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On the roof of the school hospital, someone looked into the distance with a complicated face, and approached the balcony step by step.

He walked slowly, as if he had been guillotined, and it seemed to take a great deal of effort with each step forward.

Maybe his heart was still struggling, maybe he didn't have the courage to see death as home, so that when he walked to the balcony, it was already ten minutes later.

This building is very tall, almost as high as a library, and jumping from here will be shattered no matter which part of the building lands.

But no matter what, the idea of jumping off the building has germinated in his heart.

This is a boy who looks honest, but no one knows how paranoid he is deep in his heart under his honest appearance?

A gamble, just because of a gamble in the school doctor's office, made him disappointed in the world to the point of seeking death.

It may be incomprehensible to a normal person, but it is what it is.

Some people will only laugh when they lose money, but some people lose money, but they lose their lives!

In just three or two hours, he lost 9,000 yuan, which is undoubtedly a bolt from the blue for Zou Xiaofeng, you must know that the 9,000 yuan, but the family sold two big fat pigs, plus the parents scraped together.

In order to go to college and pay the expensive tuition, my parents saved money and traveled around for most of their lives.

Every time he goes home, looking at his gray-haired parents, Zou Xiaofeng always has an indescribable bitterness, so he works very hard in school, hoping to get ahead one day and improve the poverty situation at home.

But this time, because of a momentary greed, I lost so much, and I lost so completely, it was like losing the whole world...

Yes, the whole world...

Those who have not experienced poverty will not understand what the world of the poor is like.

The world of the poor can be measured by money, and the world of some people is priceless, but the world of some people may be worth a hundred dollars.

Zou Xiaofeng still remembers that there was an old man in the village who picked up rags for a living, and because of a hundred yuan **, he ended his life with hemp rope under the poplar tree at the head of the village.

Maybe for the elderly, this can be regarded as a relief!

This time, it's time for me to be freed.

"Old man, I'm here too..."Zou Xiaofeng shouted, and he was about to jump down.

It's just that when he stood on the balcony and looked down, he couldn't help but think of the blood in the movie, the human head cracking like a watermelon, and the scene where the body turned into flesh...

Zou Xiaofeng took a breath gently, this... It should hurt, right?

Since it hurts, I still don't jump.

In other words, there is a backwater pond next door.

However, now that it's so cold, the water should be very cold, and I don't want to freeze to death. Besides, the body will rot after being blistered for a long time...

Cutting your wrists seems to be good, it doesn't hurt much, but the way the blood runs dry is a little unacceptable.

It's not impossible to hang yourself...

Hey, it's still sleeping pills!

After some struggle, Zou Xiaofeng still decided to change the way of death and die quietly.

However, the last dime in his pocket was lost to the person named Xie Huahua, where is the money to buy sleeping pills!

"Damn, ahhh~!I don't want to live, I want to die, let me die... Xie Huahua, ah, I won't let you go if you're a ghost..."Zou Xiaofeng completely went berserk, as if he was crazy, yelling on the balcony.

Thinking of Xie Huahua's appearance of turning the money into a fan, and thinking of Xie Huahua's hateful smile like a rotten persimmon...

How can there be such a nasty guy in this world.

"Hehe~!"

At this time, a hoarse laugh sounded, and Zou Xiaofeng only felt that a hand was on his shoulder, and then he pushed it gently, and then his vision began to blur.

The whistling night breeze sang a ballad, the parents' gray hair added a few more, the hanged grandfather at the entrance of the village was beckoning, and Xie Huahua was the green vegetable skin of the front teeth...

It turns out that death is what it is.

It's just, I don't want to die!

"I don't want to die!"

Zou Xiaofeng burst into tears, but unfortunately he couldn't dominate his body.

......

In ward 303, Tang Yan suddenly woke up, stood up from the bed, and saw the girl in the next bed looking at him, and her eyes were very weird.

"Uh... Are you awake?" Tang Yan certainly understood what was going on with that look.

The girl said angrily: "Nonsense!"

"Hehe, I haven't slept in a long time.." Tang Yan smiled awkwardly, after all, when he looked at the patient, he fell asleep after looking at it, which seemed to be a bit of a mistake.

Seeing Tang Yan's embarrassed look, the girl smiled lightly: "I can see it." People who can fall asleep while sitting are really eye-opening, especially when snoring and drooling. ”

Tang Yan was speechless for a moment, but he really admired himself, he could fall asleep while sitting and sleeping, and it seemed that he had a new skill.

It's just that snoring and drooling are said by a girl, and she is still a little embarrassed, and she has to defend herself.

"Is it really drooling? I'm so tired, yes, it's just too tired, it's not like this, really! You can ask my roommate, I sleep quietly..."

This excuse amused the girl, and she chuckled and said no more.

