Anger has made me dizzy, regardless of Xu Jiao's dissuasion, I agreed without hesitation, but as soon as I finished speaking, Jiang Xiao suddenly rushed up and kicked, this kick was too sudden, although I had already sensed that something was wrong, but the exhausted body had no time to dodge, I only felt a stuffiness in my chest, and the whole person flew out upside down, and the wind was blowing in my ears.

This kick was very heavy, and I was already injured, so I suddenly coughed violently, my chest was stuffy, and it became difficult to breathe, staring at Jiang Xiao with a mocking face, sweat on my forehead couldn't stop falling, and my heart throbbed for a while.

"Yang Zhi, Yang Zhi. Xu Jiao was so frightened that she squatted beside me and called my name, but I stopped in my ears but there was a little unreal feeling, it seemed that even my five senses had become dull, but the sound of my heartbeat echoed in my head.

I gritted my teeth, the anger in my heart had reached a peak, but I was so sore that I couldn't exert any strength at all, Xu Jiao grabbed me nervously, and there were tears in my beautiful big eyes.

I didn't hear what she said very clearly, my head was buzzing, and my vision began to blur a little, I saw the security boss and Jiang Xiao walking in front of me and Xu Jiao, talking about something with a hippie smile, and even the security guard showed a lewd look, and wanted to do something to Xu Jiao while talking.

Xu Jiao stared at them angrily, scolded angrily, and protected me desperately.

Damn it!

I gritted my teeth, trying to exert my strength, but my head was buzzing and hot, and my control over my body was getting weaker and weaker, and my consciousness began to blur a little......

At this moment, I don't know why I want to laugh very much, but it is a bitter smile, there are many, many people and things in my mind, just like a movie, to show everything I have experienced.

I saw my dad become irritable because of gambling, ruined the family alive, forced my mom away, beat me all over my body, and even ruined Sister Xue, who protected me, and created my tragic childhood.

When I ran away from home, I was taken in by Sister Xue, and everything that happened, there were joys and sorrows, and finally Sister Xue's sudden departure.

I also saw that Lin Shishi and I never looked at each other, and was bullied by her all the time to come together, and then to conflicts, again and again, and those nights of entanglement, Lin Shishi shyly said that she wanted to give me a child, and even broke up this time.

But this is also the case, the more uncomfortable my heart is, I never thought that when I was in the most pain, it was not my parents, not Sister Xue, not Lin Shishi, but Xu Jiao......

I don't know whether I should be happy or sad, but I'm glad that at least someone cares about me, but there are many, many uncomfortable things.

I don't know how I got out or what happened next, because I was unconscious, and by the time I woke up, I was lying on a big white bed, and the pungent smell of disinfectant alcohol made me uncomfortable.

I immediately understood where I was, the hospital, the second place I didn't want to go to, the last place I wanted to go was the police station.

There were three beds in the ward, but I was the only one, it seemed a little deserted, the sunlight spilled into the room through the window, a little dazzling, I struggled to stand up, leaned against the head of the bed, took two deep breaths, and my chest was full of pain.

I couldn't help clenching my fists, but I didn't shout, just stared ahead, I thought I was different, no longer the coercion I used to know when I encountered something, I dared to do things according to my own thoughts, and I knew that I couldn't beat but still refused to retreat.

But in the end, I still ended up in such a miserable end, I was dropped out of school, broke up with Lin Shishi, and even had an unpleasant quarrel with my mother, I don't know what else I have, what's the use of being unwilling, why should I Yang Zhi compete with others, I was obviously wronged, but I can only honestly bear the charge!

Damn, this fucking youth!

Is it true that my life can only be like this, being bullied, but I can't gnaw my voice, being trampled under my feet forever, being a loser, and having nothing?

Is this fate......

"Yang Zhi, you're finally awake. ”

Just when I was thinking pessimistically, Xu Jiao's exclamation suddenly came from the door, Xu Jiao was looking at me in surprise, ran over quickly, hugged me, and actually cried.

I was a little out of breath when I was hugged, coughed twice, Xu Jiao suddenly looked at me in fear, "I'm sorry, Yang Zhi, I'm so excited, you've been in a coma for a day, I'm almost worried to death." ”

Looking at the concern on Xu Jiao's beautiful face, I had mixed feelings in my heart, and I showed a reluctant smile at Xu Jiao.

"Mr. Xu, where's my phone? "I suddenly remembered and started looking for my phone, and for some reason, I was a little expectant.

Xu Jiao handed me the phone and looked at me suspiciously, I flipped through the call record, and I was suddenly disappointed, the call record was still kept when I called my mother yesterday, that is, when Lin Shishi and they left, and there was nothing else.

I smiled bitterly, feeling sad in my heart, I don't know what I still hope for, do I expect Lin Shishi to call and care about me, she shouldn't know about this yet, or something else?

