Chapter 105: The Flower of the Heavenly Ranking

There is a sword from outside the sky, and there is a man who has become an immortal in the universe, and you want to destroy that sky, I don't want to forget those eyes. So, please let me be in charge.

The right and wrong that continue from the eons ago, right and wrong are annihilated together with the lost land, he is Zheng Zifu, the first person on the heavenly list, and he vaguely remembers this paragraph in his dreams, which is a little boring and a little dull...... I want to be a faithful son from afar

and the ephemeral lover of matter

Like all poets who dream as horses

I had to walk on the same path as the martyrs and the clowns

All men will quench the fire, and I alone will lift it high

This fire is a great bloom and falls in the sacred motherland

Like all poets who dream as horses

I used this fire to spend the vast dark night of my life

This fire is the language of the great motherland and the Liangshan walled city built by throwing stones

Dunhuang with dreams as the soil - the bones that will be cold in July

Like snow-white firewood and hard strips of snow, lay across the mountain of the gods

Like all poets who dream as horses

I threw myself into this fire, and these three are the lamps that imprison me, and spit out light

Ten thousand people will walk past me to build the language of the motherland

I'm willing to start from scratch

Like all poets who dream as horses

I would also like to sit through the prison

Of all the creations of the gods, I am the most perishable, with an irresistible speed of death

Only food is what I cherish, I hold her tightly, hold her tightly, and give birth to children in her hometown

Like all poets who dream as horses

I would also like to bury myself on the high mountains around me and watch over my peaceful home

I am infinitely ashamed in the face of the river

I am in the emptiness of my life, and I am tired

Like all poets who dream as horses

The years are fleeting, there is not a drop of water left, and there is a horse in the drop, and a life returns

A thousand years later, if I were reborn on the banks of the motherland

A thousand years later, I once again have China's rice paddies and Zhou Tianzi's snow-capped mountains and Pegasus Tapping

Like all poets who dream as horses

I choose the eternal cause

My career is to be the sun all my life

He has been from ancient times to the present day - "the day" - he is incomparably brilliant and incomparably bright

Like all poets who dream as horses

Finally I was carried into the immortal sun by the gods of twilight

The sun is my name

The sun is my life

The mountain top of the sun buries the corpse of poetry - the millennial kingdom and me

Riding a 5,000-year-old phoenix and a dragon named "Horse" - I will fail

But poetry itself will triumph with the sun

Ten years of drinking ice, it is difficult to cool the blood. Some things don't have to be the best, I just use another identity to tell a real love and hatred; little you, you don't understand the hardships of the world, looking at the increasingly white temples of your relatives, but what do you want them to know?

Little you, smiling so carefree, looking at the expectant eyes of your relatives, what do you have to convey to them?

Little you, cute and angry, looking at the slightly angry eyes of your relatives, what apologies do you have to make them clear?

When you are young, you are delicate, and you must have some love words to say to each other;

When you are young, you are shy and shy, and you must have some gentle words to tell each other's hearts;

When you are young, you are enthusiastic and unrestrained, but you also have little secrets that you just want to let the other party know;

Later, you have been another man's wife and other husband, thinking of the bits and pieces of your youth, looking at the person who accompanies you to old age, but what love words do you want to say to him (her)?

Later, you were dyed by the years and dreamed of the past with the people around you, but what touching words did he (her) know?

Later, you learned to laugh quietly, recalling the time when you laughed with them and drank a glass of wine, but what blessings do you want to give them?

Now you have what words to transmit to your relatives who have grown up with you, friends who have grown up with you, lovers who have accompanied you to old age, teenagers and girls who laugh wantonly in your youth? Zheng Zifu, the first person on the heavenly list, has heard of it; Master Pusheng once said: The Buddha's heart is always painful, because it cannot cross the world!

Baishi Jinglun's one-page book angrily denounced: There are always endless demons and evil ways in the world, and worldly philistines who laugh endlessly!

Jizo Bodhisattva made a grand wish: Hell is not empty, and he will not become a Buddha!

