Chapter 61: Am I Not Still Alive?
"Madam, Master Hou finally has feelings for you, and he takes such careful care of you, why did you let Aunt Liu take advantage of the loophole so easily!"
Su Xi wanted to say two words about Zijuan, but when he looked up, he saw two lines of tears on Zijuan's face, which made Su Xi cry and laugh.
I haven't felt anything yet, she has become an abandoned woman in Zijuan's eyes, and it's no wonder that Jing Hao has been a little miserable outside during this time, and although Zijuan is serving by Su Xi's side, she is also a person who doesn't know the inside story, so it is understandable to feel that Su Xi is pitiful.
Seeing Zijuan crying, Su Xi wanted to reprimand Zijuan but couldn't say a word. In the final analysis, Zijuan also feels sorry for Su Xi, and is really good for Su Xi, otherwise, he would not have risked being punished to intercept Jing Hao and Liu Yiyi.
Su Xi smiled faintly at Zijuan and said, "Look at me, my face is ruddy, and having a miscarriage is not a big deal for me at all, besides, the assassin didn't succeed, I live well." ”
Zijuan pursed her lips, hearing that Su Xi was relieved like this, her tears were even more turbulent, and she sobbed while wiping her tears: " Madam, you are always like this, as if you are indifferent to your own happiness, as soon as the slave and the maid talk about the Hou Ye, you take care of the left and right, he swallows all the grievances in his stomach, otherwise anyone sees your sadness, the slave and the maid are by your side for so long, and your grievances are clearly seen in the eyes, others don't know that it is not easy for the lady, but the slave knows that if you don't say it for the lady, who else thinks about the lady. ”
It's really a maid with a heart. However, she Su Xi really didn't feel sad because of Jing Hao, but in this case, Su Xi couldn't tell Zijuan.
"Okay, everyone has already left, no matter how much it is, it's useless to say more, if he really has me in his heart, how can he follow Aunt Liu so easily? ”
Su Xi can only comfort Zijuan in this way.
Showing that she doesn't care about her current identity positioning, so properly revealing some little sadness can also show her helplessness towards Jing Hao, and it can be regarded as a summary and explanation of the relationship between Su Xi and Jing Hao.
Zijuan smelled a trace of nostalgia from Su Xi's words: "Madam, you still want Hou Ye to stay, right? Hou Ye hasn't gone far yet, the slave will go and help you call back!"
As he spoke, Zijuan wiped her tears and was about to run out, but was stopped by Su Xi.
"Stop!"
Xu is Su Xi's voice was too loud and his tone was too harsh, or perhaps because Su Xi's expression was too serious and displeased, Zijuan was stunned in place and didn't dare to move.
Su Xi realized that he had scared Zijuan, looked at her frightened little face, sighed a little helplessly, and beckoned to Zijuan.
Although Zijuan was afraid, she also knew that Madame was harmless, so she weakly walked to Su Xi's bedside and said softly, "Madame......"
Su Xi took Zijuan's hand, noticed her trembling, and slowed down his voice: "I told you, the twisted melon is not sweet, if the Hou Ye favored me in recent days because I was pregnant with his child, I would rather I never conceive a child, I don't want a mother to be expensive with a child." It is very painful for a husband and wife to be bound together without a solid emotional foundation, but they insist on being bound together by their children. Therefore, it is better to live our own life in a down-to-earth manner, and save from gains and losses, I am not nostalgic for Hou Ye, but because I really want to open, so I am down. Do you understand?"
Su Xi saw Zijuan staring at herself timidly with dark eyes, knowing that she couldn't understand it thoroughly, but she didn't force it, and explained it to her, which saved Zijuan from doing stupid things for her.
Liu Yiyi has never been willing to compete with Su Xi for Jing Hao's favor. Her life experience is not as good as Su Xi, and she can't change it, but if she can't even snatch Jing Hao's favor successfully, she and Jing Hao are childhood sweethearts.
"Although the concubine can understand General Su's love for his wife, it is still a bit too much to embarrass the Hou Ye like this. ”
Liu Yiyi is in front of Jing Hao, never showing her arrogant and domineering, and even her unreasonable side, unless she gives up Jing Hao's favor for her, otherwise, in front of Jing Hao, she will always be a gentle and virtuous woman, who is good at being considerate of others.
At least, compared with Su Xi, Liu Yiyi is more empathetic.
Because, there is a difference between good and bad, Liu Yiyi believes that now Jing Hao has indulged Su Xi one after another, and has been repeatedly persecuted by General Su, Liu Yiyi believes that with the passage of time, Jing Hao will definitely be irritated by Su Xi. With the prospect of Hao ignoring Su Xi, it will slowly evolve into boredom.
Liu Yiyi was very satisfied with her inference, which also made her mood better, and the frowning brows she had just made were slowly stretching.
Jing Hao knew that Liu Yiyi was jealous about the problem of feeding Su Xi to eat, but he avoided this topic horizontally and vertically, just to prevent Liu Yiyi from holding on to this issue, so as to make the relationship between the two closer.
Jing Hao had already suffered a loss from the last lesson, so this time when he walked into Liu Yiyi's room, he still paid attention to the incense in the room and asked, after making sure that it was not the smell of last time, he was a little relieved.
Today's Liu Yiyi is a little anxious for Jing Hao. After all, Su Xi has already been rumored to be pregnant once, even if the child falls out in the end, it at least means that Jing Hao has touched Su Xi.
But others don't know, Liu Yiyi knows best, since Jing Hao married him back, he has never only looked at it and never touched it, even in the eyes of outsiders, they all feel that Jing Hao loves Liu Yiyi, but how can there be a reason to love but not have a relationship.
Jing Hao is not in a hurry, but Liu Yiyi is in a hurry.
If you want to gain a firm foothold in Hou Ye and maintain your status forever, having a child is the key, especially a boy.
Liu Yiyi saw that Jing Hao didn't react to his words, and it didn't seem like she would continue to talk about this issue, so she hurriedly passed Bixiang: "Go and bring the lotus seed porridge." ”
Jing Hao asked her, "Are you hungry?"
Liu Yiyi smiled and shook her head: "Master Hou, you are busy with government affairs all day long, and now that Mrs. has such a thing, Master Hou must be very hardworking, and the concubine asked the kitchen to prepare lotus seed porridge." A few days ago, the nurse came to visit me and brought a kind of food, the concubine has already tasted it, and the food made is delicious, so this time the lotus seed porridge has been added to it, and the Hou Ye will try it. ”