After He Duo left, Lu Fan sat on the sofa alone, and the place on her lips that had been touched by her seemed to be still burning hot. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

The TV was on, the lights went out, and he was just like that, leaning back on the sofa, stunned.

In the dimly lit room, his expression was very blurred, but his frowning brow was very obvious in the bright light of the TV.

Lu Fan turned his head, his eyes fell on the red umbrella next to the shoe cabinet. Thoughts are pulled back to two years ago.

Two years ago, he said goodbye to his parents alone and came to the United States to study.

I still remember that one day, it was raining heavily in the morning, and Lu Fan had just finished class, and he was about to go to a part-time job with a few other classmates. It was the male classmates around him who coaxed him first, whistling and pushing him with his elbow, and then he followed his gaze and looked at the abrupt figure at the school gate. She held a red umbrella, a blue striped shirt and cropped jeans, and stood out in a crowd of tall foreigners.

She beckoned to him from a distance, and the boys next to her thought she was greeting him, and made eye contact with Lu Fan excitedly, until she dragged her big suitcase closer, Lu Fan remembered that he should avoid her, instead of standing in the rain and looking at her a little embarrassed.

The red umbrella in her hand was so dazzling that it was even as if at that moment, there was only this unique and dazzling red left between heaven and earth. And that smiling face that can't be ignored. The weather was obviously cloudy, but it seemed to clear up in an instant.

"Lu Fan, I've finally waited for you. She smiled and stopped in front of him, but her body couldn't help but shiver.

"Why are you here?"

"Come and chase you, I'm afraid you'll be given a head start by a blonde beauty, then I'll have been in vain if I like you for so many years." He Duo smiled, but his lips were bloodless.

Lu Fan originally didn't want to pay attention to her, but when he saw that she was embarrassed, he couldn't bear to turn around and leave.

It was also his momentary soft-heartedness that led to his companionship in the past two years.

However, she said that after leaving, there would not be much intersection between them. She said she would forget about him.

Lu Fan sighed deeply, leaned back on the sofa, and looked up at the ceiling. He exhaled heavily, helplessly. I don't know what the chaotic thoughts in my heart are.

After two years of companionship, he has long been accustomed to her presence. Accustomed to her knocking on the door every morning, she naturally went into the kitchen and made him a sandwich. I remember the first time she wanted to make breakfast for him, but she almost burned his pot, so he banned him from entering the kitchen, but she didn't give up the idea of making breakfast for him, and finally learned to make sandwiches after watching the video several times. After that, I came to make it for him every once in a while.

used to her being very thick-skinned at his house, and then teasing him from time to time. After eating, he even slept watching TV at his house. At first he would say a few words about her, but then when he saw that it was useless to talk about her, he stopped wasting his tongue.

After getting used to her suddenly appearing at the door of his classroom and causing a lot of commotion in the class, she didn't care at all, just leaning against the guardrail, still with a soft and confident smile on her face.

I can't forget that when he was sick, she waited all night. On his birthday, she travels through strange cities to find a suitable gift for him. I can't forget the sincere words she said with a smile that made him a little overwhelmed.

Mixed thoughts kept churning in my mind......

That night, Lu Fan stayed awake all night.

And when the sky was white, those chaotic thoughts returned to the original point, and Lu Fan was a little sleepy leisurely.

And when he awoke from his dream, the sun filled the room. Lu Fan took out the mobile phone in his pocket, saw that the time displayed on it was 10 o'clock, hurriedly freshened up, and ran towards He Duo's residence.

The knock on the door resounded throughout the corridor, Lu Fan's palms were a little numb, and he thanked He Duo for his name, but there was no response.

“Dir，MissHehaveleftforawhile.” The kind-hearted neighbor kindly reminded Lu Fan that he was stunned for a while, and then forgot to thank him, Lu Fan only felt that his head was banging, and his whole body suddenly became a little cold. It wasn't until the sound of the door closing that he realized that He Duo had deceived him. She really planned to leave like that. This feeling is indescribably bad, like the original cloudless weather, suddenly a rainstorm, and I didn't bring an umbrella, so I could only let the rain show.

He pulled his phone out of his pocket and dialed the familiar number, his breath was light, and he ran downstairs without stopping.

"Hey・・・・・" He Duo's voice sounded in his ears, but Lu Fan's head suddenly went a little blank, and he didn't know what he was going to say.

"Where are you?" stretched out his hand to summon a car, and Lu Fan's voice was a little eager.

"Lu Fan, I'm about to board the plane. He Duo pretended to chuckle lightly, his tone paused slightly, and then said, "I'm sorry for lying to you, I just don't like parting." "I always think that as long as I don't separate faces, he will always be by my side. She was also afraid that once he came, she would be reluctant to leave.

"He Duo, you wait for me. ”

"Lu Fan, I won't wait for you to come, just like this, I will feel better. Thank you for loving me without regrets. Hurriedly hung up the phone, a whimper overflowed, He Duo raised his head and forced the tears that almost came out of his eyes back to his eyes.

I also thought how nice it would be if he could fall in love with him. But life is not a novel after all, life has a lot of imperfections, and such imperfections may make her regret it for life. But she forces the person who doesn't come to love to love herself.

The mobile phone in his hand rang again, but He Duo's eyes were already full of tears. He turned off his phone, raised his hand to crush the warm tears in his palm, and then followed the crowd to the boarding gate without looking back.

There are some things that become obsessed after a long time, and only by giving up is liberation.

Lu Fan didn't expect He Duo to hang up his phone, every time he called her before, she basically answered in seconds. It can be seen that this time she is really determined to draw a line with him. It's just that she doesn't understand that she is a person who can cross half the world for him, but after deciding to leave, she is so resolute to turn around and leave.

Isn't it, in fact, she doesn't like him that much?

The eyes are clearly extinguished, and the emotions are flowing in the bottom of the eyes. He didn't make it to give her a ride that day. And for a long time after that, he also lost all news of her. It seems that her companionship for the past two years is just a dream.

It's just that every day when he wakes up, he seems to smell the fragrance of bread in a trance, thinking that she is busy in the kitchen, but when he walks quickly to the kitchen, there is only a room of sunlight and cold air.

Two months after she left, he couldn't get used to her absence. Then he realized that she was no longer a simple friend to him, and his care for her was not simply a response between friends, and all kinds of tolerance for her were not just out of humility, but unspoken doting.

He wondered if it was too late to find out that he was in love with her.

Three months later, Lu Fan finished all the courses and returned to China.

Almost from the moment the plane landed, the thought of seeing her never stopped.

However, how to find her became a problem. Her phone has long since changed, and some of her other social media tools have been offline. It's like the world has evaporated, even if he returns to China, there is still no news of her.