Preface Chapter Seventy-Six: A Life's Persistence!
Preface Chapter 76
A lifetime of persistence!
Walking on tiptoe with Lux in her arms was undoubtedly quite difficult for me, after all, the toes had to carry the weight of two people, and luckily, Lux was not too heavy, so I was able to barely get into the main passage. As soon as I stepped into www.biquge.info the main aisle, I dropped my heels and stepped on the soft carpet, and I took a breath under Lux's shy gaze before I took a step on.
Because I was stepping on the carpet, I didn't walk on tiptoe this time, so my weight-bearing capacity was naturally improved, and I was not as tired as walking on tiptoe. I didn't worry about making a noise when I walked on this soft carpet, because the soles of my shoes were stepping on the soft carpet, so the footsteps that should have been produced were completely absorbed by it, making my footsteps almost inaudible.
"Kiki, are you tired?"
Lux, who had been paying attention to me, could naturally sense my tired demeanor, and although I seemed to be back to normal after entering the main passage, it didn't affect Lux's care for me.
"Shh~"
Lux's concerned inquiry was not too loud, it could even be said to be very light, but it still seemed a little abrupt in this quiet atmosphere, so when I heard her inquiry, I quickly motioned for her to stop talking, and then lowered my head and whispered in her ear, "Wait until we get back to the bedroom." Hearing this, Lux naturally nodded obediently, and then buried her head in my arms, with a sweet look on her face.
After a few minutes, we finally arrived at the bedroom door. Before and after I got to the door, I let Lux out of my arms, and she seemed a little reluctant, and after I put her down, she rubbed her little head against my chest like a cat, and then looked up at me. Lux saw that there were some sweat stains on my forehead, so she stretched out her little white hand to wipe it for me, and she gently wiped it, and said softly, "It's hard work." β
Looking at the gentle color of Lux's dark blue eyes, the corners of my mouth unconsciously curved, and I replied softly, "It's just a few steps away, it's not hard...... As long as Lux you're happy. Lux, who had already wiped off the sweat stains on my forehead, couldn't help but laugh when she heard this, and in the crisp and pleasant laughter, she also carried these words or two: "Qiqi is really...... Always amusing people......" I just laughed and didn't say anything more.
"So, let's put an end to this operation......"
Laughing, laughing, Lux suddenly said this, and then she cheered in my puzzled gaze, "Yay~ The goal was successfully achieved." With the joyful smile on her face, the raised arms, and the writhing body, a joyful atmosphere suddenly came to my face, and I was deeply affected to raise my arms, and echoed with a smile: "Yay~" Of course, I didn't dance with Lux, because I felt ...... If both of them jumped, it would be silly, because this wasn't a dance floor.
Seeing that Lux's dancing movements gradually stopped, I said, "Since we have celebrated, let's go back to our room and rest." Naturally, Lux would not refuse, so she stopped dancing, and then came to my side again, took my arm, and walked close to me to the door.
"I remember the door opening like this......"
I muttered as I reached out and grabbed the doorknob and spun to the right. This time, it didn't embarrass me as before, but quietly opened it when I unscrewed the handle. I was a little stunned by this, and I couldn't react for a while, and Lux, who was beside me, saw that I was stunned, so he tugged at my sleeve, and when I came back to my senses, he walked into it with me.
We didn't stop in the small living room and went straight to the bedroom...... Well, by the way, after stepping through the door, Lux didn't lock the door to see if I could really lock the door, but let me do it myself. However, with my extraordinary memory, after knowing how to lock it, it is naturally not a problem to lock it again.
"Whew, it's finally time for the bedroom. β
After entering the bedroom and closing the door with her hand, Lux muttered a sigh of relief. Then she turned sideways to look at me, and when she saw me looking at her gently, her fair and delicate pretty face immediately turned red, and even her eyes that were as clear and bright as sapphires were covered by a thick layer of shyness.
"Strange, Strange......"
Lux's voice was so faint as a mosquito humming that I couldn't understand it, but I answered softly.
"Do you want to sleep together......"
Lux's voice was a little louder, but it was not the same as the volume when I called my name, but luckily I had come closer to hear what Lux was saying, otherwise I wouldn't have been able to hear what she was saying.
"Well, we're going to sleep together. β
As soon as I thought that I would be able to sleep with the lover of my life, my originally calm heart lake suddenly rippled round after circle, and a stream of blood also surged into my heart, and the emotion called "excitement" instantly dominated my thoughts. Although I can't do anything harmonious and friendly because my bodies and Lux are not fully developed, can I sleep with Lux in my arms? Yes? Absolutely, right? When I think that I can sleep with Lux in my arms later, I am so excited that I can't help myself, and I can't wait to peel Lux into a little white sheep now......
Perhaps noticing the look of excitement on my face, or perhaps being embarrassed by my fiery gaze, Lux lowered her head again. Although Lux avoided my gaze, she used her physical behavior to show that she was not avoiding me, I saw her stretch out her hands, take the initiative to hug my waist, and her lowered little head also leaned on my shoulder, in a birdly posture.
"Lux...... Shall we go to sleep?"
