Ning An, whose identity is Yan Deyin in this world, lies on the soft Simmons bed, and what she recalls in her mind is Yan Jue's short and gorgeous life like fireworks. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Yan Jue, 27 years old, unmarried, the youngest actor in China, a rising star. In the 5 years since his debut, he has filmed many popular film and television dramas, and has a daughter with Xie Qiyun, the owner of Yuyun Culture Company.

Bai Yueguang in his heart, after the death of first-line actress Anqian, he has been in a daze, and after messing up with his daughter in person, he suffered from severe depression and finally committed suicide.

Ann Qian and Yan Jue are college classmates, Ann Qian once said that her dream is to win the Golden Horse Award, and her confident and flamboyant face has always been imprinted on Yan Jue's heart. Anqian became popular all the way, but he was tepid, in order to catch up with Anqian's footsteps, he accepted the 'unspoken rules'.

Yan Deyin's birth is a reminder of his dirty past.

As Yan Jue wished, after Xie Qiyun paved the way for her, he soared and won the crown of actor at a young age. When he was about to confess to Anqian, he was told that Ito was married.

He hated, hated himself.

But he never gave up chasing Anxi.

But his selfish love hurt the two women with whom he was closest to him.

At the beginning, it was not so much the unspoken rules, but that Xie Qiyun liked Yan Jue, and he liked it at first sight. So he is willing to endorse him, bear his negative emotions, be willing to have children for him, be willing to pave the way for him, and watch him chase after the woman he loves.

If Yan Jue had rejected Xie Qiyun at the beginning, this woman would probably still pave the way for him. Women's liking always comes with some unhesitating determination.

It doesn't matter if you don't like me, it's okay if I like you, and I'll be happy when I see you happy.

As Zweig says in "Letters from a Strange Woman", I know you don't like me, and I guess you won't like me either, but, I like you, and it has nothing to do with you.

Taking a step back, how could An Qian, who has been in the entertainment industry for so many years, not know that Yan Jue likes her? Some people in the world can probably always enjoy other people's likes and squander other people's feelings with peace of mind.

Anqian never thought that she would be with Yan Jue, not only because of his unclean past, but also because she already had Yan Jue's liking, Yan Jue's help to her was at her fingertips, so she naturally wanted to maximize her interests, so as to conform to her principles of doing things.

Yan Deyin recalled it carefully, and found in the details that Yan Jue lacked love in his heart.

He would like Anne and because she gave him a warm feeling. This has to talk about Yan Jue's family, he is a child of a divorced family, he grew up with his grandmother since he was a child, and he longs for the warmth of the family in his heart.

Later, because of the conflict with Yan Deyin in the parent-child program, the child didn't understand the world of adults, crying and crying to go home and ask for a mother. After Yan Deyin left, in his own villa, his feelings of self-loathing reached its peak, and one night when he was alone, he committed suicide by slitting his wrists.

If Anqian is the knife that crushed Yan Jue's spirit, then Yan Deyin was the last straw that crushed Yan Jue.

After sorting out his thoughts, Yan Deyin sighed. For Yan Jue's pitiful and pathetic life, and for Xie Qiyun's love, he couldn't pursue it.

But life is like this, not everything is perfect, not everything we want can be grasped. There are some people and some things that can never be asked.