"How's it going? Have you eaten? As soon as An Xiaomo left, Hongdou's face changed, although others couldn't see it, but he, the father, knew it best.

"You made something delicious?" As soon as I entered the door, the red beans smelled the smell of rice, and the red beans pretended to be calm and made themselves look good.

"yes, and your favorite sweet and sour carp, how about it." Ou Yuntu saw that Hongdou was dodging, so he didn't investigate deeply, and it was important to eat.

"Ah~ I'm so happy, I have delicious food." Hongdou put down the briefcase in his hand, and followed Ou Yuntu into the kitchen one by one.

"A delicious meal, just so satisfied, really no pursuit." Ou Yuntu saw that the red beans were already stealing, "I haven't washed my hands yet, go wash my hands first." ”

"Oh." Hongdou was hit by Ou Yuntu's words, An Xiaomo is my pursuit. But now she couldn't say it with all the confidence. Everything is impermanent, one year in the east of the river and one year in the west of the river.

Hongdou turned around and went to the bathroom to wash his hands, looking at himself and obviously being so likable, why would An Xiaomo be like this.

"An Xiaomo, why is it?" Although An Xiaomo did not say it clearly, although An Xiaomo still has the same attitude towards Hongdou as usual, although Hongdou still chooses to believe An Xiaomo, but behind all this there is no way to stop a person's speculation.

Suspicion is easy to become addictive, and once it emerges, it often spreads like a cumulus cloud at an alarming rate.

"Red beans, it's time to eat, it's so grinding to wash your hands." Ou Yuntu saw that Hongdou had been washing her hands for so long, so he called her over to eat.

"Oh, here we are." Hongdou came back to his senses and looked at himself in the mirror, tears slid down unconsciously, just like An Xiaomo's heart had no signs at all, so suddenly.

"Rest assured, everything will be fine." Hongdou cleaned up her makeup, adjusted her mood, and went out to eat. "Dad, I'm here."

After eating, Hongdou went back to his room and began to prepare the documents for the next day's meeting.

"It's finally done," Azuki looked up at the window, and the sparse lights on the opposite floor told Azumi that it was getting late and it was time to go to bed.

Hongdou looked at his watch, it was already ten o'clock, then got up and went to the kitchen to get himself a glass of red wine. At this time, Hongdou was completely sleepy, and looked at the photos that Ou Yuntu brought back to her one by one.

It's always a time when Azuki is very happy.

The photo is taken from Sichuan to the west. The Tibetan Qinghai-Tibet line was taken, and the specific section, Hongdou doesn't know, but the photo is already icy and snowy.

The snow is getting thicker and whiter, almost without any gaps, and all of them are covered with snow.

The sky was so blue, blue like the distant sea hanging upside down, rippling blue waves, covered by thick clouds, and still so blue.

The clouds were so white, as white as snow. Covering the sky and reflecting the snow, it is trance-like and real.

As the night gets deeper and deeper, the mood of the red bean changes from day to night, and the alcohol gets stronger and stronger. It was as if all the sadness and all the bad emotions poured into it like a lake, drowning the red beans deeply. There wasn't any chance to catch your breath.

"I'm really running out of this, what should I do?" Red Bean slowly slipped off the wall with the photo in his hand, and finally squatted in the corner.

People who don't sleep at night always have something to hide during the day. The knots that cannot be untied during the day are slowly consumed in the night.

Red Bean's tears flowed and washed away all the sadness. I still remember the sentence you once said for many years: "Even if the sadness flows backwards, it doesn't matter, you still have me." ”

At that time, Hongdou often hid at home, and every time he was scared by An Xiaomo coming out from behind.

"What for?" An Xiaomo stared at Hongdou and asked her.

"I'm reading, don't you see?" The red bean head didn't lift up, so he replied to An Xiaomo.

"What kind of books do you read?" An Xiaomo still asked annoyingly.

""Sadness Flows Into a River"" Hongdou still watched intently and didn't look up.

"What's the story?" An Xiaomo sat down, sat side by side with Hongdou, and stretched out his head to look.

"A sad story." Hongdou raised her head with teary eyes, and the end of the story was really sad.

"Even if the sadness flows backwards, it doesn't matter, you still have me." An Xiaomo touched the head of the red bean and said with a smile.

The sun shines through the window, shining warmly on the body and into the heart. Red Bean burst into tears and smiled, tilting her cheeks to reveal a big smile. Later, An Xiaomo went to the United States to study.

Reminiscing about the results of the past only makes one more sentimental. The red bean couldn't hold back the tears, and the heart hurt even more.

"We all inevitably grow up, there will be countless cups of cold water poured from the head, there will be countless moments when the heart is like ashes, and there will be countless people who will take your despair as a laughing point."

"But my dear, you can cry but don't give up. You can get through the edge of darkness and wash away the mess. You can wipe the tears off your face and pat the dust off your clothes.

Continue to have it for a long time, until your dreams come true until someone comes along, and you will know that everything you have insisted on before, including all kinds of suffering, will not be in vain. ”

Hongdou recited this passage and gave herself a smile, but she still couldn't resist the attack of sadness.

Ou Yuntu went to the bathroom at night, and then wanted to go to the kitchen to drink water, but he heard Hongdou crying alone in the study, so he walked in.

Ou Yuntu has long read books to come to Hongdou has something in his heart, but Hongdou doesn't say it, he can't chase after him, Hongdou has grown up, and many things need to be adjusted by himself.

However, "this time, it seems to be quite serious. Ou Yuntu stood in the study for a while, just thinking.

"Red Bean, I'll go in." Ou Yuntu knocked on the door, pushed the door and entered.

When Hongdou heard his father's voice, he quickly wiped his tears and stood up.

As soon as Ou Yuntu entered the study, he saw red beans rising from the ground. "This kid, it's cold on the ground, why is he sitting on the ground?"

"Dad, what's wrong with you?" Hongdou smiled awkwardly, not wanting Ou Yuntu to worry.

Ou Yuntu pulled the red bean and sat on the sofa together, "You know what? You're laughing more than crying right now. Ou Yuntu was not merciless at all, and said bluntly.

"Dad~" But Hongdou can hear it, and only his father can give such doting. Hongdou completely released all his emotions and cried with a wow.

"If you're stumped, tell your dad." Ou Yuntu patted the red bean on the back, just cry out, cry, cry.

After a long time, Hongdou stopped crying, he had cried enough, raised his head and said to Ou Yuntu, "Dad, I want to travel." I want to leave tomorrow. ”

Ou Yuntu didn't speak, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes for her, and touched Hongdou's head, Hongdou just looked at him like that, and after a while.

"Do you want to escape, or do you really want to travel?"