Lu Yingyi said: "Ayang, you ......"

Zhuo Yang smiled and poured himself another glass of wine, Lu Ying made a total of two bottles of wine in one cage, and he hadn't said anything about himself, and now almost all of them went into Zhuo Yang's stomach. Lu Ying was worried about Zhuo Yang, but he didn't look like he was drunk. Yes, it is not easy to get drunk when recalling the things that make you miserable. Lu Yingyi was even more worried because of this.

Zhuo Yang said, "Are you worried about me? Do you think that the forced killing of people on K Island at that time caused me a great psychological shadow and burden, and became my heart disease for the rest of my life?" he shook his head, "No." ”

Lu Ying looked at Zhuo Yang in surprise.

Zhuo Yang said: "Not at all. He counted on his fingers, "The first person, whom I suspected was a spy, broke his neck bone during the sneak attack, and the second person snatched the other person's military card and killed the other person, and then attacked me, and I drowned him in the sea, and the third person begged me to let him go, but I found a secret information letter on his body, and I killed him, and then I thought that the letter was not good or was put on him by someone else, because he was very surprised when he saw the letter." ”

Lu Ying wanted to say something, but couldn't say anything.

A trace of complicated feelings slipped through Zhuo Yang's eyes, and he watched Lu Yingyi drink a glass of wine. After a pause, he said, "I killed three people, and maybe at least two by mistake, but I didn't feel uncomfortable, and I didn't feel guilty. He looked at Lu Yingyi, "This is the law of the jungle, do you know, in the forest, every beast may be killed in the next moment, maybe it is a natural enemy, maybe it is the same kind, death can only prove that you are not strong enough, no one will have resentment, everyone accepts this fact calmly." In my eyes, humans are also animals, and they are no different from other beasts, so there is no guilt. Because of this, the instructors at Division S were very satisfied with me, and they said that I was a natural killer. ”

Lu Ying put a wine glass on the table: "Ah Yang, you are a human being, not a machine!"

Zhuo Yang looked at Lu Yingyi, his eyes softened for a moment, and then he became cold, and he said, "If you knew what I did after I officially became a hidden dragon, you probably wouldn't have said that." He seemed to be holding the idea of breaking the jar tonight, shaking out the past that he had carefully hidden, one by one, with a masochistic pleasure.

Wine after glass, life after death, until the second bottle of wine was drunk, Zhuo Yang's face was drunk, he said: "It's a pity, in that incident, I was seriously injured, although I saved my hands and feet, and recovered my mobility and even fighting ability, but my skills are much worse than before, and the people at S Department have evaluated that I am no longer suitable for working as a hidden dragon." ”

Lu Yingyi imagined Zhuo Yang three years ago in this almost careless description, when his relationship with Qin Weifeng was not at its worst, when he was enjoying his home life in a peaceful country and peaceful city, this man sneaked into the real war zone alone, and was almost blown to pieces in an air raid explosion, if it weren't for the collapsed roof of the roof just to cover him, this person may no longer exist, and even if he picked up a life, he was almost paralyzed.

Unthinkable, scary!

Zhuo Yang said: "Later, I was smuggled back to China, and I was cleared of my name, entered Tenglong's work, and began to serve as a bodyguard next to important people, however, I only did it for a year before I was removed from the team." He lowered his glass and asked, "Do you know why?"

Lu Yingyi didn't know, but he could roughly guess.

Zhuo Yang said: "During a conservation mission, I almost killed a child. Someone rushed over, whether it was a child or an adult, it could be an assassin, and there were many such children on the battlefield, so I didn't think much about it. That kid is only fifteen years old, but now he can only sit in a wheelchair, and I ruined him!" Zhuo Yang said, "The people of Guoan gave me a psychological evaluation, in the past they thought I was a qualified killing machine, but now, they think I am a dangerous beast that is not controlled! They originally planned to kill me, but later, under the mediation of the S department, they changed to quit the team. ”

Zhuo Yang said: "There are still people watching me, and I have to go back regularly to report, this is the price of my survival." ”

The atmosphere in the room was extremely heavy, Lu Ying thought for a long time, and said with difficulty: "It's not your fault, you have developed a mindset after staying in that kind of battlefield for so long, and besides, in order to protect Mr. Big's safety, it is inevitable that you will take action when necessary." He tried hard to express that although Zhuo Yang said it lightly, and repeatedly emphasized that he was a Taiwanese machine and had no human feelings, on the contrary, Lu Ying felt that he was actually very depressed and guilty, and it was precisely because of this that this man would accept supervision in obscurity, and he would have taken up the job of a waiter in an old hotel with empty skills, and if it weren't for Rui Wenxiu's invitation, he wouldn't even want to return to the "home" where he stayed when he was a teenager.

Lu Yingyi suddenly thought of something, he remembered that just a few hours ago, Zhuo Yang had volunteered to rescue Qin Weifeng for him, and Qin Weifeng was tied to the timed bomb left by Lan Rong at that time! No one knew when the bomb would explode, and Zhuo Yang had almost died because of the explosion, and it was natural that his heart should have left psychological trauma on the explosives, but for him, he actually went without saying a word!

Lu Yingyi suddenly scolded himself in his heart for being an idiot, Zhuo Yang had done too much for him, and he always relied on him quietly when he was the hardest and most tired, so that he unconsciously thought that this person was omnipotent and omnipotent, that this person was indestructible, even if he left one day, he would not have any problems.

