Tu Die became anxious, is it the sprout of youth? or the loneliness?

One evening, sitting on the beach, Tu Die looked at the sun gradually setting into the sea by himself, listened to the sound of the huge waves of the sea ebb and flow, and looked at the rising moon looming in the distant sky. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

It happened that a fishing boat had landed, and he walked over, without looking at the boatman's face, and shouted: "Go to sea, go to sea, go to sea again, I will give you 50 yuan; if you accompany me to drink a pot of wine and spread a net of fish and shrimp for me, I will pay 100 yuan!"

So, the old fisherman couple, who looked tired, did not say a word, re-anchored, hoisted their sails, and sailed into the depths of the sea.

The waves drawn from the stern of the boat splashed white flowers in all directions, and a white tumbling straight line gradually spread out quickly and then slowly, until it completely melted into the night.

What kind of deal will happen when the curtain comes? Is it dirty and sinful, and doubts are clean and just?

Tu Die, who was sitting at the stern of the boat, looked at the scenery of the water and sky in the distance, and once again experienced a feeling of sadness and loneliness from the soul in his heart.

He felt like a beast all over him, clash with a passion of irritability and anxiety;

It was as if he had been caught in a kind of fire, surrounded by a raging flame that almost scorched his skin and hair, and even his mind was excavated and discarded before his eyes, allowing him to gaze at it as it slowly faded from bright red to dark black, from delicate and moist to withered and shriveled, and exuded a sweet and nourishing aroma of cooked meat;

It was as if he had been infected with a kind of thinking, as if there was a kind of youthful passion and desire, as long as he could vent this emotional desire, it seemed that he could be relieved, as if he had experienced the bloody baptism of chaos and anxious robbery, so strong and abrupt.

He almost felt that it was better to beg and snatch his body, as long as he could let his blood run wild, do whatever he wanted, do whatever he wanted!

He gasped for breath as if he were stammering, unable to extricate himself from his decadence, passion, and desire.

In fact, he often despises his body, and often loves his own mind, but he feels that he is so powerless no matter what he does, and this painful torture often makes him want to destroy everything.

He closed his eyes, tried to do it, and fell into illusions of self-control.

He understands that he needs reason.

He knows his situation too well, and now, he must not do whatever he wants like a common man, because he is a soldier and a soldier.

But how can that hurricane-like furious passion be unleashed?

He didn't know.

All he knew was his youthful vitality and energy, which at this moment was like a tsunami that swallowed and drowned him!

Tu Die, who was in adolescence, was so confused and dazed.

Even staring at the dark ocean, it seems that there are layers of waves surging secretly, Tu Die thought: If this moment is another opportunity to let me go crazy and take risks, I may still be unsparing and do not hesitate.

Suddenly, the boatman turned off the engine of the motor boat.

The loud noise suddenly stopped, and there was silence on the empty and dark sea.

The feeling of fear suddenly soared in the depths of Tu Die's heart.

He noticed that in the dark sea, the lonely and lonely boat was hit by the waves, slowly swaying its body, just like the soul of a butterfly, in the darkness, it seemed so lonely and helpless, empty and floating.

Suddenly, a dazzling white light shone on the calm sea, sparkling.

A huge fishing net was waved by the arm of the mighty boat man, like a huge sky net, scattered from the sky, and like a seagull falling into the water, fluttering its wings and kissing the sea, and then, as if it had been hit, it struggled but had to sink to the bottom of the sea, and encountered jellyfish, or squid, or yellow croaker and so on.

The green and environmentally friendly clean fish and shrimp that the boat man lifted up were directly put into the already hot oil pot by the boat woman, and after a while, the "Pyri Horn" was splashed, and the plates of fragrant and attractive fresh seafood were quickly served to the table-

This is a fisherman's meal!

The taste is absolutely delicious and raw.

Under the blue starry sky, on the lonely boat, the breeze blows the face of Tu Die, looming.

