It's not early, go to bed early." Qin Leng grabbed An Yutong's shoulders and went back to the bedroom.
At this moment, An Xiaomo is standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window of the suite in the five-star hotel not far from the Qin Group, the lights outside the window are bright, and every lamp reflects the stars in the distance, quiet and beautiful. I can't help but think wildly.
In fact, An Xiaomo had already come back yesterday morning, and he still remembered what he said to Liu Chengcheng before leaving, "I will be the first to come to you when I come back." So An Xiaomo got off the plane and went directly to the orphanage.
As for why he didn't tell his family, it was just because he didn't explain it. Follow the heart in the dark.
The orphanage is still there, it's still the old place, but the garden has been renovated, and now it's new, and the dean hasn't changed, it's still the same person back then, the old dean of Liu Chengcheng.
"Hello, dean, do you remember me?" An Xiaomo walked into the door of the orphanage, looking at everything familiar and unfamiliar, kind and helpless.
"Oh, it's you. The dean stared at An Xiaomo for a while, helped his reading glasses, and then suddenly realized. The dean had a good memory and recognized An Xiaomo as the one who donated one million to the orphanage that year. "Come and sit down, and I'll pour you a cup of tea." ”
An Xiaomo was very happy that the old dean could still remember him, and he was so enthusiastic about him, An Xiaomo had nothing else to do now, so he agreed. "Okay, thank you, Dean. ”
"Silly boy, what are you polite to me. The old dean brought An Xiaomo a cup of tea, then sat down opposite An Xiaomo and asked him, "Are you here for anything?"
"I want to ask, does Liu Chengcheng still live here?" An Xiaomo took the teacup handed over by the old dean with both hands, it was so warm, just like Liu Chengcheng's smile.
"Liu Chengcheng, what, haven't you contacted each other again?" The old dean was a little surprised when he heard An Xiaomo's words, and the old dean looked at An Xiaomo's puzzled expression and knew that he didn't know what was going on.
The old dean lifted the frame of his glasses, looked at a certain point in the distance and continued, "Two years ago, after the government took over this orphanage, Liu Chengcheng felt that she didn't have to worry about the orphanage, so she went out to study.
All these years, I thought it had been your tuition for her. ”
"No, two years ago," An Xiaomo paused and continued, "I went to Germany to study. I wanted to see her before leaving, but she wouldn't come. Can you tell me where she is now!"
"She hasn't been back to the orphanage for a long time, and now I don't know where she is. The old dean only knew that Liu Chengcheng had made a lot of determination to go out to study, but Liu Chengcheng just reassured her, and then didn't tell the old dean anything.
"Do you have her phone number or something, or know her friends. An Xiaomo was very frustrated, why did he always miss out, miss something important to him, or people.
"I knew she was going to school in City A, which was quite far from here, and I went to take her to the station on the day she left. The old dean seemed to be caught in the whirlpool of memories and couldn't extricate himself. It was a sunny day and a breeze that was perfect for traveling, so Willow Orange left and went to start another journey of her life. ”
People who don't have fate will still miss it after all, and people who are destined will meet each other.
"Then haven't you given her any more money over the years?" An Xiaomo didn't know what Liu Chengcheng, a girl who had not yet been born, used to pay for tuition and what to live.
"No, every time she calls me, she says someone will give her living expenses, and I always thought you were supporting her. The old dean shed tears as she spoke, she never knew that Liu Chengcheng was acting alone. "O my poor child. ”
"Dean, I'm sorry, I don't know about these things, I'm sorry I couldn't help her, but I'll find her, and I won't let her suffer. Rest assured. An Xiaomo looked at the old dean so sad and sad, and secretly decided that he must find Liu Chengcheng.
A string of mobile phone ringtones rang in the air, An Xiaomo was pulled back to reality from his memories by this string of ringtones, looking at the picturesque scenery outside the window, but he didn't have the heart to appreciate it.
An Xiaomo looked at the caller ID, it was Hongdou calling, and he picked it up after hesitation, "Hey,"
"Brother Xiao Mo, you finally answered the phone, if you don't answer again, I'll hang up. Hongdou pretended to be angry and said, in fact, he was very happy.
"Okay, then you hang up. An Xiaomo also began to tease her, knowing that she wouldn't hang up the phone, in fact, An Xiaomo wanted to be alone now.
"Brother Xiao Mo, if you say that, I'm really hanging. "The red bean threatens An Xiaomo,
"Okay," An Xiaomo was not afraid of her threat at all,
"Brother Xiao Mo, you are too much, I am reluctant to hang up the phone, are you bullying me again. Hongdou is really reluctant, she and An Xiaomo have an agreement, every once in a while Hongdou can call An Xiaomo, otherwise An Xiaomo will not answer Hongdou's call.
Such an agreement is simply not for people, it is too much, especially for Hongdou, which once put Hongdou on the verge of collapse, and it is almost forcing people to death.
"Hahaha, little sister red bean, why are you still so breathless. Later, An Xiaomo always called Sister Hongdou, Hongdou once asked him why he called her sister, An Xiaomo was silent for a while and said, because you always call me brother.
"Brother Xiao Mo, let me tell you a good news, I did a good job in planning this time, the leader promoted me to be the head of the department, and it will be announced in two days. Well, I'm very capable. "Hongdou is very happy, because she relied on her own strength to climb up.
In the year of graduation, Qin Leng arranged an assistant position for Hongdou in the head office, but Hongdou disagreed and insisted on finding a job by himself, saying that he wanted to work hard and try his ability.
Then Hongdou interviewed and entered a branch of the Qin Group by himself, taking the role of a small clerk, without relying on any background.
"Well, yes, this is the red bean, everything has to rely on yourself, goodjob." An Xiaomo has been encouraging Hongdou, hoping that when he returns to China, Hongdou will be able to discover her own life goals, not on him.
"Thank you, I will continue to work hard. Hongdou smiled with satisfaction, now she lives a very fulfilling life, and she will have her own goals every day.