Zheng Zifu is sentimental, always wants to let a roar, shake the world, always wants to let all the advantages be combined, always wants to try his fists, how far is it from the goal of fighting the world, when will my dream be realized. Pen %fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info wind and rain is my character, perseverance is my true color, the real I should be invincible, what wind and rain, what lightning and thunder, as a man, what to be afraid of. Just when Zheng Zifu was thinking about these in his dream, it was strange to say that a thunderbolt in the dream woke Zheng Zifu up, and a spiritual light directly hit Zheng Zifu's heavenly spirit cover, and then Zheng Zifu was destined to enter his extraordinary path of cultivating immortals; But he is also destined to experience in this life: life, old age, illness, death, resentment, love and separation, and the seven kinds of pain that cannot be desired, when Zheng Zifu is experiencing these pains, it also happens to be when the Jade Emperor is preparing to set up the Tianbang Conference, but the Jade Emperor values the ability of mortals to bear pain, as well as the feeling of love, peace, and joy. If the experiment is not successful, it will not be in the establishment of the Tianbang Conference, do other research, you can also have a pastime, the Jade Emperor set up the Tianbang Conference has been prepared for a long time, he is optimistic about a mortal, this mortal eventually became the first person on the Tianbang, but this Tianbang first person has become the most controversial object after the mortals become immortals, whether the first person on the Tianbang is actually worthy of the name, it depends on the beginning of Zheng Zifu's mortal path to cultivating immortals. At this time, Zheng Zifu is an extremely ordinary mortal, in the experience stage of life, one day in the sky, one year underground, this is really true, every year Zheng Zifu can remember a mark, such as experiencing 2011 There is a dream to be far away, I didn't expect that I would be so homesick, the love of my parents makes me feel distressed, makes me cry, and I can't stop missing home. The moment I turned around and left home, the pace of my thoughts, it was a point heavier, only home can warm my thin youth, left home, messed up the mood, suddenly there are a lot of words, I can only say to myself, there is pressure, anti/bored, hidden/. Time has lost the boundary, reliving the feelings that I suddenly paid attention to, the distance I miss is a little far, I can't reach it, I don't understand this special feeling, I have understood all the confusion. The years of youth are yellowed, and it is too late to tell the feeling of parting, to be understood, 'so beautiful but so sad; The ungraspable present, retreated to the past, and tears were shed at this moment. Time has been forgotten for a long time, and I have awakened for a long time, knowing that my parents have suffered too much for me in this life, and it is a debt that I can't pay back in my life. I don't know how to deal with your expectations, ''My dream is so big, but I am so far away; All right; I admit that in your eyes, I am still a child who can't live without home, and I miss my dear parents so much. "The group of children in the family is what I often talk about, you who can communicate with each other, who often play cards to pass the boring time, who often talk about the world, omitting n words here, you have been missing me at home all these years," I miss you very much, I still think a lot, at this time, I don't want to say anything, for my unfinished dream, dedicate my youth. A year of apprehension, a whole year, a year of hurry, what touched me was; Sending away 2011 has led to all kinds of emotions throughout my 2011, but the whole process has benefited me a lot.2011's road is ordinary but not peaceful; I once had a poor life pattern, so that I also lost the self-confidence that I lacked, but I never gave up, although I have not succeeded. The road is not yet stable, and I encounter a sudden fall, and I resume walking the same as before, compared with my imaginary self, I feel that my current self is stupid, and the feeling of a moment makes me feel that no one can be trusted. smeared mood; Missed the time to feel and was tormented. Until I saw a sentence, whoever wrote it, told me who wrote it, is this sentence; ''There is family, there are friends, where do you come from, sadness.;; 2011 along the way, this sentence made me feel encouraged, in the blink of an eye 2011 is about to leave, only to know that the happy days have been hiding from me for a long time; /2011, no consciousness, no regrets, some more is for my blessings for the future, as my commemoration for 2011. A day that once sounded as distant as 2046

Son, all of a sudden, with New Year's expectations, with special feelings, to tell me that 2012, I have set off, such as 2012 for 2012, there is not much to say, because I don't want to listen to even a complete song; 2012 seems to have changed everything, 'illusion has always been accompanied by the melancholy and sentimentality that plagues my thinking; In 2012, there were not too many expectations, the subtle changes in the bad environment of life, gradually smoothed out my edges and corners, I began to try to accept, to adapt, but also to escape, I also remember, desperately rushed forward, I believe that tomorrow will be brighter. In a hurry, 2012, this year, come in a hurry, go in a hurry, looking back on the past 2012, I miss, I have experienced the past. Say goodbye to the past; Year after year, for myself, I feel that it is not worth it, because I have nothing to gain.

In the future of 2013, I have more expectations, hello, 2013, I am coming. For example, when 2013 is approaching the end of each year, there is no reason to write down the experience of this year; This practice lasted for three years, in 2013, this year, there is more understanding of life, life itself has no meaning, we must establish a meaning, and stick to it, I think people live, they must have spirit, only in this way, can reflect a person's temperament and cultivation; I myself am a negative person for two reasons, the first is that I have a chaotic heart, and the second is that I have a fragile body, but my super soul perception tells me that the world needs me, and what I need more is a spirit that can bring positive energy to people. To be honest, when I was born, it was like a piece of wood, uncarved, which was completely useless, and when I was young, it was like a drop of water, representing that I was going to be accommodated into this society, and when I was young, I represented me now, like a fire, I want to exert my own light and heat, and I want to burn my own life, I believe that everyone who surpasses yesterday is a superman, and when I am middle-aged, I am like a piece of gold, realizing the value of my life, and when I am old, it is like a grain of dust, scattered with the wind, how free. In 2013, I felt the fragility and helplessness of life, it was time that allowed me to adjust the rhythm of life, and the music of life should be cheerful and inspiring, so that I could be confident in my life for 500 years. For example, the bits and pieces of 2014 memories; It's as slow as tapping on a keyboard, but it's accompanied by ups and downs, and the age that doesn't match, in a word, am I dead in name, why, my heart hurts, but I don't cry. 24 spring and autumn, how many seasons of sleepless nights, as if passing through time and space, I feel like I am disappointed, I see this sentence; The road is long, I will go up and down and seek, I think I am going to move forward, inspirational. Whether it is to the left, to the right, or to follow the mood, they are all spinning in place, as if the whole person is difficult to control this situation, is there really only a starting point, no end. If there is no if, it is the best outcome, I choose to accept the reality, change the consequences, and stop reaping the consequences, so what are you worried about? In these insomnia seasons, not only do you have an extra barometer, but also a lot of withered flowers next to you, tell yourself, cherish it, the road ahead, still grow, your own sky, no one else's scenery, don't have to be full of sadness, why bother. If it is said; People with insomnia, have a lot of hearts, I especially agree, if you say that frustrated people, is caused by insomnia, I also particularly agree, then there is no reason not to be sleepy, if you feel that today is painful, you have to fall asleep, because tomorrow's sun will still rise, I think your choice is right, because you dare to choose, dare to face, dare to accept, Brother God's kind reminder to you, tell you, when you are in pain, it is when you change, so, you let go, you fall asleep, tomorrow, you walk, tonight, I have insomnia again, lost my soul, go to find the night wandering god, look at my mood always, whimsical, this life is always, in the clouds, what can't you think of, is it, the day does not understand the darkness of the night, if you feel that the moment you wake up, the sun is not your reliance, because you are waiting for the stars, missed the moon, so, put your heart empty, everything, the dust settled, when you walk, you are not worried, write to yourself, before the age of 24, 24 years old tomorrow, go.

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