449. The soul is immortal

The cage is still the cage, and the monkeys are the same monkeys, but what about people?

Jun has left, leaving only a lifetime of attachment and longing. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Shandan lowered his head and pondered, the two children threw the peanuts in their hands into the cage, the monkeys had long been accustomed to peanuts, tired of eating, squinted at each other, did not react, indifferently continued to bask in the sun, occasionally moving their little hands to scratch the itch.

Pedestrians are weaving and bustling.

I heard Xiaoyu say: "Mom, the white-headed langur actually doesn't eat peanuts, my father and I gave them food last year, and they still eat it!"

"Oh, they're probably full, aren't they?" said Shandan, reacting from his deep thoughts.

"Oh, let's look elsewhere. Xiao Yu took her cousin's hand and walked forward.

Shandan looked back at the monkey again, and then looked at the crowd and thought: The world is so big, there are so many living beings, but without you? So many people are living well, how can you say that you can't see it?

Recently, I always hear Daolang's "Love Song of the West Sea", and every time I listen to it, Shandan will cry bitterly:

Since you left

Since then, I have lost my gentleness

The road is long and waiting in this snowy mountain

Listen to the cold wind howling

You can't see the edge

The wind cut my face like a knife

I can't wait for the blue sky of the West Sea

There is no reason for the vast plateau

Remember you

Promised I wouldn't let me lose you

But you follow

The migratory birds that returned south flew so far

Love is like a kite with a broken string

I can't hold back the promise you made

I'm waiting

Warm spring at the top of the snow-capped mountains

Wait until the plateau

A lone goose returning after the snow melts

Love is no longer able to renew the relationship

We can't go back to where we used to be.

Yes, all the promises have been gone with the wind, and the Yiren will never return when they are gone, and the broken liver and sausage will accompany them for a lifetime.

Xiaoyu saw that her aunt was depressed again, so she stopped and silently accompanied her, Xiaoyu was bouncing in front, the sun was just right, but there were too many people, and even the grass next to the path was full of people.

"Are you tired, do you want to sit down and take a break and eat something by the way?" asked Xiaoyu.

"I'm not tired, are you tired?" Xiaoyu shouted to Xiaoyu in front: "Xiaoyu, go back."

It's time to eat!"

Xiao Yu, who was trotting all the way, stopped in the crowd, and a little boy who was bouncing up and down behind him hit Xiao Yu head-on, and the two of them stumbled and were about to fall.

"Slow down!" Shandan broke out in a cold sweat and rushed forward.

Shandan is too sensitive and anxious, after having Xiaoyu, a small mistake of Xiaoyu, Shandan will be scared and numb all over.

The two children sat on the ground, looked at each other, got up, and ran to their parents.

Xiaoyu saw that Xiaoyu was hit, and she had already come to Xiaoyu's side with her long legs, and looked at Xiaoyu who was giggling and laughing, so she was relieved and pulled Xiaoyu back to Shandan.

"Mom, I'm not hungry!"

"Oh, I'm a little tired, let's take a break?" Shandan wiped the beads of sweat on Xiaoyu's head, looked down at Xiaoyu's buttocks, and patted the soil on it.

"Why don't you rest here, Mom, and I'll take my cousin to see the emus, okay?" Xiaoyu proposed.

"What is an emu?" asked Xiaoyu.

"A kind of bird, you know when you go. Xiaoyu pulled Xiaoyu and left, without waiting for her mother to agree.

"Slow down, I'll be waiting for you in the grass next to me, don't forget the direction, remember?" said Shandan, looking at the backs of the two men.

"Mom, don't worry, I remember!" Xiao Yu replied with a wave of her chubby little hand.

"Alas, this child, what a child!" said Shandan, sighing in his heart.

Shandan found a relatively less crowded place on the grass beside her, and the shaded place was already crowded with people, so she sat down with her back to the sun, and she barely saw the sun in winter, basking in the sun in the hope of removing the mold and rot that covered her body and mind.

The sun is shining warmly on her back, people will not be so gloomy in the sun, Shandan closed her eyes and rested for a while, there was a light rain to take care of Xiaoyu, she could be lazy and rest.

Her thoughts still couldn't get around Gu Haiping, she simply didn't run away anymore, and let her thoughts flood and ignore it.

Think about it, the two of them have gone through 16 years, and if you think about it, they have really gone through a lot of time, and they have become the mother of their children from a girl like a flower, their faces are still the same, but their hearts are dead.

16 years have passed! Two people have gone all the way from nothing, and only they know how difficult, hard, and happy they have been.

I remember that I also came to the zoo during the Spring Festival one year, Xiaoyu was two or three years old, and the living conditions at that time were still not much improved, they still used a point-and-shoot camera with film, Xiaoyu was wearing a Tang dress with a red brocade and a small hat, Shandan was wearing a rose-red cashmere coat bought when he got married, Gu Haiping was wearing a black leather jacket, and the family of three took a photo with a huge mountain turtle next to the turtle park.

It is said that turtles live for thousands of years, and Shandan also prayed in his heart at that time that he could borrow the spirituality and longevity of turtles, and now he ......

There is also a year of Spring Festival, the weather is very good, everyone is wearing single clothes, Xiaoyu is about five or six years old, only wearing a cotton flower autumn coat, running happily on the grass, Gu Haiping is also running on the grass with a kite, and the scene of the father and daughter chasing and running around has been fixed in Shandan's mind.

After so many years of hard work, life has finally gotten better, and it seems that it is time to enjoy life, enjoy the comfort and happiness of life, and I don't want to ......

Shandan has always had a mediocre and simple wish: two people to hold hands and leisurely go for a walk on the beautiful park paths of Yongcheng.

She was waiting for him to stop being so busy and tired.

She had always thought that this day would come even later, until he retired, and when he was too old to be busy, but this simple wish would never have a chance to come true.

After Gu Haiping left, Shandan could no longer walk alone on the park path that had gone to work countless times, and every path she walked in the early morning and at dusk must have his company in her heart, how many times have she longed for and sketched the scene of two people walking on this path?

She didn't even dare to go anywhere they had been together, the chair next to the hovercraft where the children in People's Park played was the place where they often took a little time out of the weekend to play with Xiaoyu together, and the two of them sit. After he left, she never took Xiaoyu to play hovercraft again.

Yongcheng is full of his shadow, and his shadow has never been far away because of his departure?

And how can she forget the more than ten years of youth that they have gone through through weal and autumn together? What they give each other and accompany each other is an immortal soul.