After Ruan Yalang picked up his clothes from the ground and put them on quickly, he also packed up Qing Yan's clothes and put them on the head of the bed, and sat down carefully on the other side of the bed.

"Qingyan, I'm sorry, I ...... yesterday"

"Let's go, I want to be alone and quiet!" Qing Yan interrupted Ruan Yalang's words, and there was no trace of warmth in her tone.

The events of last night were replayed in her mind, and she remembered that she went to the bar with Yu Yue, and the two of them ordered cocktails. After drinking, Yu Yue's graceful figure on the dance floor flashed in his mind, and then Yu Yue went to the bathroom, and then ...... What happened after that?Qing Yan tried hard to remind herself of what happened afterward, but no matter how she thought about it, it was a blank.

"Okay, I can go, but you have to promise me that you won't do anything stupid. Ruan Yalang stood up, ready to walk outside, and after taking a few steps, he stopped, "Qing Yan, I am serious about you, no matter what you think, I will be responsible for my actions." ”

After saying that, he turned around and went out.

Qing Yan only felt a chill on her face, and tears were like unclosed faucets, pouring out drop by drop.

Qing Yan got back into the quilt again, covered the whole person with the quilt, and sobbed quietly.

Qing Yan felt that her world suddenly fell apart, yesterday was still so beautiful, she confirmed her relationship with A Ben, and reconciled with Yu Yue, and when she opened her eyes today, it was like a bomb suddenly thrown over, blowing up her life beyond recognition.

How am I going to deal with Ben, what would he think if I let him know all this, would he not want me?......

At this moment, Qing Yan's mind is full of Ben. At this moment, she realized that she cared so much about Ben's opinion of herself, and was so afraid of losing him.

Why is it at this time? God, are you playing with me? Why did you let me encounter such a thing after I and Ah Ben just confirmed our relationship?! I just figured out my own mind, no longer choose to escape, I want to face my feelings bravely!

What should I do? What am I going to do?

Qing Yan had never felt so helpless as she did now, as if she had fallen into a bottomless abyss, and the surrounding area was pitch black, and the only thing she could feel was her own breath floating in the darkness like a ghost. It turns out that breathing can be so painful!

I'm tired of crying, and I don't know when I fell asleep. I woke up again to be woken up by the ringing of the phone.

Qing Yan freed herself from the quilt and turned crimson. Looking for the ringtone of the mobile phone to find the location of the mobile phone, picking up the mobile phone and looking at the caller ID, Qing Yan sat up excitedly, looked at the caller ID and frowned.

After pondering for a while, just when she felt that the phone was about to hang up, Qing Yan answered the phone.

"Dead girl, where did you go? Why did you suddenly disappear yesterday? I still don't answer your phone, I've been calling for a day, and I'm dying. You're already answering the phone, and if you don't answer the phone, I'm going to call the police, you know?"

As soon as the phone was connected, Qing Yan didn't have time to feed, and Yu Yue's voice came loudly.

The mood that finally calmed down is like a broken ship in disrepair, and the slightest wind and waves will reveal its original form, and it can't withstand a little wind and waves.

Yu Yue kept scolding on the phone, venting her dissatisfaction and worries in her own way. At this moment, Qing Yan actually thought it was so good. It feels so good to be cared for, and Qing Yan's tears flowed down involuntarily. I wanted to speak, but I found that my voice was choked, and I couldn't say a complete word at all.

She was afraid that Yu Yue would hear her abnormality, so she quickly took the phone away and stayed away from herself. Qing Yan raised her head, wiped her tears with her other hand that was not holding the phone, took two or three deep breaths, took a deep breath, and took the phone back after making sure that she was fine.

Yu Yue was still chattering over there, although Qing Yan didn't say a word. Qing Yan listened like this, and when she finished speaking, in fact, there were just a few words back and forth, but they were expressed in different words.

After a good night's sleep, Qing Yan didn't have the overwhelm when she first woke up in the morning, although she was still at a loss, but she knew that the only thing she could do now was to sort out her thoughts and figure out what she was going to do next.

"Did you listen to me? Where are you now? I'll go look for you. Yu Yue's words interrupted Qing Yan's train of thought.

"I'm sorry, Yue'er. Yesterday I suddenly felt uncomfortable and left first, the phone was accidentally muted, I didn't see your phone, I'm sorry, I'm worried. I'm fine, don't worry. Qing Yan said the lame reason she had thought of unhurriedly.

"Ah, I see, are you feeling better now? Do you want to go to the hospital to have a look?" Yu Yue, who was still jumping just now, heard Qing Yan say that she was uncomfortable, and quickly switched to the gentle mode, which was the same as before.

"I don't have to go to the hospital, I've got a good night's sleep. Oh, by the way, my friend is coming over today, so I won't go back to school. In fact, there are any friends who are coming, but she suddenly thought of it and said it, because she didn't want to go back, she was afraid to face Yue, afraid to face Ah Ben.

"Oh, well, when are you coming back? I just asked you, you haven't told me where you stayed yesterday!"

"Yue'er, let's do this first, my friend called, bye-bye. After Qing Yan finished speaking, she hung up the phone.

Where did she spend the night yesterday? She doesn't even know where she spent the night, only that it's a hotel.

Qing Yan looked down and saw the deep and shallow blue and purple on her body, and couldn't help frowning. However, she felt glad that she didn't remember everything that happened last night, and there was no trace left in her mind. Luckily she didn't, otherwise she really wouldn't know how to bear it.

Qing Yan picked up her phone again and looked at it. There were 52 missed calls, basically all of them were from Yu Yue, and there were a few calls from A Ben interspersed in between. In addition, there are several text messages, two of which are text messages from Ah Ben.

"Why don't you answer the phone?" this was sent at noon today.

"What are you doing? I can't reach you, I see a text message calling me back, I miss you. "This was just posted, that is, about half an hour before Yu Yue's call.

Qing Yan stared at the second text message for a long time, her eyes fixed on the word 'miss you'.

I miss you too.

Qing Yan said in her heart. Tears flowed down again.