Chapter Ninety-Five: I Have a Weakness and Lose My Armor

At night, Su Ziyu lay on the hospital bed, her eyes open, looking at the stars in the sky, thinking about the bits and pieces of her getting along with Kim Junhao over the past few days. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 I couldn't find a smile on Info's pale face, because in retrospect, the time I spent with him was like a dream, and it was a dream that I directed and acted myself. He has no intention of her, and she is like singing a one-man show alone. From beginning to end, he didn't say that he wanted to enter her life, she forced him to appear in her life, and now they just returned to their original places.

To him, she was just an outsider who usurped the title of Mrs. Kim. Even the occasional nights of warmth are just to take what they need. Her love is far less beautiful than she imagined.

Others say that with love, there is a weakness, and at the same time there is armor. However, a person's love has a weakness, but he has lost the armor that can protect himself. She was unknowingly bruised and bruised in his unintentional or intentional actions.

She thought she was strong enough to soothe the pain of his betrayal by his first love, and she could also enter his heart, but what if she had been in love for ten years, love was never fair. She didn't have the strength to hold on, he had never been seen during her time in the hospital, and if that didn't mean anything, then she must be a fool. She's a fool......

It's just that she used to be fearless and could love someone desperately, but now it's different, she is no longer the innocent Su Ziyu, she was hurt too deeply by love, and she understood what love was helpless. She tried, but failed. Then, she can only return to her original position, if so, she can not hurt, if so, he can not hate. So, let's go back to where we were.

After Su Ziyu informed her father of her decision, the assistant sent by her father to take care of her took her to Yu Shui's place, where she knew that Kim Jun Ho was.

"Dad, I'll go back, but give me some time to settle things here, and I'll go back with Crane. Thinking of the call with her father in the morning, Su Ziyu's heart ached slightly. If she could listen to her father and start so willfully in the first place, wouldn't it be so painful.

"Well, Daddy is waiting for you to come home. ”

"Hmm. That sentence waited for her to come home, and it made her nose sour.

The car stopped smoothly under Yu Shui's apartment, and when Su Ziyu adjusted her mood and was about to get out of the car, she happened to see Jin Junhao and Yu Shui sitting on a bench in the park outside the car window. Kim Jun-ho is still pulling the kite string in his hand, and there is a butterfly-shaped kite flying in the sky with the wind. Su Ziyu followed the kite string and looked at Kim Junhao, he smiled happily, this is a smile she hasn't seen for a long, long time. She looked at his smile and laughed with it, but tears came out of her eyes and fell on the back of her hand that was folded on her lap, a little warm, but she felt cold and piercing.

Crane silently handed over a few pieces of paper from the drawer, Su Ziyu took it and lowered his head to wipe away the unexpected sadness, and raised a reassuring smile at him. Crane got out of the car and opened the door for her, holding out the parasol. Su Ziyu got up a little dizzy, took a deep breath, the cold wind of the cold winter wax moon poured into her nose, and she covered her mouth and coughed a few times. When she finally calmed down, she took a step towards the two who were facing her.

With a confident smile, it's like hinting that you can get through it.

Kim Jun-ho and Yu Shui keep an eye on the kite, so they don't realize her presence until she walks up to them. When Jin Junhao saw her, his originally unfolded brows furrowed, this was a very familiar expression to Su Ziyu, and it was a unique expression when he was bored.

"What are you doing here?" The voice was not very boring, Su Ziyu had long been used to it, but when he got used to it, his heart still hurt.

"Let's take a look at Miss Yu. With a smile, Su Ziyu's expression was natural, but her heart was full of sour and astringent emotions.

"Thank you, Mrs. King, I'm fine. Sorry for the ......"

"Needless to say, I'm sorry. Su Ziyu still smiled, squinting his eyes, he could block the sadness in his heart. It's her who should say I'm sorry, she shouldn't have been caught between them, let him hate, and let their lovers not be together. So her retribution came, and his disgust was more complete than any punishment. But that Mrs. Kim sentence is really ironic.

"What the hell are you doing here?" Kim Jun-ho threw down the kite string in his hand, and the kite that flew smoothly in the sky lost the shackles of the kite string and flew away with the wind. Su Ziyu grinned, looking at the kite that was flying farther and farther, and smiled inexplicably, but she didn't know that that smile was even uglier than crying.

