36. Chapter 36
Woke up, Qing Boudoir found herself lying in a luxurious room, the room was very large, surrounded by splendor, red walls, white floors, exquisite lotus screens, purple tassel tents, and more strange was her quilt, not an ordinary household quilt, but a very delicate silk brocade quilt, the quilt was decorated with exquisite little yellow flowers, soft tentacles, just like a dream, she turned over and got out of bed, and immediately a maid lifted the curtain and came in, Qing Boudoir was a little unaccustomed, and avoided her again and again, only to listen to the maid pleading:" Girl, let the slave wait for you, my name is Vanilla, and I am here to serve the girl!"
Qing Boudoir continued to refuse: "No need, I can come by myself!" As he spoke, he buttoned up his shirt, and suddenly remembered his mother, so he asked timidly: "That, vanilla girl, do you see my mother?"
"What, your mother, the slave didn't see it, the slave only saw the lord of the country come back with the girl, and nothing else knew about it!"
Hearing her say this, Qing Boudoir said to herself: "That means that my mother died on the battlefield filled with gunpowder!" Thinking of death, Qing Boudoir panicked: "I want to leave the palace, I want to see my mother!"
"No, the lord of the country has explained, the girl can't leave the palace!"
One of the two wanted to go out, the other was not allowed, the discussion was not good, and they gradually became entangled, and they were making trouble, Rong Yu suddenly walked in from the outside, his face was as white as cold jade, and the boudoir instinctively escaped, but was drunk by Rong Yu, and the boudoir stood firmly, and Rong Yu approached step by step: "What? I haven't seen you for a few days, and even the master doesn't want to admit it?"
"No, the disciple just thinks it's better for us not to meet. ”
"Why?"
"No, it's just that it's best not to meet!"
"I didn't expect you to alienate me!" Rong Yu's face was melancholy, as if there was a faint sorrow: "I have never understood, and I have always wanted to ask you, is Master really so terrible, let you avoid it, and don't even bother to say a word?"
"No! It's because I'm self-aware and know my position, and you're now the lord of the country, and I'm a cheap one! Life and death have nothing to do with it, in this case, what qualifications do I have to stand in front of you and speak?"
Rong Yu didn't care about her willfulness, just looked at her fixedly, and saw that she was sweating on her forehead, so she wanted to reach out and wipe it off for her, Qing Yu took a step back, a little defensive against him, seeing that she was on guard, Rong Yu put down his sleeves and said, "Are you still angry with Master?"
"How dare you?"
Rong Yu was able to see through her: "I have seen it since I was a child, can I still not understand your thoughts? Are you angry that I didn't save you and your mother, just ask for the jade seal, right?" Seeing that she was silent, he said: "Actually, my words in front of Lihuang may not be sincere, I know that Lixun will not kill you, so I am betting on this game of chess!"
"Looks like you already know who I am!"
Rong Yu was silent and didn't answer, as if acquiescing, Qing Boudoir looked at him like that, and suddenly felt ridiculous: "In that case, aren't you afraid of others gossiping about me if you pester me like this?" Or do you think I have use value, and you want to take me as a hostage like Emperor Li?"
"No......!
"I have long seen through your black heart, on the surface you are well-dressed, full of painstaking teaching, but behind the scenes you are doing bandit-like things, and what about the master? You are a hypocrite at all, are you sure that you are really a teacher? What is your responsibility, what is your persistence? For a jade seal, you fight to the death with the Emperor Li, and you also occupy the Ligong, are these really what you want?"
Rong Yu's face was like frost: "Since you have seen through me, then I don't want to hide it, you are right, I have always had ambitions, I once dreamed of overthrowing the Emperor Li, taking his qiē, and now this qiē is also what I want to see, but I have my bitterness, this is not something that can be said clearly in three words, you can't ignore me because I brought down the Emperor Lihuang, we are masters and apprentices, even if there is no obligation and responsibility between us, at least our love is still there!"
"Master-apprentice relationship, I also want to maintain the relationship between us, but I know that we can't go back, my mother died because of your fight for the jade seal, I won't associate with such a person, even if you are my former master, I don't want to forgive you!"
"Your mother was accidentally injured in the war, and I didn't know it!"
"If you don't know, you will push the responsibility cleanly, my mother's death, can you say that you have no responsibility at all?"
Rong Yu suppressed his breath, nodded and said: "I understand, you will eventually regain my anger, and you are not willing to forgive me, okay, I don't force it, but you are my apprentice, before you write the master's statement, you will always be my apprentice, without the master's order, you don't want to leave here for half a step!"
