Do I really want Shao Yulang to stay?

I kept asking myself this question, because I had spoken out more than once to keep him, and every time it was so natural, was this the expression of my true feelings? Do I really like Shao Yulang......

"Not hateful" is for sure, although he is sometimes quite annoying, but that kind of hate is not the disgust of a person, but a kind of annoyance that does not know what to do with him. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

Facing Hou Changfeng, I know very well that it is not liking, but moving, because Hou Changfeng's every move cannot affect my thoughts.

In the face of Qi Ji, I also know very well that I like it, the feeling of the beginning of love in the green years, I have been stumped by Qi Ji's every move, and affected by his smile, but now, I suddenly feel so tired, I can't be myself in front of Qi Ji, I am not the well-behaved girl in his mind, I am actually a very stubborn and dark person in my heart, I don't want to be looked down upon by the people around me, so I always have a faint sense of inferiority in front of Qi Ji, because Qi Ji is too much like a perfect good student, his clean and fair appearance always sets off my indelible rustic atmosphere; Even though we lived together, I was always worried that if Qi Ji's parents came to visit, I would be kicked out sooner or later. Liao Kai has long reminded me that Qi Ji's family education is very strict, his parents are high-ranking cadres, and I should be incompatible with the intellectual family and I was born in the countryside, and no matter how much we love each other, there will be no future.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but sigh and roll over. The air conditioning in the room was low, so different from the stuffy air outside, but I just couldn't sleep.

I caught a glimpse of a photo of Shao Yulang and Shao Zhenfei on the head of the bed, and got up to take a look. Shao Zhenfei in the frame pursed his lips and leaned on Shao Yulang's shoulder with a smile, Shao Yulang's big hand held Shao Zhenfei, smiling brightly, just like the first time I saw him on the court.

However, Shao Yulang, who is sunny on the surface, is actually a prodigal and uninhibited playboy, but the strange thing is that in the face of such a him, I can show my true self, because I don't care whether my image in the other party's mind is good or not, because I don't have to think about what I and his future are, because I don't always feel that I owe anything to the other party, because, because Shao Yulang can stimulate my suppressed nature: I am not the obedient me on the surface, and I am not a nerd who only reads well in everyone's mouth, I am a person with ideas, temper, and goals。

But does that prove that I like Shao Yulang? I don't know. I only know that I am very empty in my heart now, and I want to have someone to accompany me, and that person is Shao Yulang.

I rolled over and got out of bed, came to the door of Shao Yulang's room, put my hand on the doorknob, took a deep breath, and turned slowly.

Shao Yulang lay on the bed sideways, his hands pillowed behind his head, his broad shoulders and back were full of moonlight, I lifted the corner of the quilt, gently climbed onto the bed, curled up in Shao Yulang's back, and felt very relieved.

As soon as I closed my eyes, Shao Yulang suddenly spoke: "Go back to your room." ”

I was startled, and when I opened my eyes, Shao Yulang's back to me didn't move, and I deliberately pasted it on his back again, muttering, "I can't sleep alone." ”

"If you can't sleep, go back and lie down!" Shao Yulang's voice suddenly became stern.

I didn't move, Shao Yulang suddenly turned over: "Then you can sleep here." ”

Saying that, Shao Yulang was about to get out of bed, I raised my hand to grab the corner of his clothes, Shao Yulang never looked at me with a straight face.

"It's late, go to sleep. Shao Yulang spoke softly, and silently pulled the corner of his clothes out of my hand.

I jumped up from the bed, I don't know where I got the strength, I hooked Shao Yulang's neck and pushed it back, Shao Yulang couldn't catch it off, and fell on the bed with an unstable center of gravity.

I finally met his eyes, and there was a bottomless pool of water gushing in it.

"Do you know what you're doing now?" After staring at each other for a few seconds, Shao Yulang spoke in a hoarse voice.

"I know. ”

“……”

"I just want to get a good night's sleep. ”

“…… I'm a man. ”

"Don't worry, I didn't let you do anything to me, I just wanted to lie down and sleep next to you. ”

Shao Yulang's face had an expression of being angry and hurt internally, I pretended not to see it, touched the pillow on the side and lay down.

Shao Yulang stretched out his long arms and covered me under his armpits, and his other hand naturally wrapped around my waist.

My ears were close to his chest, hard muscles, and inside was a powerful sound of "plopping", like a rhythmic drumbeat, with a little hypnotic effect, I will go to Zhou Gong soon.

