At Zhao Gang's repeated insistence, a few days later, Ruhan took the time to meet him at a café near Haicheng Square, Ruhan was dressed very casually, black T-shirt, jeans, no more simple.

Ruhan walked into the café and saw Zhao Gang at a glance, he was sitting near the window, with two cups of coffee on the table.

"You're here!" Seeing Ruhan, Zhao Gang hurriedly got up.

Ruhan nodded and sat down across from her.

"I remember you liked cappuccinos, so I ordered them first. Zhao Gang looked at the coffee and said with a smile.

"Thank you!" Seeing the two cups of cappuccino on the table, Ruhan's heart moved slightly, cappuccino was her favorite, it turned out that he still remembered.

"Ruhan, you've changed. Looking at her iceberg look, Zhao Gang sighed.

"It's been two years, and everyone will change. Ruhan's face did not change color, and responded coldly.

"I remember when we used to meet, you would always dress up, sometimes sexy, sometimes cute, always surprise me. Zhao Gang seemed to be talking to Ruhan, and he seemed to be muttering to himself, and his voice was very soft.

"Zhao Gang, we don't need to catch up with the past, right! The girl who dressed up for you in the past has been killed by you, and you don't deserve her to do that for you!"

Ruhan thought that she could face Zhao Gang calmly, but when she heard him say such things, she was still very angry and sad.

"I'm sorry, Ruhan, I'm sorry for you! For a while, I've been thinking about how to make up for your ......."

"Zhao Gang, don't say I'm sorry anymore. It's going to make me look down on you. I don't understand, the last time I went to Lin Lan to look for you, you still punched and kicked me, just a few months later, why do you feel sorry for me! The reason for this, you should know it in your heart, right?"

Before Zhao Gang finished speaking, Ruhan interrupted her, her apricot eyes became brighter and more energetic because of anger, looking directly at Zhao Gang, making him a little nervous.

"Ruhan. Are you doubting my sincerity?" Zhao Gang met her gaze. And don't shy away.

"That's right, I just doubt your sincerity! Zhao Gang, I, Shen Ruhan, am magnanimous and can forgive anyone who sincerely apologizes to me. Available from you. I don't feel sincere. You say. What the hell are you apologizing to me for?"

"Ruhan, I'm sad that you think so, believe it or not. My apology is sincere, and I really feel sorry for you. Zhao Gang's expression was gloomy, as if he had suffered a lot of grievances and misunderstandings.

Ruhan picked up the coffee, took a sip, and said lightly: "Zhao Gang, it's better for us to be honest with each other, if I didn't say that I guessed wrong, you came to me and apologized to me for the reason you were demoted." As I said, your demotion has nothing to do with me, and I can't help you with anything, so you're looking for the wrong person. ”

"Ruhan, what do you think of me! This is never the purpose of my coming to you, I am looking for you, I just want to get your forgiveness. ”

Zhao Gang asked Ruhan to meet, not for him to be demoted, but it was not as simple as apologizing. Ruhan's words touched him deeply, two years later, this little girl has completely changed, she no longer believes in him, from her eyes, he sees the wisdom and shrewdness that he has never had in the past.

"Zhao Gang, I don't want to discuss this with you. I can only sue you, even if you say 11,000 sorry, I will not forgive you, because the damage you have done to me is not something that can be remedied by being 'sorry'. In the past two years, I have been living in the shadow of being betrayed and abandoned by you, often crying alone, I want to ask you, what are you doing when I am alone in the wall and crying?"

Speaking of this, thinking back on the bits and pieces of the past, Ruhan's heart felt like it was crushed, and it ached faintly. It's been two years, and she is no longer obsessed with the past and nostalgic for Zhao Gang, but when it comes to sad things, she will still be sad. After all, Zhao Gang hurt her too deeply and left an indelible mark on her life.

"Ruhan, I ......"

Zhao Gang was shocked by her momentum, and he didn't know how to answer for a while.

"You don't know how to answer, do you? Then I'll help you answer! When I'm in pain and crying sadly against the wall alone, you are hugging your Feng Xue, talking and laughing in your home, chic and happy! But when you see the newcomer laughing, and the old person crying, how can you care about my feelings when you are with her! I call you but you don't answer, you don't reply to the short message, I go to Hulin to look for you, you avoid me, I go to Linlan to find you, you punch and kick me! Zhao Gang, you left me when I needed you the most, and you didn't care about me. If you don't leave it alone, why do you continue to torture me?"

The more Ruhan talked, the more sad she became, and the scenes of the past were presented in front of her like a movie, teasing every nerve in her and making her unable to calm down.

"Ruhan, after all this time, you still hate me so much?" Zhao Gang stared at Ruhan and answered the question.

"That's right, I hate you! I hate you very much! I can't find a reason not to hate you! Zhao Gang, I loved you so much at the beginning, I could pay a lot for you, but even so, you still deceived me, was with other women, and even abandoned me for Feng Xue, ignoring my pain. The most hateful thing is that you never admit your betrayal, and even shamelessly blame me for a single qiē, and attribute the reason for leaving me to my disobedience and ignorance. Of course, I was also at fault, and my mistake was that I believed in you too much, thinking that you only loved me alone, and never thought that you had so many women, and I was just one of them. ”

These words, Ruhan held in his heart for too long, but now he is much more comfortable to say.

"Ruhan, I thought you let it go, but I didn't expect you to be like this. In Zhao Gang's opinion, even if he is sorry for Ruhan, there is no need to do anything for her, time can dilute a qiē, including his harm to her and her hatred for him.

"Zhao Gang, you are so ridiculous! You say that you are sorry for me, so may I ask, what have you done for me in the past two years? Have you ever cared for me? Or what? Since you have not done anything for me, how can I forgive you? I tell you, time can dilute many things, but you have hurt me too deeply and too heavily for time to change. I hate you, I won't change! I even ...... I wish you were dead!"

Zhao Gang's words completely infuriated Ruhan, and she looked down on him, despising him for his cowardice and hypocrisy, cowardice, and incompetence. He is not only a selfish man, but also a man who has no responsibility. He treats feelings as a game, wantonly possessing her feelings and flesh, and when he gets tired of it, he withdraws away, completely ignoring her life or death.

Ruhan will never forget that day two years ago, when his heartless eyes and cold words chilled her. (To be continued......)