17 A life of pain
It snowed for several days and the road was extremely slippery. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 infoToday is the day of Satoyama's move.
"I'll take a hand too." Yuelou had just moved the chair down, and when he came back, he saw the porter and Congshan moving the bed.
"That's a real nuisance. ”
"We're bothering you." Yuelou carried the bed vigorously, and there was no beautiful shelf for everyone.
"You've really married a good wife!"
"Huh. ”
"And how is your wife's temper?"
"My wife, she's not as pretty as you, but she's a good person. She was able to keep all the household chores in order. There has never been an unpleasant encounter with a neighbor. ”
"You are also a blessed man. What does it matter if you're beautiful or not, it's not just about looking at one face!"
"You say yes". The porter smiled and touched his nose.
"The piano is at the front". Congshan commanded the porters: "You have also worked hard. Let's go!"
Yuelou stood beside Congshan. She felt very uncomfortable. Whenever Congshan looked out the window for a long time, she would always see the tears in his eyes in the mirror.
"Miss"! Hong Xing shouted from afar.
Yuelou looked at the bright red apricot and couldn't help but smile: "What are you doing here?"
"The master finally gave the money!"
"Oh! that's great." Yuelou couldn't help but take the passbook over: "It's 500,000!"
"You don't have to sell the house! Daddy has brought the money!"
Congshan slammed the moon tower to the ground. He yelled, "You don't understand why you didn't get the money sooner if you could get it now." Do you know how painful I am? I was an orphan who grew up suffering from loneliness. Now I finally have my own store and a place to live. But I had to sell it myself. I was afraid that when I had nothing, I would become decadent, that I would be more miserable, that I would leave me, that terrible loneliness alone. You don't understand anything, you don't understand what pain is, what despair is, you don't understand what I'm afraid of, what I'm afraid of. ”
"I don't understand. I'm a big lady, and I don't know what sadness is or loneliness when I was a child. Since falling in love with you, I have understood everything, loneliness, pain, love, and helplessness. My joys, sorrows, and sorrows have long been drawn by you. Do you know how I feel? If you really understood me, I wouldn't say those things and do those things." Yuelou said with tears in his eyes. After saying that, she fell on the snow and began to cry.
"Miss, why are you angry with this kind of person? Since he doesn't love you, let's go." Hongxing went to Fuyue Tower. But Yuelou didn't get up.
Looking at her pitiful appearance, the anger in Congshan's heart had long been extinguished. He walked over guiltily and squatted down to prepare for Fuyue Tower. Hongxing slapped herself in the face. Congshan didn't hide, but tears flowed out. Yuelou was flushed and didn't look at Congshan.
"Then we won't sell it, okay?" It took a while for Yuelou to tidy up her mood.
"Since it has been sold, how can there be any reason to change?"
"I almost fell out with my father to borrow money from you. ”
"You're borrowing it again?"
"yes". Yuelou shed tears: "Can you be cheerful." Don't be so lonely and lonely. ”
"But loneliness was my destiny. ”
"People can change their fate!"
"Didn't I say I don't believe it? Where is the house you rent, let's go"! He plucked up his courage and didn't dare to take Yuelou's hand. It was Yuelou who took his hand.
It was warmer than usual in the carriage. Their hands were clasped tightly together, as if they had forgotten what had just happened, and as if they were complaining about each other in their hearts.
As soon as the red apricot came, even the porter was much easier. I saw her carrying the piano to the Red Mansion alone.
"If we had known, we wouldn't have hired a porter." Satoyama quipped.
"Do you know what I want to do?" said Hongxing, slamming the piano on the ground.
"That's more than 300,000 pianos!" Congshan subconsciously ran over and looked at the piano with pity.
"Isn't our young lady a piano worth much? And you pushed her to the ground? You pig and dog are not as good as you." Hongxing angrily grabbed Congshan's hair and shook it violently.
"You let go, let go!" Congshan's eyes lit up.
"I don't want to let it go! What can you do to me!"
Satoyama didn't say a word, staring at the red apricot with burning eyes.
"Hongxing, you let go quickly. What is this doing?"
"I just want to give you an outlet! You've cried so many times in front of me, and he's done this to you!"
Hearing Hongxing's words, Congshan's eyes slowly softened. He looked at Yuelou gently: "Why don't you tell me?
Yuelou bit her lip and wrapped her arms around Hongxing. She was already full of tears: "Hongxing, you let go of Congshan and go back to take care of my mother first." She went upstairs with that.
Congshan hesitated for a long time and didn't dare to enter the bedroom. After a long time he knocked on the door, only to find that it was not closed at all. Yuelou was already asleep. This was the first time he had seen the sleeping Moon Tower. Her head rests on her hands, and her long, straight hair rests neatly on the quilt. The two ears are delicate and clear, and the eyelashes are as beautiful as fish fins. The sleeping Yuelou is not as reasonable and generous as usual, but needs the caress of her mother like a weak baby. He wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and looked at her quietly.
"Get up and eat!"
"I don't want to eat". Satoyama said with red and swollen eyes.
"Why don't you eat some!"
"You go and eat". He turned his back after saying that.
Yuelou knew how to persuade to no avail. When she came back from eating, Congshan was still asleep. His shoulders twitched slightly. Yuelou's face was pressed against his back: "Eat well." The doctor says you'll be cured right away. As long as the body is well, everything will be fine. ”
Yuelou has always thought that Congshan is very strong. She never imagined that he would be so cowardly when things really happened. She didn't understand that orphans were inherently cowardly, especially when they were terrified by the pain of falling to the bottom.
Yuelou kissed Congshan on the nose and unbuttoned his buttons. Congshan slowly sat up and responded to Yuelou's movements. Their breathing became rapid, their bodies flushed, and their lips and teeth touched tenderly. Congshan greedily buried himself in Yuelou's arms, licking every inch of her skin, looking for the long-lost sense of belonging in her body.