Two, two, six, two feelings depend on each other

On the first day of the Lunar New Year, the people of Yongcheng have to go out for a walk, and the name is: good luck. For so many years, Gu Haiping's family also went to parks and zoos on the first day of the Lunar New Year.

I remember that on the first day of the Lunar New Year last year, the sun was very good, and when I went to the zoo to play, Shandan bought a pair of iron hoops that she played with when she was a child at the gate of the zoo.

On the big green lawn, the family had a lot of fun. The weather was also very mild, and Xiaoyu even ran around wearing only a thin autumn coat, sweating profusely.

On the first day of this year's Lunar New Year, the gloomy day, like a person who has not woken up, is smeared to give people a depressing feeling. The temperature is also very low, only about 3-4°C.

Make a good little jade and wear new clothes. Shandan likes ethnic and traditional things very much, and buys an authentic Tang costume for Xiaoyu every New Year, Xiaoyu is round, white and clean, and then wears a Tang costume, like a doll in a New Year's painting, and everyone loves it.

This year, it is a robe and horse gown with rose brocade and rabbit fur edges, a white rabbit fur-edged hat, and the cutest hat with two small braids on the hat. Xiaoyu is particularly fond of two small braids.

Shandan also gave Xiaoyu long hair, combing her hair every day, sometimes with two pigtails, sometimes with several braids, or with a ponytail, or with three braids in the middle, and divided between the pigtails on both sides and a ponytail at the back.

Gu Haiping watched these two close relatives play in front of him every day, and watched Shandan dress up Xiaoyu with ingenuity, this leisurely and fun was the best pastime in his busy schedule. Watching Shandan and Xiaoyu play and chirp like two children, he often lost his mind. With Shandan, he has always loved and cared for him like a brother and a father in his heart, and after having Xiaoyu, this feeling is even stronger.

The family ate dumplings, Gu Haiping wore a newly bought Jinlilai leather coat, and Shandan also wore new clothes, a new short down jacket bought with Gu Haiping in the shopping mall when he bought a leather coat, the orange color is very bright.

The family is dressed up and goes out, there is no special destination, downstairs and even the whole compound is quiet, there are not many people left, everyone may still be sleeping, or everyone may be dormant at home in bad weather.

Walking downstairs, Shandan said that it would be good to go around the small garden on the nearby embankment, the weather is too cold for outdoor activities.

The workers at the construction site downstairs have also been on vacation, the messy construction site has no life and popularity, the foundation of the black hole has not yet been laid, and Shandan feels eerie and terrifying for no reason.

The family bypassed the construction site and prepared to go around from the south gate of the compound to the river embankment, when the oncoming cold wind made people tremble, and Xiaoyu was blown so that she couldn't stand steadily, and the cold wind only drilled into people's bones.

Xiaoyu said pitifully: "Mom, I'm so cold. ”

Shandan looked at Gu Haiping, his face was also blown blue by the cold wind, and she said, "Why don't we go back?" There's nowhere to go, the malls may be closed, and other places can't go, what should I do?"

"Go back! Go back! His grandmother's is so cold! This is the hell weather! There is no good weather for the New Year. Gu Haiping turned around and picked up Xiaoyu and walked back.

The holiday was 7 days, because the weather was really bad, and it rained lightly in the next few days, and the cold and wet weather was cold and damp, and I didn't go anywhere. The family spent 7 days at home.

Since they got married, there have been very few days of idleness, and they have been busy, busy...... Especially Gu Haiping, there is basically no time to stop. Although people call from time to time to consult about taking medicine and seeing a doctor, a few days of leisurely life are really rare for Gu Haiping.

Before going to sleep at night, Gu Haiping sits quietly for an hour as usual, he no longer meditates in the study after reading books, these days are relaxed, and there are fewer books, he accompanies Shandan and Xiaoyu for the New Year with peace of mind, and rarely enters the study and does not come out. He sat next to Shandan, he sat quietly when Shandan slept, Shandan looked at Gu Haiping sitting quietly beside him, his feet were not honest, pinched Gu Haiping's legs for a while, pinched Gu Haiping's face for a while, Gu Haiping pretended not to care, and said softly when it hurt: "Strange! Don't make trouble! Sleep well." ”

Shandan's unrelenting interruption made Gu Haiping cry and laugh, and he basically couldn't sit still. Gu Haiping's habit of getting up early in the morning for many years has also been disrupted by Shandan, as long as he gets up, Shandan stretches out his legs and pulls him down, his mouth is confused and coquettish: "Don't get up, don't get up!" Gu Haiping simply indulged, and the two of them had a storm. Since Shandan commuted to work on foot, Shandan's body has become active again, and the previously unhurried life of the couple seems to have become passionate.

Gu Haiping said: "Little comrade, your body has been resurrected, do you feel it?"

"You!" Shandan said ashamedly.

"After giving birth to Xiaoyu, you rarely take the initiative to ask, but recently your demands seem to have increased, and you have also taken the initiative, I feel like you are back when you were newly married. Gu Haiping hugged Shandan in his arms and said softly.

"Well, I also feel that since I walked, my body and mind seem to be full of strength and vitality again, I didn't want it at all in the past few years, and I also want to finish things quickly when you want to, as if I have completed tasks and responsibilities, and now I feel very wanted, and I can feel the happiness I had before. It turned out that I couldn't do without you psychologically, but now I feel that I can't do without you physically and mentally. Shandan said quietly, embarrassedly.

"I know, but I can neither force you nor give up, after all, a normal and happy husband and wife must be harmonious and happy physically and mentally in order to last for a long time, and Plato's spiritual love is too ethereal for us ordinary people. The harmony of life, the union of spirit and flesh is the supreme love. Gu Haiping kissed the shandan in his arms.

After giving birth to a child, Shandan was very tired of life, every time Gu Haiping was gentle and considerate, she felt uncomfortable, and after every time, Shandan secretly shed tears, tears couldn't help but flow out, Shandan herself didn't know where the crux was, she privately thought that maybe it was postpartum depression, she felt very sorry for Gu Haiping, but she just had no passion and desire.

Fortunately, Gu Haiping has always been caring, considerate and without complaints, but he has redoubled his love for her and the child.

"I'm sorry!" Shandan shed tears again, for his tolerance and love.

"Little fool! What can't I do? We have long been inseparable, your phenomenon is very normal, think about how much physical and psychological changes a girl has to endure when she gives birth to a life? Besides, you gave birth to Xiaoyu for me in such a difficult environment, can I understand the pressure you are under? In fact, I have always felt very guilty about the suffering you have suffered for me. In the days to come, I will compensate you well. He hugged Shandan in his arms.

Shandan burst into tears, to say that he was not aggrieved and willing to be mediocre, that was a lie to Shandan as far as he was concerned.

And since God arranged the meeting between her and Gu Haiping, and arranged their heart-to-heart love, she must be willing to become a little woman for this excellent man and this man who loves her deeply.

Her dedication, her grievances and unwillingness are enough for him to understand. It was enough for him to be able to understand her heart and her affection.