43. Chapter 43

Although she knows that there is something to hide, Ran Qingyu is a person who does not like to be suspicious, in her opinion, the days of eating and drinking every day, doing whatever you want are good, what is seizing power, what usurpation, even if it is admired by thousands of people, the days are their own, whether they are sweet or bitter, only they know best.

Because of this, she looks optimistic and wants to be open, everyone says that she is a person without ambition, but God is the most likely to joke, the more you care, the more it backfires, the more you don't care, but you can get all kinds of rights, now that the boudoir has the privileges, and her status in the palace is also rising day by day, at first it was just others who came to flatter, and gradually, there were more people who begged her, and there were promotions, transfers, The borrowers, one by one, are full of flashiness, speak in a roundabout way, the boudoir is not unintelligible, but she is too lazy to debunk it, she said that she is not in good health, ignores the world, and asks them to go to the lord of the country.

As soon as she drank the medicine that day, someone came to plead, as if she wanted her to beg the lord of the country, and asked the lord of the country to release the Empress Dowager Yan, Qing Boudoir then remembered that the Empress Dowager Yan was still in custody, it is estimated that the jade seal was not replaced last time, and was forcibly brought back by the master, no matter what, this matter is related to the government and politics, and it is by no means an ordinary private matter, she refused without thinking about it.

After refusing, it was nothing at first, and then the more I thought about it, the more uneasy I became, it was all Lixun's words, Lixun said that she was the daughter of the eldest princess, and she was the royal lord, at that time she was disdainful at all, she thought that the royal family was so great, she was unhappy, that is, it was useless for the emperor Lao Tzu to come, but now, every time she mentioned the Empress Dowager Yan, she had an inexplicable touch, I don't know if it was lonely after bereavement, or out of curiosity, anyway, it was different, she wanted her to go and see it, not to mention anything else, people are also the former queen mother.

Secretly inquiring about the news, Qing Boudoir learned that the Queen Mother was imprisoned in the dungeon in the back mountain, which was heavily guarded, and no idle people were allowed to enter, so she had no choice but to steal the master's token, and then went in.

In the dungeon, Empress Dowager Yan was unkempt and dirty, covered in shackles, and looked at the wolf from afar.

Qing Boudoir slowly approached the dungeon, Empress Dowager Yan was already drowsy, heard the footsteps, her eyes immediately looked over vigilantly, and when she saw that it was Qing Boudoir, she immediately turned sour: "It's you, what are you doing here?

Qing Boudoir and Jing said: "The Queen Mother doesn't need to be so excited, I just want to talk to you about family life, and I don't mean anything else." ”

Empress Dowager Yan said disdainfully: "Yes, I'm afraid that I'm just afraid to come prepared, and I want to get something from the mourning family." ”

"The Queen Mother is really a mysterious calculation, I know the purpose of my coming at a glance, that's right, I am here to ask about my life experience today, I heard that the Queen Mother is the party, so I dare to ask, whose daughter am I, who is my mother!"

Empress Dowager Yan looked up to the sky and smiled, her eyes full of scheming: "Look at what you asked, who is your mother? How does the mourning family know, isn't your mother Mrs. Mu Zhu?"

"So far, do you still want to hide it? Emperor Lihuang has already said everything, my mother is not Mrs. Mu Zhu at all, but the eldest princess, and I was carried to the Mu family by a eunuch. ”

"Since you know everything, then what are you going to ask the mourning family for?"

"Don't get me wrong, I just want to know what happened eighteen years ago, why I was taken away, is it really because my father has a humble status, so I took it away?"

"What do you think, Princess Yongchang misbehaved, left her horse to fornicate with the guards, and gave birth to a baby girl, and that baby girl is you, so don't ask similar questions again. ”

"Good. Qing Boudoir felt that the Queen Mother was very cunning, and took the liberty of asking, but she couldn't ask anything, so she said: "Since the Queen Mother knows me and knows my identity from the beginning, why don't you prevent me from entering the palace? Why don't you kill me? Why did you hide it for so many years?"