The girl stopped talking, and Tang Yan naturally didn't explain far-fetchedly, so she had to divert the topic: "That... Beauty, did you hear someone cursing just now?"

Just now, Tang Yan heard in a daze that someone was scolding Huahua. Could it be that I had a nightmare again and dreamed of flowers, and if so, it would be terrible.

No wonder some are restless...

"No!" the girl replied succinctly.

Tang Yan cried with a sad face and said, "It seems that it is really a nightmare, it is so terrible... I'd rather dream of Sister Feng than dream of Huahua, what's wrong with me?"

"Who is Flowey?" the girl asked.

Tang Yan sighed and said, "The roommate in the dormitory, a very second person, I actually dreamed of him, it's really hell." ”

The girl suddenly realized: "Oh, I thought it was your girlfriend, by the way, let's talk about the story of the pig killer, and then talk about it during the day..."

Tang Yan had a headache for a while, and said very seriously: "I have sworn during the day that I will never tell the story of the pig killer to the girl again." ”

The girl thought of the daytime, her pretty face flushed, and she explained in a low voice: "During the day, I didn't really cry, I was amused by your serious appearance, just a smile touched the wound, it hurt... It hurts, that's it. ”

It turned out that this was the case, it was a wound, Tang Yan was relieved, but he still decided to kill the pig and not say how to kill the pig, who knows if she will be involved in the wound again.

"When you're healed, I'll talk to you about that, I really don't know if you're a little girl who will be interested in those things. ”

"Alright!" the girl nodded slightly.

The atmosphere was silent for a while, and Tang Yan asked, "That.. Beauty, didn't your family come?"

It's been nearly ten hours since the car accident happened, and it's unbelievable that no one has come to see her for so long.

I was going to ask the girl's parents for medical expenses, but they never came, so how can this be good? More than 10,000 yuan, more than 100 pigs to kill! You can't ask this girl if she wants it, in case it pulls her wound again...

When it comes to her parents, the girl doesn't seem to want to say more, so she closes her eyes directly, and says after a long time: "They... I don't know the news yet!"

"That's it... Don't know the news yet?" Tang Yan was a little puzzled.

"They're abroad. The girl said.

"Abroad, what about your teachers? No, teachers don't know the news, right?" Tang Yan continued to ask.

"Teacher, who knows? Maybe it's at Liu Ye's house!"

"What a broken teacher, I don't even care about the students. Then you always have a girlfriend or something, right?"

"No, a lot of people don't like me..."

Tang Yan was really drunk, could it be that this beauty fell from the sky temporarily? No matter how you ask, it's all in vain, what about the more than 10,000 yuan of medical expenses, it seems that you can only ask her when she is injured.

There was silence again, and after a long while, the girl said, "Money... I'll pay you back. ”

Tang Yan wanted to be humble and say that he was not in a hurry, what I have is money... This kind of pretending to be b. But after all, he couldn't speak, so he had to nod.

"I'm hungry," the girl said calmly.

Tang Yan was dumbfounded, but still squeezed out a smile: "I brought it to you, but it's cold." ”

"You feed me," the girl laughed.

"Okay!" Tang Yan opened the lunch box, grabbed a piece of pork belly and handed it over.

The girl didn't open her mouth.

Tang Yan had no choice but to put the pork belly back, and sandwiched another piece of beef and sent it over.

The girl still didn't open her mouth.

Tang Yan put the beef back and picked up a piece of chicken.

The girl also did not open her mouth.

Tang Yan suddenly lost his temper and said, "Do you eat it?" If you don't eat it, I'll lose it, it's so difficult to serve?"

The girl smiled and asked, "Tang Yan, haven't you ever been in love?"

Tang Yan scratched his head and looked at the girl inexplicably, does this meal have anything to do with whether he has been in love or not?

The girl seemed to be very happy, and said with a smile: "Have you ever seen a girl who eats all these greasy things like you boys?" I don't even know what to say about you, there is not a single vegetarian dish in the lunch box, feed me rice!"

Tang Yan asked puzzledly, "Feed the rice?"

The girl nodded.

Tang Yan had no choice but to do so, just like feeding an obedient kitten, and finished feeding the meal one bite at a time.

To put it simply, in fact, this is a huge project, after all, who would have thought that this beautiful woman would look so cute when eating?

It can be said that this meal, Tang Yan was fed with shaking hands and enduring his heartbeat.

Finally, after eating, the two began to chat.

"I'm full, remember not to have meat next time. ”

"And next time, beauty, me, me..."

"What's the matter? Forget it, just leave me to fend for myself..."

"Beauty, don't be like this. ”

"I'm not called Beauty, I'm not called Kyle, my name is Zhao Ayaluo. ”

"Zhao Ayaluo ?..."

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