When I woke up the next day, I found myself hugging a pillow, and there was no shadow of Shao Yulang around me, and when I looked at the time, it was only seven o'clock, and then I touched the blanket, it was cold, Shao Yulang got up so early?

I stretched out and walked out of the room, and suddenly remembered that the things that Shao Yulang gave me yesterday and my own clothes were still in the guest room, so I paced over.

The moment I opened the door, I was stunned! Shao Yulang actually slept on the bed! Dare to love that he still came to sleep in this room after I fell asleep yesterday!

I tiptoed over, stretched out my hand and shook it in front of Shao Yulang's face, but there was no response, Shao Yulang's black straight eyebrows stretched in the most relaxed posture, short but thick eyelashes covered the face, the angular lips under the straight nose opened slightly, and the jaw curved out of a masculine arc.

I leaned over, my eyes slowly descended, Shao Yulang's T-shirt was attached to his body, outlining his bulging strong chest muscles, and he fell slightly together, and the exposed arms were thick and strong because of long-term exercise, faintly bursting with green tendons all the way to the back of his thick hands. I stared at his hand for a while, Shao Yulang's hand was not as slender and delicate as Qi Ji's hand, he was thick and rough, his knuckles were slightly raised, and his little finger was slightly twisted.

I was looking intently when I noticed that Shao Yulang's hand suddenly moved, and a spirit immediately straightened up.

Shao Yulang twisted his body, frowned, rolled his eyes, and then his eyelids began to rise and close, I somehow remembered that the big yellow dog in my hometown, Ah Fu, was here, and it opened and closed its eyes like this before going to bed.

"Is it so funny to peek at me?" Shao Yulang woke up.

I clenched my fist and pressed my cheeks, am I laughing?

"Hey. Shao Yulang suddenly sighed and rubbed his eyebrows, "You are a girl, and your sleep is too bad." ”

"So you're here to sleep?"

"No, I want to get a good night's sleep. Shao Yulang sat up and propped his hands on the edge of the bed.

"Who are you fooling, I slept in a one-meter-wide bed since I was a child, and I never fell off. I gave him a disgusted look, "It's you, drooling while sleeping." ”

Shao Yulang's face changed, and he reflexively wiped the corners of his mouth, and after finding out that he had been deceived by me, he was not annoyed, and lowered his head and laughed stupidly.

I couldn't help but curl the corners of my mouth.

At breakfast, Shao Yulang asked, "What are your plans for today?"

I stuffed a bun into my mouth and said, "It's the weekend, and I have to earn tuition for the next semester, so I don't plan to do anything but work." ”

"Don't your parents give you tuition?"

"Why do parents pay for tuition, I'm already an adult, okay?"

Shao Yulang's eating action stopped, he looked at me for a while, didn't answer, and after a while, he asked again: "You won't work at Sister Lan's every day, right?"

"No, I only go there to work on weekends now, and Sister Lan gives a high salary at the same time. ”

"Whoever gives more money will work for whomever you want, right?"

I didn't notice that Shao Yulang's tone had changed, and continued to echo: "Yes, of course I work for the master who pays a lot. ”

"From today onwards, I will be your master!"

"What?!" I raised my head buried in the bowl and found that Shao Yulang, who was sitting across from me, had no intention of joking at all.

I blinked my eyes and looked at him with disgust: "You know that your name is Jinwu Zangjiao?"

"I want to hide, can I hide it?" Shao Yulang's eyes shot an aggressive gaze.

I don't think this topic can continue at all, even if Shao Yulang wants to do this, but it is difficult for Sister Lan to leave a place for me, and when Shao Yulang leaves, I will go back to continue working.

It's not right! Shao Yulang couldn't have thought of this, what did he mean by what he said just now? Is he really not planning to go abroad?!

Thinking of this, I suddenly became in a mood, and smiled happily at Shao Yulang: "Have you decided not to go abroad?"

Shao Yulang was not infected by my laughter, his fierce eyes stared at me directly, as if he wanted to see a hole in me. I was so unpleasant that he looked down and began to drink porridge again.

After a long time, Shao Yulang sighed lightly without a trace in his ears: "After all, you are the woman that Hou Changfeng liked." ”。

Hearing him say this, the nameless fire in my heart suddenly rushed up: "Why didn't you think of it when you slept with me!"

Shao Yulang choked on my words, his face changed suddenly, his nostrils closed one by one and he swallowed deeply, grinding his teeth and saying to me: "Because I want to take revenge on you!"