Wang Xiaobo also said that everyone's cheapness is born and can never be changed. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 infoThe more you try to hide your cheapness, the cheaper you will become. The only way to escape is to admit that you are cheap and try to like it.

Ping Fu said to himself, yes, you are indeed cheap, especially cheap, cheap to home!

However, how can I make myself fall in love with this disgusting cheapness? How can I do it? How can I get rid of the shame in the bone marrow?

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Yes, Wang Xiaobo even said, I don't believe that the world is like this, when I know that sometimes I must bow my head, some people will lose, and some things are destined to not last long, I still have to say that in addition to the first thousand choices, there is also the thousandth and one possibility, there is a window waiting for me to open, and then there is light to shine in.

The plain man was gloomy and melancholy, and the resentment called: Where is my light?

Memories are like floods with the floodgates wide open, and Ping Yu remembered again that Fang Sheng also envied that Ping Yu was Xiao Long, who belonged to Da Long.

He said, "You are a great dragon, you can dive in the water, or dwell on the land, or leap in the air, but I am only a snake, a small dragon, and can only survive in the grass, caves, streams, rivers and lakes, and occasionally show your grandeur." ”

Ping Yu said, two years older than me, should belong to the tiger.

Fang Sheng said the age on the ID card was inaccurate. In the past, in the mountains, the age of household registration was determined by the village chief.

Ping Shu knows that among the 12 genera in China, the "dragon" is the only one of the most worshiped and non-existent trivials with mysterious colors in the ancients, or a potential abyss, or walking on the road, or soaring in the sky, and its personality is also unpredictable and impermanent.

In particular, he can judge the situation, know how to forbear, grasp the opportunity, respond to the opportunity, know the opportunity, see the subtleties, unswervingly practice the dragon's ambition, and appreciate the success of the dragon in the clouds.

Ping Shu also knows that her devotion to the sixth sense comes from a kind of sincerity for her career hidden in the bottom of her heart.

This sincerity is an emotion that is selfless and far away from the utilitarian spirit. Although she is now far away from the criminal police workplace, her mind and behavior have never been contrary to her beloved profession.

However, I have fallen into an embarrassing situation, and now I have to face myself, there is a saying.

It's like looking for the light. It's like being happy with that cheapness.

When she was recovering from a serious illness, why did she start to change because of Fang Sheng's so-called love, and she always had an understanding and straightforward heart?

Even if the unbearable life comes against the current, she can also turn danger into relief, change nothing into everything, and can also change the darkness and turbidity into the brilliant warmth under the moon before the flower, so as to cross life, live calmly, never give up, and never swerving, and obtain a self-righteous dream realm of the most longed.

In that once beautiful realm, she was deeply intoxicated.

Unexpectedly, one day, her dreams were disillusioned.

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And this shock was enough to make her courage to live disappear.

However, at present, it seems that Ping Yu has survived strongly, and has begun to track down the disappearance of the male protagonist.

Ping Yu suddenly felt that he should actually praise himself. After all, I walked out of the house and started the action!

To do it alone, even if it is shameful, you must become a pioneer.

Illness makes Pingshu find himself suddenly vulnerable.

Knowing that she is still a woman, she needs such a man who is willing to surround herself and pamper herself, even if it is just an emotional sustenance, or a kind of attraction of the opposite sex, as long as she can feel that she still has the instinct of life and the ability to be supernatural.

It feels good to have a man around!

Just thinking of this, Ping Xuan suddenly despised and said, you woman, you are really cheap!

In that dark night, Ping Wei refused to be melancholy or hesitate, and finally "spun" in Fang Sheng's arms, so brave, so resolute, so determined.

Now, I have to be very sad.

Shamefully insulting the self: cheap!

Behind the shrewd and stubborn female criminal policeman's beauty and strength, it turns out that she is so vulnerable, brittle and weak, and she is simply one of those complaining and incompetent little women who are always supported by the plain.

What is the use of remorse? She can only judge Fang Sheng's excitement and happiness, although she can also feel a kind of passion, commotion and pleasure from him, so that the still imprisoned sober mind begins to heat up, albeit slowly, but after all, there is a dopamine burst of this love, as well as joy and sweetness.

On the first night of hugging together, Fang Sheng sent Ping Yu back to the taxi in the hospital, quietly grabbed her right hand, and used his left hand to keep wandering and stroking between Ping Yu's right palm and fingers, Ping Yu broke free of his hand several times, but he caught it back, and finally Fang Sheng actually kissed it lightly on the back of Ping Shu's hand, and saw Ping Yu staring straight ahead, motionless, as if he did not refuse, so he boldly kissed again, and ......

Until Ping Fu woke up from his stillness, surprise, nervousness, dizziness, intoxication, and bewilderment, and shook off his hand with great movement.

In the end, he even exaggerated: "What are you doing?

Hehe-a word "you" makes Ping Yu's inner world clear at a glance, and Fang Sheng's intelligence is absolute.

So far, Ping Yu is also very confused, he doesn't know what's wrong with him, he should refuse intellectually, but physically he is charming and spasmodic.

Sometimes human language is really not true, but human body never lies.

In an instant, a primitive instinct deep in the heart of a person was suddenly awakened.

It was an extremely strong desire, an extremely powerful temptation, which made one have to think about it.

I couldn't help but take a deep and long breath, and then slowly and faintly spit it out, as if this was the only way to make that feeling of intoxication and trance fade a lot.

Feeling that he had concentration, Ping Fu shouted majestically like a command: "Get off, you—get off!"

Fang Sheng was embarrassed and complained, and said, "What are you doing—you've been fine just now, but what's wrong now? I don't get out of the car, see how you do me?"

