His father was dying in the hospital bed, and only then did he remember that he still had flesh and blood outside, and asked Rugen to find it and wait to see her for the last time.

Qi Yuwei remembered her father's foot on her fingers and flatly refused.

"Daddy wants to see you, sister!" said Frieugen, "and he keeps calling your name." ”

Qi Yuwei didn't have any expression on her face.

"Sister, hurry back! I'm about to breathe! Otherwise, it's too late!" Fu Liugen said anxiously and pleaded.

"I'm not going back. I don't have a father. Qi Yuwei said.

"Sister, don't worry about Dad! He's dying! He's been calling your name!" said Fu Liugen, crying.

"This has nothing to do with me!" Qi Yuwei shouted loudly, "I said, I don't have a father!"

……

Although her eyes were full of hot tears as soon as she turned around, Qi Yuwei gritted her teeth and just didn't go back!

It was his father who abandoned him first! and then Qi Yuwei abandoned him again!

She felt that this was the punishment that her father deserved.

No matter how much he regretted it before he died! No matter how much he wanted to see his own daughter, who was once his sweetheart, he didn't deserve to see him again. This is Qi Yuwei's punishment for her father!

- If you don't love me, I won't love you!

- If you are going to abandon me, I will abandon you. Faster and more complete than you can abandon me!

This is the deformed logic of life formed by Qi Yuwei in her difficult childhood.

The wild rose had experienced the wind and rain, the frost and the snow, and sharp thorns grew on the outside. The waist is soft but twisted and tough, and the vitality contained in it is full of wildness and insolence, even in the barren soil, it stubbornly grits its its teeth and blooms bright and charming roses all over the tree.

After discovering the betrayal of Zeng and his party, Qi Yuwei fled from Zeng and his party as soon as possible. The speed of the escape was astonishing. The degree of disconnection is also very complete: he lost his mobile phone and cut off WeChat, so that he can no longer find himself.

She knew that he would wait for admission at Nanting Academy, and she knew that as long as she forgave him, she would get the much-needed tuition, but she would rather give up school than give him this opportunity!

But Qi Yuwei's strength is also very fragile. That kind of strength is just a protective layer against foreign objects that has to grow out of necessity to protect one's softness and weakness. The moment Zeng and his party knelt down for her, her strong shell collapsed, and her spikes quickly melted to nothing.

After all, her heart is weak. She still can't forget the old love she has accumulated in those four years.

How she needs love!

……

Hua Jin looked at this stubborn and strong girl on the outside, but she was so fragile inside!

She pursed her lips, tears welled up, and a lock of hair fell down her face, making her look like a wild rose in the wilderness swayed by the wind and blooming with petals.

Professor Qi Murong said: Qi Yuwei has a unique sensibility, and she is especially able to describe the strange emotions of loneliness, sadness, and loneliness in nature.

Rejected by her family, abandoned by her parents, and left alone in this insecure world, her heart is of course extremely keen. That kind of loneliness, sadness and loneliness is the trauma that has accumulated in her heart over the years.

She felt unworthy of anything good. Including Hua Jin's love for her.