I don't know if fate always likes to play tricks on people who are full of expectations, or because expectations are always accompanied by great loss. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

After the year-end assessment, it didn't take long for the results of the assessment and the list of the first phase of the women's team plan to be announced.

After looking forward to pulling Hwang Mi-young to read the list from top to bottom more than a dozen times, Kim Tae-yeon's heart was filled with an inexplicable emotion.

Jung so-yeon, Choi so-young, Kim Hyo-yeon, Kwon Yo-ri, Seo Joo-hyun, Lim Yoon-a, Lee Yeon-hee, Hong Bo-ra, Bae Seok-concubine, Zhang Li-yoon, Kim Ye-jin......

On the list of the women's team program, only her name Kim Tae-yeon is not listed, nor is there the name of her good friend Hwang Mi-young.

Accompanied by a huge loss, Hwang Mi-young didn't hold back at first, let go of Taeyeon's hand and fled.

"Pani ......"

Looking at Hwang Mi-young's distant figure, Kim Taeyeon just stretched out her hand to grab her and stayed in the air, leaving only a wisp of air that she couldn't catch gliding through her hand.

Is it uncomfortable? Maybe...... Even if you have been mentally prepared for a long time, when you see that your name is not on the list, it will not be easy to change to anyone, right? Not to mention the slightly sentimental Huang Meiying.

But why don't you comfort me in the other way first? I wasn't chosen, Pani......

Looking at Lee Hwan-hee, who was also in pain because he was not selected, and Seo Xiaoxian, who quietly left when she saw only her name but not Lee Hwan-hee's name, and Jung so-yeon, who comforted her on the side, Kim Tae-yeon's heart was even more uncomfortable.

Some people are happy and some are sad, and those who are happy are either happy or comforting those who have been defeated. And what about those who were defeated...... Obviously, she also failed to be selected, why does she always have a feeling of comforting Huang Meiying while feeling uncomfortable?

Looking at the noisy environment around her, Kim Taeyeon only felt that she was very out of step with all this.

No one noticed that in the crowd, the girl, who didn't look very tall, quietly turned away.

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Huang Meiying will go to the rest room in addition to the practice room, and then there are people who stay at home like her.

After leaving the crowd, Kim Taeyeon went to the practice room and the rest room, and even the rooftop and toilets were found, so the only place left was their dormitory.

Since she guessed that Hwang Mi-young was likely to return to the dormitory, Kim Taeyeon no longer stayed in the company, and took advantage of the company's release today to give them a day of freedom, she left the company and prepared to go back to the dormitory to have a look.

When I returned to the dormitory and opened the door, the shoes that were randomly thrown on the floor on the entrance proved that Huang Meiying was indeed back.

Arriving at the door of the room, Kim Taeyeon finds that the door is locked.

"Pani, are you in there?"

“……”

There was no sound to answer her, and Kim Taeyeon was still uneasy, and put her ear to the door to listen carefully to the sound in the room.

Except for the second hand of the wall clock still ticking, the whole dormitory is very quiet, and Taeyeon, who is leaning against the door and listening, soon hears a faint cry coming from the room.

"Pani...... Open the door...... I know you're in there, don't be like this and cry, can you? At least I'm still by your side......" Hearing Hwang Mi-young crying alone in the room, Kim Tae-yeon's mood became a little anxious, and she kept banging on the door and calling Hwang Mi-young's name.

called Hwang Mi-young's name for a long time, but Hwang Mi-young still refused to speak out or open the door, making Kim Tae-yeon so worried that she didn't know what to do, and in desperation, she was also weak because of the previous loss, and finally sat down against the door.

"Pani, open the door, I don't have the strength to call you, I don't care if you don't open the door again, just sit at the door and wait for you to open the door. ”

Hearing no answer, Kim Taeyeon sighed and leaned against the door and looked up at the ceiling.

In the quiet environment, there was a sound of footsteps, and then Kim Taeyeon felt the movement of something hitting the door, but did not see the door open.