Qing Boudoir smiled bitterly, just like hearing the biggest joke in the world, it turned out that there was no love, and there was a teacher's life, he was always so self-righteous, suppressing her with the identity of the master, every time, he never asked her opinion, and she was wrong to go out to see her mother?
Later, I thought about it, forget it, sooner or later she will get the certificate of being a teacher, since she is a teacher, there is no reason for a lifetime, when the time comes, their relationship will be broken, and at that time, he will no longer be qualified to care about her.
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Qing Boudoir was hit hard by her mother's death, became depressed, decadent day by day, she hugged her knees, buried her head in her knees, these days of experience made her very tired, again and again watching her relatives slip away from her, but she couldn't do anything, she felt sad to think about, vaguely remembered before, she looked lively and rude, didn't know the taste of sorrow, and Ling Ya kicked the shuttlecock together, she can always kick out a two hundred and five. When he went out of the palace with the master and met the candy seller, he had to stop to buy the candy man, so he took her hand and went to buy the sugar man together. During the New Year with her mother, she cleaned up the house, her mother talked to her, and she knocked her teeth with her mother.
And now, Ling Ya and Niang are gone, only the master is left, the master used to say that he is his relative, but now for some reason, she always feels that every qiē has become very strange, like experiencing a dream, and now that the dream has woken up, all the qiē has become clear.
In addition to things and people, she didn't have the original intention to face the master, he was not bad in nature, but the things he did, his ambition, his duplicity, all made her worship him greatly discounted, how beautiful he used to be, dressed in green clothes, spotless, and now? He completely ruined the beauty in her heart, how can you ask her to accept it?
It's been three days, she hasn't been to see the master for three whole days, and she doesn't know what he's busy with, she doesn't want to care, she doesn't bother to care, she lets her thoughts run wild, and then Vanilla walks in and says happily to her: "Girl, the grapefruit flowers outside are blooming, snow-white and snow-white, beautiful, do you want to go out and have a look?"
Qing Boudoir was not in the mood: "Forget it, I don't want to go!"
"Girl, you've been in the house for three days, don't you feel bored?"
Qing Boudoir smiled bitterly, boring? Of course it will be boring, but she seems to be running away from something in her consciousness, it should be afraid of seeing things and thinking about people, no wonder, this palace has left too many memories since she was a child, so that it has changed owners, and she has never been able to face it.
"Oh, girl, you just go out for a walk!" Maybe it was because she couldn't resist her kindness, maybe she was really bored, so she nodded, and Qing Boudoir went out with an oil-paper umbrella, because the sun was shining outside, and her face was easy to tan after walking for a long time, so she couldn't help but be taboo.
The scenery in the palace garden is still very beautiful, with grapefruit flowers on both sides
"Oh!" Qing Boudoir is not unusual, just curious, she is curious that the master is so indifferent to a person, and he will choose a concubine, it is simply a strange talk in the world, and I don't know if these people are all rushing up, the master will slip away before leaving, just thinking nonsense, they are facing each other, and when they are facing each other, a concubine looks at her unpleasantly and says, "You stop for me!"
Qing Boudoir didn't know what was going on, so she stood still, and only listened to the concubine say: "Who are you? Rampage, you don't bow when you see the concubine, you are too bold, hey, who is the mother of your courtyard?"
"My name is Zheng Qingbou, and I am alone!"
As soon as Zheng Qingbou's name was announced, the concubines were all dumbfounded, and one person suddenly shouted: "What? She is Zheng Qingbou?" Then another urged: "Everyone go quickly! Hurry up!" After that, a group of people slipped away one after another, not even wanting to speak, making Qingqing inexplicable, what is going on? How did you see her leave one by one?
Qing Boudoir asked Vanilla what was going on, Vanilla shook her head, saying that she didn't know, Qing Boudoir was depressed all the way, and even the grapefruit flowers were not enough to see, and then met an old eunuch in charge, as soon as the old eunuch saw Zheng Qingbou slip away again, Qing Boudoir was not calm, and stopped with a cross hand: "Stop, stop, don't go, I ask you, what do you see me running?
The old eunuch immediately kowtowed and said: "Auntie and grandmother spare your life, the lord of the country ordered that you should try to avoid the girl when you see her in the future, give the girl enough freedom, and say that if anyone makes the girl angry, pull it out and cut it directly!"
"Oh, how can there be such a thing?" No wonder I saw her running faster than a rabbit one by one, it turned out to be an order from the master, is it really good to isolate her like this and force others like this?
"Thank you, girl!" he said, turning around and slipping away.
Qing Boudoir is very depressed, how can Master be like this? This is too much, wait for her to talk to him and reason.