Chapter 380: The heart is like a knife

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"Don't go home, I'm afraid you'll go back, and I don't want to leave!" Zhao Gang said a far-fetched reason.

"No, I'm going home, I'm not going to the hotel!" Ruhan immediately refuted.

Zhao Gang couldn't let her go home again, he looked for it while driving, and stopped at the door of a hotel, Ruhan could see that he was resolute and would never wait for her to go home, no way, he couldn't sleep on the street, so he had to follow him and enter the room.

There were two beds in the room, if it was before, Ruhan would have jumped and lay next to Zhao Gang, but today, she felt that he was so dirty, and she just wanted to keep her distance from him, and the tall and handsome image that had been stored in her heart for several years collapsed, and that kind of disappointment and loneliness gnawed at her heart, which was more uncomfortable than a knife cut.

"Baby, why don't you come, why don't you sleep with me?" Zhao Gang lay slightly tired in chuang, his eyelids fighting.

Ruhan was silent, Zhao Gang got up and walked over, picked her up, and put her on his chuang.

"Alright, don't think about it, go to sleep."

At this moment, at the moment when Zhao Gang hugged her, Ruhan sat up suddenly, picked up the mineral water bottle at the head of the bed, and threw it to the ground with a "bang", and the suppressed love was vented.

"Baby, don't make any more trouble, it's been making trouble all day, and if you make more trouble, I'm going to be angry. Do you know why I put up with you making such a fuss? If it were someone else, I would have left early! ”

Zhao Gang asked, but didn't wait for Ruhan to answer. He himself replied, "Because I love you, I love you to tolerate you!" ”

"Love me? Really love me? Ruhan looked ahead, didn't look at Zhao Gang, and said quietly. His eyes were full of grief. In her dictionary, love is single-mindedness, love is the only one, and love is single-mindedness. Love is a lifetime, a lifetime, only one person, never like this, stepping on a few boats, hurting the so-called people you love with betrayal and deception!

This night, lying on Zhao Gang's shoulder, Ruhan slept very unsteadily, waking up from time to time, listening to the snoring around him, feeling so strange. She wanted to leave. Give Zhao Gang time. Let him confess. And what to do after he confessed, she hadn't figured it out yet.

Early the next morning, I had breakfast. Zhao Gang sent Ruhan to the station, before getting on the train. Ruhan said to Zhao Gang: "Husband, I'll give you some time, I hope that tomorrow night, you can tell me what I want to know." ”

Zhao Gang is a smart person, if Han has something to say, he has already guessed what Ruhan knows, he nodded: "Okay, I will think about it, and I will tell you tomorrow night." ”

Ruhan got into the car, and didn't even want to look at the back of Zhao Gang leaving, she closed her eyes, physically and mentally exhausted. A few hours later, the car stopped at Haicheng Station, and when I got home, my mother called, and the next day was the Dragon Boat Festival, Shen Feng and his wife were going to Haicheng for the holiday, and the new house was about to be renovated, and after a while, they would be able to move over.

Parents came to Haicheng, adding a little comfort to Ruhan's heart, lying on the big chuang at home, she couldn't sleep if she wanted to, the photos of those women, the moment of dialogue between Zhao Gang and those women appeared in front of her eyes, making her almost crazy, making her lose her mind, she couldn't wait any longer, picked up her mobile phone, and typed a text with a trembling hand: "Zhang Hongmei, Yu Manli, Zhang Nan, Xu Wen are all your women, Zhao Gang!" ”

sent the message out, Ruhan was relieved, but unexpectedly, Zhao Gang replied quickly, but it was not an apology, but a cold reprimand: "Shen Ruhan, you can do it, you have endured it for so long, you have seen my things, and you have endured it, it is really good!" ”

Zhao Gang's reaction made her immediately understand that her position in her heart was far inferior to any of Zhang Nan, Zhang Hongmei, and Yu Manli, and he had no apologies for her, only annoyance!

For the first time, the two used a message to quarrel.

The next day was the Dragon Boat Festival, Ruhan had no intention of celebrating the festival, just thinking about having a meal with her family in the morning, so she went to Hulin to find Zhao Gang, she wanted him to know how much harm he had done to her.

Every year on the morning of the Dragon Boat Festival, Ruhan will go out with her parents, and this year is no exception, but she has a lot of worries, so she just went home early, had dinner, and went to Haicheng Station.

If you want to leave your family, you always have to find a suitable reason, there is no way, Ruhan had to tell Shen Feng that she wanted to go out with friends, although Liu Yuhua was reluctant to let her daughter leave, but it was difficult to stop her, so she had to go with him.

During the holidays, it is difficult to buy a ticket from Haicheng to Hulin, there is no way, Ruhan had to buy a high-priced ticket from the scalper, the car drove very fast, along the way, Ruhan was talking to Zhao Gang, I don't know if it was out of guilt, or I wanted Ruhan to vent enough, and then completely get rid of her, Zhao Gang listened to Ruhan's accusations and questions, and did not express even the slightest dissatisfaction, saying that he was happy, but his heart was still uncomfortable.