The boatman noticed that he still seemed so manic, childish and delicate.

In such a wonderful situation created by nature, but only alone to enjoy the food and beautiful scenery, Tu Die missed a person even more, a beautiful girl who was once close to him but disappeared, perhaps dead.

Whenever she thinks of this beautiful girl, Tu Die will immediately feel depressed.

The eyebrows and eyes that appeared thousands of times, together with the strange ghostly wind, would immediately overwhelm him, make him unable to breathe, and make him unable to let go.

Tonight, Tu Die thought, let's rest when we get drunk.

So, he allowed the pain and sadness to completely pervert his heart.

This blood, often flowing in Tu Die's body, intruded and ravaged his soul from time to time, making him suffocate and depressed.

A few large glasses of liquor went down alone, and the flush on Tu Die's face came up, and he shouted categorically: "Uncle, haha-come, come to me, drink two glasses of spirits with me!"

In the night, the man of the boat came over calmly, silently took a full glass of wine, tilted his neck, hehe, it was all dry.

"Okay, good, uncle, you, this is called a cool!" Tu Die was full of praise.

An empty cup fell on the dining table with a "boom", a dark face appeared in front of Tu Die, and the eyes that Tu Die could never forget stared at Tu Die tightly.

Tu Die's eyes were full of admiration at first, then turned into surprise, and then showed a look full of horror:

The eyes that know everything, the look that knows everything, and the insight that knows everything are like the sudden appearance of demons and monsters, which makes the trembling and startled Tu Die instantly become cold, and he feels that he has not only lost consciousness and consciousness, but is stupid and sluggish.

My God, who is this? Is it really who you want? Is it really Mei Gui's parents?

Or are you hallucinating?

Maybe it's because I miss that woman, and I connect with the relatives around her to be dreamy and present?

Tu Die was frightened, charming, could it be that he was really haunted by the devil? He stared at him in disbelief and shook his head desperately.

The man smiled: "What's the matter, are you too surprised? You are a boy, you definitely don't dare, and you can't say that we don't know each other, right?"

Tu Die woke up from her stunned, taboo and vigilant:

"Are you really you? Why are you here?

- How did you find me?

What the hell do you want from me?"

The man smiled weirdly:

"Are you scared now? Are you? Tell you, we're human, not ghosts!

But even if it's a ghost, we won't let you go.

It's been almost two years! My husband and wife have come to this poor fishing village and waited for you for almost two years, just to meet you alone like this.

We await our time!

Nowadays, we are completely fishermen.

It's just a little fisherman, and you say, what are we going to do to you?

Tu Die defended shrewdly and terrifyingly:

"Mei Gui's death really has nothing to do with me.

I love her so much, how can I hurt her?

She is the most beloved and painful first love girl in my life!"

The man continued to stare at Tu Die, his eyes did not blink, and he sneered:

"How do you know she's dead?

Let me tell you, my daughter will never take a fancy to you, she is so smart and studious, so confident and beautiful, and her mindset and ideal realm are much higher than yours.

And you're going to kill her. She is so innocent and consistently sees you as her friend, but only a friend.

But what about you? We never thought that you would take advantage of the danger of others in times of crisis, despicably ** her, and kill her!

Say - you, a guy who is inferior to a pig and a dog——!, is that the thing?

Do you dare to say it to our faces, isn't it?"

Tu Die finally woke up from the shock and came back to his senses, only to see him grab the wine bottle, lift it up, and pour more than half a bottle of liquor into his mouth.

Then, Tu Die's face was frightened and dignified, as if he was full of grief, and he screamed solemnly:

"You don't—don't wronged me.

I didn't do anything!

- Mei Gui and I have not done anything else except hugging and kissing,

We're absolutely—absolutely no skin-to-skin contact!"

Master Mei pulled him to his chest, looked at the eyes that looked like pain, and asked sharply:

"Then you say, tell me in detail, how you were with her at that time. ”

So, Tu Die began his own gushing self-justification.