She said that as long as the Mourning family does not kill you, she swears that she will never see you for the rest of her life, and the Mourning family is also soft-hearted, so she spared your dog's life, otherwise do you think you can still live? ”

"Shut up for me, my master is plotting to usurp the throne, what does it have to do with me? Don't spew blood!"

Empress Dowager Yan sneered: "What a teacher's fault, it's true, do you think the mourning family can't see through it?" Since you and Rongyu's dog thief spread the rumors, the mourning family knows that you have ghosts in your hearts, and you are really shameless enough, you actually ignore the master that Lun often likes, you are even more shameless than your mother." ”

"You make it clear, what is shameless, what's wrong with me and Master, I can see the light of day in any relationship with my Master, why do you slander me?"

"You know the light you can't see, you know best, Cao Yu said it, he saw you hugging each other with his own eyes, but you were intact afterwards, if you don't have this heart, then how can you explain this matter?"

Qing Boudoir was speechless, suddenly hated, hated her for being so aggressive, suddenly had no interest, not to mention whether she was close or not, the minimum respect between people must always be there, even if you don't want to respect, you want to be calm, who knows that she can't even be calm, it turns out that she has always been their shame.

Maybe the heart is frustrated, the boudoir stopped talking, no longer in the mood, she is still more self-aware, since she hates her so much, what's the point of entanglement? If a person cares about you, she is also concerned when she goes to the ends of the earth, if a person doesn't care about you, even if you cry out of half a jar of tears, it is blind, although she is not a big person, but she also knows how not to force others, since she was born a shame, then from now on they will not violate each other.

After thinking about it, Qing Boudoir turned away, and at this time there was a sharp sneer from behind, that laughter seemed to be ironic, she was cold, and couldn't help but speed up her pace.

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After this meeting, Qing Boudoir has completely lost confidence in the Queen Mother and Liguo, she has thought about it, no matter who asks her about her life experience in the future, she will not say it again, because there is only one mother, that is Mrs. Mu Zhu, the ancients, the grace of nurturing is greater than the sky, Mu Zhu exchanged her life for her life, this love is incomparable to anyone.

After the Empress Dowager came back, Qing Boudoir put the token back in its place, unknowingly, it was like this The news still reached Rong Yu's ears, when Rong Yu hurried over, she was asked what was going on, and she was inexplicable, she didn't bother to hide it, so she gave her own reasons, and then there was no then, Rong Yu was silent for a while and said: "Don't go to that kind of place if it's okay in the future, don't say anything else, it will affect your mood when you look dirty." ”

"Okay, Master!" Qing Boudoir's voice was calm and unfazed, and she asked later: "By the way, Master, I want to ask you a question, if, I mean, if one day you find out that your disciple's existence is a shame at all, will you still ignore me?"

"Why do you ask this all of a sudden?" "Nothing, just casually asking. "I can't answer this question, I can only ask you a rhetorical question, if one day you find out that Master's saving has become your shame, will you ignore Master?" "How come?" "That's not the end, you've already given the answer, your answer is my answer, so don't think about it." ”

"Really?"

"When did the teacher lie to you?"

Hearing him say this, Qing Boudoir suddenly felt at ease: "I understand, no matter what I become, Master will never dislike me, right?"

Rong Yu stretched out his hand and brushed her hair: "Fool, you are my apprentice, one day as an apprentice, one life as an apprentice, no matter what you become, you will always be my apprentice." ”

The two looked at each other and smiled, all without saying a word.

In the following days, the pair of masters and apprentices always appeared in a very tacit way, they danced swords together, painted together, practiced calligraphy together, and paired together, which was simply envious of others, but the boudoir was the boudoir, even if she was sick, she still did not take the usual path, in addition to playing elegant, vulgar she also played, she liked to catch the sieve, play the leaf card, and if she lost, she would stick stickers on people's faces, and as a result, the faces of the maids were all pasted, and she looked at it and laughed.

There was nothing to do on this day, Qing Boudoir sat on the swing under the flower stand, swinging, someone suddenly pushed it up behind her, and when she turned her eyes, Rong Yu was standing tall behind her, she pursed her lips and smiled: "Master, why are you here?"