Ping Fu was annoyed and embarrassed, and shouted: "Okay-you don't get down, I'll get down, this is always okay, right? Driver-stop and stop!"

The driver did not stop, but continued to slide quickly, and Ping Fu thought, this guy, is it even the taxi driver who has bought it? He was even more annoyed, and shouted sharply: "Driver-if you don't stop, I'll jump out of the car--jump out of the car!"

The driver turned his face and scolded:

"Nervous? Why do you have to stop? It's coming soon, you know?

People don't care about you, what are you nervous about?

If people like you, they will touch your hand, that's all!"

It turned out that everything was in the hands of the taxi driver.

But how could Ping Yu have been so shocked, so entangled, so aggrieved? She immediately pulled down her face, and it seemed that there were many indecent words about to come out.

How could a taxi driver know the real situation? If he knew that he was a police officer and that he was also a well-known police force, he would probably not dare to talk nonsense to death.

But he continued to count:

"Two people, we have to live in harmony.

A big man apologizes to you one by one, so you can stop in moderation, why do you want to go on the pole and not forgive?

Cut, well--it's all habitual. You look like an unreasonable little woman!

Why are there people like you everywhere in this world now?

Really, you- either sit honestly, or continue to follow your husband's instructions, or just get the hell out of me-"

The driver didn't know what was going on to be unhappy, and he was such a jerk.

Ping Fu was so angry that he was about to explode, but in the end, Fang Sheng was beside him, and he was groaning-

Sure enough, Fang Sheng spoke:

"Okay, okay, master driver—how can you talk so much!

Besides, it's not your turn to give my woman a whiha in front of me!

Stop—pull over to the side of the road!As she said, stop, stop!

- I'll go down, I'll go down, this- can't it be done?"

With that, Fang Sheng got out of the car first.

He must have regretted that he might have driven his own car in the first place.

Once the man walks away, the woman regrets that she has gone too far.

After driving Fang Sheng out of the car in a state of charm and confusion, Ping Yu was not happy or proud, but added a sense of uneasiness and regret.

She didn't know why she behaved like that at that time?

She secretly asked, Pingshu, what do you want? Why do you torture yourself like this and corrupt Fang Sheng? Why?

When she got out of the car again that night, she first forgot to pay.

Then, obviously seeing that the price of the taxi was eighteen yuan and five dimes, Ping Yu gave the driver twenty yuan in a daze, and then after waiting for a while, he took out another five yuan and said, "I have five yuan here." ”

The driver looked at her strangely and said, "Is it really sick?"

Pingfu is strange. He asked, "Why? Didn't I give you another five?"

The driver glanced at him and sneered: "Hey-big sister, don't you know elementary school arithmetic?"

Ping Fu didn't understand, but he was extremely embarrassed and fled.

On the way back to the hospital ward, facing the blooming moon flowers in the yard, Ping Yu deeply swallowed the negative ions in the warm and humid air, and was always pondering, but I couldn't understand why the driver didn't want her five yuan?

It wasn't until Pingyu woke up after washing her face, brushing her teeth, soaking her feet, and sleeping under the quilt for two hours, that she suddenly woke up at 2 o'clock in the morning and realized why the taxi driver didn't charge her five yuan.

Suddenly, Ping Yu couldn't help but sigh. Cachinnation. He was so embarrassed that he immediately covered his face with his hands, as if someone would see the flushed face of the flat man lying on the bed in the dark night.

At that time, Ping Yu was still naïve in fantasizing that Fang Sheng must have hoped that she would give him a promise of marriage, and in the dark, she always felt that she could only dedicate her lover's emotions and actions to meet his emotional needs, a desire to conquer and a demanding demand. Others are not to be discussed.

At that time, the Ping Fu was bold and reckless: what should he fear if he was notorious, why should he be cautious in showing himself, and why should he hide in his leisurely elegance?

Even if he was deceived, Ping Yu had already decided and let it go.

Although she still hopes to start a new life, she first vows to rebel against the low determination of the past, hesitation and indecision, and act. Love is a religion that slowly and gracefully savors the soaring of the spirit and the flesh.

A woman must wander in this kind of forest once in her life in order not to be in vain in the next life.

Once a strong divorced woman falls in love, love can sometimes make people feel an elusive sense of contentment and enter the realm of irrational psychological nirvana.

Men are probably the same as women, they don't know what they want, and they don't know what is best.

A couple of lovers are happy when they meet and sad when they break up. They are praying and praying, but they don't know what to expect and what to pray...... This state of trembling, unpredictable, and hopeful that comes from intoxication may be a manifestation of disillusioned love.

That's why there was the absurdity of that night.

The flat man who woke up from the hangover, the sleepy-eyed eyes, and the dim saw the man's hard back and hips facing away from her—her body could still feel a warm and soft caress and teasing of her.

Utterly stupid—and the man, still in his frenzy, shouts vigorously, "It's all yours, it's all yours." ”

It's true that this kind of taste is too outrageous, too shocking, and it's actually fascinating, so longing to indulge, and really being a little woman in love.

Ping Yu pinched his shameless face with his hand, and immediately felt the pain of his flesh.

Whether this indulgence should continue or stop is a matter of life and death.

Thinking that such a man has a skin-to-skin relationship with him, it may be completely forgivable to be replaced by another woman, but in her, it is simply an unforgivable mistake.

Ping Yu seductively disgusted himself, and the love after many years actually happened in a dirty and dirty place. Men and women, who are completely strangers to each other, burst out with passion. But before going to the banquet, she had clearly decided that she would never have anything to do with him again.

As a result, it turned out to be such an ending.

In the dark, fate will.

But Ping Yu was still uncomfortable, like a leech in his blood, the more he tried to pull it out, but the deeper he sank, the more painful and terrifying his body became, and the more red and thick the blood flowed out.