“daedae……”

"Huh? ”

On the other side of the door, Huang Meiying also sat down against the door.

"You say...... Could it be that I really don't have the qualifications to debut as an artist?" After a long time, Huang Meiying spoke, but it seemed that because she had been crying for a long time, her voice was a little hoarse, and her voice had changed a lot.

"I don't know how to answer you when you ask me this...... What I can only tell you is that whether or not you can debut as an artist is not up to us, it is up to the company to decide. Even if we think that we have enough strength and level, and the company thinks that we are not enough, then we have not been able to meet the standards required by the company, just like the company's evaluation of us. After thinking carefully about the actual situation, Kim Taeyeon summarized the reasons for her defeat this time and told Hwang Mi-young in her own way of understanding.

"Is it because the company didn't choose us, we can't make our debut?" According to Kim Tae-yeon, Hwang Mi-young asked after carefully understanding it.

"It should be like this......" Taeyeon hesitated for a moment and replied to Hwang Mi-young.

Hearing a sobbing voice, I thought that Huang Meiying couldn't accept this failure, and finally calmed down and began to feel sad and cry again.

"Pani ......" Kim Tae-yeon shouted Hwang Mi-young's name again.

"What...... What's up. The crying slowly stopped as his name was called.

"I don't know if I'm comforting you right now...... Actually, I'm sad now......"

"Why?" Huang Meiying, who was on the other end of the door, raised her head against her legs and asked in a slightly surprised way.

"Just because you see that your name is not chosen knows that you are not selected...... But didn't you notice? My name doesn't appear on the list. Remembering the moment when Hwang Mi-young searched many times and couldn't find her name, and finally let go of her hand and left, Kim Tae-yeon knew that Hwang Mi-young at that time should not have noticed that her name did not appear on the list.

Hearing this, Huang Miying was even more surprised, at that time she was full of anticipation and nervousness, she just wanted to find her name on the list, but she didn't notice the names of others, no matter who it was at this moment, the first reaction in her mind was to find her name first, right? But she is Taeyeon's good friend, and it is the same if she was not selected Taeyeon, but she completely ignored Taeyeon's reaction, only cared about her own sadness, and fled from the place that broke her heart.

“…… I'm sorry...... I was so focused on finding my own name that I didn't notice that your name wasn't on the list......"

"Why do you apologize to me? I was mentally prepared for a long time, but when all this really happened, I was still a little disappointed. ”

"I ...... I really didn't notice your name...... At the time, I just wanted to find my name and tell the aba...... It's just that he didn't expect to lose the election, so he started to ...... I felt that I was really doing the same wrong thing as ABA did when she objected to me coming here as a trainee...... So...... I just ran back......" The moment she didn't see her name at that time, Huang Meiying's mind came to her mind when her father opposed her coming to South Korea as a trainee, and remembered the words when her brother and sister did not approve of her choice, she only felt that she might have really taken the wrong path that should have been smooth, and felt that she was really the same as what her father said at the time, so she felt sad because of this.

"I don't mean to blame you, and I don't mean to comfort me when I say this, after all, you're not very good at comforting others. I'm just trying to vent my bitterness. Taeyeon smiled wryly and stretched out her finger to silently draw something on the ground.

“…… Sorry ......"

"I said, there's no need to apologize to me. I also know your situation, and your situation is indeed much more serious than mine. The most I don't have to choose is to go home and continue my studies, and then graduate and find a job in the future. But what about you? You yourself said that your ABA, OPPA, and Ernie don't approve of you coming here as a trainee, especially your ABA, as if you yourself said that he was angry for a long time because you didn't tell you and didn't come to Korea without permission, and he didn't even call you for living expenses, and it was your OPPA and Ernie who secretly called you from him, right?"

"Hmmm......"

"So in this comparison, I was not selected, at most I was just sad, and it didn't take a while, and it was a big deal to continue working hard next time. But you are different, you don't have the approval of your family, you don't have your family by your side, and no one comes to comfort you when you're sad, so I can understand your feelings, and it's fine after crying once. ”

“…… daedae……”

"I'm here. ”

"Why...... You want to comfort me like this?"

