An abrupt ringtone rang in the quiet room, and Kim Jun-ho turned his head to pick up the mobile phone on the side, then turned over and sat up. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

"Junya, is there anything wrong with it so late?" Collecting all kinds of emotions, Jin Junhao stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, looking at the faint street lamp downstairs, his eyes were a little confused. Looking at his reflection on the glass window, the wry smile on the corner of his mouth became thicker and thicker.

"Big brother, there are some things I think you should know. Jin Junya's voice came through the earpiece, with a sigh in his tone.

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The pain in his heart spread through his chest, and Kim Jun-ho only felt as if he had fallen into the icy seawater, and the blood in his whole body became extremely cold. The chill rushed from the soles of his feet into his mind, making him a little unsteady on his feet. The hands holding the phone hung limply on the sides of the seams of the trousers, and their eyes were hollow, unable to find any focus. The light outside the window became blurred, and Jin Junya's voice became distant and ethereal, and only the words that Jin Junya said kept lingering in his ears.

My thoughts were mixed, and I went back to half a month ago.

met Yu Shui in the hospital, and then she cried and told him that she had a miscarriage and was not doing well. He relented for a while, let her hug him and cry, and then was bumped into by Su Ziyu.

"Jun-ho, where are you? I have something to say to you. At that time, she was going to tell him, she didn't want to hide from him, but it was his impatience that made her hold back.

"Junhao, can you hug me? Then I'll hug you, okay? Just for a while, for a while......" She was so scared, but he was reluctant to give her even the simplest hug, even such a cheap comfort, he was so cruel that he didn't want to give her, but he also blamed her for not knowing proportion, how desperate she should be.

Protecting other women in front of her, she didn't actually care, but she cared about her life, but pretended not to care at all. Shaw hugged her, and he felt all kinds of emotions overflow in his heart, so how desperate was her heart when he stayed by the other women's side all night?

"Jun-ho, if we have a child, do you want him to be like you or like me?"

"I want him to be like you, to smile like the warmest sunshine. He will be as smart as you, have his own dreams, and meet people he likes. But he must be luckier than you because he won't meet me. He can have the happiness he wants, be with the person he loves, and don't have to be pestered by me, so he will be very happy......" How much effort did she spend to endure the sourness in her heart, and to suppress those grievances, despair, fear and panic in her heart. How did such a petite body survive from that helpless abyss. But the person who made her become like that, the person who should be by her side and accompany her the most, was proud that this time he would never compromise again. I thought I wouldn't let her succeed this time, but I almost lost her forever.

"Shaw, if I hadn't woken up that day, would you have hated me for the rest of my life, but I think he would have been very grateful to me, because no one would disturb his life and ruin his happiness......" The inexplicable words she said that night were not nonsense, but she thought he didn't care about her life or death.

"Her business is none of my business, don't bother me with her business anymore!" Sitting on the ground, Kim Jun-ho remembered that day when her mother cried and called him so much, he said such ruthless words. My chest hurt, and I almost suffocated from the pain. Perhaps, his heart is more sensitive than his head, and the short but painful 30 seconds are because she is fighting against death, and his heart is aching for her, but the stupid self knows nothing, and blames her for her willfulness, blaming her for treating marriage as a child's play. In the end, it was he who mistreated this marriage that made her want to escape without the slightest memory.

"Kim Jun-ho, if you still have a little conscience, even if you only have a little conscience, then I hope that one day in the future, if you know what this girl has lost for you, you will be in pain......"

"Hehehe......" Holding his chest that was still throbbing, Jin Junhao's eyes were wet, and a wry smile overflowed the corners of his mouth. As Shaw said, he's in pain right now.

"That's once, I used to love you. I don't love it now, I don't love it at all. ”

"Jun-ho, we can't go back......"

This reason for running away from him made him unable to forgive himself. As long as he thought of her lying alone on the operating table, with despair, with his cruelty to her, facing death alone, and even at the moment of life and death, he was indifferent, he did not dare to expect that she would forgive him.

Tears overflowed from his fingers, and the grief suppressed in his throat couldn't resist the churning emotions after all, and Kim Junho cried bitterly for the first time. Remorse and chagrin will eventually return to calm, but how to fill the wound that drew on Su Ziyu?

Kim Jun-ho sat on the floor with his legs a little unsteady, leaning against the cold floor-to-ceiling window, tilting his head to look at the blurred light outside the window.

I can't remember when his relationship with Su Ziyu became like this. only knew that since she married him, he had never given her a good face. Everything Su Ziyu did would be deliberately misinterpreted by him as ill-intentioned.

But it was obvious that he was drunk and hugged her, and it was natural for him to be responsible, why was he so persistent?

He liked her smile so much, and every time he saw the sweet smile on her face, his mood would brighten.

In the past ten years, even if he forgot his birthday, he would not forget hers, he loved her so much, but when she needed his protection the most, he hurt her ruthlessly.

She is so weak, how can she hide the sorrow in her heart?

The more he thought about her, the more Kim Jun-ho's heart hurt. It's as if it has been cut open and can no longer heal.

Is it good that she is waiting for him in the hospital, the mood is like this. Expecting him to show up, then disappointed again and again, and finally utterly hopeless?

In the final analysis, it was his cruelty and ruthlessness that pushed her away, what qualifications did he have to think that Su Ziyu would forgive him?

A lot of emotions are blocked in his chest, Jin Junhao can't control his emotions for the first time in more than 20 years, and he can't control his tears, so he lets the cold liquid fall down the corners of his eyes.

Looking at the empty room, his heart was also extremely barren.

The thoughts were mixed, but it suddenly occurred that one night after they got married, it was raining heavily outside, and Su Ziyu knocked on the door with a pillow in her eyes, her eyes fragile. Knowing that she was afraid of thunder, he relented and let her into the room. That night, without alcohol and soft fragrance in his arms, he finally couldn't help but hug her. When I woke up the next day, I was annoyed.

Obviously shouldn't have hugged her, obviously angry that she messed up his life, but he still couldn't help it. I still remember waking up that day, she was in his arms, and her face was overflowing with a happy smile. And it was her smile that seemed to him to be a kind of ridicule, as if she was announcing that he still couldn't escape her charm, so his expression became extremely cold, and even said something very excessive, "Don't think too much, you are no different from other women, it's just a physical need." ”

I still remember that the blood on her originally smiling face faded, the smile froze on her lips, the water appeared in her eyes, her brows bent down, and when she met his eyes, she just nodded heavily, and then rolled up the quilt to wrap herself and ran away.

She should hate him. But this stupid girl has silently done so much for him, has been abiding by his so-called bottom line, and is outside his world, watching from afar. When he couldn't help but hug her again and again, she tried her best to cooperate, obviously he had said such excessive things, but she didn't seem to take it to heart at all.

Is this girl still the same Su Ziyu who always pesters him to be coquettish?

Now, she resolutely chose to leave him......