In fact, often, he himself doesn't know where to go.

Often, he needed to be reminded before he could continue talking, otherwise the blankness, the blank taste, the blank taste, made him look like a fool, especially the dull brain, as if it was no longer on his shoulder.

What is incoherent? What is self-justification? What is a demon and a monster? Tu Die finally realized it.

Because Tu Die knew that in the vast night, in the darkness, his life might be over, and he would be buried in the ocean forever.

How sad he was, if he could regret it, he would rather never be away from the crowd and the army again, and if he could do it all over again, he would rather eat the canteen every day forever than go into the unfathomable ocean that fills the night and taste some fresh seafood.

The men and women of the Mei family listened carefully to their daughter's tragic experience, and defended the flaws in Tu Die's words.

Finally, when Tu Die said that a hurricane was coming, and Mei Gui didn't know where to go, the man suddenly pushed Tu Die again and admonished:

"Lies! Why weren't you swept away?

Say, you must have done something to her at this time?

Her resistance fuels your lust, your rage, and your despicability, so you killed her, didn't you?"

While the angry Master Mei questioned, he finally lost his patience for silence.

I saw him pounce on him and jam Tu Die's neck, causing Tu Die's face to immediately turn from a sneer to the color of pig liver, and the green tendons in his neck jumped suddenly.

The man continued to ask: "Say, tell me quickly, to be honest, what happened to Mei Zhuo?"

Tu Die's breath was already extremely weak, his pupils had begun to dilate, his consciousness began to blur, and a thought came to his mind: Could it be that he died like this?

So light as a feather!

The fear of death infused his wisdom.

Except for the instinctive struggle, he seems to have to resign himself to it.

Tu Die is so unwilling, he still has so many goals to strive for!

But there was nothing he could stop himself, and he didn't even know if he could still do it, maybe only by telling the truth—telling the truth, could he have the foresight to save one of his lives?

In confusion, fear and vague panic, Tu Die suddenly realized from his remaining consciousness: To live, there must be another breath of breath!

So, he desperately opened his bloodshot eyes, begging for doubts.

Finally, in short, the man understood Tu Die's eyes.

Tu Die escaped death.

After a strong cough and wheezing, Tu Die had another chance, and he began to tell the truth of everything he knew with difficulty.

He didn't know what his final outcome would be, but he knew that if the Mei family couple could let him go, it would be absolutely impossible to hide their identities, and they tracked themselves all the way to the edge of this small island, and waited for two years before he willingly took the initiative to embark on this road of no return.

In the vast depths of the sea, it is almost impossible for a god-like figure to appear, descend, come to his side, and save his life.

Perhaps stingy dying words may be able to avoid or ignore the pain of the inner world, but can it change the established facts?

It's better to play up your courage and your own tricks before death comes, maybe the sky will leak a little bright, and it's all up to you to survive!

Perhaps spreading rumors to confuse the public will always yield something, or perhaps delaying time is also a trick to create vitality.

Because the words are not selected, the lies still can't be hidden from the veterans of the past after all. So when Tu Die had to face suffocation again, he was already very calm, and he continued to speak with his eyes: "I still have something to say." ”

After the man's hand was desperately broken by the woman, Tu Die couldn't help coughing desperately again, and her face was full of sauce.

Doubt is death, and it is really a question that requires immediate decision-making.

Tu Die immediately decided: survive! Victory!

Then we must revise the quibble again.

He did what he said and immediately opened his mouth.

What foresightful temptation, what energetic pursuit, what lustful madness, what shelter from the rain and coma, what unknown confusion, what passionate embrace, what intricate shadows—

Everything is the result of other people's thoughts, but once it reaches Tu Die's mouth, it is so smooth and realistic, like a young man's sincere eyes and fist-fisted heart.

Who can not believe him?

Who can fully trust him?

In the course of a fierce dispute, women and men lost their best "fighting planes".