The Buddha's sword said that he was wearing a robe, holding a Buddha in his hand, and swore an oath: for the people of the world, he will enter the world. Killing is to protect life, and cutting karma is not killing people! All living beings are suffering, and the Buddha is compassionate. What is the Buddha's vow, the heart of compassion?

Once upon a time, the mind would be like a criminal in a prison and would break out of the shackles of the shackles of the spirit by surprise and seemingly unreasonable, but in a reasonable way, it would run away......

"Xin, you've finally escaped!"

Where will it go? What will it do? Probably only the heart itself knows, and the good body of the empty shell will never be able to walk with the mind. "Zhuang Zhouxiao dreams of butterflies", another evidence of the existence of the mythological era is the dream of human beings. Most of us will have such dreams, and in the dreams we will have some supernatural powers, such as flying to the sky, retreating, changing, etc., such dreams can be called "supernatural dreams". Sometimes we can see people from the past in our dreams, even people who are unlikely to meet in reality, such as ancients and celebrities. Sometimes some sick people dream that their illness is cured in a dream. Wait a minute. Although these dreams can be explained by current scientific theories, they are very different from what I am trying to tell you.

In the perception of ordinary people, dreams are often absurd and impossible. However, these realizations are all appearances, and they are also some negative evaluations.

In my opinion, dreams are a way for human beings to get rid of the bondage of high spirits, in other words, most of our dreams are things that we do after getting rid of some constraints and limitations of reality. For example, in flying, we overcome gravity, the oxygen is thin at high altitudes, etc., and we will face many problems in reality.

What we do in our dreams is what we often do in pre-human reality. The physical body now occupies a major part of our lives, whereas before we were not. In the pre-human period, most of the time we existed as spiritual, and only a small part of the time we "materialized" as a material existence.

Although most of us can't remember the mythical times anymore, we go back to that era every night in the depths of our memories.

Therefore, dreams are the natural nostalgia of human beings for the age of mythology.

Spring is coming again, the flowers are about to bloom, and the heart is riding the breeze in the direction of the dream......

Or shuttle through the deep mountains, look for thousand-year-old trees, circle around the ancient trees to pray for blessings, kowtow and make wishes, or wander through the thorny jungle, like panning for gold, to find "living fossils", only to find out after careful study that they are not actually "fossils" It's just as ordinary as me, or strolling on the beach and shallow seashore, picking up the shells under your feet, looking at them over and over again, giving them to others or throwing them into the sea, or hurrying through the barren mountains and wilderness, maybe you will find a magical castle hidden in the mountains, and talk with the elders in big food robes, or come to the depths of the mountains, meet a hermit, make tea and play a game, and point out the country......

Heart, go with the flow, stop with the fate, be happy with the joy, think with the go, go on the mountain, go through the water, go through the journey after the journey......

At this moment, maybe it's on its way again, or it's already at its destination, or it's still looking for it...... It feels like there are positive things for everyone, and there are also negative ones. This distinction is necessary because I want to make it clear that neither of these feelings (emotions) means true happiness.

What does happiness feel like?

Negative emotions and feelings naturally do not need to be considered, and people who are occupied by anger, chagrin, depression, fear, loss, etc., are obviously not happy, and no one wants to be such a person themselves.

Conversely, positive emotions are sought after by many people. Love, enjoyment, optimism, hope, self-confidence, gratitude, joy, courage, loyalty, etc., people who are full of positive emotions do give people a sense of happiness. At this point, it seems that all discussion is not necessary, and the definition of happiness is already clear. I think that's what most people do.

Any emotion, whether negative or positive, disappears after it is generated. You will feel very comfortable after the negative emotions disappear, like "tickling", and you will feel a sense of loss after the positive emotions are lost. Therefore, the pursuit of happiness should not pursue any emotion, but should be without emotion, and true tranquility is true happiness.

Because there is no emotion without inner dialogue, pausing inner dialogue can lead to true inner peace. Zheng Zifu, the first person on the list, said that I am the old man in my own memories, and I am the soul in my own story.

I am a humble person in my own heart, and I am a proud person in my own eyes.

I like to write about other people's stories, about other people's landscapes.

But right now, I want to tell a story, tell my own story.

Because I know that all the suffering that has been experienced is worth waiting for the flowers to bloom.