"Remember what I said last year when I made up for your birthday?"

How could she not remember? The most touching sentence that Taeyeon said to her at that time was: Whenever you are, no matter where you are, as long as I am here, you can tell me, because I am your sister, and I will not let you be alone.

And she Kim Taeyeon did exactly what she said, treating herself as her dearest sister, willing to share good and bad things with her, she comforted herself when she was sad, and she would accompany herself to be happy when she was happy, never leaving herself behind, making herself feel lonely.

But now, just because she only saw that her name didn't appear on the list, she left behind what Taeyeon had told her at the beginning, and hid from crying alone, without thinking about Taeyeon's feelings at all.

"If you remember what I said at the time, you shouldn't be hiding in your room and being sad now, what is there that we can't face together? Not to mention that now that I have lost the election with you, you have no reason to leave me alone to hide and cry, right?"

“……”

Kim Taeyeon leaned against the door and said, "If you want to cry, the two of us will cry together, and if you cry alone without me, don't you know that I want to cry now?"

was still comforting herself in front and letting herself stop crying alone, but in the back she actually said that she wanted to cry too, which made Huang Meiying, who was still hesitating to open the door, burst out laughing.

Now that she was already smiling, Hwang Mi-young had no reason to continue to lock the door and not come out, she got up to open the door, only to see a Kim Taeyeon who did not expect to suddenly open the door and collapsed because she had lost her support.

"He didn't tell me in advance when he opened the door, and I fell a little. Rubbing her back, which had been in close contact with the floor once, Kim Taeyeon stood up and complained dissatisfied.

“daedae…… Thank you. Ignoring Kim Taeyeon's deliberately pretended disgruntled expression, Hwang Mi-young hugged Taeyeon and whispered in her ear.

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"Ahhh

"It's coming, it's coming, Yun'a, stop me!"

It's been a long time since the year-end exams, and it's slowly coming to Christmas Eve.

After the end of the year-end exam, s|m has given all the trainees two days of vacation to spend Christmas Eve and Christmas.

After the year-end exam, the sad mood was gradually dispelled by the daily practice, and Huang Meiying did not have the sadness of the day when the assessment was over, and slowly regained the same feeling of a smiling girl when they met for the first time.

Christmas Eve, of course, is Christmas later, and since Christmas has a holiday, how could Kim Taeyeon, as an activist, miss such a fun day? So when the company just announced the holiday, she couldn't wait to invite her friends to her dormitory for Christmas.

It's just that the idea is good, and the reality is slightly cruel.

The friends came and came, all of them with empty hands, and they didn't think about what to prepare for Christmas.

The most excessive are Lin Yuna and Cui Xiuying, two limited-weight foodies, and the first thing they said after coming to the dormitory was to eat turkey!

Angry, Kim Taeyeon almost took a lighter and stuffed it into the mouths of both of them.

In order to make this Christmas look like Christmas, Kim Taeyeon had no choice but to arrange tasks for them one by one and tell them what to buy and come back.

Money, anyway, there is a hidden Bai Fumei Huang Pani, Kim Taeyeon doesn't have to care about anything at all, and directly gives Lim Yoona a glorious and arduous task - let her buy a Christmas tree back.

When Lim Yoon-a dragged a small sapling that was only as tall as Kim Tae-yeon came back, Kim Tae-yeon was so angry that she almost didn't take a breath and lay on the ground to raise her body.

She was asked to buy a big Christmas tree, but she bought a small one, and she pretended to be very struggling.

But since she bought it back, Kim Taeyeon couldn't let Yuna return it again, so she had no choice but to help move the saplings into the dormitory and place them in the middle of the living room.

She had already asked Choi so-young and Kim Hyo-yeon to buy Christmas decorations and the like, so she waited for Lin Yuna to bring back the Christmas tree and hang it up, and she also let the foodie so-young buy a lot of snacks.

