Chapter 381: Thoughts
(At the end of the month, there may be a day or two on the 29th and 30th, this morning my grandmother died, the crematorium has been sent over, cremation tomorrow, the next day of the funeral is set for the 30th, I have to go back on the 29th, that is, I was not at home for a day or two, so that time is not changed.) Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info There is also because today I was busy dealing with my grandmother's funeral during the day, I was busy in the countryside all day, I was very tired, I fell asleep at more than seven o'clock in the evening, and after waking up at ten o'clock, the number of words may be less, please forgive me. )
(I wrote one of the chapters before that my grandmother died in 2022, and that's because my grandmother will be 100 years old in 2022, so I hope she can live until that time, and by that time I think Shi Yao and I already have children, probably two or three years old, three or four years old, and she can see the scene where our children call her grandma, but unfortunately she didn't survive until that time, and she can only blame the time for not treating people, alas...... )
In the middle of the summer night, even if the weather is already hot, it will still feel a little cold when you come out to sit on the roof at this time, and Kim Taeyeon and Kwon Yoo-ri are sitting in this small garden on the roof, feeling the calm and nature brought by the surrounding environment, and the chill will naturally not feel cold.
And when sitting next to Kim Taeyeon, Kwon Yoo-ri glanced at her from time to time, and seemed to understand why she didn't blame herself.
"What are you looking at?" Unintentionally, she turned her head and happened to see Kwon Yoo-ri watching her movements from time to time, and when her eyes met, she hurriedly turned her head and pretended that nothing had happened, which made Kim Tae-yeon a little strange.
"I didn't ...... It's nothing. ”
"Hehe, why does it seem like a different person now, where is the Quan Yuli who was desperately trying to kill me a few hours ago?" Kim Taeyeon smiled, patted Kwon Yoo-ri comfortingly, and said, "You don't need to say sorry to me or anything, I didn't want to blame you, and you don't take the previous things to heart." ”
"Oh......" Kwon Yoori replied silently, and sat there bowing her head and saying nothing.
In fact, she didn't peek at Kim Taeyeon from time to time because she felt guilty, but because she had a different feeling in her heart.
Although this feeling made her feel a little awkward, when she thought about it, she found that her thoughts and feelings seemed to be much better than that of Kim Tae-yeon.
It's just that......
"Taeyeon, Yoona and you...... Is it because of the long-term love? ”
"I guess so." Kim Taeyeon replied and laughed silently: "It should be Yoona to me, not me to Yuna." From the time after Su-yeon and Pani were with me to Yuna, I never thought that there would be such feelings with Yuna, so when Yoon-a and I expressed my heart at first, I was rejecting her. ”
"Hey, did you reject her? Then why did she ...... later" Kwon Yoo-ri couldn't believe that it was Lim Yoon-a who took the initiative to confess to Kim Taeyeon, and Kim Taeyeon also rejected her, and when she heard Kim Taeyeon's story, she was completely shocked.
"Later? Later, I thought it should be Yun'er who told me about the past between her and me that moved me, she was bullied when she was a trainee and happened to be seen by me to save her, etc., the situation of girlhood before and after the Black Sea and her opinion of me, etc., I don't remember anything when those things happened, and the only thought at that time was, I am so great, my character is so good, and what I have done before can actually bring me peach blossom luck. ”
"Hehe......" was amused by Kim Taeyeon's nonsensical words, and Kwon Yoo-ri also laughed, and then recovered.
She didn't expect that what happened before would make Lim Yoona have feelings for Kim Taeyeon, when Kim Taeyeon was bullied when Kim Tae-yeon stepped forward, she still met with Jung so-yeon.
At that time, Kim Tae-yeon had only been in SM for about three months, and the relationship with them was not very familiar, at most they could be regarded as ordinary friends. It's just that in this relationship, Kim Taeyeon can stand up for Lin Yuna to protect her, but she herself is angry with her because she thought Kim Taeyeon had robbed the person she liked, and even fought hard with Kim Taeyeon.
Now that I think about it, maybe she didn't do as well as Kim Taeyeon then and now, so it's not unreasonable for Lim Yoona to like Kim Taeyeon, otherwise if she does more than Kim Taeyeon, the person Lim Yoona likes should be her Kwon Yoo-ri instead of Kim Taeyeon.
It's just that everything is just her fantasy, in reality, Kim Taeyeon and Lim Yuna are already together, because of those fates at the beginning, if she wants to meddle again, it will be in vain, even if she succeeds in being with Lin Yuna, it will only increase her infamy and become a third party who robs someone's girlfriend.
So she gave up, very simply, the object of her first love, Lim Yoona, has someone she likes, she shouldn't blame Kim Taeyeon, but should bless the two of them.
But...... The different feeling in Kwon Yoo-ri's heart gave her another absurd idea.
"Taeyeon, have you ever thought about it...... If someone confessed to you again, would you accept it? ”
"Don't be kidding, I'm like this now, I still have several girlfriends, how can I stand another one? Don't talk about me, Xiuyan alone won't let me go, she was almost so angry that she wanted to break up after knowing what happened to Yuna and me, if it weren't for Pani to help intercede, it is estimated that Xiuyan and I would already be strangers at this time, how could it be like now. ”
mentioned that someone would confess to him again, Kim Tae-yeon's reaction was very resolute, repeatedly saying that she would not accept a new relationship, which also made Kwon Yoo-ri's expression a little darker.
