Chapter 130: The past is painful, and the memories are like saws

When Christmas was approaching, Ye Xiaoyou went to South Korea with his luggage. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

And about Jin Junya, she also decided not to think about it anymore.

If there are some things that don't work out, then stop thinking about them. In the final analysis, it's just that I'm too cowardly.

On the morning of her departure, it was pouring rain in Qingcheng, which had been sunny for a long time. The whole city seemed to be submerged, and it was covered with rain and fog. It seems to be my own mood, hazy, and full of thoughts.

Ye Yuan drove her to the airport and watched her get on the plane before taking out his mobile phone from his pocket.

"Mission accomplished. Fingers slid on the keyboard, and less than half a minute after the message was sent, other brothers hidden in the WeChat group appeared one after another.

Jin Junya went to the "beginning" first as usual, and Ye Xiaoyou still did not appear in the store.

Since the day he met her again, Jin Junya skipped the company's shift, threw all the company's affairs to the degree, and then, like in the past years, appeared in the "beginning" every day, just for the chance encounter he deliberately created, and returned to Ye Xiaoyou's eyes.

learned from the work-study student Xiaomei that Ye Xiaoyou was still single, so she waited for her day and night to ask for her own explanation, but she was good, since he appeared in the store, she hid at home.

Naturally, she is discouraged, she doesn't seem to have changed at all, she never escapes when she encounters things, obviously she still cares about him so much.

On the day she first met, she looked at the ring on his hand, her eyes twinkling and trembling. At that moment, I didn't know what was going on, but as long as I opened my mouth to explain it to her, she wouldn't misunderstand that he was married, and secretly sad. Yes, he knew she was upset. She stood at the school gate in a panic, like a lost child, so lonely and helpless, he was distressed, but he was also afraid that his appearance might destroy her existing life.

Loving someone always makes people cautious. I am afraid that my unintentional actions will hurt the other party. It's just that he understood it a little late, so that year, he hurt her deeply.

Seeing that Ye Xiaoyou was not at the "beginning", Jin Junya decided to go to the place where she lived to block her. This time, he had to explain it to her clearly, and he didn't want to watch her being abducted by someone else. He searched for four years, and finally saw her again, how could he let her miss it again.

"Sissi, Sister Duo'er said that Sister Xiaoyou went abroad and won't come back for a while. In the future, she will come to visit the store and bring Mimi over. The work-study student Yun Yun smiled, and after handing him the coffee that Jin Junya ordered, she turned to Sissi who was busy and smiled sweetly.

The coffee in Kim Jun Ah's hand slipped from his hand, and the steaming hot coffee fell to the ground, spreading out horizontally and horizontally, and the spilled coffee wet Kim Jun Ah's trouser legs. His neat suit pants were wet, and he looked up mechanically as if he didn't know anything about it. The eyes that have always been clear are full of shallow grief, plus a little dazed, and when his eyes meet the shocked eyes of Yun Yun and Sissi, the sneer at the corner of his mouth slides away on his face.

"It doesn't matter to you, sir, do you have any burns? I'm really sorry, I didn't mean to. Yun Yun ran out of the counter in a panic, looked at his wet trouser legs, and apologized repeatedly. And his gloomy eyes at the moment made her shudder a little.

"Ye Xiaoyou, where did she go?" Jin Junya ignored Yun Yun's apology, and just tried to suppress the panic rising in his heart in the bottom of his heart, and then his eyes fell on the apologetic work-study student in front of him.

"Sister Xiaoyou?" Yun Yun was stunned, and looked at the man they often talked about in front of her with some surprise, with a hint of vigilance in her eyes. "Do you know Sister Xiaoyou?"

"Where did she go?" Kim Jun-ah said in a calm voice. In the stiff tone, there is no trace of emotion. Over the years, it has been difficult for him to control his emotions about Ye Xiaoyou, even if he has cultivated to the realm of being able to smile in front of people, but about Ye Xiaoyou, he still can't pretend to be unconcerned.

"Xiaoyu went to South Korea. ”

With a light tap on the shoulder, He Duo smiled at the work-study students who were still in shock, and then motioned to Yunyun to tidy up the ground, put the daughter in her arms into the doll cart in the store, and then pushed Mimi to the table in the window, and then motioned for Jin Junya to come and sit.

Jin Junya looked at Mimi in the doll car, and looked up at He Duo, who wanted to pace slowly, with mixed feelings.

He Duo carefully picked up his daughter who was sitting obediently in the doll car, and then sat down opposite Jin Junya.

The two were silent for a while, and it was He Duo who was the first to break the silence.

"Junya, in fact, I can't figure out why you broke up like that, when you loved each other so much, what happened to make you separate for four years like that?" However, there are many examples in life, but they often break our cognition, and sometimes even make you doubt life.

"Does it matter now?" a smile spread across his lips, suddenly realizing that the past four years of pain were meaningless. Because in the end, she still chose to escape. The second encounter only pushed him into the abyss once again・・・・・・・

"・・・・・・Maybe, it really doesn't matter. He Duo's eyes paused, looking at his hands folded on the table, the faint refraction of the ring glimmer, and his mood instantly fell to the bottom. How could they be naïve to think that maybe they still love each other deeply.

Four years, not short. There will always be people who forget the past vows, and not everyone remembers the unforgettable.

"I'm sorry, maybe I shouldn't have let you meet again. I don't know, it turns out that you already have a life of your own. What's the point of letting you meet like this, what's the use of trying to unravel your possible misunderstandings? It's been four years, and there will always be people who forget this relationship first. I'm sorry, I'm just ・・・・・・just ・・・・・・" just wanted Xiaoyou to return to the person she loved, but she didn't know that it was a deeper hurt for her. "I'm sorry for today's coffee. Also, in the future, please don't appear in the "beginning", since you have let go of the past, then please don't let Xiaoyou fall into the past. ”

"He Duo, she escaped first, she didn't say goodbye・・・・・・ between me and others, she chose to believe in others and gave up on me・・・・・・" His eyes fell on the misty window, and Jin Junya only felt that his chest trembled violently. She said goodbye again, so that the flame of hope that he finally regained was slowly extinguished again.

The painful memories of the past turned the river and the sea. Frustration and remorse are intertwined, anxious, and tormented like being in a frying pan.