"I'm a slut, you don't have to care about it in the future. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info" I said indifferently, but my heart sank to the bottom of the dark and chaotic lake like lead.

"I don't want to! I just have to care about you!" Qi Ji gritted his teeth and said, "Aren't you very good at seducing men, you seduced Shao Yulang when I was good with you, and now that Shao Yulang is getting along with you, you can also seduce me." ”

I didn't expect Qi Ji to say such a thing, I raised my head and looked at him sadly: "Qi Ji, don't you want to be like this, okay?"

"Don't do that?" Qi Ji said, leaning towards me, trapping me in his arms.

I still tilted my head and didn't move, Qi Ji lowered his head and looked at me deadly, but he didn't move.

I remembered the half a year when Qi Ji and I were so good, Qi Ji was so gentle and considerate, but now Qi Ji is so strange to me.

Although Qi Ji beat me, I didn't blame Qi Ji, because, if I were Qi Ji, I would hate myself so much, my lover betrayed without warning, like a bone spur pierced in my body, which made people feel painful. I, I shouldn't have come after all, coming here will only arouse Qi Ji's pain.

I looked at Qi Ji, and tears slipped from the corners of my eyes.

Qi Ji's Adam's apple rolled, and he suddenly hugged me tightly, so tight that the air in my chest was emptied.

"Do you really like him and don't like me?" Qi Ji's voice had receded, leaving only a sad helplessness.

I was silent for a moment, struggling to spit out one word: "Yes." ”

When I said this word, my body seemed to be evacuated, and the overwhelming depression instantly overwhelmed me, and I felt difficult to breathe, my limbs went limp, and I only relied on a thought to support myself.

I said it, I really said it.

Originally, I thought that I would not have the opportunity to say this today.

After Liao Kai left yesterday, I thought about it for a long time, I can make Qi Ji forget me, I can make Qi Ji cheer up, and there is only this way: I don't like you, so please don't feel sad for me anymore.

I was ruthless, I came up with this way to cut off my love affair with Qi Ji, although I am not good at making this kind of decision, doing this kind of thing, but the current situation does not allow me to choose, Qi Ji will not accept me again, Shao Yulang will not allow me to leave him, I don't want Qi Ji to suffer, I want to let Qi Ji cheer up, and then forget me, so I choose to be a villain, be an ungrateful villain, of course, I am not a good person, I am the first to split my legs, it is indeed not a fair and fair, so, let me be a villain, let me suffer alone。

Qi Ji slowly let go of me, his face became lifeless, he looked at me coldly, and said, "You can go." ”

The relationship between me and Qi Ji, after countless twists and turns, can no longer be healed, it is really over, my first love, the white boy in my heart - Qi Ji.

Qi Ji, I'm sorry, I betrayed you.

Qi Ji, you forgot about me.

Qi Ji, goodbye.

Coming out of Qi Ji's house, the evening sunset had already imprinted on his face.

Liao Kai looked at my face and sighed: "Does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt. "I feel distressed.

"Do you really want to be with Shao Yulang?"

"I don't know, he's going to go abroad next month, maybe he'll forget about me when he goes abroad. I smiled bitterly, my face twitched, and I had to let go of the forced smile on the corner of my mouth, "Brother Akai, is my face obvious?"

"Sort of. ”

"You send me back to the dormitory, I can't go back like this, Shao Yulang will lose his temper. ”

"I really don't understand, why did you give up Qi Ji and choose Shao Yulang, weren't you really coerced by Shao Yulang? You seem to be a little afraid of Shao Yulang?"

"Brother Akai, don't worry, Shao Yulang is very good to me, I'll tell you about me and him later, I want to go back to the dormitory early today. ”

"Okay, little one, you have something to remember to look for me, don't hold it in your heart, you know?"

I nodded movingly, glad to have such a good brother by my side.

Back in the dormitory, I hadn't been back for a long time, so I wiped the mat on the balcony and cleaned it inside and out. After cleaning, I was sweating, I turned on the fan to blow the wind, and then took out my mobile phone and sent a text message to Shao Yulang: I won't go to your place tonight, don't worry, I'm fine, I'll go back tomorrow afternoon.

After sending a text message, I went to the water room to get two pots of hot water, soaked a bowl of instant noodles, ate it hot, and then took the kettle to the bathroom.

When I came back from the shower, I found that the display light of my mobile phone was flashing and flashing, and when I picked it up, I saw that it was Shao Yulang who replied to my text message, and there were three words: I know. Somehow, I was a little disappointed, and I didn't know what I was disappointed about.

