Chapter 55
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Qing Yan didn't expect that it was actually because Ah Ben knew her too well. What she would choose, he knew in his heart.
When Qing Yan reacted and was about to turn around and run upstairs, Ben had already arrived in front of her, grabbed her arm, and brought her back. Qing Yan's center of gravity was unstable, she took a few steps back, and when she was about to hit the wall behind her, Ben wrapped one hand around her waist and tightly wrapped her in her arms.
"Ben, let me go. Qing Yan blushed, although she and Ah Ben often had intimate movements, but this kind of ambiguous posture had never been.
Qing Yan struggled in Ah Ben's arms, her hands against Ah Ben's chest, trying to distance the two of them. But the more Qing Yan wanted to distance the two of them, Ah Ben's arm became tighter and tighter, and Qing Yan was almost out of breath.
"Why have you been avoiding me?" Ben's voice was not as calm as before, with a hint of hoarseness and helplessness.
"I didn't. Qing Yan didn't dare to look at Ben's eyes, so she could only tilt her head sideways, but she didn't have any confidence in what she said.
Ben pinched Qing Yan's chin with his hand, raised it slightly, and forced her to look at herself.
"Why are you avoiding me?"
Qing Yan looked at Ah Ben's eyes, and they were a little sparkling. Is he going to cry? Ben now looks like a homeless child, which makes people feel distressed.
"I'm not hiding from you, you want me to say it a few times. Qing Yan wanted to hold his face and comfort him, but she couldn't, she could only be duplicitous.
"Is it because of Yu Yue? Because she likes me, so you want to stay away from me, don't you?" Ah Ben hugged Qing Yan and retreated step by step, until he forced Qing Yan into a corner.
Qing Yan stared at Ben with wide eyes, he knew everything?
"You, don't guess, it has nothing to do with her. Qing Yan skimmed her face, and the place where she had been pinched by Ah Ben was slightly red.
"She has already told me, how long are you going to lie to me?" The surprise and panic that flashed in Qing Yan's eyes caught Ben's eyes. It's just that he doesn't know what she's running away from.
"She told you everything? What about you...... You lied to me! Qing Yan was about to say something, but when she saw Ah Ben's cunning gaze, everything understood. How could she forget, this is Ben's strong point. When the two of them were together, Ben often used this means to learn from her what she didn't want to tell him.
"It's really because of her. Ben's eyes were an indissoluble loss.
"What am I in your eyes? You're going to push me out just because people like me? Have you ever considered my feelings? Do you know how my heart hurts, you know?" Ben said with hatred out of his control.
Qing Yan was frightened by Ben's appearance, and she was so frightened that she didn't dare to breathe. She had never seen Ben like this.
"Ah Ben, I-hmm" Qing Yan was stung by Ben's eyes, no matter how hard her appearance was, her heart melted, seeing Ben so uncomfortable, she couldn't do it and still pushed him away. She wanted to say sorry, but this sentence of sorry was eaten by Ben in her mouth.
Qing Yan's words were blocked back by Ben with a punitive kiss on her hot lips. Qing Yan's first reaction was to push him away, but she had no way out, and her resistance would only make Ben's kiss even crazier.
Qing Yan's face suddenly felt a little cold, and tears flowed down her cheeks, falling on Ah Ben's hand. Ben's movements stopped, he looked at his hand, and then at Qing Yan's face, who was close at hand, and she cried.
"I'm sorry, it's me who is bad, I shouldn't have treated you like this, it's that I'm too impulsive, don't cry, okay? Ah Ben let go of the arm that imprisoned Qing Yan, held Qing Yan's face with both hands, and wiped away her tears.
Qing Yan didn't know what was going on, after hearing Ah Ben's words, her tears were like open faucets, bubbling out, the more comforted Ah Ben was, the more she couldn't control her crying.
Ben was in a hurry by Qing Yan's sudden loss of control, but she still couldn't stop crying. This is the first time he has made her cry, and it is heartbreaking to cry like this.
I don't know how long I cried, Qing Yan felt that she had no strength, and her crying had already turned into a whimper.
"Don't make any more fuss, okay? I can't reach you, I think you're going crazy. Don't push me away anymore, I'm not an object, I can't let go of anyone in my heart except you. If you don't want me, you're giving me a death sentence, you know?" Ah Ben gently hugged Qing Yan and let her lean on his shoulder, he said in a pleading tone.
After waiting for a while, Qing Yan's head tapped on Ben's shoulder a few times.
At this time, Qing Yan saw the facts, her feelings for A Ben have always been her evasion, she is afraid to face it, she is afraid that once the relationship between the two people deteriorates, she will not be able to come back, so she is unwilling to try and change.
knew that ruthlessly pushing away Ben would make him sad, but she still did it. However, as a result, she still couldn't escape her heart.
She thought that she might not be able to let go of other people in her heart.
After Ah Ben got Qing Yan's response, he suddenly pulled away from the two of them, his eyes were full of joy, and he looked at Qing Yan, "You agreed?" Ah Ben was a little incredulous.
When he saw Qing Yan with red eyes and nodded with a smile, he hugged Qing Yan fiercely in his arms, and he couldn't wait to rub her into his body and never give up.
"From this moment on, you will be my girlfriend. You are not allowed to give me up to anyone else. Ben suddenly said coquettishly.
Qing Yan slowly pushed Ah Ben away, and looked at Ah Ben with some concern, "What about Yue'er?"
"Don't worry, I'll make it clear to her. There was nothing between me and her. Ben looked at Qing Yan, his eyes were full of tenderness.
"Hmm. Don't hurt her. Actually, I didn't know how to get along with her during this time, and I was afraid to really see you with her. I'm sorry, I don't want to hurt either of you two. But in the end, both of them were injured by me. Qing Yan said, tears flowing down again.
Ben kissed away her tears, salty and a little astringent.
"Don't think about it anymore, I said, I'll take care of it, you have to trust me. ”
Qing Yan nodded obediently.
The depression and haze of some time ago were swept away at this moment.
"There's one thing you have to answer me honestly. Ben suddenly said with a serious expression.
"What's the matter?" Qing Yan didn't know.
"That day, what happened when you came out of Teng Lin's room, and what is your relationship?" Ah Ben thought of what happened that day, and he couldn't control his anger, and he insisted on suppressing the fire. Because no matter what the answer is, Qing Yan came out of his room dressed like that, and this alone made him unbearable.
"I said that there is nothing between us, just ordinary friends, do you believe it?" Qing Yan's clear big eyes looked at Ah Ben without blinking.
Ben looked back at Qing Yan, a few seconds was a long time for Qing Yan.
She was afraid that Ben wouldn't believe her.
"I believe it. However, you have to promise me that you will not be alone with other men again at night. Ben knew that he was like a little resentful man now, but he just couldn't bear other men to be close to her.
"Yes, I see. Qing Yan looked at Ben's childish side and couldn't help laughing.
Come to think of it, it feels like the two of them haven't laughed like this in a long time.