"I'm here to accompany me. The answer was simple and clear, and there was no mud and water in sight, Rong Yu pushed her around, she laughed, and he would be happy: "How about it?"

"Okay!" Qing Boudoir smiled innocently, and finally said, "By the way, Master, aren't you tired every day, why do you still have time to come and accompany me?"

"There are too many complicated and trivial things in the court, you really have to be busy, you can't be busy for ten days and ten nights, it's okay, don't mention it, is your illness better in the past two days?" "It's already much better." "Take the medicine." "Eaten. "Don't forget to drink some porridge, so as to replenish your blood." "Yes, Master. ”

Rong Yu pushed her while instructing, Qing Boudoir was pushed around, she laughed, he also laughed, laughed and laughed, she suddenly felt a little cold, so she covered her sleeves and coughed, probably because the wind on the swing was too cold, and the wind rushed, his smile froze on his mouth, for fear that she would freeze, so he said: "Go to the house, the wind on the swing is strong, and if you continue to swing like this, your wind cold will attack again." ”

Qing Boudoir nodded, and the two went into the house, at this time there were a lot of people standing in the room, each of them holding a plate, and there were all kinds of antique jade, jewelry and makeup on the plate, Rong Yu said: "Pick whatever you like, as long as you like it, you can stay." ”

Qing Boudoir smiled dryly: "This is not good." ”

"It's all mundane, you can pick one. ”

Qing Boudoir looked at the dazzling array of items, so she took a nectar bottle and a hairpin casually: "I like these two." ”

Rong Yu waved her hand, the people on the tray retreated one by one, Rong Yu led her to the dressing table, did not react, the hairpin in his hand had been taken away by him, and then she found that the step shook to her bun, she stared at the mirror, he was also looking in the mirror, only to hear him say: "I am naturally beautiful, and I look good in anything." ”

"Really?" turned his head, a little panicked in his heart, and was about to cover up and pull it out, but he protected him: "Don't pull it out, I think it's good." ”

Qing Boudoir unconsciously looked at it again, feeling that it was too ambiguous for two people to look in the mirror together, just like husband and wife, and then listened to Rong Yu discuss what marriage matters, Qing Boudoir didn't care at all and said: "This problem, I don't dare to hope for it, like me now, who dares to marry me, who is not afraid of ruining the door?"

"What if I'm not afraid?" Rong Yu suddenly spoke, and Qing Yu suddenly felt at a loss: "Master, you ......"

Rong Yu said: "After so many ups and downs, I thought I had died long ago for feelings, and I didn't have any extravagant hopes, but when I saw you so happily throwing love to me, I knew that I couldn't escape in this life, so I was moved, confused, and escaped, because I was afraid that I would accidentally destroy you!"

"I was afraid before, but now I am not afraid?"

"But now that I am the lord of the country, what do I say, no one dares to disobey, I want to follow my own heart, since you have lost your reputation because of me, it is my duty to marry you. ”

Qing Boudoir was a little frightened, got up and wanted to escape, but was blocked by Rong Yu, only to hear him: "I know you have a lot of concerns, in fact, I have hesitated for a long time, I know that you have always liked to be a teacher, I can see it, I can feel it, you can fool anyone, but you can't fool me." ”

"But ......"

"Qing Boudoir, let's not run away, okay? Let me have you, let me love you, and take care of you for the rest of your life!" After that, he kissed her face, Qing Boudoir was a little dizzy, only felt that his breathing was very short, and he wanted to be very urgent, so he slowly closed his eyes, yes, in fact, she also likes Master, just because of the recent death of her mother, she has been a little repulsed from him, and now he has apologized to her, and she can also see that he blames himself, he should not have a heart.

The lip flap was entangled for a long time, and Qing Yu hugged his back and gradually entered the state, who knew that halfway through the kiss, Rong Yu's chest suddenly hurt, Qing Yu thought that he had touched his wound, so he couldn't stop moving, and the two met silently.

"Master, your injuries have flared up again. ”

"Master doesn't hurt, Master is fine. ”