CHAPTER XXXVI

A snow washes away the dust of the world, and the air is refreshed, but the inhalation of super-cold air into the nostrils makes people uncomfortable. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info the sun can't resist the invasion of cold air, and the pedestrians on the road shrank their heads one by one, eager to bury their heads in the turtleneck sweater and see everything in front of them through the gaps between the wool.

Today is Saturday, Qing Yan has no classes, but it is really boring to stay in the dormitory. Yu Yue didn't go back to the dormitory last night, and such things are basically commonplace except for Qing Yan. Either this one won't come back today, or the one won't come back tomorrow. It's no longer strange.

After Yu Yue told Qing Yan about her feelings for Ah Ben, Qing Yan always felt weird when she met Yue again, as if she couldn't find a suitable way to get along for a while. I just don't know if Yu Yue feels the same way.

Qing Yan thought about it all the way, and before she knew it, she had arrived at the floor of the library where she often reads. Qing Yan stepped in, it was still early at the moment, and there was basically no one in the library. Qing Yan's favorite is such a quiet environment.

Qing Yan wandered between the bookshelves, looking for the books she wanted to read. After nearly ten minutes of turning, Qing Yan finally took a foreign detective novel, and then found a place by the window to sit down.

Reading a book can calm her mind. No matter when, as long as Qing Yan is panicked or confused, she will choose to read a book to calm herself. And it has worked time and time again.

But today I don't know what's going on, and I can't concentrate on it. Her eyes were looking at the words in the book, but she was thinking about other things in her mind, so that the book had already turned more than a dozen pages, but Qing Yan didn't know anything about the content of the book.

Qing Yan simply closed the book, sighed, and then looked out the window.

Ben's figure lingered in his mind, and the more he thought about it, the clearer his figure became.

Qing Yan herself didn't know why this happened! Since Yu Yue told her about her and Ah Ben, Qing Yan began to think of Ah Ben uncontrollably.

Isn't Ben my best friend? Shouldn't I be happy that he has a girlfriend? Why am I so depressed? What kind of feelings do I have for Ben?......

Qing Yan asked herself one question after another in her mind, and there was only one question that she couldn't answer herself. What kind of feelings does she have for Ben, does she regard him as a friend or something else?

Qing Yan didn't dare to think about it anymore every time she thought about it. She and Ben have known Ben for so many years, and she never thought that there would be that kind of relationship with Ben. Ben had been silently guarding her before, she was not a fool, she knew very well how Ben felt about herself, but she also knew that once the two of them started, there was no way out.

Therefore, whenever Ben wanted to show her heart, she changed the topic. Now that I think about it, she has always been at ease in the days when Ah Ben is guarding by her side, Ah Ben has almost become her private property, and slowly I don't know when she has a strong possessiveness, but no one made her realize this before, but now it is different, Yu Yue's appearance made her realize that her dependence on A Ben is so deep.

Qing Yan couldn't sort out her mind, but she knew one thing very well, that is, it was absolutely impossible for her and Ah Ben to do so. Because she doesn't want to destroy the beauty between the two people, she is afraid, really afraid, once the relationship between the two people changes, she will never go back.

The more she thought about it, the more annoyed she became, Qing Yan shook her head and wanted to get those thoughts out. Qing Yan looked out the window again, the withered branches blown by the cold wind swayed a few times reluctantly, and a few figures moved in the wind.

Suddenly, a person flashed in Qing Yan's mind.

How could I have thought of him? Qing Yan was surprised that she would think of Teng Lin. The two of them didn't really have much communication, they just ate twice.

At this moment, Qing Yan's mobile phone vibrated in her pocket. Qing Yan took out her mobile phone, and when she saw the caller ID, she couldn't help but open her mouth wide.

It can't be such a coincidence, right?

The person who called was none other than Teng Lin.

Qing Yan looked around in a panic, wondering if he was nearby! But it was not reasonable, she had thought of him just now, but it was something invisible, how could he know!

After thinking about it for a while, Qing Yan quickly ran out of the library and pressed the connect button.

"Hello?"

"Hey, uh...... Where are you?"

"Oh, I'm in the library. Is there something wrong?"

"It's nothing, it's just that I suddenly missed you, and the phone went out. ”

"Oh...... "What do you mean to miss me suddenly?" Teng Lin's sudden naked expression made Qing Yan not know how to resist for a while.

"Are you free in the evening?

"Uh...... Are you alright?" Teng Lin was suddenly so abnormal, which made Qing Yan feel stunned.

"Heh, what, do you think there's something wrong with me?"

"No, I ......"

"As a friend, how about inviting you to have a dinner in the evening and enjoy your face?"

Qing Yan hesitated, in fact, he and Teng Lin are not even friends, he will contact him just because he looks like his ex-girlfriend, maybe he still has no love left, and he may want to find some comfort from her.

"It seems that you don't regard me as your friend at all, and you don't have to be embarrassed, I never force others. Teng Lin said politely, but there was obviously a hint of sadness in his tone.

"No, don't get me wrong. That one...... What time is it in the evening?" Qing Yan still couldn't refuse him, maybe deep down she didn't reject contact with Teng Lin.

"I'll be waiting for you at the school gate at 6 p.m. See you or leave you. Teng Lin smiled, and Qing Yan could feel his changes from the other end of the phone, as if she saw his smiling face.

"Yes. The corners of Qing Yan's unconscious mouth rose an arc and nodded happily.

Hanging up the phone, Qing Yan suddenly felt ashamed of her careful eyes just now. Even if he came into contact with himself because of his appearance, so what? He was still thinking about his ex-girlfriend, and he didn't think about himself at all, he thought too much about himself.

Qing Yan talked to herself in her heart, and didn't stop until she found a reason to convince herself to go to see Teng Lin.

Qing Yan looked at the time, it was still early. Somehow, there was a sudden expectation for this date.