However, she also knows that now Kim Taeyeon has Jung so-yeon, Hwang Mi-young, and Lim Yoon-a by her side, and it should not be easy for the relationship between them to be able to deal with them so that there will be no conflicts and disputes like now, and it should be very difficult to help anyone when they are in trouble.
What's more, a love should be given to a person wholeheartedly, but Kim Taeyeon divided that love into three parts, and if she divides the fourth part, I'm afraid she won't be able to take care of it.
So her current idea is to wait a little longer, and wait until the right time to talk about it.
"You don't think you're going to confess to me, do you?" Because of what she said just now, Kim Taeyeon glanced at Kwon Yoo-ri suspiciously, and was shocked when she found the gloomy look on her face, and hurriedly asked.
"No, it's not like that, you're thinking too much." Kwon Yoo-ri hurriedly denied it, for fear that Kim Tae-yeon would see something.
"Really?" After a few puzzled glances, Kim Taeyeon didn't seem to see anything, so she didn't think much about it, leaned back in her chair and silently looked at the starry sky at night.
"But I'm curious, why are you able to handle the relationship so well with Sikapani and Yuna after you're with you, is it because they can accept other people to join? Haven't the four of you ever had an argument or a conflict? Suddenly, Kwon Yoo-ri asked, wanting to hear her answer from Kim Taeyeon, after all, once the idea in her heart really came true, maybe she would have to rely on Kim Taeyeon to deal with the relationship between them.
"What are you talking about, how can such a thing happen to us? Except for the fact that Suyeon and I almost broke up once after Yuna's affair was exposed, nothing like this has happened since then, and I haven't done much. ”
"Then why are you able to handle the relationship so well?"
Kim Taeyeon smiled complacently: "Of course, it's because of my good character." ”
"Just you?" Kwon Yoori glanced at her disdainfully and said with disdain.
"What's wrong with me? Like me, who does a good deed every day, and looks like everyone loves the car, sees the flowers in the car, can the charm of character be bad? Otherwise, they wouldn't like me, would they? What's more, I still have a big belly, can tolerate people, and can handle the relationship between us, how can they quarrel? ”
"Hey, that's you? Taeyeon, wake up, you are loved because you are short, don't you know that tall people generally like people who are shorter than themselves? Which one is not taller than you? After saying a word of disdain again, Kwon Yoo-ri also laughed.
"I'll go!" One sentence hit Kim Taeyeon's heart with a sore foot, her height has not changed for 10,000 years, since junior high school, this 158 has been with her for five years, even if she is getting more mature and begins to wear high heels that she didn't like very much, her height is still the same, and she is still one of the shortest two in girlhood, and immediately she became angry, pointed at Kwon Yoo-ri and said: "No wonder you can't catch up with Yun'er and rely on me, are you so short-exposed?" ”
"What's wrong with me? Am I not telling the truth? Not only are you short, you're flat, look at me, I'm tall, and I'm bigger than you. Saying that, Kwon Yoo-ri patted her chest and made a competitive gesture towards Kim Taeyeon and said, "Look, I don't know how many times older than you, and your little bit will like you if you are all flat figures." ”
"Rub! Isn't that great? Sooner or later, it will still sag. "Kwon Yoo-ri is bigger than herself, this is a fact, Kim Taeyeon can't refute it at all, so she can only reply with a dead duck's mouth.
Unexpectedly, Quan Yuli didn't care at all, but said jokingly: "What's wrong with the sagging?" At least I still have to sag, like you, I don't even have a chance to sag. Envy, right? Come on, Taeyeon-chan, do you want to come to your mother's arms to drink milk? When you drink milk, it gets bigger. ”
"Get out!" Kim Taeyeon couldn't fight Kwon Yoo-ri, so she simply ignored her, leaned back in her chair and looked at the starry sky and began to be in a daze.
"What's wrong? Angry? Seeing that Kim Taeyeon didn't continue to argue with herself, Kwon Yoo-ri also put away her face that was joking just now, although those jokes were mixed with some of her real thoughts, but now Kim Taeyeon has become like this, and she doesn't have the heart to continue joking.
"Don't bother me, I'm looking at the stars."
"What's so nice about the stars......" After muttering a sentence, Kim Taeyeon didn't hear what she said clearly, and asked, "What did you just say?" I didn't hear clearly, say it again. ”
"Didn't say anything, just keep watching."
"Oh." Kim Taeyeon didn't doubt him, so she leaned there and continued to look at the stars in a daze, and Kwon Yoo-ri also sat next to her silently, looking at Kim Taeyeon silently.
After a long time, it seems that because the environment here really makes people feel happy, Kim Tae-yeon fell asleep on the chair, and Kwon Yoo-ri found out that she was asleep and shook for a while and she didn't wake up.
"Really, you can fall asleep here, what can I do if I catch a cold?" After complaining about Kim Taeyeon, Kwon Yoo-ri hesitated for a while, but finally made a choice, gently helped Kim Taeyeon up and carried it on his back.
"I didn't expect it to look so small, but my weight is not light." After carrying Kim Taeyeon, Kwon Yoo-ri found that she seemed to be really asleep, and she couldn't help but chuckle lightly when she didn't wake her up with such an action.
Maybe...... It's because she has a few of them in her heart, that's why this short body is so heavy, right? I just don't know if she can tolerate herself anymore in her heart......
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