Chapter 17: The Distance of Friends
My cousin likes Liao Kai after all, and she chooses to believe and forgive Liao Kai, at least on the surface. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
She and Liao Kai interlocked their fingers, and they went to make up for their love anniversary sweetly, and I, naturally, went back.
Saying what mood it was not in, it seemed to be a little disappointed and melancholy, the matter was resolved too smoothly, and the smoke was extinguished as soon as it was ignited. I know that my mentality of gloating and watching a good show is very unhealthy, but aren't many people like this: when there are things that go against common sense around them, although they look at each other coldly on the surface, they are actually pointing fingers in their hearts, and at this time, they hope that someone will stand up and scold each other, so that they will be happy.
I, I'm not a fair and honest person, while hoping that someone will come out to accuse Lou Junshu of the chaotic relationship between men and women, and at the same time, I want to ask her about love. When did I become such a person? Could it be that I have been mixed with Lou Junshu for a long time, and I have been imperceptibly contaminated with her bad habits.
I sighed and kicked the pebbles at my feet, but the pebbles that flew out suddenly rolled back "bonely".
I looked up, reflexively took a step back, and sure enough, he showed up.
"Why did you leave alone again this morning? Do you take my words as a deaf ear? Are you worried about being seen when you go to school with me? Are you afraid of being ostracized by other girls?"
Hou Changfeng threw four questions in a row, and I could see his unpleasantness even in the dim street lamp.
"I don't know. I bowed my head.
"What do you mean I don't know!" Hou Changfeng suddenly reached out and lifted my chin, "You look at me and answer!"
I turned my head away in disgust, but I didn't expect this move to stimulate Hou Changfeng, and he suddenly pounced and ran forward as soon as he resisted.
I screamed in fright, "What are you doing, let me go!"
Hou Changfeng didn't care about my struggles, he was easy to deal with me. Soon, I was taken to a secluded place by him, and he put me down and panted for breath.
It's past eight o'clock in the evening, and the workers have finished their work to rest, and only the moon in the sky is watching us on the construction debris.
"Say, what do you think of me?"
I don't understand what he meant, but I think I need to explain our misunderstanding: "That day, I ran after you purely to compete with you for endurance. ”
"You're saying you actually don't like me?" Hou Changfeng took a step closer.
"Hmm. "My voice is quieter than the mosquitoes flying around.
"Then it's the same if you start liking me now!"
Hou Changfeng's self-confidence made me show a surprised expression, and he continued: "I don't like you because you are chasing me, I noticed you before, otherwise how would I know that you are Tong Tong's cousin." ”
My surprise escalated to the point that his mouth could stuff an egg, Hou Changfeng leaned down and pressed my shoulder, his eyes were like glowing cat's eyes: "You're going to like me!"
With that, he hooked his hands and wrapped my whole body in his arms. Towards the end of this hot season, I felt for the first time that I was being held by the opposite sex as a woman, and it was strange that I didn't feel the rejection I imagined, but it didn't seem to be that way to say I liked it.
It's over! Could it be that even this point has begun to be affected by Lou Junshu, even if someone I don't like is held, it doesn't matter.
On Monday, I entered the campus on Hou Changfeng's bicycle in full view of everyone, and I really wanted to pull out my notebook from my schoolbag to cover my face, even in the back seat, the posture of the front seat was really ambiguous, but someone was unswerving.
What's worse is that my seat happened to be next to the window of the corridor, and at the end of the morning reading, Hou Changfeng reached out from the window with lightning speed, put down a can of milk, and then disappeared.
My colleague gave me a meaningful look, and I could only quickly stuff the milk into the drawer.
At lunchtime, I was afraid that Hou Changfeng would do something out of the ordinary, so I came to the dining room before the cafeteria closed for an excuse, but there was only one person sitting in the huge restaurant, and my face was full of embarrassment.
"Why are you only here now, there is no food. Hou Changfeng looked at me with a smile.
"Well, then I won't eat it. ”
"Cut, you didn't mean to avoid me, did you? Hou Changfeng pushed a lunch box in front of me, "Eat." ”
When I opened it, it was full of two large meats, a small meat, and two vegetables.