I covered my face with a mask and went downstairs to ask for some ice from the dormitory manager.

My aunt looked at me and asked, "What's wrong with you, wearing a mask on a hot day." ”

"Allergies. ”

"Can ice cubes be useful if you are allergic?"

"It's cooler and less itchy. "I made up a reason.

I wrapped ice cubes in a towel and applied it to my face, and the cold feeling did relieve some of the pain. I stood in my room on the first floor, looking out the window at the dark night, where my silhouette was reflected, lonely and wooden, like a weathered scarecrow in a wheat field.

Qi Ji's father's majestic and indifferent expression, Qi Ji's mother's enthusiasm but revealing a sense of superiority, Qi Ji's last cold and contemptuous glance, like the stamina of poison, stimulated my nerves, my eyelids swelled, and tears flowed down.

Don't cry, bless, don't cry, I shouted in my heart, but the tears couldn't stop pouring out.

The melted water soaked the towel and came down, and I finally had enough crying, wiped away my tears, turned around and went to the fridge to get some ice cubes.

After repeating it a few times, my face seemed to be less painful and my mood calmed down a lot, so I thanked my aunt and went back upstairs.

I haven't been so quiet for a long time, I sat on the chair and looked at the book on the dim lamp, and found that I still couldn't concentrate, so I simply put down the textbook and sat on the bed, the bare bed made me remember that the mat was still hanging outside, I quickly got up and went to the balcony.

Tomorrow seems to be coming to the typhoon, tonight is a little cold, the wind has begun to rise outside, the mat was blown "popping", I leaned over to take it in, in a trance, I saw a bright spot downstairs, someone was smoking, I looked at it unconsciously, suddenly my hand trembled, and the mat fell down like that.

The bright spots downstairs went out, and I saw the man come out of the shadows, and then bend down to pick up the fallen mat.

It's Shao Yulang!

I felt my heart pound against my chest and my breathing unevenly.

How did he come!

I leaned out and was stunned, Shao Yulang raised his head, I couldn't see his expression clearly, and I didn't know how long he waited there, why didn't he call me when he came?

I came back to my senses, quickly retracted, opened the door and ran downstairs.

The dormitory manager had already turned off the lights and went to bed, so I quietly opened the door and went out.

Shao Yulang had already rolled up the mat and clamped it under his armpit, the dim street lamp at the door was reflected above his head, he didn't seem to be emotional, he just smiled at me gently: "Why are you so careless?"

I didn't speak, took Shao Yulang's hand and got through the slightly open door, and then dragged Shao Yulang all the way back to his bedroom.

As soon as I entered the bedroom, I didn't turn on the light, but reflexively threw myself into Shao Yulang's arms and hugged him tightly. Shao Yulang put the mat against the wall, and his huge body covered me.

Shao Yulang reached into his big hand from the lower end of the hem of his clothes, caressing my back roughly, his fiery lips roaming between my neck, I raised my head, and my lips kissed his broad shoulder blades.

Shao Yulang unbuttoned my underwear in a flash, and then stretched his hand up from the front instead, drilled through the not thick fabric, covered and kneaded.

I snorted and said, "Be gentle." ”

"I know. After Shao Yulang finished speaking, he picked me up and walked to the bed.

"Mats. I screamed.

Shao Yulang laughed, and when he returned, he took a mat and spread it on the bed.

Shao Yulang had not been so gentle as this time before, he propped up his body, moving slowly and slowly, and the bed creaked rhythmically. I felt a drop of water on my chest, so I opened my eyes, and I saw Shao Yulang's sweaty face and wet hair, I raised my hand to wipe his sweat, and when my hand slid to his face, he turned his head sideways and took my fingers, his eyes became hot and focused, but the movements were still so gentle.

The tip of Shao Yulang's tongue crossed my fingers, I shuddered, and said, "My waist doesn't hurt, you push harder." ”

As soon as the words fell, Shao Yulang pushed hard, and this time it almost hit my lungs, it turned out that he had been restrained just now, so he used three points of force.

I frowned, and Shao Yulang spoke, his voice a little hoarse: "Hurt you?"

Shao Yulang slowed down his movements as he spoke, and smiled in a low voice: "This is more grinding." ”

I looked at his smiling tenderness, and I couldn't help but feel very warm, squinted my eyes and said, "Then you will grind me." ”