Chapter 367: No
Su Xi smiled faintly, rarely serious: "Silly girl." ”
Zijuan's wish in this life is very simple, that is, to be with herself, to be with herself, to be true to herself, and that is enough, she never thought about whether there would be anyone else in her future life. For example, the person she loves and cares about is not Su Xi, but a man.
"Don't you want to get married?"
Zijuan was startled, and her face suddenly changed: "Madam, don't you want to drive the slave and maid away?" Is it that the slave and maid did something bad, you tell the slave and maid, the slave and maid will be changed, and you promise that you will never do it again in the future." ”
Facing Zijuan's sincere fear, Su Xi smiled faintly and shook his head slightly: "You are very good, otherwise I wouldn't have kept you by my side all the time, it's just that I don't want you to bury your whole life by my side for me." You deserve your own happiness. ”
Zijuan's attitude was very resolute, and she shook her head decisively: "No, the slave and maid will stay by Mrs. to the death, in this life, the slave and maid will follow Mrs. Ding." ”
Su Xi still wanted to persuade her to do something, but Zijuan interrupted Su Xi's words, and then said, "Madam, you don't need to persuade the slave maid. Ever since General Su bought me back from the traffickers, I have made up my mind that I will stay with you for the rest of my life and will never leave. ”
That's because you haven't met the man you love yet.
Su Xi looked at Zijuan gently, thinking of this in her heart, but she didn't say it, because she knew that once she spoke out, Zijuan would inevitably show her determination again.
This kind of thing is never forced, and Su Xi knows it best.
Fate, you can't refuse when you come, and when you don't come, it's useless to be anxious.
Zijuan is just, a little homesick. This "home" does not refer to the general's mansion, but to the modern parents.
The lonely and slightly sad look made Su Xi, who was looking at the moon, look so lonely and distant, and even a little more lonely.
Zijuan couldn't guess what Madame was thinking, but she knew that she had better not disturb at this time.
I don't know how long it took before Su Xi slowly spoke: "I miss home, but I don't want to leave here either." ”
Su Xi's words were punns, her "home" refers not only to General Su's mansion, but also to the modern home, and "here" naturally refers to the Hou Mansion, Jing Hao's side.
Su Xi's words, Zijuan couldn't answer.
The helplessness, reluctance and nostalgia in these words, as well as the longing and yearning for home, I am afraid that answering any words will seem superfluous.
The two of them just stood in the courtyard, their backs looking sad and desolate.
Su Xi never thought that such words would be used to describe herself, but now, she herself felt this way.
When he really felt like this, when Su Xi wanted to laugh again, he was a little reluctant.
"The wind is blowing, let's go back. ”
Su Xi said softly.
Go back and get a good night's sleep, tomorrow, it's another sunny day.
No matter how depressed the mood is, it is not caused by any major event, not to mention, no matter how big the thing Su Xi has experienced, what is the value of these things in front of him?
This is not the spirit of Ah Q, but the best way to adjust your mindset.
Su Xi knew that no matter how tired her heart was, it was not as hard as Jing Hao, who was still busy dealing with Liu Yiyi. There are so many things in his heart, and he has to force himself to do what he doesn't want to do, and overcoming the resistance of the spirit and ** is the most painful.
In the snowy night, the heart did not decrease in the slightest with the snow falling, lowering the temperature, but increasing the noise.
In Yiyuan at this moment, Jing Hao's mood was not much better than Su Xi's, because Liu Yiyi really responded to what Su Xi said, and asked Jing Hao how to punish Su Xi.
Jing Hao naturally made it up, although Liu Yiyi's logic was not as clear as Jing Hao's, but there were still a lot of details asked, Jing Hao spent a lot of time to show her patience with Liu Yiyi, and it took a lot of lips and brains to bluff Liu Yiyi.
Shen Qi sweated for Hou Ye on the side, compared to grinding patience, Liu Yiyi's nonsense is much more barbaric and unreasonable than that of Madame.
Mrs. Hao and Lord Hou are both reasonable, but Liu Yiyi is a completely unreasonable person, who has always been self-centered and selfish.
Under the effect of sleeping incense, Liu Yiyi soon fell asleep, and Jing Hao was also relaxed.
"How is Xi'er over there?" Jing Hao was most worried about Su Xi's side, every night after waiting for Liu Yiyi to fall asleep and leaving, the first thing he asked was Su Xi's situation.
"Master Hou is relieved, he has already fallen asleep. According to the secret guard's confession, Shen Qi truthfully replied to Jing Hao.
Jing Hao looked in the direction of Suxi Qingfeng Yuan and muttered, "I hope she can sleep well." ”
Jing Hao is well-informed, and he has also received the news that General Su passed to Su Xi, Su Xi's heart is tossing and turning, and his heart is even more entangled.
On the one hand, he didn't want Su Xi to be in danger, and on the other hand, he wanted Su Xi to be by his side.
The former is certainly for Su Xi's sake, but it also makes the two of them fall into bitter thoughts, and the latter is certainly a little selfish, but Su Xi and he will be happy.
No matter which option it is, if he really chooses it, Jing Hao doesn't want to regret it.
He and Su Xi are both rational people, but once they are emotional, even if they do foolish things, they still have to move forward persistently, rarely listen to persuasion, and don't care what kind of harm will be caused by their actions after the decision.
He didn't want Su Xi to get hurt and become another person he had lost.
With General Su protecting Su Xi, Jing Hao is still a little more down-to-earth and stable in his heart, and he can rest assured that he can let go of Bo and face the unknown.
From this, Jing Hao's heart made up his mind. Although he was reluctant, he was forced to do so.
Turning around, Jing Hao walked towards the bedroom in the main courtyard, Shen Qi was surprised, and blurted out: "Master Hou, aren't you going to visit your wife tonight?"
"No, I won't. The short answer made Shen Qi unable to guess Hou Ye's thoughts, when he was in Qingfeng Yuan, didn't Hou Ye and his wife talk very well? Why did he change his habits now and no longer visit his wife at night?
Does this mean that there is a crisis in the relationship between the Hou Ye and his wife? This is the thing that worries Shen Qi the most.
Hou Ye and his wife have gone through so much, and it is not easy for them to come together, if something goes wrong, at this juncture of Liu Yiyi's pregnancy, the rift will inevitably be exaggerated, and it will be even more difficult to make up for it.
Shen Qi had also heard the news brought by General Su, and it was precisely because of this that he was even more worried about the current situation of Lord Hou and his wife.