As much as I wanted to, very much, very, very much now, right now, right now, right away to carry Lux to bed, I didn't really put it into action because I didn't want to force Lux to ...... Although her birdly appearance has clearly revealed her attitude.
"Well, before going to bed, let's go wash up first, otherwise it's not good for your teeth......"
Lux leaning into my arms was still very shy, which could be felt in her slightly stammering words, and because of our clinging to each other, I could even feel the "pounding" sound in Lux's heart like a deer crashing at this time, which showed how shy and nervous she was...... Well, well, I'm actually in the same mood as Lux at this time.
"Good. β
I nodded cleanly, and then went to the bathroom with Lux to wash up. It didn't take long to wash, but a burst of affection that made Lux blush, so when we came out, Lux, who was already too soft to walk, could only stay in my arms until I put her on the bed, and then sat up on the bed.
"Kiki Bad ......"
As soon as she spoke, Lux began to be coquettish again. The power of a girl's coquettishness is often endless, and when the object is her lover, and the object loves herself, the power is even more indescribable. And I, who was deeply in love with Lux, fell under her 'offensive' in an instant when she performed the 'coquettish' Dafa.
"Good, good, good...... The husband is bad. β
I don't deny that I did break a little bit, well, just a little bit. But now I want to make myself worse, so after making Lux smile sweetly again, a wicked smile suddenly appeared on my face, and with Lux's cute exclamation, I jumped up like a hungry wolf preyed on and pounced on Lux sitting on the bed.
Lux didn't make any gestures to resist, and even when I threw her down on the bed, she was very seductive and gently gasped, and the peachy, spring-like and charming appearance instantly made me horny.
"Hmm~"
In the next moment, Lux's cherry mouth, which was still panting softly, was blocked by my big wolf's mouth. Lux, who has been kissed several times by me, is no stranger to this, whether it is the wonderful touch of lips touching each other, or the wonderful taste of tongue to tongue entanglement, Lux can't help but be intoxicated and unable to extricate herself. In fact, it is not only Lux who is intoxicated, but even I, who have had a more in-depth experience, will also be inexplicably intoxicated when kissing Lux, and afterwards, I have been silent for a long time and have come to a conclusion: when I fell in love with other women in my previous life, although it was also very cool, but because of desire and love, I could only experience physical pleasure; γ
It's been a long time since we separated.
"Kiki...... Bad. β
Lux moaned softly as if she was coquettish, but I knew that the reason why it sounded like this was because Lux had been kissed by me and couldn't breathe, so the tone of her voice would be infinitely coquettish. In fact, it's better to say that it's coquettish, but it's also very tempting**, so that I can't help but stick out my tongue and lick my lips, and I have a desire to kiss Lux again.
"Ahh
Lux glanced at me casually, just in time to see me sticking out my tongue and licking my lips, and the lustful look of dissatisfaction made Lux exclaim again. Then, before I could react, Lux pulled off the covers and slipped into the covers, revealing only a small head, still on its side.
"Where to run. β
Seeing this, I didn't want to snap Lux, but I changed my mind in an instant. After a few snorts, I took off all my pajamas (Lux and I had already changed into pajamas when we washed), leaving only one pair of pants to burrow into the bed. Lux may have been mentally prepared (after all, she had been playing around for a while, and her nervousness had naturally eased a lot), so even when she saw me getting into the bed wearing only a pair of pants, she didn't say anything, but turned her body to the other side as if she didn't see it, leaving me with a beautiful back.
"Lux ......"
I know that Lux isn't messing with me, maybe she's just trying to breathe a sigh of relief and 'love' with me again......? So there was only one possibility left for Lux to turn around: she was shy again.
"It's so easy to be shy. β
I thought so, smiling and reaching out my hands to hug Lux. When my hand reached into Lux's slender willow waist, maybe she wanted to be hugged by me, too, so she consciously arched herself slightly, allowing my hand to pass smoothly and wrap her in her arms. As soon as I hugged it into my arms, a burst of fragrance came to my nose, and I couldn't help but take a deep breath.
The pajamas that Lux was wearing were undoubtedly made of very good material, and there was a smooth feeling of caressing silk on them, but her delicate body was a little cool for some reason. This made me a little worried, I was afraid that Lux would catch a cold, I couldn't help but tighten my arms, hugged her tightly as if I wanted to integrate it into my body, and asked in a low voice, "Lux, why is your body cold?"
She was silent for a while, and her petite body suddenly turned to face me, and her eyes that seemed to be able to speak silently told her shy and joyful mood at this time. After a while, Lux spoke: "Hug Qiqi for a while, and people will be hot." The tone of her voice still seemed to be coquettish with me, and the content of the words made my worries dissipate in an instant, leaving only a thick sweetness and happiness.
"Alright, let's turn off the lights and go to bed. β
With that, Lux pulled her hand out of my arms and slapped it into the void three times, and the light suddenly dimmed, plunging the whole bedroom into darkness. This wonderful scene made me marvel: "The voice-activated technology of this era has developed to such a point...... To my amazement, Lux just smiled at the corner of his mouth and didn't say much.
"Strange ...... People are a little cold, can you hug them tighter?"
