Chapter 136: Ambiguity makes people feel wronged

"Xiaoyou, where are you going?" Jin Junya limped out of the kitchen despite her painful feet, and reached out from behind her to hold the door when she was about to rush out. The whole person of the pen & fun & pavilion www.biquge.info leaned against her back, reached out and scooped her into his arms, and his breathing was a little disordered.

"I'll pick up the stuff next time, I'm going to go first. Ye Xiaoyou struggled to break the hand he was holding him, but his fingers locked himself so hard, it was useless for Ye Xiaoyou to struggle. He didn't seem to let go, and the more she struggled to escape, the harder he locked her in his arms.

"I'm not going to let go. He spoke solemnly, his deep voice revealing a firm tone, his body tense, unshakable as a sculpture.

"Kim Jun-ah, did you deliberately trick me? My mother doesn't have anything to give to me. You're just taking revenge on me for saying goodbye at the beginning, making you feel shameless, that's why you want to take advantage of this to tease me, right?" Unable to break free from his imprisoned arms, Ye Xiaoyou stopped struggling, but his heart was surging like a spring, and he immediately filled his heart. The sour emotions surged, Ye Xiaoyou could no longer control the sourness that had been suppressed for several days, trembling slightly in Jin Junya's arms, and his voice gradually choked.

"But what if I don't go...... You say I'm tired of you, so tired that you want to give up. If I hadn't become like that, you should have been with your beloved a long time ago, instead of wronging your love because of me. I've thought about pretending to be stupid and staying by your side, or even thinking about climbing into your bed, and you'll never leave me...... But what I've done seems to you to be too self-sufficient...... So what else can I do, even if I know that you will not ignore me, but I really can't look at you embarrassed. Ye Xiaoyou took a deep breath and slowly said the words that had been pressed in his heart for several days.

Ye Xiaoyou knew that she owed Jin Junya an explanation. Over the years, what Ye Xiaoyou has been thinking about day and night is nothing more than the impact she may have on Jin Junya without saying goodbye. Even though four years have passed, she still has to explain it to him clearly, not wanting him to think that she had a heart-rending pain that night, and decided with difficulty to leave him and set him free, just to escape.

"So, you left me because you loved me so much?" The broad palm gently held Ye Xiaoyou's soft hand and wrapped it in his warm palm. Jin Junya approached Ye Xiaoyou's ear, and a charming voice sounded in Ye Xiaoyou's ear, and the warm breath caressed Ye Xiaoyou's ear.

Ye Xiaoyou's heart trembled, and when Jin Junya was relaxed, he broke free from his strong embrace, and took a few steps back to the side, opening a safe distance from him.

"Do you hate me?" lowered his brows, his eyes fell on Ye Xiaoyou's body, his hands hanging on the edge of his trouser pockets were lightly clenched into fists, restraining his steps from wanting to walk towards her, Jin Junya asked in a low voice, with inexplicable worry, his voice was obviously a little sinking.

"Why do you hate you?" Ye Xiaoyou's big eyes were full of doubts, his brows were raised in confusion, he looked at Jin Junya's tense face, forcibly hooked the corners of his mouth, and grinned at him stupidly, "It's the first time I've seen you look like you've been bullied." Those who don't know will think that I have wronged you. ”

"How can you still laugh? I was going to cry just now. Kim Jun-ah took two steps closer and gently touched her long, silky hair. The tension was dispelled in her reluctant smile, as if the cloudy sky had been replaced by a thousand rays of light. "Xiaoyou, I miss you so much. ”

In the four years you haven't seen, you have been thinking about it all the time.

I haven't seen you for four years, and I've had insomnia day and night.

Ye Xiaoyou straightened her back, raised her head slightly to look at Jin Junya, who was much taller than her, and clasped her hands helplessly. After all, the composure of the strong pretense couldn't withstand his warm thoughts. Kim Jun-ah's eyes were warm, as if he had rubbed all the warm sunlight into it. But what flowed in his eyes was a deep and bottomless love that was more touching than missing, and the tenderness was like water, but the deep longing that seemed to be able to speak under his eyes.

A wave of emotions surged into her heart, Ye Xiaoyou's eyes gradually became blurred, and the deep and unforgettable affection in her heart could no longer suppress her deliberately pretending to be strong. Tears fell like a, like raindrops that kept falling along the eaves on a rainy day, falling in an orderly manner, shattering on the ground and becoming a puddle of water. Jin Junya's slender fingers gently slid over Ye Xiaoyou's smooth cheeks, and he took a step closer to her, close enough to hear her fine sobs, and even her breathing that became disordered because she couldn't control her emotions.

He took her in his arms and let her cry uncontrollably. He knew that this was the grievance she had endured for four years, and it was the emotions she had suppressed for four years, and she had to vent it, so that the pain that had been dormant in her heart would really be evacuated, instead of being like a time bomb that ignited from time to time but was about to explode abruptly.

If tears were really useful, then there would be no regrets and regrets. Tears are not like glue that can glue those things that are broken or cracked, but crying can drain the unspeakable emotions in the heart with water. No matter how many days and nights I have tossed and turned because of longing, but now that my thoughts have a place to place, my heart will no longer drift around, and I don't need to face the loneliness and desolation of the night endlessly.

"Junya, are you really not married?" The emotions flowed out, and the consciousness returned. Ye Xiaoyou didn't know when he hugged Jin Junya tightly, and he didn't know when he wiped the snot and tears on his face. It's just that when she came back to her senses, she looked at the puddle of water stains on his clothes, her cheeks and her crying red eyes the same color.

"Nope. He shook his head above Ye Xiaoyou's head and shook his head again, his movements were firm and his tone was serious.

"Doesn't anyone want to marry you?" Ye Xiaoyou said in a brisk tone, tugging at the corners of Jin Junya's clothes, and the knuckles of his fingers turned slightly white. Jin Junya's embrace is still very warm, making people reluctant to leave.

"If you want, I can tie it right now. There are nine dollars in your pocket, the household registration book is also in the room, and most importantly, you are also there. ”

It was as if the wind was blowing the curtains, and the curtains were fluttering and rattling, and it seemed to be thunder from a long distance, but outside the window it was clear that there were no clouds and clear skies. The rhythm of their heartbeats is like a concerto for piano and violin, one after the other, the only thing that is the same is that their emotions rise and fall in the same rhythm.

"The rice seems to be cold, do you still have anything to eat?" muttered in a low voice, Ye Xiaoyou didn't dare to delve into the meaning of what Jin Junya said just now, although it was not difficult to understand it literally.

"I'm a little hungry. Ye Xiaoyou could clearly hear the sound of Jin Junya's Adam's apple sliding slightly. Withdrew from his arms, raised his eyes, looked at him with soft emotions in his eyes, glanced in the direction of the kitchen, and was just about to say something, but his face suddenly approached, the tip of his nose was opposite, Ye Xiaoyou was forced to look at him at eye level, and his eyes couldn't escape his deep gaze at all. "But, I want to eat your ...... more"

Ye Xiaoyou's heart trembled, and he took a few steps back in a panic, his heart beating wildly uncontrollably.

It was as if he had returned to that touching afternoon four years ago, his eyes were as deep as a pool of water, and she was deeply attracted to her, and she could not escape and be at his mercy. She couldn't help herself, but he stopped abruptly at the critical moment.

The ambiguous air was thinned by the memories that rushed in. Because at the end of the day, he still dropped a word of sorry and chose to flee in a hurry.