"Free. "The kite is free without the bondage of the string, then he will become free without her bondage. The kite is free, and so is the kite string.

"Do you even know what you're talking about?" Kim Jun-ho stood up and looked down at her, looking at her blush that couldn't hide her pale face, his eyebrows tightly tangled.

"Can I have a few words with Miss Yu?" The tone is very steady, with polite inquiries, and her smile is also in place, she is now like an actor in front of the camera, as long as she doesn't shout cut, she is a woman who looks at her husband with other women, but she has to pretend that she doesn't care about anything.

"There's not much to say. As usual, he always had that indifferent expression and no warm tone, but he probably didn't know how much her heart hurt every time he looked at her like this. The gentle boy she was familiar with was like her big brother, and he was already dead the moment Yu Shui left him. Kim Jun-ho, whom she loves, is dead. Her love should also dissipate with it.

"Jun-ho, don't be like this, maybe Mrs. Kim really has something very important to say. Yu Shui reached out and pulled his arm, his face was a little disapproving of his approach, and he smiled helplessly at Su Ziyu, as if telling her not to take it too seriously.

Su Ziyu looked at the natural intimate atmosphere between them, watching her pull his arm, he reached out and patted the back of her hand, and something in his heart collapsed. There's nothing left......

"Well, there's not much to say. Clenched her fists tightly, her nails digging deep into her palms, but she still couldn't suppress the sharp and fast pain in her heart, and the lethality she saw with her own eyes was so great that she could not bear it. "Junhao, can you hug me?" she raised her head, her eyes bent, and the emotions in her eyes were tried her best to hide them. Smile, innocent like a child.

"You ......" Kim Junhao didn't seem to expect her to suddenly make such a request, his brows furrowed slightly, and his expression was a little weird.

"Shall I hug you, then? Afraid that he would refuse, Su Ziyu stretched out his arms, hugged him tightly, rested his head on his chest, and listened to his strong and powerful heartbeat. His arms were also wrapped around her hands, and he was embarrassed to let her bear hold him. "One minute, no, no, no, half a minute, don't push me away......"

The face rubbed against his clothes gently, and the temperature on his body warmed her cold little face. Kim Junho lowered his head slightly, and saw her eyes closed, the corners of her mouth hooked, and a satisfied smile. Her curly eyelashes were trembling slightly, and he couldn't see what emotions were under her eyes that were hidden by her eyelashes.

The heart loosened slightly......

Until he felt the curious eyes cast around him, Jin Junhao's eyes narrowed, he took a deep breath, and his eyes fell on Su Ziyu's beautiful hair, "Su ......"

"Crane, let's go. Su Ziyu hurriedly took a few steps back, then quickly turned around, turned his back to him and Yu Shui, and called softly.

"Yes, miss. Crane glanced at Jin Junhao with a cold face, and a trace of emotion flashed in his originally cold and emotionless eyes, but it was only a flash.

"Where are you going?" blurted out the question, which made Su Ziyu, who was about to leave, stunned, raised his head and glanced at the sky, looked at the kite that had long disappeared, stretched out his hand to block the sunlight that accidentally swayed in, the corners of his mouth outlined a smile, and said softly: "Go home." Brother Junhao, I'm going home. ”

Jin Junhao exhaled heavily, looking at the back of Crane helping Su Ziyu to leave, his heart seemed to be pressed by a big stone, so heavy that his breathing became unsmooth.

"Miss, where are you going now?" Crane didn't ask why she didn't tell Kim Jun-ho about her decision, why she didn't hand over the divorce agreement to him personally, didn't she say that she wanted to end it in person?

"Let's go back to the hospital. Leaning her head lightly against the window, she closed her eyes a little tiredly, isolating her from the window their pairs of figures, but their figures came to her mind clearly and lingered.

"Crane, I lost. Tears fell in quick and fast bunches, wetting the corners of the eyes and the curly eyelashes.

She thought she could do it, and said goodbye to him in style. It's good to get together with him, and be a little more free, but a little look from him can easily affect her mood, so this time she chose to run away. She was so tired that she wanted to get a good night's sleep, and maybe she would wake up tomorrow and find that she had just had a very painful dream. When she wakes up like that, she can tell herself to stop loving, and the dream foretells them that they will not bear fruit......

Crane looked in the rearview mirror, her petite figure curled up against the window, and he didn't know how to comfort her except to accompany her silently. Just hopefully, time will be quick......