Chapter 380: Apologies
Zhi Xuan and Xuan Zi lived together, and basically abandoned their daughter Tan Tan again...... This is not Xuanzi's original intention, but Xuanzi is powerless. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
When she misses her daughter, she only calls her adoptive mother to ask, and when she wants to meet, she only visits her mother's house, and we are almost unrelated strangers......
And between Xuanzi and Zhixu, it seems that everything has changed, there is no Pingfu's home at all, it seems that her existence and her shadow are everywhere, no matter how hard Xuanzi works, how dedicated, and how unwilling, Pingxu is still the essence or soul of these two father and daughter, and even the essence or soul of the three of us, has always existed, floating, inside and outside the house, always filled with the unique breath and fragrance of Pingxu......
Xuanzi was completely desperate......
No longer fighting, no longer demanding, no longer demanding, Xuanzi began to follow Pingfu's pace in private again, begging for her forgiveness, hoping for her tolerance, hoping that their husband and wife would reunite, but in the end, it was Zhi Xuan who left the country.
Now it seems that perhaps because of this, the pace of Ping Yu towards Fang Sheng has been accelerated?
If this is really the case, then Xuanzi is simply a vicious woman who deserves death!
The only thing that comforted Xuanzi was:
When Ping Yu wanted to follow Fang Sheng's life trajectory, go through the years, go through emotions, and go through life, she understood my good intentions and sincerity, and reconciled with me as before.
We often talk to each other on the phone in the middle of the night, or sort out our thoughts and doubts......
At that time, Xuanzi announced to Ping Yu: I want to write a novel for you.
At first, Ping Yu didn't care, but on the night of the last call, she took the initiative to say: "Hey, don't you claim to write about me?" Shall I give you a title for your long story? β
I was immediately happy, excited, and shouted, "Tell me, what? β
I only heard Pingyu say clearly word by word: ""Police Guard". How is it? β
Why?
After all, in the world, everyone likes not one person but one type of person.
If you like it, you will get it, even if it is unscrupulous; Love, then give, even if it is broken.
I immediately made a steal, almost shouting:
"yes, yes, that's really appropriate.
Surviving in this social atmosphere where everything is desired, it also means that everyone will sink into lust and love, men and women are very desolate and sad, only from others, can we see the way out of life. Well--it's really fashionable--it's very meaningful, it's very allegorical and quiet, of course, it's just a label, just a symbol. β
Ping Fu smiled and said:
"Alasβalas, how are you the roundworm in my stomach? Remember, after the book is published, you must go to Australia and give Fang Sheng's son a copy! Don't forget! β
At that time, how did I know that the female captain of the criminal police detachment already had a firm determination to destroy everything!
I just happily told and laughed at her:
"The Gluttonous Daughter! Rest assured, I will fulfill all your wishes in this life. β
If I knew that it was the last communication we would have in this life, how could I be so disrespectful and so happy!
If I want to crave a rest of my soul, I have to act quickly and write desperately to feed the readers, comfort the peace, and wonder if there is Mei Gui? And Zhi Xuan? And Pingwei? And Artemisia Yanran? And Shi Jiaying? Naturally, there are Fang Sheng or Tu Die?
The screen name he gave himself was Xuanzi.
The implication is: the ghostly color really doesn't match the elegant and quiet little woman like me.
In fact, this pen name was really given to me by Pingfu.
At that time, we met in the dark green light of the wild wolf in the mountains and mountains, and later when I insisted on marrying Zhi Xu, and accompanied Zhi Xuan and Tan Tan to spend that cold Spring Festival on the Hulunbuir grassland, on the snow field where the Daur people lived, when we played ice skating, I suddenly felt very sad, because I thought of Pingyu, I don't know this Spring Festival of national celebration and family reunion, whether she was alone and spent alone in the duty room of the criminal police detachment, originally my position, She should have been watching......
I walked alone away from everyone and walked on the vast snowfield, originally wanting to see what the other end of the snowfield was like, but I walked and walked, and my muscles were sore, and my limbs were tired, and I still did not see the beautiful scenery I longed for, nor did I reach the end of the snowfield......
I looked back and saw that I had long since lost sight of the group of friends and relatives, and then looked up at the sun in a snowy world, and found that the dazzling sunlight was actually black, mysterious and ghostly, with a faint shadow of a ghost......
I lay on my back with my back to the sky, my limbs spread out, and I lay on my back on the knee-deep loose sandy snow, the snow field of the Hulunbuir grassland supported my backbone, I deeply felt the black sun and the white snow light, I thought:
"Just let them burn everything I have, and maybe all the problems in our love triangle will be completely solved...... I won't be so sad and depressed anymore...... In particular, Xuanzi deeply realized the loss of a sense of morality and the increase in guilt. It's just that people can't be happy anymore, they can no longer face their own hearts, and they can't face their relatives and friends~"
Xuanzi didn't know how long I had been lying alone, in short, when I gradually woke up and felt that my body had frozen into a popsicle on the snowfield at more than 30 degrees below zero, I suddenly saw a hungry wolf on the prairie sitting and lying less than 100 meters away from me!
Its eyes are still so green and faint, but its eyes interpret dazed and unwilling, and its body bones are already as thin as wood, but it just quietly watches over me, and does not rush over, fighting, looting, and devouring my flesh......
Xuanzi thought it was my hallucination, so I moved my cold body desperately......
But it was indeed a hungry wolf, and it followed my movements, only a few steps backwards, and then sat still again, its eyes moist and shining......
Xuanzi can actually stand with the wolf? Non-aggression.
Compassion comes from the depths of the heart. I knew I was going to die.
As I was leaving, I longed to be able to give all my passion, all my love, all my wisdom, to the miserable and poor hungry Snowwolf.
Do you want my body? Take it all!
Let you weave my future life for all the days to come.
Xuanzi was frozen and unconscious again......
Until the evening, Zhi Xuan and a group of them came looking for it.