"You're so thin, you need to eat more. Hou Changfeng stuffed the spoon into my hand.
I took a few bites of food, raised my head, and looked at Hou Changfeng's focused eyes.
"I eat a lot, don't look at me like that, small animals don't like humans watching them eat. "The big yellow dog next door is like that, when we throw bones at him, he hides in the corner and gnaws on it.
"Haha. Hou Changfeng suddenly laughed, "Are you saying you're an animal?"
"I mean, even animals don't like to be stared at and eat, let alone people. "I'm not angry.
"Okay, then I don't watch you eat, what are you doing?"
"Can you go back to the classroom first and let me eat here alone? ”
"Are you trying to avoid me like that?" Hou Changfeng narrowed his eyes, "We didn't say that the night before yesterday. ”
"I'm not deliberately avoiding you, I just don't want us to get too close at school, I don't want to be gossiped about. ”
"If we don't get close, how can you like me?" Hou Changfeng rolled his eyes, "It's better to do this, let's go to the library after school to study by ourselves, and then I'll send you home." ”
"No, I can't. "I'm going to go home early to help with the housework.
Hou Changfeng's face darkened: "I think you are perfunctory to me at all, which is too contradictory to the statement that you agreed with me the day before yesterday that everyone should be friends first." ”
"Where am I perfunctory to you, I don't want to fall in love at all, it's you who insist on me to make a statement, then I can only say that everyone should be friends first, but don't you think it's too tight to force me?!" I was also angry when I was so wronged, although I have been oppressed by Lou Junshu since I came to Shanghai, but that is because I first came, this does not mean that everyone can bully me.
Hou Changfeng obviously didn't expect me to turn around. Looking at his somewhat hurt expression, I suddenly felt that I was speaking too bluntly and hurting his self-esteem too much.
"You'll definitely regret it!" Hou Changfeng got up and left after the next sentence.
I think I'm probably a girl who is easy to control in his eyes, so it's okay, the real me is not the kind of person who goes against the grain, and recognizes that it is good for everyone.
When I returned to the classroom, I unexpectedly found a letter in the drawer, I thought it was a letter sent to me by Hou Changfeng, and when I opened it, I found that it was a letter of apology, the general content of the letter was about the reason why I fell during the game with Hou Changfeng last week, it turned out that the football was not accidental but man-made, and the culprit was the person who wrote the letter to ask for the guilt - Zhang Peiqi, my former tablemate, the guy who was so perverted that he stole my cousin's underwear.
I had forgotten about it, but he was obsessed with it and waited for revenge on me. I didn't mean to see him look like a foreigner that day, as for it. But the strange thing is that if you do it, why write a letter to admit and apologize?
Puzzled, I simply found Zhang Peiqi, he is now in the same class as Qi Ji, but unfortunately he didn't come to school today, this time I'm even more strange, no one came, how did the letter get to me.
Just when I was puzzled, Qi Ji suddenly walked up from the stairs around the corner, he stared at my knee for a while, then raised his head, and showed a smile: "Is it better?"
"Oh, yes. It was a little unnatural for me to meet him unexpectedly: "Last time, thank you. Hat, I've washed it, I'll pay you back next time. ”
"Can I get home with you after school today and pick it up?"
"Huh?" I didn't expect him to be in such a hurry, I thought his family was so rich that he would say to me: I'll give it to you.
Huh? Do I wish I had this hat? I was stunned by my sudden thought.
"Isn't it convenient?" Qi Ji stood up a step with me, "Someone is going to take you home?"
"Huh?" I didn't expect Qi Ji to say such a sentence at all, and I didn't know what to say with my mouth open.
"It's inconvenient. "Qi Ji is leaving.
Almost without thinking, I reflexively grabbed him and said firmly, "No! ”
I don't know if it's my hallucination, Qi Ji's eyes are faintly smiling: "Okay, I'll wait for you at the station after school." ”
In fact, if Hou Changfeng is not so deliberately close, then self-righteous, I think we can also become friends like Qi Ji, the appropriate distance between friends is so important, and if you cross it, something will happen, just like Lou Junshu is to Liao Kai, Hou Changfeng is also beyond the distance of friends to me.