As for the Christmas gift that should be given, Kim Tae-yeon begged for a long time before she successfully invited Jung so-yeon, who was lying on the sofa watching TV, to take money from Hwang Mi-young and give it to her and ask her to go out and buy some gifts, and then give them to other friends in the evening.

"Yoon-Oni, why don't you eat some cookies first? and then eat what's on the table, I'm afraid that Taeyeon-Oni will cook you and eat it as a dish." Seeing that there was no image at all, and under the voice of Kim Taeyeon, under the pull of the foodie Xiuying, Lin Yun'er, who was still chewing the food with her crocodile mouth open, Xu Xiaoxian couldn't help but take out a pack of biscuits from the snacks bought by Cui Xiuying next to her and handed it to Lin Yun'er.

"I'll finish this plate of noodles first. With a large amount of food stuffed in her mouth, Lin Yun'er could still pronounce the words clearly, which made Xu Xiaoxian stunned from the sidelines.

"Lin! Yun!'er! If you eat it again! Believe it or not, I'm going to chop you up and eat it now!"

Lin Yun'er was struggling to eliminate the noodles on the plate when a terrifying voice came from her head.

Looking back, Kim Taeyeon was holding a pig-killing knife in her hand...... Kitchen knife, looking at Lin Yun'er with a hideous face.

couldn't help but shudder, Lin Yuna obediently put down the plate, hid next to Xiao Xian, and looked at Kim Taeyeon with half of her head exposed.

Seeing that Lim Yoona stopped eating and continued to eat, Kim Tae-yeon snorted and returned to the kitchen with a kitchen knife.

But as soon as she turned to leave, Lin Yun'er, who was hiding behind Xiao Xiannei, rushed out again, picked up the plate of mixed noodles that had not been eaten, and then hid behind Xiao Xian Nei to continue to eat.

"Yun'er Ernie ......" Xu Xiaoxian looked at Lin Yun'er's actions and couldn't cry or laugh.

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"I repeat it again, the last dish, whoever dares to eat it again! I'll chop whoever it is!" Kim Taeyeon has been completely fried, and after an hour of hard work, she has come out to stop these lawless foodies five times, and every time she comes out, she can see that a plate of food has been eaten and there is a plate left on the table, which has made Kim Taeyeon's endurance reach the limit, and the last knife is chopped on the table, looking at these still unrepentant foodies domineeringly and saying angrily.

"Don't you dare Taeyeononi, I really don't dare. After being knocked out of a few big bags by Kim Taeyeon with a rolling pin, Lim Yoona had fully realized Kim Taeyeon's horror, and hid on the edge of the sofa tremblingly and looked at her.

"What's that...... Taeyeon, I'll wait for your last dish, don't dance with a knife and get a gun at every turn, it's scary......" Seeing that Kim Taeyeon was really angry this time, even the kitchen knife had been chopped on the table, Choi so-young swallowed a mouthful of water, afraid that she would really chop herself with a knife.

"Very good! I'll put this kitchen knife here first! When I come out, there's something missing on the table, even if it's a vegetable leaf, as long as I know who ate it, I'll definitely chop her!"

"Yes, Queen!" How dare everyone disobey Kim Taeyeon, who now has a big sword in her hand, and after she dropped such a sentence, they all sat up straight, looking ahead without squinting, and did not dare to move.

"Hmph, you have to force me to use force!" Glancing at a group of foodies sitting at the table, Kim Taeyeon turned around and entered the kitchen again.

The Christmas atmosphere fills the whole living room, just this quiet atmosphere...... It doesn't look like Christmas, but it feels like being in an army canteen.

This can only be blamed on this group of foodies who are too edible, and the dishes made by Kim Taeyeon have been rushed by a group of people to divide up before they can be put on the table, which makes Kim Taeyeon so angry, so he will use his powerlessness to forcibly suppress this group of foodies with bottomless appetites.

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