Hearing this, I didn't hesitate to hug Lux a few points tighter. After hugging me tightly, I instantly felt Lux's delicate body trembling slightly, and she also hugged me tightly with her backhand, and her delicate body rubbed against my body gently through a thin layer of clothing, as if to keep warm. Although we were separated by a thin layer of clothing, under the continuous friction, accompanied by the grinding of ears and temples, Lux's originally slightly cold body gradually became hot, and no longer trembled slightly as before.
"Kiki ......"
"Huh?"
"It's nice to have Kiki by your side...... In the future, people will no longer have to sleep alone...... Hee-hee, people are a little afraid of the darkness when the lights are turned off at night. β
I know that Lux has no mother since she was a child, so to speak, Lux was completely raised by Siegel, but with the expansion of the Zodiac Alliance, it is no longer possible for Siegel to accompany Lux as often as before. Although Siegel brought Lux, Alice, the head maid, and brought Lux countless maids at her disposal, Lux's heart is still lonely, because she finally lacks a girlfriend or friend who can really be with her and cares for her.
"But Lux is just a child after all, and she needs the love of her parents, not from others......
When I think about it, I feel pity. Although I can't give Lux the love of a parent, I can give her the affection and love from her lover, I hope this can make up for the gap in Lux's heart-After thinking about it, I raised my hand around Lux's willow waist, slowly caressed Lux's jade back, and whispered, "Lux, don't worry." From now on, husband and wife, I will no longer let you face darkness, sadness, loneliness, and loneliness alone. β
"Hmmm......"
Lux looked at me steadily, and after a while, she smiled, and with the light that still lingered, I could see that the smile was like a flower that bloomed after the rain, full of fresh beauty......
"The darkness is enough for me to bear it alone. β
I thought silently, but no sooner had this thought crossed my mind than Lux whispered to me, "If Kiki no longer leaves the family alone to face the darkness, how can Kiki bear it alone? So, the darkness ...... Let's share it together. Naturally, I was surprised to hear Lux's words, after all, the thought had only passed through my mind.
"For some reason, when I'm completely attached to Kiki, people can even 'see' what Kiki is thinking......"
Even in the dark, you can't see my eyes, you can't see my face, but with this unknown ability, Lux instantly felt my doubts at this time.
Lux's explanation relieved me, although it is indeed a bit troublesome to be peeped into my thoughts, but if it is Lux who peeps into my thoughts, I will not mind in the slightest, because the moment I met her and recognized her, I already believed in her and fell in love with her without reservation, so even if she peeped into my thoughts, I would not feel that there was any problem, but could more clearly express some emotions that words could not tell - such as at this time.
"Lux, you're not fit to take on the darkness. And I am a person who is always in darkness, both in past lives and in this life......"
My words silenced the atmosphere, and I couldn't tell what Lux was thinking, so I just stood up for what I convicted. However, when a low sobbing sound came from my arms, I panicked. My eyes widened to find Lux's face in the darkness, to see Lux's expression in the darkness, but the darkness in front of me obscured my vision.
"Lux, why are you crying?"
I couldn't see it clearly, so I had to ask out loud. As I asked, I withdrew my hands and fumbled for Lux's face. As soon as I touched the palm, I felt cold tears drip down the back of my hand, I don't know why Lux was crying, but what I had to do was not to find out the cause immediately, but to wipe away the tears that had fallen from her eyes first.
"Kiki, don't, don't let Kiki bear the darkness alone, don't ...... Woo......"
Lux's voice was still choked, and I felt extremely uncomfortable just listening to it, as if my heart was blocked by a boulder, and I couldn't wait to cut through the darkness immediately and see Lux's current expression. But even if I couldn't see it, the teardrops that fell on the back of my hand were enough to make me feel Lux's sadness at this time.
"Can't we share in the darkness that has befallen us......
Lux's choked words made my hands as I wiped her tears pause, and in an instant, the unstoppable tears dripped down the back of my hand, dripping down my face, and down the edge of my cheek to the pillow.
"Together...... Do you share it?"
Lux's words made me stare at the darkness in front of me that I couldn't see through at all...... For the first time, I realized that I was not as strong as I imagined, because I was also human, and I also had blood, flesh, and emotions, but in my previous life, I was completely unable to confide in others. But now it's different, because there is a person who is willing to share this heaviness and loneliness with me.
"Please forgive Kiki for his willfulness...... However, people want to share the darkness with Kiki, at least, at least so that you and I can see the light......"
Lux still stammered at this point, but her tone was surprisingly firm...... This steadfastness shook my heart, and it completely crushed the strong barrier, so that my eyes instantly filled with tearsβnot tears of sorrow, but tears of joy.
I couldn't help but hug Lux in my arms tighter, as if I wanted to completely integrate her into my body, and cried, "Lux, as long as I have you, I can see the light!"
"I won't let you endure the darkness anymore, I won't let you endure loneliness anymore, I won't let you endure loneliness anymore, because I am your husband...... I will be a solid shield in your hand against all things, I will be a sharp spear in your hand to sweep everything for you, this is the dedication of my 'Chi Klein' life!"
Because...... You're my favorite Lux.
(Prologue - End)