Zhao Gang didn't know that she had returned to Hulin, and inadvertently told Ruhan that he was in the Mingyue Bathing Center, got off the bus, and thought that the station was not far from Zhao Gang's house, Ruhan was ready to go on foot, which was also a distraction, and what surprised her was that the Mingyue Bathing Center was near the bus station, and Zhao Gang's car was parked at the door.

It didn't take long for him to walk out wearing a pink T-shirt, which was the first gift she gave him, and on June 25 last year, they sat together on the Ferris wheel, and she wore this dress.

I didn't expect Ruhan to come back, and I didn't expect Ruhan to appear at the door of the bathing center, Zhao Gang was like a great enemy, and ran to the car in three steps and two steps, wanting to drive the car away and avoid Ruhan.

Ruhan hurriedly followed him, opened the co-pilot's door, and sat in.

"Didn't we make it clear on the phone? Why are you here again? Zhao Gang was extremely impatient.

"I wonder why, why are you betraying my feelings, am I not good enough for you?" Regardless of whether Zhao Gang wanted to answer or not, Ruhan asked directly.

"Hmph, there's no why, since you know everything, I can't explain anything." Zhao Gang said it very easily.

Soon after, the car stopped at the gate of the station, he had to send Ruhan to the car, after the Dragon Boat Festival was his birthday, the old lover was coming, how could he allow Ruhan to stay, ruined his good deeds.

"Get out of the car, go back! I don't want to say anything now, but when I want to, I'll tell you. ”

"If I don't get out of the car, if you don't answer me, I'll never get out of the car!" Ruhan is very stubborn.

"Okay, if you don't get out of the car, I'll get out of the car and leave the car to you!" Zhao Gang locked the car, took off the key, and walked out.

Ruhan hurriedly got out of the car and stopped him: "You can't go!" I want to know why, why! ”

Zhao Gang didn't answer, just blindly avoided him, Ruhan stepped forward and grabbed his arm, he pushed Ruhan away, Ruhan had argued with her, and fell violently on the ground full of stones.

"Ahh Ruhan's skin is delicate, how can she resist the sharp stones like the tip of a knife, on her white legs, more than a dozen scars of different lengths were drawn when she landed, bright red blood and dirty sand grains were mixed together, it looked particularly worrying, from childhood to adulthood, Ruhan had never been so badly injured, the pain in her body and soul ravaged her, almost tortured her to death!

"Please, take me to the doctor!" Out of instinct, Ruhan couldn't care about much, endured the pain, and begged Zhao Gang.

"Heyβ€”get in the car, I'll take you to the hospital." Ruhan's injury did not make Zhao Gang feel distressed, he was very impatient, and he wanted to send Ruhan away immediately.

Zhang Nan and Zhang Hongmei were waiting for him, he couldn't hold it anymore, if it wasn't for Ruhan to appear, they would have laughed and played together.

Looking at his mottled legs, the bean-sized tears slipped from his eyes one by one, fell on his legs, and washed away the terrible ugly wounds with all his might.

"Ruhan, I figured it out, I think let's break up, it's good for you and for me!"

In these few short days, Ruhan knew the filthy truth, and was injured in the dispute, both physically and mentally suffered a heavy blow that any girl could not bear, at this time, Zhao Gang had no guilt, no heartache, and could say such heartless and selfish words, in his eyes, "break up" is just two words, so easy to say. He didn't know what these two words meant to Ruhan, she gave her body and her heart unreservedly, even if she knew all his betrayals and deceptions, and still had illusions, she couldn't make up her mind to leave him, but he began to hold a grudge against Ruhan, in his eyes, his secrets hidden in the dark corners were much more important than a girl's lifelong happiness!

"What? What did you say? Parted? Ruhan burst into tears in an instant, she used her life to ask, every word, every sentence was crying blood!

"Yes, break up, you know everything, we can't go back." Zhao Gang didn't squint, and his heart was as hard as a rock.

"Why? Why do you want to abandon me when I find out about this qiΔ“, and you don't even say sorry? What did I do wrong, to bear this qiΔ“, and to be abandoned! "Unprecedentedly, Ruhan has done his best, like an accusation, and like talking to himself!

"It's all this time, what's the use of talking about this! Okay, let's not talk about the breakup, I have to leave when I send you to the hospital, Liu Chunyan and Wenwen have already arrived, I asked them to wait for me in the restaurant. It's late, Wenwen should be in a hurry. Zhao Gang continued to make up lies and did not change his face.

"You, can you accompany me in, since I was a child, I have never been to the hospital alone, when I am sick, I am accompanied by my family, otherwise I will be afraid!" Ruhan didn't want to beg him, but in this strange place, she didn't know anyone, only him, and there was no one to find except him.