Yes, the reason why Lu Yingyi dismissed the others tonight and specially made a table of dishes to find Zhuo Yang to drink was because he had already made a decision to leave here, leave S City, and leave Zhuoyang. Lan Rong has appeared, the grievances of the Lan and Lu families will have to be settled sooner or later, Lu Yingyi saw the crisis from Qin Weifeng's incident, and thought that he should not have a deep relationship with other people, he was self-righteous and did what he thought was good for Zhuo Yang, but he never thought about such kindness, whether Zhuo Yang could accept it, whether he was willing to accept it.

Lu Yingyi couldn't help but smile bitterly, Zhuo Yang must have seen it before he caught up with him, and talked about his past, and after listening to Zhuo Yang's past self, can he still shake his hands and sleeves and walk away in a breeze? Lu Yingyi raised his head and found that the man had fallen asleep quietly on the table. It turned out that this man was not drunk, but he was too good at hiding himself, as if he was hiding his pain, because he hid it too deeply, so even he lied to himself. Lu Ying thought of the man who carried Granny Luo downstairs, the man who would peel carrot slices for small animals, the man who jumped off the cliff for him, the man who smiled like a teenager after reuniting with Xiaolu, the man who didn't know his past and didn't want to think about his parents......

"What can I do about this...... Lu Yingyi smiled bitterly and reached out to stroke the man's hair. The man's hair is still very hard, but it seems to have grown a little longer recently, and it has a slight curvature, like a child-like man.

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Early in the morning, Zhuo Yang slowly opened his eyes, and after being stunned for a second, he jumped up violently: "Xiao Lu!"

The room was silent, and no one was there except him. Zhuo Yang's heart "chuckled", he comforted himself that he wouldn't, it would be fine, and ran to open Lu Yingyi's closet. In just a few steps, he staggered, I don't know if it was a hangover or something else, and when he opened the cupboard door, his hands were trembling, and yet...... The wardrobe was half empty, and most importantly, the backpack that Lu Yingyi had been holding when he came to Rose Mountain Villa was gone.

For a moment, the man seemed to be stunned, and his face showed a child-like confused expression, and the next moment, he rushed down the stairs barefoot, and the result of his vague steps was that he almost fell down the last few steps of stairs, making an earth-shattering sound.

"Young Master Zhuo, ...... are you" Li Jingshu held a soup spoon in his hand and looked at Zhuo Yang dumbfounded.

Zhuo Yang ignored him, got up and was about to run out, Li Jingshu reached out to pull him, he subconsciously swung a punch, but the old man was very skilled, gently stretched out his hand to push, and pulled it, and unloaded the already unstable fist strength. Li Jingshu said, "Young Master Zhuo, what are you doing here?"

Zhuo Yang was so anxious that both eyes were red, and he attacked Li Jingshu one punch after another in an orderly manner, at this time he was in a completely out of control state, although he kept attacking, he couldn't even see who he was attacking in his eyes, he just knew that as soon as Lu Ying left, if he didn't go to him again, he wouldn't come back!

Zhuo Yang was in a hurry, and the strength of his shot changed, and it was also Li Jingshu's kung fu, and the two of them played "ping pong" in the hall, which made all the other people quarrel every day. Li Yanyan probed his brain at the entrance of the building, Fang Liwen was anxious to stop but didn't know how to stop it, Leo took a mobile phone next to him to take a picture, and kept shouting Cool!

Suddenly, there was a strange smell in the room, and Li Yanyan sniffed and said, "Hey, what's the paste?"

The old gentleman, who was fighting with Zhuo Yang, suddenly stiffened, "Ahhhhh

Zhuo Yang saw that no one was stopping him, so he naturally wanted to rush out again, but he heard Li Jingshu come from behind: "The young master just went out to do some errands, and he will come back in a week." ”

Zhuo Yang slammed the brakes at the door and turned back in disbelief. Li Jingshu said: "He left you a note, didn't you read it, Young Master Zhuo." ”

Zhuo Yang didn't say a word, and rushed upstairs again, almost knocking over Li Yanyan and them. Fang Liwen said: "Jing ...... Uncle Jing, did you do it on purpose?"

Li Jingshu snorted coldly from his nose and continued to serve his soup.

Zhuo Yang saw a note under the wine bottle in the room, Lu Yingyi wrote well, the dragon flew and the phoenix danced, but the pen was steady, which showed that the family education was extremely strict. The note read: "Ayang, I'm going out, it's inconvenient to contact me in the near future, I'll be back in a week at the latest, you take care of your home." The last message was, "Love you~"

Zhuo Yang held the note, and slowly, blushed.

A week later, Lu Yingyi did not return. Zhuo Yang was so anxious that he wanted to rush out again, but was stopped by Li Jingshu, so he rushed one by one, and reluctantly waited for another three days, just when Zhuo Yang couldn't wait to leave, Lu Ying came back.

This day happened to be Lichun and Chinese New Year's Eve, and Lu Ying appeared outside the door of the daily security with a large bag of New Year's goods, blinding Zhuo Yang's eyes.

"You ......" Zhuo Yang wanted to say something, but he couldn't say anything, he rushed forward in three steps and two steps, and took Lu Ying into his arms. Lu Ying was almost out of breath when he was hugged by him, but he understood his uneasiness, endured it, and stretched out his hand to gently pat his back.

A light snow drifted in the sky, making the scene of the meeting of lovers more romantic, but unfortunately...... A cough came from behind Lu Ying.

"Hey, little silver, you still won't let me enter the door, the old man is old, he can't stand this ghost weather, ouch I'll go, what are you two hugging so tightly, you're going to blind the old man's eyes!"

Zhuo Yang looked behind Lu Ying inexplicably, and saw a tall old man with a beard and a cane.