[22] Choice, the shadow that cannot be walked out
After firing three shots, Liu Xiaoping put away the pistol, sat on the ground and hugged her head and cried. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
While crying, Liu Xiaoping's mind kept repeating the scenes of the past, those past and memories that she could never forget.
Liu Xiaoping, who was only twelve years old at the time, developed early because of her wealthy family, a beautiful little beauty.
During a party with her mother, she met Li Xiaowu, who was one year older than her at the time, and Li Xiaowu was very naughty and mischievous at that time, and none of the boys who came to the party were not afraid of him.
No one played with him, so Li Xiaoxiao started Liu Xiaoping's idea, and the young and ignorant Liu Xiaoping was tricked into her room by Li Xiaoxiao in a few words.
first lied to Liu Xiaoping that the two of them would be very comfortable and warm to sleep together if they were undressed, although I doubted whether what Li Dongdong said was true, but Liu Xiaoping still did it stupidly.
Li Xiaowu, who started reading Huang Books at the age of ten, was playing on the bed with Liu Xiaoping in his arms, but something happened to him.
After a painful scream, Liu Xiaoping was frightened by the pain under him, but Li Xiaowu was the opposite, not only did he not have the slightest fear, but he was like a demon, and he deeply liked this feeling.
Liu Xiaoping desperately wanted to escape from under Li Xiaoxiao, but she was helpless and had little strength and was not Li Xiaoxiao's opponent at all, every time Li Xiaoxiao's body moved, her lower body would hurt a little more, she was afraid that she would panic, she was afraid that she would die of pain like this.
When Li Xiaowu let go of her, she was already in pain and didn't even have the strength to cry, looking at the blood stains on her lower body and a large blood stain on the sheets, Liu Xiaoping rolled her eyes and fainted.
Looking at Liu Xiaoping, who was motionless, Li Xiaowu put on her clothes and hurriedly ran to call her parents in.
Seeing Liu Xiaoping's appearance, Li Xiaolong was furious, picked up the table and smashed it towards Li Xiaoxiao, if it weren't for Li Xiaoxiao's martial arts training since childhood, he jumped out of the window and left at the moment of crisis, it is estimated that he would have said goodbye to the world in advance at that time.
Li Xiaoxiao hid outside for a week and didn't dare to go home, and Liu Xiaoping lay in the hospital for a week before she could get out of bed and walk.
Liu Xiaoping, who was originally cheerful, became reluctant to speak or go to school after that incident, and she refused to see anyone other than her parents.
After recuperating at home for half a month, Liu Xiaoping and Li Xiaowu met again, but what she didn't expect was anything.
Since their reunion was at their engagement ceremony, as soon as they thought that they were going to marry Li Xiaowu, Liu Xiaoping couldn't stand the blow, and as a result, she became seriously ill.
Since then, Liu Xiaoping has tried to commit suicide several times, but each time she was stopped by the maid and her parents, Liu Xiaoping's parents really had no choice.
In the end, she had to be sent abroad to ask the best psychiatrist to counsel her, and the best medicine doctor to regulate her body.
At first, all medical treatment was useless, until the psychiatrist said a word to her, she changed, became less gentle, became no longer cowardly.
The psychiatrist's exact words [in English];" You hate him so much, you hate him for taking away your innocence, you hate him for making you lose your face to see people again.
Since you hate him so much, why don't you wait until you become stronger to get revenge?
Is there any use in your cowardice now? Are you trying to make him guilty with your pity?
Little sister sun is very beautiful, but it also has times when it can't be seen.
Also, you are not a turtle, when a turtle encounters something, you can hide in your own shell, and the turtle has a hard shell but you don't.
Since you don't have a hard turtle shell to protect yourself, then in order to survive, you have to become strong and protect yourself, understand?"
A week later, Liu Xiaoping was discharged from the hospital, and after being discharged from the hospital, she reported to five martial arts gyms in one go, karate, taekwondo, free fighting, boxing, and Yongchun.
Except for the time when she went to class and slept, she spent the rest of her time practicing martial arts, and after a few years of practice, she came back from abroad just when she thought she could win against Li Xiaoguo.
As soon as she returned to the capital, she was dumbfounded, in the past in the major families, those few young masters who were bullish all day long, since they were all lying in the hospital for treatment.
And the Li Xiaowu she was looking for had no news at all, as if she had evaporated in the world, no matter how she looked for it, she couldn't find it.
She was very curious about why this capital suddenly became like this, and after inquiring with her parents, Liu Xiaoping knew that this big thing was done by her hateful fiancé.
After losing the news of Li Xiaoxiao, Liu Xiaoping felt as if she had lost the navigation of life, and after searching for two years through the relationship between all parties, she still did not get the slightest news about Li Xiaoxiao.
Later, because she didn't know what she should do, Liu Xiaoping chose to travel, and went to the poorest Africa, the most open island country, the United States, the former economic power, passed by Hillia, crossed Iraq, played Pakistan, and traveled through Europe.
For six years, Liu Xiaoping spent a full six years traveling, until she found her own direction in life, she returned to China to pass the assessments, and finally went to Dongguang to be a female tyrannosaurus rex that everyone feared, and the most beautiful female police flower.
Last time, Liu Xiaoping felt that Li Xiaowu was familiar, and she thought that she had seen him on TV or on the Internet.
In the past, his name was Li Dongdong, now he is called Li Xiaoguo, he used to be irritable, but now he is approachable, so Liu Xiaoping never thought that Li Xiaowu would be the Li Dongdong she hated the most.
After learning that Li Xiaowu was Li Dongdong, Liu Xiaoping suddenly found herself and now began to be confused again.
Love or hate, Li Xiaowu has always been the only person who has ever gotten her body, and the only man who has been in her heart for so long.
Li Jiu and Wang Tian helped Liu Xiaoping up from the ground and helped her wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and the two said with distressed faces.
"Xiao Nizi forgot about the past, the mistakes he made when he was young and ignorant, Xiao Tian also got the retribution he deserved, why do you have to take it to heart so hard. ”
Wiping away the tears from the corners of her eyes, Liu Xiaoping said with a face full of grievances, "I can't forget, I can't forget, I can never forget what he did to me that night."
It's been more than ten years, and I finally met again, this time I won't let him go again at the ends of the earth, either I fight with him to the death, or he gives me an explanation, and I can't get an explanation that I am satisfied with, I will not give up in this life. ”
Li Jiu looked at Liu Xiaoping and said, "He is married now, and he is also the father of two children, do you want to be his little wife? Or do you really want to fight with him?"
When I was a child, I decided that I would only be with one man in my life, whether I loved or hated, and he took away my innocence anyway.
I can only be with him in my life, either I will no longer pester him when I die, or he will give me an explanation, I don't care about my wife.
The second elder smiled bitterly and pulled Liu Xiaoping back to the store, but it was a pity that the two old sayings couldn't convince Liu Xiaoping, the female tyrannosaurus who admits death.