"What's wrong?" Xu Jiao asked me puzzled.

I shook my head and smiled wryly, "Nothing. ”

"You must be hungry, you've been in a coma for so long. Xu Jiao suddenly remembered something, said something to me and ran out.

After a while, Xu Jiao got a boxed lunch and came in, carefully helped me up, and even fed me, just like taking care of a child, I was embarrassed for a while, told Xu Jiao that I was fine, and then ate the boxed lunch by myself.

As long as I ate, Xu Jiao watched it for as long as I wanted.

After eating and drinking, I sat on the bed alone in a daze, Xu Jiao came over, and after reading it, she said that I was fine, there was nothing wrong with the examination, and it would be fine to rest and rest.

Looking at Xu Jiao's busy appearance, my heart is even more uncomfortable, the money for my hospitalization should still be Xu Jiao's, I can say that I have nothing now, it's really sad.

I told Xu Jiao that I was going to be discharged from the hospital, but Xu Jiao immediately jumped up, and refused to agree, "Yang Zhi, it's too early to be discharged from the hospital, you are not well, in case you ...... Let's stay for two more days. ”

"No, I'm fine. I shook my head, I lifted the quilt to get out of bed, "I owe you hospitalization fees, I will give you later." ”

"Yang Zhi!"

As soon as I finished speaking, before I got out of bed, I was violently pushed down on the bed by Xu Jiao, Xu Jiao screamed, staring at me angrily, "Yang Zhi, what do you mean, do you think I am dragging you down, so like this?"

I was stunned and looked at Xu Jiao in astonishment, "I didn't." ”

"No, then why are you talking about money? ”

"I just don't want to use a woman's money. I shook my head and said it truthfully, because it would only make me feel more wasteful, and I need to rely on a woman to live, like eating soft rice.

Syllable!

As soon as I finished speaking, my face hurt, I looked up in disbelief, Xu Jiao's beautiful face was full of anger, and there were already tears rolling in my eyes, making me stay there.

Finally...... What's wrong?

I don't know what's wrong with Xu Jiao, it's obvious that I was the one who was beaten, but Xu Jiao cried.

"Why can't you, this money is earned by you and me, and it's not unclean money, not to mention that you also helped me when I was hospitalized before, Yang Zhi, you were the only one who helped me at that time, can't I help you this time, what's wrong with using a woman's money, are you afraid of being laughed at, why do you have to live in the eyes of others, the world is so big, isn't it the most important thing for you to live happily, when will you be able to let go of your ridiculous Qinggao, these are really so heavy?" Xu Jiao said with a crying voice, the voice fell, and I was stunned.

Xu Jiao's words made my heart tremble, and they kept echoing.

It was as if I understood something in an instant.

It's not my fault to be weak, but it's my fault to be weak and pay off high, this society is born unequal, not everyone has a good birth, I can be weak, but I can't give up on myself, why do I have to live in the eyes of others, my own happy life is the most important thing, if others laugh at me, then I will live better than them, and use reality to slap all of them in the face!

"It doesn't matter!"

I gritted my teeth and said, I suddenly hugged Xu Jiao into my arms, took a deep breath, and a trace of the fragrance made me extremely familiar, I couldn't help but close my eyes and said from the heart, "Thank you, Xu Jiao." ”

This is the first time I have called Xu Jiao's name, and it is also the first time I have put Xu Jiao on a horizontal line to see, just like Xu Jiao, I am high, I am obviously weak and pitiful, but I still have to be high, making a look like a virgin, maybe I didn't put Xu Jiao in my eyes from the beginning, I used to just see her as a tool that can be used to play with it, and the encounter in Sioux City was only when she was a poor person who needed help, and at this moment, I suddenly realized.

Just as I refused to agree to Sister Shan's request, I didn't have the slightest relationship with Sister Shan, maybe I was still high in my heart, and I felt that it was so embarrassing to rely on a woman, so I instinctively rejected it.

What people are most afraid of is that they can't see themselves clearly, from beginning to end, I live in the eyes of others, until this moment, Xu Jiao's slap woke me up suddenly!

I don't want to live in the eyes of others, I want to live for myself!

"Really, thank you Xu Jiao. I repeated, Xu Jiao's body tensed.

After a long time, I let go of Xu Jiao and moved off the bed, although my body was still a little strained, but getting out of bed did not affect it, but I was a little weak.

"Yang Zhi, you ......" Xu Jiao held me.

"I'm going to be discharged. I smiled at Xu Jiao, "Don't worry, I already understand, and I won't say that kind of hurtful words, but I won't be bullied in vain, I have to let them come back, right?"

Xu Jiao looked at me in a daze, nodded in astonishment, and didn't stop me this time.

"Yang Zhi, where are you going?"

"Splendid!"

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